love marks

Chapter 31, because instinct becomes ambiguous.

"What to do with pine nuts, I want to kiss you again!"

The hand around my waist is a little heavy, but it's obviously a little stiff, um, the correct way to say it is nervous, and my arms are still trembling slightly.

Fu Yu raised his head, looked at me inquiringly, and said nothing more.

I also watched her not speak.

Mainly because I really don't know what to say.

Probably seeing that I didn't refuse, Fu Yu leaned over boldly, watching the facial features in front of him slowly enlarge, and his warm breath rushed into his nose, suddenly a voice sounded without warning, which startled us: "Handsome guy, Fu Yu, let's buy a grapefruit and eat together!"

The door of the speaking room had been pushed open. Guo Suling walked in and saw our ambiguous postures. He was stunned for a while, then suddenly realized with a smile and said, "I'm sorry to disturb you. I have nothing else to do, just send a Yuzu is here, then I'll go first, you guys continue."

After speaking, she put the grapefruit on the cabinet, turned around and led the door out.

I was stunned for a moment, looked at Fu Yu and smiled unconsciously.

After laughing, no one knew what to say, and the atmosphere suddenly became a little awkward.

"It seems a bit embarrassing..." Fu Yu blushed.

"Uh... yeah." I didn't dare to look at her anymore, I could only stare at the computer screen, feeling her burning gaze.

After a while, she couldn't help but said, "But Songzi, I still want to kiss you."

This time the tone was a lot more refreshing, but it made me feel a little embarrassed. Before I could speak, the arms around my waist tightened again. She leaned over again, and a touch of warmth burned her cheeks.

I turned my head subconsciously, and my lips stuck together. After a moment of stiffness, she stuck it again, a soft and moist kiss.

I swallowed unconsciously, stepped back, and saw her closed eyes and blushing expression of enjoyment, and felt strange for a while.

She waited for a while and then opened her eyes without moving. Seeing me looking at her, she felt even more embarrassed, and buried her face in my arms without speaking.

Seeing her head rubbing against my arms, I felt so soft-hearted, I reached out and rubbed her hair twice, I felt that her hair was very soft, and the small head that set it off also felt super nice, I couldn't help but feel a little soft. I kneaded it twice.

She turned her head, revealing one eye, and asked in a casual but expectant tone, "Songzi, are we dating like this?"

"We've been dating, haven't we?" I replied ambiguously.

"I'm talking about the kind of relationship...the kind of lover," she added, "I have confessed to you too, so...you know what I mean."

I hesitated for a while, then said uncertainly, "For...well."

"What do you mean?" She sat up puzzled, "I've already confessed my love, and we're already dating, and you don't hate it, isn't our way of getting along with lovers different? Isn't this considered dating? "

I didn't answer right away.

Seeing my hesitation, she was a little sad, "Your hesitation is to say that you don't like me that much, do you?"

"No." I denied.

"what is that?"

"Eh..." Looking at her expectant eyes, I quickly organized my words, "My definition of love is a bit vague except for family and friendship. I have never dated a boy or a girl. So I don’t know what is the true definition of love. I treat you subconsciously, and after meeting you, I feel...a lot of things are different...I don’t know what’s going on, so I can’t Definitely answer you."

"Subconscious behavior is also divided into objects," she said, "will you be as good to others as you are to me?"

"That's how I treat my family..."

"You and your brother will never kiss," she corrected me. "Family is family, it is warmth. Love is different. Apart from family, what will you do to your other friends? You will also treat me the same way." Will you treat them, will you enter the Hanfu club and debate club for them, will you wear women's clothes for them, will you fight and argue with the teacher for them, will you block rotten peach blossoms for them, will you want to protect them and make yourself Are you exposed to areas you have never touched?"

I listened in a daze, speechless for a while.

Because I really haven't done what she said before, and I don't feel this way about those people I know.

"Also, have you ever been jealous for me? Will you be jealous for them too?"

This sentence stopped me;

Jealous...have I ever been jealous?

Seeing my confused expression, she was a little proud, "If I'm not wrong, you don't like Luo Tao, and you don't like the team leader who works part-time because of me. Seeing how close I am to them, you won't like me. Are you comfortable?"

