Rebirth of Spoiling Addiction

When Shui Ziyue was 6 years old, Mrs. Shui fell ill.The busy Prime Minister Shui didn't have time to bring Shui Ziyue to the palace anymore.Shui Ziyue cried for a long time at home, but it was still useless.

Mrs. Shui touched Shui Ziyue's head, and said softly: "Yueyue, you can wake up. Mother doesn't have much time to spend with you. Although I like your silly look, you should be enlightened, otherwise, Mother has so many skills, I'm afraid I don't have time to teach you."

Shui Ziyue stared blankly at Madam Shui, then suddenly fell silent.Even though she didn't understand what Mrs. Shui said, she no longer clamored to go to the palace to meet her little brother, but obediently stayed by Mrs. Shui's side.

At the end of the year when she was six years old, Shui Ziyue fell ill. After the illness was cured, Shui Ziyue became enlightened.

It's like suddenly understanding everything overnight.Shui Ziyue only felt that she didn't understand things that she didn't understand before, but she suddenly understood them, words that she didn't understand before, she suddenly understood them, and words that she didn't understand at all, she could understand them for some reason .

This feeling is very magical, but I suddenly understood it, without any reason.

Shui Mingxuan was very surprised, and even asked a doctor to see if Shui Ziyue's brain was broken.His daughter had been stupid for so many years, and he had gotten used to her stupidity. Suddenly, he was no longer stupid overnight. Even Shui Mingxuan was shocked.

Madam Shui was very calm, she just smiled lightly and said, "Don't worry too much, Mrs. Yue, it's just that Yue Yue has finally enlightened, and it's about the same time as I was enlightened back then."

Then Mrs. Shui began to teach Shui Ziyue a lot of things, as if she wanted to make up for all the things that she had not taught Shui Ziyue in the previous six years.

She taught Shui Ziyue dignified behavior, taught Shui Ziyue to read accounts and manage business, taught Shui Ziyue poetry, poetry, piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, and even hired a master to teach Shui Ziyue martial arts, riding and shooting.

Shui Ziyue was very quiet, she never refused anything Mrs. Shui taught her, she accepted very quickly, it seemed that no matter how outrageous things Mrs. Shui taught her, Shui Ziyue never expressed any surprise, just followed the order receive.

"Mother, why are these words different from what we usually read?"

"These are numbers, a new kind of characters. They are different from the characters we usually see in the inside. You have to remember these numbers. They are more convenient for us to calculate. Remember, you only need to know these by yourself, and you don't need to tell them. anyone."

"Yueyue knows."

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"Drawing a grid can make your account book more clear..."

"Yueyue knows."

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"In addition to addition and subtraction, there are also multiplication and division..."

"Yes……"

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"Although they are women, martial arts are not exclusive to men. Women are originally weak, so they need martial arts."

"Yes."

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"Marching and fighting are men's business, but that doesn't mean women can't learn."

"Yes."

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"If you want to go out, you can better save your life if you know some simple herbs."

"Yes."

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"Your father is very good at governing the country, but he is pedantic, so I'm afraid he won't teach you. You can learn it secretly. How much you can learn is up to you."

"Mom, I'm afraid it's not good."

"Do you sometimes need to be flexible when doing things for others?"

"..."

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"Remember, when doing things for others, you must know how to bend and stretch. Don't shout and kill like a fool. You don't want your life if you don't move. It's not too late for a gentleman to take revenge! It's not necessarily bad to get revenge. Does anyone slap you? Do you want her to hit another face? But you also need to remember, don’t let unnecessary hatred obliterate your original intention.”

"You must not have the heart to harm others, and you must not have the heart to guard against others. The latter sentence is more important to understand?"

"understood."

"Don't be in the limelight like your brother, remember, you should keep a low profile."

"Mom, what is low-key?"

"...Probably...be modest and prudent, neither humble nor overbearing, there is no need, no need to show off everywhere, that's what fools do."

"..."

Shui Ziyue studied very fast, which shocked Shui Mingxuan.Shui Ziyue always remembered the words Madam Shui said, she was low-key, neither humble nor overbearing, modest and prudent, and never showed off.

When Shui Ziyue was ten years old, Mrs. Shui died of illness.Before she died, she called Shui Ziyue to her bedside, and gave Shui Ziyue the last lecture in her life.

"Yueyue, mother has to go down to buy real estate first, otherwise I'm afraid there will be no room to live in when you go down, it will be too embarrassing. I don't know if the housing supply is tight or not."

"……mother……"

"You don't need to be sad. We don't necessarily know how to walk some roads, but everyone has to walk the Huangquan Road. It's just that Mother left a little earlier. This life was already stolen, and Mother already knew it. I was destined to have such a calamity, but now it is just a calamity, there is nothing to be sad about. I just can't let you go."

"..."

