love marks

(1),

"Tang Song, is the document you have translated ready? Send it to the manager's office!" My colleague Xiao Chen urged.

"Understood, I'll send it over right away." I looked at the translation material as thick as a booklet, and unconsciously let out a long breath.

Time flies, time flies, eight years have passed in a blink of an eye, and I have been in this company for almost a month, but I still have a foothold as a trainee translator.When I mentioned this, I couldn’t help but feel a little aggrieved. I thought I had a good stay in the previous unit, but one day the boss called me into the office, asked me to find another job, and gave me the company’s business card. Let me go to the personnel department to settle my salary, pack up my things and leave.

Anyway, I have also worked in that company for nearly five years, so I can give me a reason to fire me like this, but the former boss was ambiguous and ridiculous, and said that he wanted me to remember his promotion;

promoted?What a joke, I came to this company according to the business card he gave, and the result was that I was asked to be a trainee translator. Anyway, I can be regarded as a serious translator with many years of translation experience, so treat me like this...

Okay, big companies have strict requirements, I will endure it, and I will endure the fast pace of work, bullying newcomers, thinking that I am easy to bully and throwing all the crap to me, I don’t care about them, but at least give me a chance to breathe, say I don’t work overtime, but the workload is so much that I can’t finish it without overtime. I also told me that it’s a two-month probationary period. If I can’t afford to skip work, I won’t be paid. I can't get my salary yet.

Okay... the heavens will send a great mission to the people, and they will definitely work hard. In order to have more capital in the future, I will bear it again.

Up to now, I have not seen this legendary beautiful manager. It is rumored in the company that this beautiful manager is the double incarnation of angel and devil. If Satan is possessed, it will be a surprise and surprise, even the CEO will be afraid of her.So although I haven't seen her in person yet, with such a "vaccination", I'm inevitably a little nervous.

I breathed steadily, knocked on the door, heard the response from inside, pushed the door open and walked in.The back of the swivel sofa was facing me, and the woman held half a cigarette in her hand. The smell of the smoke made my head hurt a little, so I neatly put the documents on the table.

"Manager, I've already translated the material, so I'll put it here, and I'll go out first if I don't have anything else to do."

"Don't worry." The female voice behind the swivel chair sounded familiar, and she turned around in a blink of an eye. The black business attire looked smart and capable, and the long hair hanging down her shoulders was straight and obedient, shaking slightly with her movements; She brushed off the cigarette ash deftly, and I subconsciously stared at her side face until she turned her head and met my gaze, my gaze froze, a little in disbelief.

Compared with eight years ago, the appearance is not much different from the previous appearance except for a bit more feminine charm.

Unexpectedly, the beautiful manager whom everyone loves and fears is her!

I didn't expect to see her again, and in this situation, she has become my boss.

"I haven't seen you for eight years. Do you still remember me?" Her tone was the same as usual, she held the body of the cigarette gracefully with her fingers and took another puff. The red bean bracelet half hidden in the cuff on her wrist was so conspicuous.Linglong dice An Hongdou, lovesickness deep in the bones.After all these years, she still wears it.

I unconsciously lowered my head to avoid sight, and suddenly felt that the atmosphere was extremely awkward.

"You must feel very aggrieved," she continued, "You have been fired from your job. The new company doesn't care about your previous experience. It only treats you like a rookie. You don't get paid for working overtime every day. Treat you as free hard work, maybe I will let you say goodbye once the trial period is over, and then you will really be nothing, and the gain outweighs the loss."

Listening to her eccentric tone, it is obvious that she is clear about my affairs, yes, she is the manager, my boss, how can the boss not understand the situation of the employees.

I suddenly remembered the meaningful smile of the boss when I was dismissed from the original unit, and now Fu Yu's eyes are playful and uninhibited;

In this way, it seems that I will be dismissed, and it is also in her hands.

The last time we met was eight years ago, eight years, enough time to change many things, including us.

"If you don't speak, you will acquiesce," she put out the cigarette butt in the ashtray, got up and walked over, continuing to look at me with playful eyes.This look made me very uncomfortable, and I couldn't help asking, "Why are you looking at me like that?"

