love marks

Chapter 81, Frank?relatively.

My mother looked at me with a dark face, and the air was terribly still.

After a while she said, "You mean, you will live with a woman for the rest of your life?"

"Yes." I replied calmly.

"It's so whimsical!" She was very disdainful.

"Why is it so whimsical, what happened to the two girls?" I stood up, "Who stipulates that girls can't like girls anymore."

"If we were friends, I wouldn't say anything, but the two girls... how to get married? How to have children?" Mom suppressed her anger and said as calmly as possible.

"Then don't have children. I don't like children at all," I didn't care. "As for getting married... if you don't allow it in China, go abroad."

"It's so simple for you to go abroad," my mother smiled sarcastically, "You think it's so simple for two people to be together, but there are many things here, even if couples of the opposite sex are together for a long time, they will inevitably have conflicts , let alone the same sex, and don't think I don't know, the homosexual circle is chaotic, don't let me get involved in it."

"What's wrong with homosexuality?" I was dissatisfied. "Mom, don't look at people with colored glasses. It's just that you like the same sex. It's not a big deal. Homosexuality is not a disease, it's just a different sexual orientation."

"Why isn't homosexuality sick?" My mother was anxious, "This is a kind of mental illness, otherwise she likes the same sex when everyone else likes the opposite sex. This is a sickness, a perversion!"

I was angry, so I turned to look at Fu Yu and my older brother Fu Zhe. Fu Yu's expression was hurt, my older brother forbeared, and Fu Zhe was gloomy.

"Mom, it's too much for you to say that. You don't make sense."

"Why am I being unreasonable?" My mother also stood up, glanced at the few people, and continued, "I have lived for so many years. I have never seen anyone. The salt I have eaten is worse than the rice you have eaten. There are many,"

Speaking of this, the tone was a little more relaxed and continued, "Mom also watches news TV dramas and so on. What is said on TV shows tolerance and understanding for gay people, don't look at them with discrimination, why, because their group is no longer a few dozen people In a small group of hundreds of people, there are homosexuals everywhere. There is a saying that the law does not blame the public. In the country, the number of people is too large. It is not appropriate to use any disease words to describe it. The pressure caused public outrage, fearing that the homosexual group would unite against them, so I had to take a step back and say something to understand, plus there are many people who still support homosexuality, like those 'rotten women', all day YY handsome guys make fun of gays, even I hope I am a man and then go gay, I really don’t understand what those people think, is their brain in a bubble or something, if everyone thinks like them, everyone is gay, human beings don’t have to pass on their offspring, no two perish in a year."

"Hmph," I said disdainfully, "Didn't you read the news that a man in a foreign country was pregnant and gave birth to a baby? You don't need to worry about the issue of human inheritance. Someone will solve this problem by then."

"Stop arguing with me, and you know how to transfer the problem and avoid the serious ones," my mother was still angry, "I know that the atmosphere in China has been affected to some extent recently, and there are many young and old dramas like Lily TV dramas. Bewitched, I think it’s easy to follow suit, that’s the abettor! Let me tell you, you can’t be led astray by them, thinking that a close relationship is that kind of relationship, in fact, I want to say that your relationship is a normal friendship, Girlfriends are not as complicated as you think, and they are serious about telling me about love, what kind of love can there be between the same sex."

To be honest, I was really hurt when I heard my mother say that. How should I put it, this is probably because the three views are different, and different ways do not conspire with each other;

Fu Yu kept tugging on my sleeve secretly, beckoning me to stop talking.

I glanced at the man, his expression was a little surprised, but he calmed down and didn't say anything.

The atmosphere of the dinner here has basically been extinguished, and no one has any appetite.

And I still want to hold on;

"Mom, you admitted that you had a homosexual relationship before, why did you say that there is no love between same-sex people in a second, don't you think you are contradicting yourself?"

"When did I admit to being gay," my mother denied. "What is homosexuality? To me, it's just a bunch of people fooling around. They don't have a precise definition. They're all of the same sex anyway, and you won't get pregnant if you do it. In the end, they all want to get married and have children, they just play for fun."

"Not everyone thinks that way..."

"I don't care what they think, as long as you don't think of yourself as the same as those people," my mother said, "You are still young, there are many things that you can't tell right from wrong, and what others say is confused. Now, after two years, you will understand what's going on."

"Confused?" I smiled wryly, "Mom, you really don't understand me at all. When did I easily listen to other people's words?"

"Yes, you have an idea, don't talk about other people's words, you don't listen to mine." Speaking of this, the mother stopped the conversation and closed the topic, "I don't want to talk to you about these useless things, I You're still hungry, and the food you stirred up is cold."

She continued to eat, glanced at Fu Yu in a blink of an eye, and then smiled and said kindly, "Fu Yu, Auntie is not targeting you, Xiao Song is easy to mess up sometimes, don't be led astray by her, there will be more in the future." Supervise her, don't let her fool around."

Fu Yu murmured for a while, then struggled to speak: "Auntie, Songzi is not joking, we really have this kind of relationship..."

