love marks

Ending extra: My love is a sin, but I can only atone for it with love.

"Hey, am I going to die?"

"No, no, no! My little girl is in danger, and death will not accept it!"

"I'm sleepy." Niu'er's voice was clear but exhausted.

I'm really scared. I've never been so scared when I heard the news that she fell from the fifth floor. It seems that this time, this time... It's really hopeless.

I don't want to be pessimistic, but the knife is still stuck in her brain, and such a bright trauma is in front of my eyes, what can I do!

"Don't sleep! Listen to me, don't sleep! Otherwise I'm really going to get angry!" I know I'm talking nonsense, but at this moment I really can't do anything.

"But I'm really sleepy... I really want to sleep." Sure enough, she couldn't hold on any longer, her voice was a little slack.

"Don't sleep, girl, don't sleep..." Sadness finally came out uncontrollably, I couldn't sleep, what should I do if I "sleep" over.

"Hey, I seemed to remember something just now," she said weakly, "I seem to know why I broke up with you..."

This is the time, what to say, "I promise you everything, okay? But you have to promise me that you are not allowed to sleep, I will listen to you and listen to you..."

"Listen to me for everything?" She smiled, thought for a while and made a meaningless request, "Don't cry, it's ugly."

What a silly girl, she always likes to avoid the important ones.

I also know that I'm worthless, but I can't hold back my tears at this moment, besides, it's normal for me to want to cry in this situation, so don't worry about such innocuous things at a time like this.

"Shut up and don't cry, you coward! I haven't forgiven you yet, let alone let you go, so don't worry I won't die, hold back my tears, I'm just, a little sleepy, want, want to sleep ...Also tell Yu'er for me, let me indulge you in doing so many stupid things, and I will settle the score with her when I wake up...and...I love you all."

Her tone was so confident and her voice was so clear that I had an illusion: she will be fine, just like before, the danger she encountered before was no less dangerous than this time, and she survived the first two times Yes, this time it will be fine.

But this kind of thought only flashed for a second before I was startled by her sudden weakening voice, and it was only then that I realized how pale her face was.

None of us are good at expressing love. At this moment, in this situation, expressing love or sensationalism in this situation is mostly forced by the situation. Before dying, I spit it out, and by coincidence, I thought of a sentence she once said: "My principle is that there are only three things."

"There are only three things, this is the third time you have expressed your love." I don't know the meaning of saying this at this time, but I suddenly feel that she may never say this again in the future.

"It's the fourth time. For you, I never have principles."

The excruciating pain in my hand brought me back to my senses. The doctor was treating the wound for me. Only then did I realize that I had arrived at the hospital and my face was already wet.

"I'll prescribe some oral medicine for you as an adjuvant treatment, and remember to change the medicine on time," the doctor instructed, "If you don't want to run back and forth because of the long distance, you can change the medicine at the health center near your home. Be careful not to touch the water and avoid Infect."

I looked at the gauze in my hand, shook my head and asked, "The woman who brought me here..."

"Still out of surgery, she is much more serious than you." The doctor glanced at me and couldn't help asking, "How did you do it? The wound is not big, but the wound is deep. I think I'm in a coma. That girl's head was...a medical scalpel?"

I didn't want to answer his irrelevant question, so I thanked him and caught the elevator to the operating room floor.

Tang Ming and Fu Zhe were guarding in front of the operating room, when they saw me, Fu Zhe came over and asked, "How is it? Are you feeling better?"

I responded and looked at Tang Ming. He didn't look at me, but his haggard side face and slightly swollen eye circles already showed that he was in a bad state.

I blamed myself very much, walked up to him, wanted to apologize but didn't know how to say it, hesitated for a moment and knelt down silently.

Still not looking at me, he turned his face away.

Fu Zhe didn't expect me to act like this, he stepped forward to help me up, "What are you doing, get up quickly."

I broke away from him and stared at Tang Ming intently. After a while, I lowered my head and apologized: "I'm sorry."

Before Tang Ming could speak, Fu Zhe was already trying to smooth things over: "You don't have to do this, we know you have tried your best, it's not your fault..."

The former turned his head, with anger in his cold voice: "Why don't you blame him? Blame him for this matter, can the pine nuts become like this without him?!"

Fu Zhe was speechless: "Mingzi..."

"Don't call me!" Tang Ming was annoyed.

Fu Zhe just didn't say anything, or saying anything at this time was superfluous.

Tang Ming glanced at me with anger in his eyes, "Go away, don't stand in my way here, I don't want to see you."