"How would you handle this kind of thing?" she asked abruptly.

"What to deal with?" I didn't understand what she meant.

"Which is more important, body or interests?" She leaned close to her ear and said in a low voice on purpose.

I felt cold all over, and took a step back unconsciously, "What do you want to say?"

"Unspoken rules in the workplace," she said in a natural tone, "isn't this kind of thing very common, don't tell me you haven't encountered it before."

Unspoken rules in the workplace... What did she mean by this.

Just as he was thinking, he heard a clear sound behind him, and the shutters were drawn.I was startled, and when I was about to speak, I saw Fu Yu approaching, and instinctively took two steps back, she was obviously upset, "Why are you hiding from me?!"

I didn't try to hide from her, it was just an emergency response.

"What do you want to do?!" She probably wanted to rule me out!

"What do you think?" Fu Yuxie asked back with a smile, but her state reminded me of another person: Feng Ji.

For me, this act of knowingly asking clearly stimulated her. She couldn't help but dragged me to the inner lounge, stretched out her hand and pushed me, and I fell on the couch, and she pressed me over.

"Stop, stop! Fu Yu! Don't do this..." My resistance did not bring her to compromise, but instead aroused her anger even more, and the movements of my hands became less serious.

"Fu Yu, stop quickly, please... please don't... your clothes are going to be torn!"

"If it breaks, buy another set!"

"Don't, don't take off your pants!" I tugged on the waist of my pants, and suddenly realized that Fu Yu wouldn't have such great strength.

She didn't care about these, and then corrected, "I'm Feng Ji, how could that girl Fu Yu be willing to get angry with you."

Sure enough, it was him.I suddenly gave up resisting, which made him a little surprised, "Why, I gave up resisting when I knew it was me, and I knew that verbal persuasion was ineffective for me, so I stopped doing futile work, right?"

I admit, "There's something you can't do."

"It's good to know." He grabbed the back of my head and gnawed it up. At the same time, his other hand went all the way down and reached a certain place smoothly.

"Don't frown, it's such an enjoyable thing..." The hand that was originally on the back of the head went down the shoulder, walked to the waist, got into the shirt and went up the spine, and wanted to do it when it came to the button.

"Not here." I said.

"What? You're still shy." He raised the corner of his mouth.

"It's working time now, and I'm still in the company. I don't want them to think that I've been unspoken." I turned my eyes away from him.

His gaze became sharp, "Do you think I'm trying to rule you out?"

"You said so yourself." I replied lightly.

"You really have changed a lot," he said.

"You too." I replied.He took a deep breath, got up and walked away, "You go out first, don't leave after get off work, wait for me to go back together."

I got up and straightened my clothes, and replied dryly, "We don't seem to be on our way."

He answered irrelevantly, "You should still remember what I said before, we haven't broken up yet."

I was suffocated, and walked out quickly.

(2),

"Tomorrow, Qixi Festival, stay with me after get off work." Fu Yu's voice on the other end of the phone was as gentle as ever, with a hint of begging and coquettish.

I'm a little hesitant. To be honest, I haven't adjusted my mentality to face her, so I try to avoid meeting her alone.

After thinking about it for a while, I still refused, "I still can't, I have something to do at night, so I can't accompany you."

What can a single dog do on the night of Qixi Festival;

Although I promised her not to lie to her before, I lied subconsciously in this situation.

There was silence on the other side for a while, and she replied, "As far as I know, you should still be single."

"...Ah, there are other things to do when you are single." I replied like this.

"If you're not in a hurry, take it easy," she said, "This is our first Valentine's Day reunion in eight years, and I want to be with you."

"Fu Yu," I said with a deep tone, "I think we should not be in a hurry to be alone...to get along or something, after all, we are not in the same relationship as before, and it is quite unexpected to meet again this time. Yes, we, we each give each other some time to calm down first."

