love marks

Chapter 130 Three, good things take time.

Although I said I don't care, don't care, and don't care, but seeing the sky getting brighter, I can only admit that I still can't be heartless when I stare at the ceiling without moving;

I lost sleep because of Wan Yan's words and an ambiguous photo.

Fu Yufeng had only left for a day, so I thought they would come back soon.

I want them to give me an explanation, no matter what they say, as long as they can reasonably explain that what Wan Yan said is not true or false, even if the explanation is unreasonable, as long as they are willing to say it, I will believe it...

why……

"She still loves you and will be with you in the future."

I didn't expect that I could be so tolerant. Even if they did something sorry to me, as long as they are still willing to be with me, I will let it go?

What a joke, when did I become so humble.

"You are still my daughter, do you still have any sense of shame! Does that so-called love make you humble to this extent? Look at your current appearance, how can you still have any dignity, being treated like a dog by her?" Tethered here, and turning her elbows outward to help her speak... How can I have such a disappointing daughter like you..."

I suddenly thought of what my mother once said. Now that I think about it, what she said is true. For the sake of love, it is really humble. The cold and unreasonable Tang Song no longer exists.

Now, I am anxious because of someone's suspected cheating, and I have not slept all night.

I can't help but smile wryly, Tang Song, seeing what you look like now, I'm not ashamed of you.

I stared at Fu Yu's number on the phone's dial interface for a long time, and finally pressed the dial, but no one answered.

After thinking about it, I still threw the phone aside, forget it, if I asked them if they didn't do this kind of thing, wouldn't that mean I didn't believe them;

Let's wait until they come back.

After all, I still don't want to believe that they would do this kind of thing behind my back.

Anyway, I couldn't fall asleep, so I got up and prepared breakfast for my mother and Yunuo.Fu Yu is on a business trip, during this time I don't have to consider Fu Yu Fengjiu's feelings to hang out with them from time to time, I can take care of my mother and Xiao Yunuo with all my heart;

My mother's health is not bad, and her heart disease is supported by medicine, so it won't be too bad. Yu Nuo is in kindergarten, met new friends, and is more cheerful than before, and will stick to me as always.

Everything looks fine.

After making breakfast, you must cheer up and go to work, and the work in the studio also needs to be carried out in an orderly manner.

Even if love is unsatisfactory, there are careers and family relationships that cannot be let down;

I am no longer the ignorant girl who didn't care about me when I was in college.

Suddenly, I realized that I have reached the age where there are old and young, if there is no Fu Yufeng, what would I be like now, just find someone to marry and live a good life, maybe have a child, or Continue to be alone.

This kind of possibility has never been thought of before, but it will appear now, am I also getting old?

The new play that Gu Chenghao invested in has already started, and this time he gave the newcomers the opportunity to play the leading role, and he himself played a mysterious villain as a cameo. Because of the change of screenwriter, the plot has quality assurance while restoring the original work as much as possible. Gu Chenghao Still the same as before, I am used to doing everything by myself and pursuing perfection in everything, so I am more at ease in what he does;

Although I am his agent, for Gu Chenghao who has come to this point, the agent is just an assistant. I will still do my best for the agent's duties. In front of Gu Chenghao, I simply don't want to be too relaxed.

The recording of the first episode of "Music Hearing" is almost done. Jiang Lubai did not disappoint me and successfully entered the top ten. Because of the good publicity and his unique voice, there are already a group of fans who love him before his official debut. fans, and Music Shengting has reached the final finals, although he is confident, he will inevitably be nervous.

"Do you remember the musician I took you to meet last time?"

"Remember, he is quite talented," Jiang Lubai nodded, "What's wrong?"

"Yesterday, someone called and said they agreed to make a song for you."

"Really?" he said in surprise.

"Well, let's go there if we have time in the afternoon." I said, "He said that he saw your performance in "Music Music" and thought you are a malleable talent. You should seize the opportunity."