Mom paused for a moment with her chopsticks, then moved her chopsticks, "What kind of relationship? Gay? You will believe anything Xiao Song says."

"But I do like..."

"Don't talk about what you have and what you don't have, let's eat quickly, the food is cold." My mother consciously didn't want to talk about this topic anymore.

I sneered, "Mom, you can't accept sleeping with women."

"Crack!" The chopsticks fell on the table, and my mother was annoyed, "You're endless, right, I don't want to talk about this topic!"

"It's fine if you don't talk." I didn't force it. "The main reason for coming back today is this matter. Anyway, Fu Yu and I have already decided to be together. Even if you don't accept it, I will never associate with other people."

"You!" Mom was very angry, but I still looked at her fearlessly.

My brother pulled me back, "The pine nuts are fine, so you don't have to say a few words."

"You don't have to pull her," my mother looked at me coldly with a desperate attitude, "I want to hear what she has to say."

"I have nothing to say," I said in a flat tone, "You think homosexuality is a joke and a pervert, that's unfortunate, I am now a member of the pervert, but I'm not a joke, I passed through After careful consideration, I brought Fu Yu here today, and by the way, we already had this kind of relationship when Fu Yu came to our house for the first time."

"What?!" Mom couldn't believe it, "It's the first time I came here, and you were only a freshman at that time..."

"Yes, we have been together for four years." I replied.

"It's just nonsense!" Mom was very angry, "You want to say that you have already gone to bed to do that kind of thing?!"

The palm of the hand was dug into it, "... yes."

"Pine nuts!" The elder brother said helplessly.

"You... how could you do this! I..." My mother was so angry that she couldn't speak, she pointed at my nose for a long time before saying the last part, "Get out!"

Fu Zhe stood up with his elder brother and looked at me with complicated eyes.

"Mom, don't be angry..." The elder brother wanted to comfort his mother, but he didn't know what to say, so he turned to me in the end, "Songzi, don't say a few words."

Fu Yu also stood up and pulled me by, "Pine nuts..."

"Mom, think about it carefully." I pulled Fu Yu and turned to leave.

Mom's anger spread from behind: "There's nothing to consider, no matter how long you've been together, I won't agree with you two!"

I thought for a while, then turned around and asked, "Why?"

"No reason, I just don't allow my child to be gay!" she said angrily.

"I'm not gay," I said, "but I like them, so I want to be with them."

"Impossible, I don't agree!" She shouted loudly, "I won't admit to your relationship. If you are still so stubborn, don't enter this house again!"

I felt suffocated and said dryly, "Mom, do you want to sever ties with me?"

"Pine nuts..."

"Songzi, stop talking."

"Severed relationship?" Mom suddenly felt amused, "You are the flesh that fell from my body, and the blood relationship will be broken if it is broken? She and you are not related by blood, why are you planning to leave me as a mother for her?! "

"I don't have any requirements, I just want to be with him." I suppressed the sadness in my heart.

"I still say the same thing. If you are just friends, I have no objection, but if you are in that kind of dirty relationship, I... I will treat you as my daughter. I can't accept my daughter going further and further on the path of perversion. Off."

I was hit hard in my heart, and my nose was sore unconsciously. Looking at this woman with a little silver on her temples, I felt uncomfortable: "Mom, you think your daughter and I are a pervert... I'm really sorry. gone."

Pulling Fu Yu, he turned around and left.

"Pine nuts!" The elder brother's voice was blocked through the door.

I didn't know how far I had traveled, and I didn't stop until there was no one around. The sourness on the tip of my nose began to flood, and my eyes were hazy.

"Songzi, you... are you okay?" Fu Yu probably didn't know how to comfort me, so he could only hug me into his arms first.

As soon as I leaned into her warm embrace, I couldn't help it, tears fell wantonly.

I put my arms around her neck, leaned my face on her shoulders, and soaked her clothes wantonly with tears.

"Songzi, don't be sad, Auntie is too sudden, she can't accept it for a while, don't worry, let's take it slowly." Fu Yu comforted.

I just hugged her and didn't answer.

I know very well how my mother's personality and deeply rooted way of thinking can be easily changed. This is not a matter of time, but a deep-rooted rejection.

However, I will not easily change my original intention.

I don't know how long it took until there was no more liquid in my eyes, and I let go of her, and met her worried look, "Go back."

"Where are you going back?"

"Go back to our home." I returned, pulling her to continue walking.

"If you leave like this, won't Auntie be even angrier?" Fu Yu was uneasy.

"It's okay, going back will add fuel to the fire." I said, glanced at her and asked, "Will you blame me?"

"What's your fault?" She wondered.

"Come out with your family without notifying you in advance."

She shook her head, "On the contrary, I was worried that you would not tell the family about our relationship. Now that it's broken, I don't have anything to worry about. I decided to come out with my uncle and aunt."

Thinking of my mother's attitude, I was also a little worried, "I'm afraid I will object."