I was still on my knees.

He finally looked me in the eye, looked straight at me for a while and said, "Feng Ji?"

"Yes."

As soon as he finished speaking, he pushed me, and I was caught off guard and fell to the ground.

Fu Zhe was startled: "Mingzi?!"

Tang Ming looked at me coldly and asked, "How did you promise me before?"

I thought about it quickly, and suddenly felt like a knife was piercing my heart.

"How did you promise me before." He repeated.

"I won't hurt her again..."

I slapped him with a slap, not too hard, but the face still hurt, and I just endured it silently;

Fu Zhe wanted to stop him, "Mingzi, if you have something to say, don't do it."

"you shut up."

"Mingzi," Fu Zhe said in a helpless tone, "He didn't mean it either, no one wants such a thing to happen..."

"But things have already happened!" It can be seen that Tang Ming was really angry, the muscles on his face were trembling, he looked at me, his eyes were burning, and he said bitterly, "The thing I regret most now is to let Pine nuts will look for you again!"

"Mingzi..."

"Feng Ji, I have always separated you and Fu Yu as two people. Fu Yu is a girl, and she may be emotional, but as a male personality, shouldn't you take good care of Song Zi? Let her be hurt, and in the end, you are the one who caused it! Tell yourself, which time Songzi was injured was not because of you!"

I stared at the ground and said nothing.

"If it weren't for the oolong incident a month ago, I wouldn't know that my sister is in dire straits. With her injuries, I don't believe that Fu Yu would be able to do such a bastard thing. Say, is it your kid who made a mess?" !"

"..."

"If you don't talk, you will acquiesce," he continued, "At that time, I thought, it would be fine if you just broke up like this. Even after breaking up, he secretly followed Song Zi, that stalker was after you, he has a grudge against you, why did he drag us Song Zi on!"

I had no words to say but to apologize, "I'm sorry."

"You don't have to say sorry to me, she is the one who should be apologized," Tang Ming said with a bit of hatred in his tone, "Pine nuts have been hurt so badly by you, but she still can't let you go, The heart is still with you after breaking up, and I deserve to be moved with compassion, if I had known this way, I should have cut off her thoughts, and saved myself from suffering like this!"

Fu Zhe didn't speak much for me, but looked at Tang Ming with a worried face, "Mingzi, don't get so angry, just talk about what you have to say, let's take it easy, your body won't be able to take it anymore."

"Can I not get angry? Your sister is already stubborn enough, and she has developed such a violent personality. It's fate if the pine nuts don't die in his hands!" Tang Ming turned his gun and pointed at Fu Zhe, " And you, if you don't understand the competition in the company, it has turned into a personal grievance. If you figured out the company's affairs early, would they still make those moths? If they don't mess around, the pine nuts will still be implicated What!"

"I..." Fu Zhe seemed to be speechless.

"Heh, you didn't help her to talk now, but you came to worry about my physical condition," Tang Ming smiled, "Who caused my body to become like this, and now you are still fine, both sides You don't even want to offend, do you, I will sing the black face..."

"It's all my fault, it's all my fault, okay? Don't be angry," Fu Zhe begged for mercy, "Don't get so angry, just say a few words..."

"Why do you have to worry about what I say now?!"

"No, I'm not afraid that you'll be too angry and your heart won't be able to take it anymore." Fu Zhe said worriedly.

I was startled when I heard this, is Tang Ming having a bad heart?

"It's fine if I'm so angry, I don't have to worry about your crap in the future." Tang Ming was still very angry. My sister must have done a lot of sins in her previous life, so I will meet you brothers and sisters in this life. I will worry about you and work hard for you. Song Zi also has a sister like your... with dual personalities. Tormenting her alone is not enough , and the two of them tortured her together..."

Do evil?I raised my head, and Tang Ming frowned tightly, unable to tell whether he was angry or uncomfortable;

I'm a little sad, is it so unbearable to meet us?

Fu Zhe at the side suddenly became nervous, and immediately leaned forward, "Mingzi, are you alright?! What's wrong? Is your heart uncomfortable? So I said, don't get so angry..."

"Don't bother me!" Tang Ming pushed Fu Zhe aside with a wave of his hand.

"Don't be angry, don't think about anything at this time, the body is the most important..."

"Who is to blame for me becoming like this!"

"I hurt it, I hurt it..." Fu Zhe looked guilty, and took out a small bottle of medicine from his bag, poured two pills and handed it up. Tang Ming didn't even look at it, "Don't take it!"