"Well, I will." He looked very excited, "Then what should I prepare?"

"Bring your brain and mouth," I replied flatly, "I've seen it once, so don't be too reserved, and don't be nervous."

"Ok, I know."

Seeing his excited look eager to try, he was a little dazed for a while, as if he was sending his students to the exam.

"Have you chosen the song for the finals?"

"There are two pending."

"If there is enough time, the new song should be released before the finals, and you can use the new song to compete at that time."

He was stunned for a moment and replied, "Okay, no problem."

Gu Chenghao called and said, "Linna's birthday, let's celebrate together tonight, go out and relax, Sister Song, you can come too."

I glanced at Jiang Lubai, "Let Jiang Lubai go with me."

"OK, no problem."

"I won't go, you young people go crazy together, but don't drink too much alcohol, or you won't be able to recover the next day." I instructed.

"Sister Song also come together, they are all from the studio, there are no outsiders." Gu Chenghao was still urging.

"You young people have topics to talk about. If I go, they will be under pressure..."

"Looking at what you said, it seems that you are very old, and you are only a few years older than us."

"Ten years older, there is a generation gap of three years. Thinking about it, there are several generation gaps," I said in a relaxed tone. "It's getting cold, and I don't want to move. Apart from working, I just want to rest at home."

Gu Chenghao no longer insisted, "Then you pay more attention to your body, and tell me if you feel uncomfortable."

"Ah."

After hanging up the phone, Jiang Lubai said, "Who is calling? Gu Chenghao?"

"Well, it's Linna's birthday, so go out tonight and relax." I said.

"Aren't you going?" he asked.

"No, I don't want to make a fuss." I was tired of coping with this situation, "Drink less alcohol, don't eat spicy food, and protect your throat."

And it just occurred to me that Fu Yu's birthday will be coming in half a month.But she is still on a business trip, so she might not celebrate her birthday this year.

In a daze of kung fu, he realized that Jiang Lubai had been watching me for a long time, so he asked, "What are you looking at me for?"

"Sister Song, I want to ask you a question."

"ask."

"Why do they say you are cold and serious?"

I froze for a moment, and asked back, "Aren't I aloof?"

"No, I think you are quite warm." He said, "You just don't seem to be approachable."

"Looks like it?" I was slightly startled, and thought for a long time, "I don't think so, I really don't like being close to others."

"But you take good care of us, and sometimes you are very considerate." He said surprisingly.

"Caring?" I felt like I heard a joke, "You're talking about Gu Chenghao, right?"

"What does it have to do with him?" He was surprised, and then said, "He really cares a lot, after all, he is the boss, but you are different, really, although you don't look close to people, you are also very friendly." care about us."

I smiled, "Probably the location is different."

"what?"

"You stand in a different position, you think differently, and you see differently," I explained, "You also said that it 'looks'."

Before Jiang Lubai could figure it out, I turned around and left.

Because I was labeled high-cold from the very beginning, so if I do a little more, it will not match the label in the eyes of others;

But this little concern is nothing in front of Fu Yufengji.

On the way home, I always felt that someone was following me. I always believed in my intuition, but I couldn't find that person. Could it be because I didn't sleep well at night and my senses became dull.

After a few times, I decided to ignore it. Anyway, I didn’t encounter anything. Maybe it was my mistake. Even if someone was following him, he didn’t do anything, I couldn’t see him, and I couldn’t do anything.

When I got home, Yunuo was already asleep, and my mother was watching TV in the living room. When she saw me coming back, she asked, "Have you eaten? Are you hungry? I made you some supper. It's on the kitchen table. Have you eaten?" .”

"I don't want to eat, I just want to sleep, I'm going back to the house first."

First, I went to my mother's bedroom to see Yu Nuo. A child of three or two years old always has pure and beautiful sleepy eyes. I looked at it greedily for a while, and then dragged my tired body back to my bedroom, lay down on the bed with all my clothes on, and Don't want to move anymore.