"That can't be helped," she looked away. "Fortunately, I'm not their own. Even if I get angry, it won't be a big deal."

Apparently so.

Dear... I thought of Fu Zhe, "But they will also have a headache."

"What?" She didn't respond.

"Fu Zhe."

She stopped talking.

I wiped my face with a wet towel, took a deep breath, and laughed at myself: "I haven't cried for a long time, this time it's really enjoyable."

She thought of something, and took out two big white rabbits from her bag, "Eat candy, you will feel better."

I teased, "You really carry your big white rabbit with you."

"The big white rabbit is just for you." She took it seriously.

I paused, and the sadness I felt just now picked up again, I suddenly lifted her chin and kissed her.

"Hey, it's outside, people saw it..." She resisted a little.

I didn't care about that, I hugged her tightly, and the kiss changed from light to deep.

She also put her arms around me, actively responded to the kiss, with lips and tongue intertwined, wanton indulgence.

After a kiss, she panted and asked, "You will always be by my side."

I narrowed my eyes and asked back, "What about you, what if they don't agree?"

"I don't know, but I won't leave you." She replied firmly.

I put a light kiss on her forehead in distress, hugged her and didn't speak.

I will do my best, if it doesn't work, just "elope".

At night, under the dim bed lamp, the two figures are lingering and tumbling, the clothes are peeling off layer by layer with enthusiasm, and finally the two face each other frankly;

A slightly suffocating kiss ended, and I looked at the face in front of me, and my mood couldn't get any better.

"Fu Yu..."

"I've always wanted to say," she interrupted me, "don't you have a nickname for me? I've always called you Songzi, don't you think Fu Yu is too formal."

Think about it too, "Then do you have a nickname?"

"They call me Xiaoyu, but I hope you are different from them," she said.

I thought about it, "That's Yu Er."

"Yu'er..." She said it twice, then shook her head, "It's the same pronunciation as jade in jade, it's too popular and vulgar."

I thought for a while, "That's called a fish."

"Yuer? Which yuer?"

"Little fish's fish," I said, "it happens that you like fish."

She couldn't help laughing, "It's too casual, but...it sounds nice, and it's also a homonym, so let's call it that."

"Fish." I called again.

She was shy, "Emma is so ashamed..."

"Yuer~Little Yuer~" I teased her deliberately, she was so ashamed, she suddenly bit the tip of my nose, I turned over and pressed her under me, my hot eyes met, and the temperature in the room suddenly rose.

"Songzi, I really like you, even more than you imagined." She said emotionally.

I didn't speak, and kissed her skin gently, gradually her breathing became heavy.

I went all the way down, came to the hilly land with ease, presumptuously "appreciated", and fell into it. Her forbearance made my heart itch. I moved down to a certain place restlessly. When I was going to take a step deeper, suddenly Stop it.

I looked up at her, she waited for a while but didn't see any more, and asked with a blushing face, "What's wrong?"

"I'm worried." I said.

"worry about what?"

"I'm afraid that Feng Ji will come out and make trouble." I said.

She froze for a moment, then sighed.

Seeing her in a bad mood, I couldn't help asking, "Do you want to continue?"

"Pine nuts..." She hesitated and asked, "Do you... have any psychological shadows?"

"Shadow?" I thought for a while, "No...not really."

"Then why can't I fuck you?" she said again.

I was surprised: "You fuck me? Isn't T me?"

"It's not important." She turned over suddenly and pressed me under her body again, and said solemnly, "Although I don't want Feng Ji to touch you, I want to know more, if it were me, would it be okay for you to be below?"

I was a little stunned, "I thought you were willing to be me..."

"You know what I mean," she said, "Feng Ji said you wouldn't let him touch you, you like him too, right? Is it because of me, or..."

She suddenly stretched out her hand under my body, and before I could take the next step, I caught her reflexively: "Don't move!"

Her eyes dimmed, "Isn't that right?"

I was at a loss for words for a while, I didn't know how to respond, and I didn't say a word for a long time.

"Aren't you Iron T," she said lying down next to me, "do you have anything wrong to say to me?"

I don't look at her expression, but I also know that she is in a bad mood, so I can only say truthfully: "Maybe I really had some bad experiences before, but I'm not sure, or I can't remember clearly... ...Anyway, whenever Feng Ji wants to touch me, I feel nervous, and... and fear."

She was surprised: "Fear? What are you... afraid of?"

I shook my head, "It's a conditioned reflex, I don't know what I'm afraid of, in short, I don't like other people doing that kind of thing to me, obviously kissing and hugging are fine, but at that point, it's not okay. "

The air was silent for a while, and I turned to look at her: "Fish?"

She exhaled, reached out and hugged me tightly, "Go to sleep."

Then he stopped talking.

The two under the quilt are still facing each other frankly.

To be honest...it's inexplicably ironic.

The author has something to say:

Mom lost her temper.

Here, the author said that there will be abuse in the future, but the plot direction has been finalized, and readers can rest assured to eat.