"It's been eight years and you haven't calmed down enough?" She asked back, her tone a bit dumbfounded, "I thought it was a dream when you left, and I didn't realize it for a long time, I never wanted to admit that we broke up , This is just your unilateral decision. I didn't agree, but you didn't care about my reaction. After I left, I didn't hear from you. Don't leave me with a single thought. Every time I go to bed, I think about it, will I When I woke up, you suddenly appeared, just like you suddenly disappeared, but you have never been there. Until now, you haven’t told me why you left, and you still hide from me and refuse to be alone with me. I Is there something wrong or is it because of something that you hate me so much that you don't even give me a chance to be alone? Is it because of my dual personality? But you clearly said before that you don't dislike me..."

Hearing her tone tend to get out of control, I comforted me, "Fu Yu, don't get excited, things are not what you think, and I... also have difficulties."

"What's the problem?" she asked.

I don't want to say, "It's been so many years, there's no need to bring it up."

"Since the matter has passed, is there any possibility for us now and in the future?" She continued.

I'm in a bit of a bind.

To be honest, even though we have been separated for so many years, I still have feelings for her in my heart, but I promised someone that I would not have unreasonable thoughts about her.

It's impossible to have unreasonable thoughts. As long as you are with her, watching her every day will inevitably lead to misfires. The safest way is to leave her.

I never hated her.

On the contrary, I still love her, and when we meet again eight years later, the flame that has been dormant in my heart seems to be rekindled again.

Falling in love but not being together, how should I reply to her in this bloody conflict.

Seeing my silence and delay in responding, she said again, "How about it, I have a plane at 45:[-] noon tomorrow, and you come to pick it up."

Noon, this time is well chosen, it happens to be the lunch break time, I think there is no reason to refuse.

After all, I went to pick up the plane. Fu Yu was away on business for a week on the grounds of being a manager, working meetings and other matters. After getting off the plane, Fu Yu was full of energy. When he saw me, he gave me a hug without saying a word. Without any warning, she took another sip of incense on my forehead. I was surprised and noticed that the faint fragrance on her body had never changed, and I was a little in a trance for a while.

Instead of going back to the company, she handed the briefcase directly to the secretary, dragged the suitcase and got into the taxi with me.

"Aren't you going back to the company?" I was a little surprised.

"Too tired, go home and rest for two days." She said.

"But I still have to go to work..."

"I've already asked for leave for you. Your job now is to stay with me honestly." She wasn't worried at all.

Have the right to be willful.

"You said earlier that you had something to do at night. What's the matter?" She asked suddenly.

I didn't react for a while, and I didn't think of a suitable reason.

Her eyes darkened, and she said clearly, "So you have nothing to do, you just don't want to go to the appointment."

"..." I don't know what to say.

"You said you wouldn't lie to me." She said in a displeased tone.

I am speechless.

The moment I entered her house, I realized that there was really no escape.

I've trapped myself in a cocoon I've planted years ago and I didn't think much of it then.

Feng Ji said at that time that I couldn't get rid of them.

They proved with their actions that what he said was right;

I work in a company, and even the address is the upper and lower floors of a unit building. Looking at the furniture that has not been fully packaged in the future, I suddenly realize the "sinister intentions" of the people around me.

"It's only been a few days since I moved here, and I haven't had time to clean up my things, don't mind." Fu Yu casually removed the dustproof cloth on the sofa, wiped it with a rag, and then motioned to me, "Sit down."

I didn't sit down right away until she removed the dust-proof cloths from the big furniture, then sat down on the sofa, looked up at me, and said in a slightly dissatisfied tone, "Are you so unfamiliar with me, so reserved. "

"No." I sat down.

She leaned over and hugged her hands up naturally, with a soft voice, "pine nuts~"

It was the first time in eight years that I heard her call me that. For some reason, my heart melted.

I still deliberately wanted to keep a distance from her, and gently pushed her away, "You know I live here, so you moved here on purpose..."

"Yes." She replied without hesitation.

"Uh," I rubbed against her while she let go, automatically ignoring her dissatisfied and sad eyes, "Why did you move here suddenly... Or you can tell me first."

"If you tell me first, the pine nuts might run away again," she hit the nail on the head, "just like eight years ago."

Once again I am speechless.

