love marks

Chapter 59, absent-minded vs meaningful.

The weather was fine, but I felt as if I was standing in the gloom, with a faint cold wind blowing behind me, making my hairs stand on end.

The sound of the door seemed to be behind me, lingering in my ears and mind for a long time;

I looked around helplessly, as if I was in a dream.

"Tang Song, are you okay?" Luan Mu was a little confused, "What's wrong with you?"

I came back to my senses, still a little confused, and said in a daze, "It's okay, it's okay..."

"Tang Song?" He was skeptical, and straightened me to face him, "Tang Song, what are you thinking?"

After a while, I woke up like a dream, and found that Luan Mu's face was very close to me, and his hand was still on my shoulder, so I hurriedly pushed him away, "I didn't think about it."

At this time my cell phone rang, and it was Fu Yu calling.

"Hey."

"I'm out of class, where are you?"

"I'm in the playground, wait a minute, I'll go find you."

When I hung up the phone and turned to leave, I saw a familiar figure standing not far away. I paused and saw her walking towards me.

Her expression... Fu Yu or Feng Ji?

Why am I guilty.

Ta walked over in three steps and two steps, and when he came up, he took my arm, and his voice was the same, "Why did you come to the playground, did you see the QQ message I sent you?"

This tone is Fu Yu.

"No, I just ran two laps and didn't look at it." I replied.

"Oh," she glanced at Luan Mu, and then asked, "What are you talking about, take me with you."

Luan old man candied haws...

I clenched my fist subconsciously, pulled Fu Yu and left first, "I didn't say anything, let's go eat, I'm hungry."

"Oh." She glanced at Luan Mu and didn't say much.

"I'm going to cook." After entering the cafeteria, she walked away first, and I sat down in a place where no one was around.

What happened to this picture that suddenly appeared in my mind?

Luan Mu shouldn't have lied, he has no reason to lie to me.

And I do seem to remember something.

These shots appeared without warning, just like the scene of the pile of pine nuts falling on the ground. I never had any impression of it before, but recently it appeared frequently...

It seems that I really experienced something, but I forgot.

What did I forget... what did I forget?

Head a little dull pain.

Forget it, don't think about it, it's not good for me.

I was rubbing my tight temple with one hand, and the voices around me were also very noisy. I took out the earphones, turned on the music and closed my eyes to listen. Listening to music has become a habit, and the earphones Fu Yu bought for me are also very comfortable for me to use.

Suddenly a gust of wind approached, as if someone was standing next to me, but I didn't care.

"Those sweets you tasted,

are the fruits of loneliness,

That's me cut from my heart alive,

A piece of meat is like a gift,

Never think twice,

If you are sharp, I will be bloody..."

……

A pair of hands suddenly caressed my temples, massaging them lightly and lightly. I don't know if it is a psychological effect, and the headache has also eased;

My ears are full of music, I can't hear what she said, forget it, let's talk about it later.

"Let me write you a horror novel,

Who is suspicious, who is pitiful, who is innocent,

Who lives I have seen the final result;

Let me take your place and inherit the past,

Unforgettable like a romance novel,

The more blood flows, the more sad the hands and the more empty the heart,

The more painful the flesh, the more vivid the feeling of being hacked into pieces,

don't give it back don't give it back

It's too late to figure it out,

The involvement of the palm of your hand is no longer useful,

Seeing the empty husks of lost souls,

Two soulless people,

It's too much ink to go on,

No matter how strong the story is, it is too cheesy.

It's fine to write it where it can be just right,

Only then can we see whether we must live or die,

Love is death or life..."

Is this Feng Jie’s view of love? I downloaded such a song specially for me to listen to, isn’t it just to instill this idea in me, “Only the feelings that can be cut into pieces are vivid”;

Not only is it vivid, it's almost immobile, and it's dying after being hacked into pieces. I don't understand why she feels that such feelings are only vivid...

Or what you want is unforgettable.

I can't help but want to laugh, living up to now, I don't seem to have encountered anything unforgettable.

The hand on the temple was put down and placed on my shoulder. Although the affected area on the left shoulder was almost healed, I still felt a little uncomfortable. I held that hand in my hand and reminded with a chuckle, "My shoulder I'm already terrified now, let me take it easy."

There was a crashing sound of dinner plates, and I looked up to see that Fu Yu was standing in front of me, with a sullen expression on his face.

Why did she run ahead of me? Then whose hand is it?

I glanced at the hand I was holding, it wasn't Fu Yu's hand, I let it go quickly, and turned around, it turned out to be Wu Ziting.