"Good boy, you'll be fine after taking it, be obedient." Fu Zhe's tone was not to mention gentle, and when Tang Ming took the medicine, he thoughtfully handed over the water bottle with the screw cap on.

After taking the medicine, Tang Ming's mood became more stable. He looked at me, sighed, and said in a cold voice, "Song Zi better be fine. If there is something wrong with her... I will never forgive you."

"Mingzi..." Fu Zhe was about to say something but he interrupted, "Shut up, let me be quiet!"

I never said a word, I can fully understand Tang Ming's mood, needless to say, I can't forgive myself.

This is my own sin, and I have to bear the fruit no matter what.

It's just poor Tang Song, who was completely dragged into the water by me.

Tang Ming was right. Every time Niuer was seriously injured, it was because of me. I kept saying that I wanted to protect her, but in fact, what I brought to her was only harm.

"I seem to know why I broke up with you."

"Shut up and don't cry, you coward! I haven't forgiven you yet, let alone let you go, so don't worry I won't die, hold back my tears, I'm just, a little sleepy, want, want to sleep ...Also tell Yu'er for me, let me indulge you in doing so many stupid things, and I will settle the score with her when I wake up...and...I love you all."

You didn't forgive me, and you won't forgive me, so you'll get through it.

I would rather you live with resentment towards me for the rest of your life than just die and let me bear the guilt and guilt alone.

Wake up, Tang Song, wake up and hate me, revenge me, torture me as much as you can.

As long as you live, live well.

I don’t know how long the indicator light on the door of the operating room was on, and it finally went off before I could react. After a while, the medical staff pushed Tang Song out of the hospital bed. Until then, I was still numb. God, Tang Ming rushed over first: "Pine nuts!"

"Doctor, how are you doing?!"

"Tang Song's family?"

"Yes, how are the pine nuts?"

"It's not life-threatening for the time being, but the situation is still not optimistic." The doctor's expression showed no sadness or joy.

"What do you mean?"

"Let me ask first, has she ever had a head injury before, like a blow or something?"

They took one look at me and said, "Yes, I fell down a building once and was in bed for three years."

"Ah..." The doctor said thoughtfully, "That makes sense."

"What's the matter, is she in a bad situation now?"

"According to the results of the brain CT, we found a trace of calcification somewhere in her brain, which is likely to be formed in the later stage of hydrocephalus after severe trauma, and this time we also found a new trace of trauma, But it's not serious and can be ignored. What's more serious is that the place where the knife was inserted in her brain did not damage the brainstem and pituitary gland, but it still damaged some nerves, so she may have some sequelae after she wakes up. "

"Sequelae? What sequelae? Serious?" Tang Ming couldn't help asking, "Then when will she wake up?"

"It's hard to say," the doctor didn't dare to promise. "The specific situation varies from person to person. The patient's brain injury is slightly serious, so when he will wake up depends on the situation."

"Look at the situation? What does it mean to look at the situation?" Fu Zhe asked.

"We will prescribe some medicine to help repair neurons. As for when she will wake up, in a slightly superstitious way, it depends on the good fortune."

"Look at the good fortune... the doctor will be powerless enough to say such a thing."

The doctor was also helpless, and said ugly words first: "There is one more thing to say, that is, although her life is not in danger for the time being, it does not mean that there is no possibility of deterioration. We will naturally try our best to treat her, but you must also have a psychological Be prepared, there is also the possibility that the patient will die in a coma."

Hearing this, my heart skipped a beat, and she passed away in a coma... So she will lie in the hospital until she wakes up, but what if she lies down for three years like last time... What should I do?

"Don't be too pessimistic," the doctor said again, "in a situation like this, the patient's awareness of survival is very important. As long as the patient's awareness of survival is strong, the time for her to wake up may be earlier. As for the patient herself, as long as her physiology allows, it is not difficult for her to wake up."

"...Thank you doctor."

These words sound somewhat comforting, but now we can only rely on this comfort to regain our confidence.

Tang Ming originally planned to stay with the room, but was persuaded by Fu Zhe to go back on the grounds of his health. Although Tang Ming was totally unhappy, seeing my ashen face, I left without saying anything.

So just like last time, I called hot water and wiped Niuer's body. After staying in the abandoned factory for so long, she must have been covered with dust. The doctor said that my hands should not touch the water, but I couldn't care less , Compared with her, my hands are nothing.

"Even if I don't want him to do it, he has to do it. It's nothing compared to smashing his body to pieces."