She looked at me for a while, then sighed faintly and said, "I remember when you went to school, even though your eyes were full of love and expectation, you still refused to cross the last line. I know you have concerns and worry that we won't go far, but now We have already established our careers, and we are no longer the simple student days, what are you still worried about now?"

"I... I have nothing to worry about, I just..." I stopped talking at this point, not wanting to continue.

Fu Yu waited for a while and didn't see any more, sighed, suddenly changed his dull tone, and said nonchalantly, "I'm a little hungry, let's go out to eat, what do you want to eat?"

"I'm a little tired, I don't want to move," I was in no mood, "I want to go home."

"Just rest if you're tired. I'll order a takeaway." She said thoughtfully, and got up to make a phone call.

"I'll go back first." Although I live in an apartment building, only a few steps away from my home, and I don't need to be so polite because of my previous relationship with her, I still don't want to delay the time with her, Besides embarrassment, I worry about...

"Are you uncomfortable being alone with me," she said, "and you said you weren't avoiding me."

It's very uncomfortable, very uncomfortable, thinking that we could say everything at the beginning, I don't know why it takes a long time to say a word now.

I'm also very upset, okay, and I still treat her...

"I'm afraid I can't help it."

"If you can't bear it, don't bear it anymore." She came over and looked directly at me, her calm eyes looked straight into my heart, "Your eyes have already said everything."

"You..." I was a little confused, "Are you Fu Yu?"

She smiled noncommittally, and asked, "What do you think?"

A trace of panic suddenly rose from the bottom of my heart, so I broke the door and fled.

I felt that I couldn't stay here, I had to stay away from her, so I didn't go home, and went out for an afternoon until night fell.

I don't have the habit of staying out at night, but when I called Tang Ming, he said he was embarrassed and said it was inconvenient. Thinking about it, my brother should also think about his own happiness. As an older unmarried young man, who hasn't In our private life, there are always times when it is inconvenient, not to mention that we are in different places and far apart, and it is not realistic to go to a different place just to spend the night.

The night was getting dark, and I was still hanging out in the bar, unwilling to leave. This was my second time hanging out in the bar. The first time was eight years ago.

However, this time, I couldn't get drunk no matter what. Instead, the more I drank, the more I became sober. The guy at the bar couldn't stand it anymore, and persuaded me, "Young lady, you can't drink any more. You've had enough, come back another day."

"I didn't drink too much," I was still sober, "I'm not even drunk, I know how much I can drink, and I'm still not drunk after drinking so much... Are you selling fake wine?"

"How could it be fake wine? You really drank too much." Seeing my upset look, he didn't say anything more, and went about his own business.

At this time, a faint fragrance blew up from the side, so familiar, a card was photographed on the desk, and a female voice sounded, "Handsome guy, pay the bill."

I turned my head to look at her, her smooth long hair set off her delicate face neatly, I looked down, the perfect jaw line extended to the wide neckline, I felt my nose was on fire.

"Drink so much, don't you want to go to work tomorrow?" Her voice was still so pleasant, but her eyes were sullen.

Later I was dragged home by her, my home.

"Key!" She groped for a while on me, took out the key and opened the door, and I squeezed in.

The aftertaste of the wine came up, and I was a little drowsy, so I didn't have the mood to care about what she wanted to do.

"How did you find me." I lay comfortably on the big sofa bought with several months' wages, and said in a daze, that bar is not close to my home.

"Guess." She was obviously still unhappy, but she didn't say much.

Just when I lost consciousness and was about to fall asleep, she suddenly woke me up again and drank a glass of sour and bitter water.

"What is this?" I couldn't help asking.

"Lemon juice," she replied.

"Why is the lemon juice still bitter?"

She seemed to smile. "This will help you sleep better."

I didn't need to improve my sleep, and I didn't think too much about it, and I fell asleep in a short time.

When I woke up, I was already lying on the bed. I slept very comfortably this time, but why did I feel so tired, as if I had done some strenuous exercise? I got rhabdomyolysis syndrome from long-distance running in college. After that, I didn't dare to overwork myself anymore. Even exercising is enough. I haven't felt this kind of tiredness for a long time.