Because he didn't sleep the night before, he fell asleep after a while.

Opening my eyes again, I found myself in a strange place. There were closed doors on both sides of the long corridor. I walked to a hidden door and pushed it open by a ghost to enter. The magnificent big bed room Appearing in front of my eyes, there are light gauze curtains on the bed, and inside are two shadowy and naked people, making love in an ambiguous posture. I walked over uncontrollably, and directly stretched out my hand to lift the curtains. The figure inside became clearer. , it was Fu Yu's face!

I was startled, my steps faltered, and I stepped on the air and fell down.

The next scene was in a familiar rental house. I couldn't breathe well, because someone's passport was pinching my neck, and the more I struggled, the tighter the pinch became.

"Let go of me!" I yelled with difficulty.

he?Unmoved, "You want to run away again."

"I didn't, it was you who betrayed me!" I was very depressed, "Looking at me so closely, but I am warm and soft with others, are you worthy of me?!"

"So what," he replied casually with an unprecedented joke on his face, "I only said that you can't betray me, but I didn't say that I wouldn't betray you."

"You!" I wanted to push her away, but I couldn't do it, her hands pressed heavily on my chest, making me breathless, "Feng Ji, do you want to suffocate me to death!"

"That's fine, so I don't have to think about your feelings." She said so, but leaned down and gently held my lips.

Angrily, I bit her hard, and immediately felt a fishy sweetness flowing into my mouth, still feeling uneasy, so I bit her lips tightly and did not let go.

Suddenly, a child's cry sounded in my ear, which was somewhat familiar.

I was startled and woke up immediately, it turned out to be a dream, but at this moment, I found that Yu Nuo was lying on top of me, his mouth was full of blood, and he was crying heartbreakingly.

"Yu Nuo?!" I was surprised, "Yu Nuo, what's wrong with you, what's going on, your mouth is full of blood!"

"Sister-in-law, you bite me..." She cried very sadly.

I came to my senses a little bit, I'm afraid I thought of her as a seal in my sleep.

"Ah, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, sister-in-law will take you to the hospital!"

I quickly picked her up and walked out, my mother was also woken up, and when I got up, I was terrified to see Yunuo's mouth full of blood, "How did this happen?!"

"I'll talk about it later, go to the hospital first!"

It was early in the morning, before dawn, so I rushed to the emergency room, and the doctor on duty checked the situation.

"This bite is quite serious. The wound is deep. It seems that two stitches are needed," the doctor said after cleaning up the blood. "To prevent infection, I suggest another dose of anti-inflammatory injection. First let the child's lips deswell, and then It’s easy to say, whether it’s cold compress or sesame oil is another story.”

"Stitches are still needed," my mother was a little worried when she heard this, "Will it leave scars?"

"The situation like hers is a bit serious, and it may leave some marks. After the wound heals, you can use some non-irritating scar removal products on her. The effect varies from person to person, but she is still young. When she grows up It may not be so obvious, the main reason is that it does not affect the function of the lips and the use of the problem is not a big problem.” The doctor said.

When the wound was being stitched up, Yu Nuo hugged me tightly, tears were rolling in her eyes, but she tried not to let it flow out, I was a little moved and relieved to see her forbearing little face, and I was also very sorry, "If you want to Just cry, no one will blame you, it's my sister-in-law's fault, I apologize to you."

"It's okay, I won't cry." She comforted me instead, "Sister-in-law, don't be sad, I don't blame you."

I was even more relieved, "So Yu Nuo is so sensible, I'm so happy."

"Because Yu Nuo likes my sister-in-law, no matter what wrong things my sister-in-law did, I don't blame you. I know that my sister-in-law didn't do it on purpose."

I kissed her little cheek, "Our little Yunuo is so kind, we are proud to have a child like you."

You are really a small person who is as big as a little ghost. How can a child be so sensible? Sure enough, genes are very important.

After treating the wound and taking anti-inflammatory injections, we thanked the doctor, and we left the hospital and rushed home.

