love marks

Ode? "

I chewed my rice and snorted out of my throat as a response.

"...Mom." No matter how I heard this sound, there was a bit of reluctance.

"Hey, just get used to it." Mom didn't care.

It is clear that she still flung her arms in the past so as not to give others a good look, but now she has nothing to say.

……

But in the past, we also fell in love...

Ugh.

When it was time to go to bed, I deliberately took Yu Nuo to my room to sleep. The little guy was very happy and kept rolling on the bed.

"Slow down, I'm not afraid that the bed will collapse." I reminded with a smile.

"No, two adults won't crush the bed, how can a child like me have such strength." Yu Nuo wasn't worried at all.

Thinking about it, I don't care about her anymore.

It's just that her tossing took up more than half of the bed, and there was no room left.

Fu Yu on the side looked at the two of us, silent for a while.

I don't care which one, I lie down first and turn my back to her.

After a while, I heard Yunuo say, "It's time to go to bed, where are you going?"

"I'm going to sleep on the sofa in the living room." Fu Yu said.

"Why sleep on the sofa when you have a bed?" Yu Nuo was puzzled, "Come and sleep, I'll lean in, there's enough space."

"It still doesn't work, the three of them are uncomfortable falling asleep..."

"It's not that I haven't slept in the past. In the past, my sister would fight for the bed with me." Yu Nuo hit the nail on the head, so he patted the bed, "Come and sleep."

The air was silent for a while, she was probably waiting for my response, but I ignored her, after a while, the bed beside her sank, and she lay down.

Just as Fu Yu lay down, Yu Nuo fell to the ground again, "Both of you, sleep well."

I turned my head, "Yu Nuo, why are you going?"

"I'm going to sleep with grandma," she said "sensibly", "I haven't slept together for a long time, and I will give you this bed today."

Then he ran out and closed the door behind him.

The air suddenly became quiet, somewhat awkward.

I lay down with my back to her as before, only feeling my whole body tense.

After a while she called out tentatively, "Pine nuts."

I closed my eyes and ignored her.

After a while, someone's arms wrapped around her waist.

I took her hand down, she hugged it up again, took it down again and hugged it up again, after several times, I was displeased, "Don't touch me."

"Niuer~" Feng Ji said in an aggrieved tone.

I sneered in my heart, I don't know how to face me so let Feng Ji use it as a shield.

This time he wrapped his legs up too.

I was angry, "You're never finished!"

"Niuer~"

"Don't talk to me in such a pitiful tone, who bullied you!"

I couldn't see his expression, but I could feel his grip on my wrist getting stronger.

After another while, his tone was low and helpless, "I know what I did is not worthy of forgiveness, but I can't help it."

"Hmph, Mr. Feng Ji, who has always been known for his violence, has also started to take the route of favor card with reason and emotion."

"Niuer, listen to me..."

"I don't want to hear how you play tricks with those people. I'm neither deaf nor blind. I can hear clearly and see better! You don't need to explain to me, and you have nothing to explain, I I understand, you don’t need to report to me, and you don’t need to tell me what you do in the future!”

He had a hurt expression on his face, with a deep apology, "I know you're blaming me..."

"No, I don't blame you at all. Isn't it like this in the workplace? We are all mixed in the workplace with all kinds of unspoken rules. If there is anything we don't understand, besides, what right do I have to blame you? We are all in the same boat. I've slept with several people too, and we're even."

As if his tail had been stepped on, he was surprised and distressed, "Don't say that, I never blamed you, let alone dislike you..."

"When did I say that you disliked me, and you said you didn't dislike me? You didn't blame me, but you said it so easily. In fact, you thought so in your heart. It's okay. Not only you, but I also dislike myself, even I don't have the right to question you when I know that you are playing with others, because I am also a fellow, and we are really like flies when we get together, and we smell like each other!"

Feng Jie was stunned, "Don't say that, girl, don't belittle yourself like that..."

"Then what should I say? Could it be that I imagined myself as your goddess, and then hypnotized myself that you cheated because I was dirty and you were unbalanced in your heart, so you deliberately used this to take revenge on me? Are you so boring?"

"Why do you think so?!" He was surprised, "But you are right about one thing, you have always been my goddess."

"Don't say nice words to comfort me."

"I didn't, I'm telling the truth!"

"Which is more important, the goddess or career?"

"goddess!"

"Then why did you cheat?!"

Hearing this, he suddenly calmed down, and seemed to understand, "Are you despising me?"

"What qualifications do I have..."

Before he finished speaking, he suddenly rushed up, startling me, "Feng Ji, what are you doing! Uh..."

His lips and tongue hurt from being bitten, and there was a trace of blood in his mouth, "I said that you are not allowed to belittle yourself, in my heart you will always be perfect, and you are not allowed to dislike me, everything I do is For you, I never betrayed you, and I will never betray you, please remember this firmly!"

"Seal you..."

He tore off my clothes and left marks all over my body. The strength in his hands was amazing, and I couldn't push him away at all.

"Feng Ji, you bastard! Let me go!"

He was deaf.

"Feng Ji! If you don't let go of me, I will call you!"

As soon as I was about to scream, he covered his mouth with his hand. I took a bite, and he let go in pain. It was only then that I realized that her hand was cut by a knife. I subconsciously pulled it over to check, and the blood had passed through. The gauze oozes out.

The dressing was sloppy before, I wanted to find the medicine box to wrap him again, but he put it down again, he was condescending, like a sleepy beast, and occupied my lips again within a second.

"Girl, I love you, I love you beyond your imagination, I know I'm not worthy of forgiveness, but no matter what I do, I always center on you, if you are in a bad mood, you can beat me, scold me and punish me, what do you want? You can do anything to me, as long as you don't leave me."

I looked into his eyes intently, without any perfunctory intentions.

I closed my eyes and stopped looking at him, but my heart was a little confused, what should I do, what can I do?

I accepted his love with a blank face, and when my lips and tongue were intertwined, suddenly a drop of liquid fell on my face, flowing down my cheeks and into my mouth, salty and bitter.

The heart was smashed, and the pain became echoing.

What should I do with you.