But then I realized something was wrong, there was a strange feeling somewhere, and my body was naked without a trace, I was startled at that time, I am not used to sleeping naked, then turned around, and was shocked again:

Fu Yu was lying next to me as well, the quilt didn't completely cover her body, and she could see the radiant spring when she moved her gaze down a little.

This situation is...

! !

This kind of situation... I'm a little flustered, although it's not once or twice that I share the same bed, but it's the first time like this, I...

I almost trembled and jumped out of bed, just as I picked up my clothes, Fu Yu's lazy voice came from behind me, "You're awake, did you sleep well?"

I was startled, and asked calmly, "Last night... nothing happened."

She sneered, "Would you believe me if I said yes?"

Without waiting for me to hesitate, she pulled the quilt away violently, and the blood stains on the sheets proved what happened last night.

I felt a sudden chill all over my body, so I could only quickly put on my clothes.

"Why are you nervous? Isn't it normal for this kind of thing to happen?" Fu Yu looked away, and then he was a little proud and thankful. Although you may not remember, you were very enthusiastic last night. You can guess what you did to me without me telling you. Since you are afraid that you can't help it, then I will help you. You don't have to hide from me anymore, you can't hide from me."

My hairs stood on end, thinking of the glass of water I drank before going to bed, "What did you drink for me?"

"Lemonade," she said, before adding, "with a little medicine."

"What medicine!"

"Release the instinct medicine."

"The medicine to release the instinct?" I was stunned for a moment and then said in shock, "Could it be Chun..."

"Almost," she said indifferently, "as long as it can release your instinct, it's a good medicine."

I was amazed, "How could you do this, you were not like this before, let alone use such obscene means to deal with people!"

"No matter how good I was in the past, what can I do? You just walked away. If it weren't for this coincidence, we don't know how long we would have to wait to meet each other!" Fu Yu was not very happy, and then said with a sigh , "Just give me a good word, do you still want to be with me?"

I didn't want to lie when I saw her looking straight in my eyes, "I want to," I continued before she could smile, "but I can't."

She was puzzled, "Why not?"

"I promised your aunt not to get too deep." I felt guilty.

"But that doesn't mean you have to leave me." She was even more puzzled.

"I can't do it if I stay with you," I'm sorry, "I have no other choice but to leave."

"What's wrong with falling into it? I've fallen into it a long time ago!" Fu Yu smiled wryly, "I thought you wouldn't let me down, but in the end it ended up just like its sad ending."

I didn't speak, I was ashamed and speechless.

"So in fact, you were afraid that you would get too deep, so you lied to me by the name of being in a car accident. You first said that you were seriously injured and fell into a coma, and then you said that you were transferred to the best hospital in a big city for treatment. Excuse me and leave to go to another city, and finally find an excuse for my terminal illness to make me give up on you. Unfortunately, I have been begging my aunt to let her find a way to contact you. I will mobilize all the people who can be mobilized and ask them to help me contact you , but they all refused to help me, as if they had been notified in advance, and I was so stupid that I didn't think so much. You were afraid that I would pester you, so you tried hard to get rid of me. I admit that I am selfish, I I just want you to treat me sincerely, but I'm not a dog skin plaster, I have my dignity as a human being! Since you disdain me, I don't deserve to be ashamed of you!" Fu Yu was very emotional.

And my heart is also very uncomfortable, the car accident is real, the serious injury is also real, and it is also true that I decided to leave her, but I didn't expect her to think so, after her thoughts, I seem to be a person who is good at showing off .

And I didn't expect that I would feel so uncomfortable being misunderstood by her. I thought that after so many years, what happened back then had been buried in dust, and even if it was revealed, I wouldn't have major mood swings.

However, this is not the case.

But since we can't be together anymore, don't give her hope, let her think that she has always resented me, after all, hatred is easier to accept than regret.

"That's right," I turned my back to her, and suppressed the sourness in my heart, "I just wanted to get rid of you, so I went through a lot of twists and turns. Who made Feng Ji say that I couldn't get rid of you? It's really tormenting for someone who no longer has feelings."