I didn't sleep well at first, after a lot of tossing, Yu Nuo became sleepy again, lying in my arms listlessly, and asked listlessly, "Sister-in-law, I want to ask you a question."

"Just ask."

"Why did you bite? Did you have a nightmare?"

"...Yes, I had a nightmare."

Not thinking about it, she breathed a sigh of relief, "It's okay, it's okay..."

"What's okay?" I can't get her point, and biting is not a good thing, so why is it okay.

"It's a good thing you bit my lip. If you bite your own, I'll feel bad." Her childish voice sounded so serious.

I laughed dumbfounded, "But it hurts me to bite your lip."

She smiled contentedly, "Then I'll make money, my sister will love me dearly."

Looking at her childish but delicate face, a warm current flowed through my heart;

You can be seductive at such a young age, but you can still get it when you grow up.

She didn't even know how high her EQ was. Who did she follow.

Yu Nuo fell asleep when I was still in the car. I came out in a hurry and didn't bring anything to keep out the cold. Fortunately, my mother thought carefully and took a blanket before going out, so I wrapped it up for her.

"It's still my mother's thoughtfulness."

"Your child is always like this, frizzy, and you don't know how to take care of yourself when you're a grown-up. Your brother is more complete than you think." Mom reprimanded.

"He's my brother, so he will naturally think more," I didn't take it seriously, "Besides, if you are so caring, of course I don't have to think so much."

This is the difference in identity. In front of my mother and elder brother, I will always be a junior and receive a lot of care. At work, I am an artist's manager. Although I don't have to worry about the artist's private life, I have to be clear and plan. Their career line, this is also my job requirement, I have to be cautious and delicate in my work, and I just need to show the details of life in front of Fu Yufeng.

It's this feeling again.

This feeling has been lingering around since I got off the taxi, and it has never been broken.

With my mother and a child in my arms, I had to be more vigilant, but it was still the same as during the day, and I found nothing, except for the feeling of being supervised, I couldn't find anything.

So I quickened my pace and hurried home. I was not relieved until I entered the house and confirmed that the doors, windows and curtains were closed.

What are you doing? This is, forget it during the day, and follow it in the early morning, 24 hours a day without stopping.

"What's wrong with you, why are you walking so fast, I can't keep up." My mother asked, panting slightly.

"It's nothing, it's so cold, go home early to avoid freezing." I replied like this.

It's just my imagination now, I can't tell if it's an illusion, so I'd better not talk too much.

This time I put Yu Nuo to sleep on the bed in my room, and suddenly thought of a question to ask my mother, "Didn't Yu Nuo sleep with you, why did you run to my bed in the middle of the night?"

My mother was also ambiguous, "Who knows, maybe she got up at night to go to the toilet, and then slept in a circle. Didn't I always sleep with you before, get used to it."

It's possible to think so, so I didn't ask any more questions.

"But why do you have nightmares when you are so good?" Mom asked when she remembered, "Why is there a lot of work pressure recently?"

Recalling the content of the dream, I sneered, also ambiguously, "Yes..."

"Let me tell you. Although you are still young, you are also a fast-moving person. Pay more attention to your physical condition and don't put too much pressure on yourself," my mother said, "I see you always forget everything these two days. of."

I was taken aback when I heard that, "Is there?"

"Why not? It's even more serious. A few days ago, I took out things and forgot to put them back in. I forgot to do something. Recently, things have gotten worse. I forgot to unplug the power when I boiled the water, and I forgot to take my work badge. Two days ago, I forgot to turn off the small gas valve after cooking. If I hadn’t checked behind me, something must have happened. She's so busy that she can't take care of anything, can she keep an eye on you?" Mom looked worried.

My mother's words sounded the alarm in my heart again, and sure enough, my body began to have problems again.

It will be dawn in another two or three hours, and I can't fall back to sleep after tossing about. I lay on the bed and fiddled with my phone, and after some hesitation, I sent a text message to Fu Yu: "I feel like I'm being followed and watched."