I looked at her, only to feel that there was a panic.

"Yes?" she repeated.

"No," I admitted truthfully, "it's uncomfortable."

"Why?" she continued.

My cheeks were hot, and I was a little helpless, "I just feel uncomfortable, I don't like them approaching you, they just want to take advantage of you, I don't want them to get it!"

She was stunned for a moment, and then her complacency deepened, "I don't want them to succeed... Do you feel this way about other friends of the same sex?"

I struggled for a while, and finally compromised, and replied honestly, "No."

"Then, the last question," she asked again, "are you willing to kiss someone of the same sex, for example...Wu Ziting?"

I was completely discouraged, "I don't want to."

I admit defeat, I can't speak to her, and I don't understand how she can organize her thoughts so clearly in a short period of time.

"So, you don't have to worry about it," she concluded, "You just like me, just admit it."

I was powerless to refute, she cited these things, which I would not normally do, but made an exception to her again and again, I was speechless.

"Maybe." I said weakly.

"Pine nuts." She was calling me.

"Yeah." I looked up, saw her shy expression, and suddenly leaned over and gave me a wet kiss. In a daze, she pinched my chin with one hand, and I opened my mouth unconsciously. Her moist, hot and nimble little tongue I got in, and at the same time, the other hand grabbed my hand and placed it on her slightly raised chest.

I burned my face as soon as I slapped it.

I retreated subconsciously, and she followed, so we fell on the bed, she pressed on me, buried her head on my neck and took a bite, raised her eyes to meet my burned face, and asked knowingly: " Isn't it disgusting?"

I shook my head in a daze.

She continued to kiss, her tongue sticking out naturally.

After kissing for a while, my mind was a little blank, and I hugged her neck subconsciously, and the kiss became passionate.

She seemed to suddenly become very enthusiastic. I was not used to it for a while, so I nudged her, but she still seemed a little unsatisfied.

"Well, you really like girls."

"I just like you." She replied vaguely, and I didn't know what it was like to hear.

Her kisses were a bit jerky, obviously inexperienced, and so were I, so we both felt a little tired in the end, but we still bit our lips and refused to let go.

She licked my lips and smiled inexplicably, but her hands kept reaching into the clothes, going up the side of the waist, and came directly to the chest to pinch.

I pressed her hand with some resistance, "Wait, what are you doing."

She leaned close to my ear and whispered: "Pine nuts, I suddenly thought..." At the same time, the fingers on the chest teased twice at a certain point.

I was startled, and immediately pushed her away, "No way!"

She was a little surprised, "Why, don't you like me?"

"It's two different things..." My face must have been very red, and I avoided her gaze, only to find that her clothes were also a little messy, and a few buttons on her chest had been unbuttoned, so I was stunned for a moment.

And she looked suspicious, "Don't you want to? If you don't want to, why take off my clothes and touch my chest?"

Only now did I realize what I had done to her when my mind was empty just now, and I was so ashamed for a moment.

Fortunately, she didn't continue to embarrass me, but smiled lightly, "Songzi, this is instinct, your instinct betrayed you."

I buried my face in my arms and without saying a word, she kissed my hair lightly and walked away.

At night, the two of them still didn't talk much after returning to the dormitory after evening self-study, and they didn't talk all afternoon. At this moment, they still don't know what to say, which always feels weird.

So we went about our own business until the lights were turned off, and she lay down early to sleep.

But I couldn't fall asleep anyway, looking at the direction of her bed in the dark, I don't know what she was thinking.

I thought she was shy and timid, but I didn't expect that she followed her heart.

Follow your heart... eh?

right.

For some reason, I just felt that at that time, she became not like her, not like her usual.

I just thought about it for a while, and in the middle of the night, I gradually became sleepy. When I was drowsy, I suddenly remembered one thing: I have to wake her up.

But it was still a step too late. Just when I turned my head to look over, I saw a figure sitting up suddenly from the bed, and then it seemed to be frozen there, without making any further moves for a long time.

There was also a moment of doubt, but when I saw her walking up and down from the bed, I knew it was my mistake.

She was sleepwalking again.