What Niu'er said is still lingering in her mind, unable to get rid of it.

In fact, when I was kidnapped in the abandoned factory building, I woke up a long time ago. The reason why I didn't open my eyes was to see the girl's reaction;

See, I'm just so narrow-minded. In that situation, I was still thinking about testing her, testing her affection for me; of course I know that she is sincere to me, but I still can't help worrying about her feelings for others. It will be the same, even if it is just a little bit of concern, I can't accept it.

I admit that I am sick, and I am seriously ill. A person who can even eat "myself" vinegar, there is nothing that can't be done.

The girl I met again is a little different from before, she has become more domineering and confident, declaring her sovereignty without any scruples, I don't know whether to be happy or worried, such a girl is too uncharacteristic In the factory building, rather than self-confidence, it is more appropriate to be confident;

Is she betting, betting on my affection for her, knowing that I will definitely lose this bet, that's why she is so confident.

Uncharacteristically, she showed an unruly and dissolute appearance, and deliberately fought with me in front of Hu Yi, deliberately irritating me and making me angry.

I know she is acting, and I am also cooperating.

But she is also challenging my bottom line.

She definitely saw the angry look in my eyes, but she still bit the man's ear.

Although it was revenge and dripping with blood, she had never done this to me.

I'm jealous even if she takes revenge on others, I'm really sick.

I regret it very much now, if I rushed to her in one step instead of letting her run out alone, wouldn't it be like this...

But why is she afraid of me? Am I so scary?

"Mom?"

What did she see at that moment?

Thinking of her confused state at that time, I actually recalled the state when she went to see me in the mental hospital, and I was out of my mind.

I looked at her quiet sleepy eyes, and my mood couldn't get any better.

Tang Song, Tang Song, I don't know how many things there are.

Two months ago, I asked her what she would do if I had nothing and was worse than a beggar. She just smiled disdainfully: "Will you beg for food if I'm here?"

This is a rare love story from her who is not good at expressing love.

But with my suspicious character, I still can't help but doubt, I'm afraid that she will fall in love with someone else...

For example, Fu Zhe;

She would not stop her from wearing Fu Zhe's clothes, being molested by Fu Zhe, and even showing her body in front of Fu Zhe. Although her explanation was an accident, these accidents were too coincidental.

And Gu Chenghao, even if she has no intention of Gu Chenghao, but Gu Chenghao is definitely interested in her, she still has to pretend to be stupid;

It is because of these accidents and pretending to be stupid that I have to doubt her way of getting along with others.

After all, she is no longer the handsome little Tang.

It was also because of my suspicion that she missed the last meeting with her mother.

Thinking of the way she begged hard at that time, I was only blinded by jealousy and chose to turn a blind eye;

If it were me, I wouldn't forgive you either.

Is my love a sin?

I've always felt like I didn't want much, just a little bit of security.

But now I realize that the sense of security I want is based on complete possession.

My love is sin.

But I still love.

During those three years in a vegetative state, I was not by her side, so this time God gave me a chance?

God is punishing me.

In the past two months, I took back the ZY branch, and even the HC company;

I still remember the man-eating look in his eyes when I signed the transfer contract with the former president of HC;

"I didn't expect to lose to a little girl like you in the end, so I underestimated the enemy."

I chuckled, "Don't worry, I won't give you a chance to come back."

"Up to now, you don't mind telling me what method you used."

I also generously told, "Simple, just one sentence, 'Don't trust don't trust anyone'."

Someone from Qin was skeptical, "Are you kidding me?"

I asked back, "What do you think, anyone here includes me."

He looked slumped and defeated, "Sezi has a knife on his head."

"Yeah," said the voice coldly, "From the moment you fell asleep with Fu Yu, you should know that there are some lunches that you can't afford."

"Don't be too complacent," he was dying, "There will always be someone to clean you up for me."

"I'll be there anytime."

Now that I think about it, I don’t know if he meant that the person was Hu Yi, or if he was just complaining unwillingly;

But it turns out that Hu Yi is not my opponent.

Now Fu Zhe is not only the boss of ZY Media, but also the president of ZY who has merged with HC company. I fulfilled my promise to Wan Yan and made her the deputy general manager of ZY Media branch, the general manager?That's ours, but now we have to take care of Niu'er and can't leave.

Human resources should be used when they should be used.

One day, the plainclothes police came to the door, "Are you Fu Yu?"

Naturally, I knew their reason for coming, neither humble nor overbearing, "I am Feng Ji."