The reason why I didn’t call but chose to send text messages is because I don’t want to wake them up. Although I’m on a business trip, it’s not as easy as being in the company. There must be pressure. Even if I’m not busy, I can take advantage of the business trip It's good to take a break. During this period of time, they are exhausted from working overtime every day.

The text message was sent out, and the next thing is to wait for their reply while working. With their personality, they will definitely blow their hair when they see this text message, and they will definitely wish to fly back immediately to find out who that person is; but I just It's just that I have this feeling, if it's really my illusion, then it seems that I feel sorry for them if they overreact.

I finished my day's work in the mood of looking forward to their reactions from time to time.

I dug out the post-it notes and notepad and used it again. In just one day, I forced myself to develop the habit of looking at the notepad. In this case, the chain cannot be dropped.

The phone is very quiet all day long, and I feel a little unreal when it is so quiet. The screen is also clean and there is not a single redundant message.

I couldn't believe it. It stands to reason that they would reply immediately after seeing the message I sent, but it has been a day and there is no response. Could it be that they didn't see it without their mobile phone?

I was a little worried, and when I was about to call her, my phone vibrated, and Fu Yu sent a message.

I was excited for a while, so I just said, they will definitely not ignore it, and they reply to the message so late, probably because they have just finished the work at hand.

I excitedly clicked on the message, and her reply was only four words: "I see."

"I see." I read it silently in my heart, and then waited for a while, but there was no reply.

This is the end?There are only these four words, and there is no meaning of expressing your opinion at all?

What was she thinking?

Although I also know that they are not very good at expressing, but no matter how you look at these four words, the reaction is a bit too flat;

Could it be that they made a plan in their hearts but deliberately didn't tell me, and then made a surprise attack?

It's possible with his personality.

After some self-consolation, I couldn’t help but feel a little disappointed. I was on a business trip for two days and didn’t even have a call. This reminded me of the time in college. They asked for a few days off to help me pay for medical expenses and went out to work, although they seldom worked during the period. phone, but I can still feel their enthusiasm and love;

And now...

It’s not that I suspect that they don’t love anymore, but now I feel that I can’t figure them out more and more. After being together for so long, the passion of young people has also become dull in middle age, and it’s impossible to live with love as the core. The main theme, with many more inevitable elements...

Sure enough, it's because of old age.

Forget it, they won't call me, so let me call them.

I skillfully dialed her phone number, but after two rings, there was a voice prompt saying that she was temporarily unavailable.

I was taken aback, hang up my phone?What's happening here? !

Dial it again and it will be turned off.

Shut down...was it out of battery, or on purpose?

After thinking about it for a while, I still choose to believe her, maybe it just happened to be out of battery.

Thinking of this, I picked up my phone and left, but as soon as I took a step, my feet suddenly emptied, and I fell down, and my back slid down with a cold and hard piece, which made my back hurt. Fortunately, I reacted quickly and used my hands The elbow supports the edge so that the whole person does not fall off.

What are you doing!Since when are people stealing manhole covers? !

I glanced around, there were not many pedestrians on the street, let alone noticed my side, so I tried my best to prop myself up with my arms, and when my buttocks sat on the solid ground, my nose couldn't help but stick out again Feeling sour: Why am I always so unlucky, I can get involved in anything.

After a long sigh, I comforted myself again, "It's okay, if you are unlucky, you will be unlucky. If you lose your fortune, you will know that it is not a blessing. When the unlucky days come to an end, it will be a good day."

But through this unlucky incident, I figured out one thing: I can only rely on myself at critical moments.

No matter how much others love you, it is impossible for them to be by your side anytime and anywhere.If I set the standard of happiness a little lower, then I can feel happy at any time, and my life will be much easier.

Sore all over, and limping back home, Yu Nuo threw herself on me, with an aggrieved and unhappy face.

"What's wrong, Yu Nuo, who made you unhappy?"