Fu Yu who was behind him obviously didn't expect me to say such a thing, so he replied dumbly for a while, "You know that I hate people lying to me the most, are you serious about what you said?"

"It's no good lying to you and me." I replied like this.

Yes, that's it, keep this state, and keep hating me. Compared with the pleasure of your hatred, I will bear the heaviness of your feelings.

"Tang Song, I really underestimated your cleverness," Fu Yu shouted angrily with tears in his voice, "Just wait and see!"

With the sound of a door, the room was completely silent.

I looked at the gray sky outside the window, and my heart was so damp that I could wring out water.

(3),

We stood on the viaduct, with the active and rolling water under our feet, and the hustle and bustle of the city in our ears, but we turned a deaf ear to it, and only the familiar breath of the other party was in our noses.

"Since you have admitted that you still have feelings for me, why bother with those irrelevant reasons, time is gone forever, I don't want to just reminisce about the past." Fu Yu sighed with emotion.

I took the opportunity to say, "So many things have happened, there is no way we can go back to the past."

"Life always has to go on, and we can only look forward," Fu Yu agreed, and then went on to say, "After all this trouble, our lives should get back on track."

I turned to look at her, "What do you mean by 'on track'?"

"Eight years have been wasted between us, it's time to make up for it now." There was a quiet brilliance in her eyes.

After calming down, I said sternly, "Maybe there will be a little regret, but I won't look back, because I don't want to repeat the same mistakes, including feelings."

Feeling her idiotic gaze, she replied without worry, "You don't have to look back, I've already caught up with you."

Just astonished, she said again, "We are not the same as we used to be, so our reunion will not repeat the same mistakes;"

I just realized that Fu Yu's skin has thickened now, even if he says something shameful, he won't feel ashamed.

"As long as you don't think about dumping me again, otherwise I will not soften my heart and really kill you."

Hearing this "threat" in Fengji's style, I didn't feel scared. Instead, I couldn't help laughing, even relieved like fate.

So what if you are in a cocoon, some things are doomed from the beginning.

The chin was lifted lightly, and his stubbornness, danger, and affection lived in her eyes.

"Girl, do you feel scared? Just stay by my side and you'll be fine."

The corners of my mouth raised unconsciously, and my eyes were full of resignation and compromise. "Yeah, I'm afraid."

Afraid of the self who loves them so much.

(4),

In the smog, I closed my eyes and meditated, my head was screaming with pain, but I didn't want to put down the cigarette between my fingers, and I put it to my mouth to take a puff from time to time, feeling the smoke flow into the mouth, wandering around, and then released from the nose The choking sensation of the smoke, along with the headache, slowly spread in the body.

A gust of wind passed by, blowing a faint fragrance, half of the cigarette in hand was taken away, and a sullen voice rang in the top of his head, "How did you learn to smoke? Don't you hate the smell of smoke the most?"

I raised my eyelids and looked at her lazily. This woman who once made me palpitate and couldn't stop, is sitting opposite me now, her legs are crossed, and her slender legs add a lot to her figure. Although her The expression is not so satisfactory.

"Who says you can't smoke if you hate the smell of cigarettes? If you want to smoke, you don't want me to smoke?" I replied a little rascally, looking at her gradually darkening face and continuing to add fuel to the flames, "What are you doing here? Is your young talent out on a date, you shouldn't come to me at this time."

"Look at your current appearance, you look like a resentful woman!" She got up angrily, went to the window to open the window for air, calmed down and said, "I have nothing to do with him other than work, don't think about it." If there are too many, I will not betray you."

Speaking of which, she habitually took out a pack of cigarettes, and when she was about to take out the cigarettes, she recovered and put it back.

"Don't smoke in the future, don't drink alcohol, you don't abuse yourself like this."

"Practice?" Hearing this, I couldn't help but smile wryly, "I'm quite condescending to myself... Do you also think that we are boring like this now, we don't trust each other and we don't believe in ourselves, and we're so suspicious all day long, think about it It's also tiring."