I was so scared that I immediately stood up and took off the earphones; Fu Yu and Wu Ziting are clearly two temperaments, how could I not be able to tell them apart.

But today their clothes smell very similar.

"Wu Ziting, it turned out that you were standing behind me. I thought it was Fu Yu." I explained to avoid misunderstanding.

"I'm so far behind her, you can admit your mistake." Fu Yu's tone was displeased.

"I was negligent, I'm sorry, don't be angry." I really don't know how to coax people, there is no other way but to speak sincerely.

"I'm not that stingy," she sat down, "let's eat."

I also sat down and took a look at Wu Ziting, she backed off knowingly, "I won't be a light bulb anymore, you take your time."

She left after speaking.

I just looked at Fu Yu, not knowing what to say, like a child who made a mistake.

She glanced at me, sighed suddenly, and said, "Does this count as a formal relationship between us?"

I was stunned for a moment and immediately replied, "Forget it!"

After all this, she asked what the question meant.

"Since this is the case, you should take a good look at the person in front of you. Even if you can't see it, you have to rely on other senses. Don't blindfold your eyes and you won't know the north, south, east, west, and north." This is her request.

But it is really difficult to recognize each other clearly even when they are invisible.

"I see." I responded obediently.In any case, this mistake must not be made again in the future.

Suddenly thinking of Luan Mu's words, I couldn't help being a little scared. If Fu Yu and I were separated in the future, I wouldn't forget her too.

I looked at the person in front of me, staring intently, hoping that the deeper the impression she left on me, the better.

"Look what I'm doing, I don't eat." Fu Yu said.

"I'm afraid I'll forget you." I blurted out.

"Don't you dare," she suddenly felt amused, and pretended to be angry, "Unless it's amnesia, you can't forget me. Even if it's amnesia, you must remember me in the end."

"If it's amnesia...then I can't help it?" I said uncertainly.

"Those are all vulgar stalks used by frothy dramas. How can there be so many gossip stories in reality." She didn't think so.

I didn't know what to say, "Have you never heard a saying that art comes from life."

She just smiled, noncommittal.

Looking at the still noisy scenes around me, I remembered something, "The final exam will be in one week, and then it will be officially on vacation. What are your plans for the vacation?"

"I haven't made up my mind yet," she thought for a while. "Maybe I should go to work, but it's not easy to find short-term jobs."

"Part-time job again..." I don't know why now when she mentions part-time job, I have a psychological shadow, and I am afraid that she will meet the previous perverted boss again.

"I can only work part-time," she said with good reasons, "I said I will move out when I graduate, so I must save some money."

"You're only a freshman, so you have plenty of time."

"Time flies," she said, planning ahead. "I might move out earlier, too, so plan ahead."

If everything is forewarned, it will be abandoned if it is not forewarned, but there is also a saying that the plan is not as fast as the change...

Anyway, it's always good to have a plan.

Seeing that I didn't respond, she asked, "Does Songzi have a plan?"

"No."

"Do you want to live with me then?"

This is the second time she has asked me this question, and it is clear that this idea has been buried in her heart for a long time.

But I still can't give her an absolute answer.

"I don't know, let's talk about it later."

The air was silent for a while, she changed the subject and said, "Are you free during the holidays, can I find you?"

"Yes," I didn't hesitate, "but don't you want to work part-time? Or... shall we work part-time together?"

"You don't have to deliberately accompany me..." She stopped abruptly, paused and said, "I want to learn swimming during the holidays, and I will enroll in swimming classes. Are you interested?"

"There's no need to register," I said, "I can swim and I can teach you."

"Really? Who did you learn from?" She was a little excited.

"My brother, we used to go swimming when we were kids."

"Then you teach me, that's the deal." She was certain.

Is it because I am sensitive or I have been insensitive before, Fu Yu gave me a different feeling than before, but I can't tell what is different.

"I'm done eating." She glanced at my plate with more than half of it left, and said with a soft sigh, "Pine nuts are a little absent-minded today."

She had noticed it, and I knew she was observant and meticulous.

"What's on your mind?" she asked.

"No..." I hesitated for a moment, then replied awkwardly, "It's not on my mind."

"What is that, you can't tell me?" She continued to ask.

"...No need to say."

"No need to say?" Her expression was a little subtle, and after a while, it was a bit meaningful, "Oh...that's when I find out by myself."

I was stunned, and raised my eyes to meet her calm eyes.

What did she mean by this...?

I always feel like she has something to say.