"My mouth hurts, and I can't eat a lot of delicious food, and the children in the kindergarten laugh at me because my mouth is hurt and it doesn't look good." She complained, "I don't want to go to kindergarten anymore, and I don't want to see them."

"Ah..." I thought for a while and replied, "After two days, grandma will handle the transfer procedures for you, so we don't have to go to that kindergarten, but you will go to another kindergarten, and there will be other new kindergartens. Is it okay for the children to play with you?"

"New kid?" She thought for a while, then curled her lips, "Forget it, it's too troublesome to meet new friends, I'd better just settle in this kindergarten."

"If you think it's too much, then don't let it go, you can't let us be wronged." I said again.

"It's not very forced," she said, "I still have a good friend, at least she won't laugh at me."

"Have you thought about it? There is only one chance, and it will never wait." I asked impatiently.

"Think about it. We have a very good relationship. If we don't go, I will be a little bit reluctant." She was very serious.

Although Yu Nuo is only three years old, she is really like a little adult sometimes. I thought about it and said to her, "I won't tell you if it's too complicated. You can't understand it now, but you One thing to know is that the more a person suffers, the better he becomes."

"What is tribulation?"

"It's a problem that's not easy to solve."

"Then why do you become excellent when you encounter difficulties?"

"Because when you solve the problem, you have a little advantage over others. If you did what they didn't do, you are better than them."

"Then why do people have problems?"

"Because God wants to hone people's will, the more hardships a person encounters, the more God likes him."

She didn't understand, "If God likes him, why does he have to make trouble for him?"

"Because only in this way can he become better," I said, "When a person goes to a higher place, the higher he stands, the farther he sees, the closer he is to the sky."

She had a half-knowledge, "Is it because God wants the people he likes to be closer to him, so he makes difficult problems for those people so that they can stand taller?"

"That's pretty much what it means."

"Then God likes me?"

"Well... I can't see it now, but I will know it in the future, but God is unpredictable. If he likes someone, he may not blindly create hardships for him, or he may make her smooth sailing. It all depends on him. Mood, but if things are too smooth, it is spoiling. Children who are spoiled are often unable to bear the blow. If they encounter hardships, they may not be able to survive. Therefore, we promise to be excellent people, because when you become excellent At that time, the world around you will be different." I earnestly taught that although it is a bit early to say these words, it is also good for her to have some ideas take root in her heart earlier.

"I see, sister-in-law, I will become an excellent person in the future." She said seriously.

"Okay, let's go to bed first, it's too late, if you want to be a good person, you must first take care of your body." I stroked her hair and said softly.

"Can I sleep with my sister-in-law?"

"Yes." I looked around, "Where is grandma?"

"Grandma went to bed first, she said she was a little tired, and asked me to wait for you to come back obediently."

I stood up, "Then go brush your teeth and wash your face, and go to bed when you're done."

She slumped to the toilet.

Mom was already asleep, and the lights in the bedroom were off, so I didn't go in to disturb her.

After Gi Nuo finished telling her bedtime story, she was still not sleepy, so she raised her head and asked, "Sister-in-law, why didn't that aunt come?"

"She has work to do, she has to go to work to make money, and then use the money she earns to buy a lot of things for Nuo."

"Then when will she come?"

"I'll come to see you when she finishes her work and is not busy," I replied, "Why, miss you to pay Aunt Yu?"

"It's okay." She said and changed the subject, "Yesterday I saw the beautiful uncle pinch Dad's butt again, and play kissing, sister-in-law, do you and Aunt Fu Yu often play kissing too?"

play kiss...

I was a little lost when I heard Yu Nuo's words;

Children's thoughts are simple, kissing and hugging are all out of love, without adding impurities;

Although Fu Yufeng and I have been lingering from time to time, the petty gestures are pitifully rare, plus some unpleasant things have happened recently...

Why do I suddenly feel that the relationship between us...

Isn't it as simple as before?