She narrowed her eyes slightly, and said in a deep voice, "What do you mean by that?"

"It's nothing interesting," I suddenly felt a splitting headache, and wanted to lie down on the bed, but I didn't have the heart to explain to her, "It's just a literal meaning, and sometimes I thought about it, maybe it wasn't a bad thing to separate in the first place, what? Everything has its most reasonable solution..."

Staggeringly got up and walked towards the bedroom, and told her by the way, "Don't forget to take your clothes away before you leave."

"What do you mean, do you want to break up?" Her voice lowered twice.

My heart ached when I heard this word. I didn’t say this word when we separated ten years ago. We met again eight years later, but we mentioned it N times in a short period of two years. with;

That's right, I mentioned these breakups.Did I betray her?Right, this is betrayal.

I think I'm really tired.

"It's up to you to understand it, I have a headache, so I won't be with you..." Before I finished speaking, she had already come over and turned me towards her, no, it was him, at this moment he was Feng Jin.

"I told you not to say the word breakup again, are you deliberately making me angry? Do you want to get rid of me like that? Who said you wanted to be together forever?!"

I'm used to his angry state, from the earlier fear to the current insensitivity, for a moment I wonder if I really don't like her/him.

I smiled indifferently, and said disapprovingly, "That's why I never believe in those vows of eternal love. After the passion is gone, I believe that those who indulge in sweet words and sweet words have become fools. Listen to me when I said something that was too unrealistic. That's it. The phrase 'want to be together forever' is just an empty dream."

His face was even more ugly, and he immediately dragged me into the bedroom, and with the sound of the door, I was also pushed onto the bed.

"We can meet every day, except for the missing eight years, we are together almost every day, but you say this is just fantasy, so what is reality, is it reality to push you on the bed like this? I am happy to accompany you! "

Clothes just got ripped off.

I didn't resist and let him manipulate me until he pressed me up and I said, "Will you get bored with me? I'm afraid that one day you'll get bored with me and give up on me. What happened between us is really true. It's an empty game."

He was stunned for a moment, and then bit my shoulder hard, and blood flowed out immediately.

"Does it hurt?"

"Hmm." I held back.

"This is your punishment for your wild thinking." He stretched out his arms from behind and hugged me in his arms, and sighed softly, "It's really jealousy that makes people change their faces. I've known you for so long and I didn't know you would be so stingy."

I also hugged him back, and said in an ethereal tone, "Have you ruined your good impression of me?"

"No, this is more real and complete." He looked at me, and suddenly put a kiss on the tip of my nose, heaved a sigh of relief, "I was always worried about whether you didn't like me much, but I won't anymore. "

I was a little worried about gain and loss, "Are you sure you won't leave me?" He couldn't laugh or cry, "Why do you still ask this question at this time?"

"But..." I moved my left leg unconsciously, and the incomplete part had already taken away my confidence, especially when facing her/him.

He looked over in a blink of an eye and put his hand on it at the same time. I couldn't feel it, but I could see how gentle his movements were.

"This is also a kind of torture and torture for my conscience." I couldn't see his expression, but I could only hear his guilt and self-blame in his voice, "It's my fault that you became like this, if I didn't let you go Walk……"

"Don't mention it after it's over. It's not all your fault, I'm also responsible." I interrupted him.

If he hadn't let me go at that time, the result might have been worse.There are no ifs in the world, only results and consequences.

Neither of us said those useless words again, and once again I was immersed in his tenderness.

I am already disabled, but she/he will not dislike me, treat me as before, what more can I expect.

(5),

"I have been thinking all these years, if one day we can meet again, I will definitely get back all the love I have lost these days,"

His fingers rubbed my lips so hard that I couldn't speak, and I didn't know what to say.

"Unexpectedly, eight years have passed in a flash, and we are no longer fledgling landlubbers. After all these years in the society, you should also know what we should do next as adults in the current atmosphere. "

This atmosphere...?I pushed away his hand, turned to face him and said sternly, "I don't feel the atmosphere at all, and this is in the company, please restrain yourself."

After eight years, the seal seems to be exhausted