They were taken aback for a moment, took out the photos for comparison, and I smiled and said, "Don't worry about it, I'm Fu Yu's second personality, you've already found Hu Yi's body, haven't you?"

"It seems that you know why we are looking for you." The policeman didn't talk nonsense, "Let's go."

"How will you treat Fu Yu?" I asked.

"That depends on whether you killed the person or Fu Yu."

"I killed, Fu Yu will not kill."

"You said you killed it, and you killed it? It's too easy to handle the case based on one side of the story."

I looked back at Tang Song on the bed, and continued, "Can I apply to serve my sentence outside prison?"

The police also saw the person on the bed, "Is there no one else who can take care of her?"

"It must be me," I said firmly, "I don't trust others, and I'm atonement."

The policeman's expression was a bit unbelievable. After hesitating for a while, he said, "We'll talk about it later."

Another two and a half months later, I was the second personality, and when committing the crime, the main character Fu Yu was out of control, so the sentence was the same as the previous one, and we were sent to a mental hospital for compulsory treatment.

Another month later, we were discharged from the mental hospital and continued to take care of Niu'er without any worries.

Ask me why I came out so soon?

Of course, the process was not smooth, in short, it was a lot of connections; a prisoner with a criminal record like me would not be flexible when sentencing, but at this time, the importance of connections and money has been highlighted;

I don't know the exact process, but in order to get me out, Tang Ming spent almost all his savings and used all the connections he could use, and finally gave me a judgment of "isolation and observation outside the hospital" in the name, In fact, it is no different from letting it out.

On the other hand, it is fortunate that, just in case, all the properties of ZY Media Company belonged to Fu Zhe, so when I was sentenced by the court, I had no property under my name, and I had nothing to do with it.

It is precisely because of this that I took advantage of a slight loophole, so I have nothing to lose, and Fu Zhe has nothing to lose;

And after I came out, Fu Zhe officially assigned the branch company to my name, so after a long circle, the company is still mine.

It's just that Tang Ming felt sorry for him and bet all his family property.

Tang Ming was not angry when he saw me because of this: "Let me tell you, this time for you, I have lost all my property and even moved the savings I have saved for Songzi for many years. You have a little conscience for me and treat Songzi better. Otherwise, I won't let you go. From today onwards, you will be sold to our Tang family, and you will not be able to pay it back. If you dare to get angry with pine nuts again, I will break your legs!"

We smiled and answered: "I know."

Fu Zhe still had a flattering face, "Don't be angry, Mingzi, she knows she's wrong, and besides, you don't have nothing, you still have me, isn't mine yours?"

and so……

"Tang Song, Tang Song, now we have everything, even if you don't do anything, I can support you, you can do whatever you want, I won't interfere anymore, who do you want to make friends with , how many contacts you have, how many artists' managers you have, even if you want to smile at others, treat others well, flirt with others, flirt with others... I won't interfere anymore, you have slept enough, and you will wake up almost Well, when you wake up, we will go on a trip to get married, I have bought a car for a long time, and I have always wanted to have a car shock with you."

"Girl, wake up quickly, I promise, I won't lose my temper with you again, I will listen to you, everything is up to you, as long as you wake up quickly, even if you want to attack me every day OK."

Wait a minute, was my eyes dazzled just now? Niu'er's eyelids seemed to move a bit?

"Well, girl, you can listen to some words casually, you don't have to take them all seriously. For example, if you attack me every day, you can block it... Also, if you really go out and flirt with others, I, I going crazy..."

I stared at her face for a long time, and couldn't help feeling a little discouraged, so it really was my illusion.

"Songzi, when are you going to wake up?"

"Girl, when will you wake up?"

(Extra finale: end)

The author has something to say:

At this point, the main story of the novel is over with the addition of extras. The last two chapters feel a bit rushed. It is because the author Zun did not grasp the rhythm well. In the future, the author Zun will work harder to write good articles. I hope everyone will like it.

So far, the entanglement between the Lion girl and the Scorpio girl has come to an end for the time being, and the first part of the Tang trilogy is over. In the next new year, the author will continue to fill in the second part of the Tang trilogy. The story of Ming and Fu Zhe is in the same series, so the characters will be repeated. It may be that the character of the character is slightly deviated from different angles, but it is harmless. The author will try to fit the character design as close as possible.

Next, the author will release two chapters of summaries, collections, or easter eggs about the novels?Thank you, the reader, for your patience to see this. If there is something you don’t understand, you can comment and leave a message, because the author may dig holes and forget to fill in some places. Good night.