"Your father is stubborn. Although he won't die in love, it will depend on you to take good care of her in the future."

"……it is good."

"Yueyue, remember one thing: life is short, don't let those false names, those secular ethics, rules and regulations restrict yourself, do what you want to do. As long as you don't violate morality, you can do what you want to do , love the person you want to love, walk the way you want to go, and live the life you want to live. Mother doesn't want it, when you are old and dying, look back and think about it. I didn't do what I wanted to do most. The person you love has no love, and the path you want to go is not because of cowardice. You can be stupid, and stupidity is not the most terrible thing, but you need to remember that everything you do will be borne by you alone in the end. Don't expect others to bear your own stupidity for you. The most terrible thing is to be stupid and dare not bear it. Understand?"

"... Yueyue understands."

Mrs. Shui was lying on the bed, reached out her hand to gently touch Shui Ziyue's face, and said, "Mother loves you. Whether you are before or after you are enlightened, you are my mother's pride. In my mother's eyes, you It is the best. In postmenopausal life, there may be people who are better than you, they may be more beautiful than you, they may have things you will never have, or you will never be able to match them in your life. But it doesn’t matter, in the eyes of mother , My family Yueyue is the most beautiful, just be yourself. There are many things that don’t need to be compared, even if you win, you may not be happy. Yueyue, mother loves you, your worry-free father and worry-free brother I will leave it to you. After my mother left, I cremated my mother's body, the rot is too disgusting, even if it is dead, my mother can't accept it."

Shui Ziyue lowered her head, looked at Mrs. Shui who had closed her eyes on the bed, and cried.

This is her mother, although in her life, she only existed for ten short years, although in her life after menstruation, she will never be there again, even her face will gradually blur .However, in the ten years of her existence, she has taught her what she needs all her life.Give her the most selfless love in the world.

Whether it is before enlightenment or after enlightenment.Whether it is when others are disappointed or when others are amazed, she is consistent.

In the days after menstruation, Shui Ziyue always remembered what Mrs. Shui said.Do what you want to do, love who you want to love.For many things, she would be grateful if she got it, and sad if she didn't get it, but she didn't resent anyone for it.

You can be stupid, but you must have the awareness to pay for your stupidity.

And the most daring thing Shui Ziyue has done in her life is to marry Su Junrui.

She clearly knew that the other party had already forgotten about those two years when she was a child, but she was still very happy knowing that Su Junrui liked women.Then she took advantage of her elder brother's love for her and asked her elder brother to ask the emperor for a marriage regardless of her father's objection.

The emperor naturally refused, but Shui Ziyi had made great achievements in the army. He only said that he had only one wish, and the emperor agreed.Su Junrui disagreed, and Shui Ziyue made another trick, using others to indirectly put pressure on King Pingan, forcing Su Junrui to take herself.

"Twisted melons are not sweet, Yueyue, you really have to think about it. Su Junrui doesn't love you. I still know a little about her personality. Do you really want to marry her?" Before getting married, Shui Ziyi Standing at the door of his room, he said the longest thing he had ever said to her in his life.

Shui Ziyue turned to look at Shui Ziyi, nodded and said, "I've made up my mind. Brother, I will make her fall in love with me. If I can't, I have nothing to say and I won't blame anyone. Two years , I will give myself two years, and after two years, if Su Junrui still doesn't love me, I will leave by myself. During these two years, you don't need to worry about me, no matter what happens to me, I will take the blame. "

Shui Ziyue looked at herself in the bronze mirror, with a little top on, wearing a phoenix crown and Xiapei, and she covered herself with a red hijab, just like she did when she was a child.She walked out of her room step by step, sat in the eight-person sedan chair, and walked slowly towards Prince Pingan's Mansion.

She was happy, but also terrified at the same time.

"Little brother..." Do you remember me?will you fall in love with me

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Worship heaven and earth!

Two thanks to the high hall!

Husband and wife bye!

Send it to the bridal chamber!

In this way, Su Junrui led her into the bridal chamber step by step, and sat quietly by the bed, waiting for Su Junrui to uncover her red hijab with fear and joy.

She sat on the edge of Xi's bed by herself like this, and just sat there all night.

Because... her husband didn't come, and in the end, no one took off the red hijab on her head.

The red candles on the table were burned out, she wore the heavy phoenix crown and the red veil, until the sunlight shone through the window, until the maid outside the door softly called her name.She uncovered the red hijab on her head, took off the phoenix crown on her head, then walked to the wedding table by herself, and drank the untouched wine on the table.

She kept telling herself that this was the result she could have expected, this was her own retribution, so she couldn't resent, let alone blame anyone.

Then she wiped away the tears on her face, opened the door of the room, faced the maidservant's surprised face, and began to dress up for the second day.

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Little brother, I will give you two years, and I will give myself two years.

Two years, two years later, no matter what the outcome is, I will never regret it.

Will you... let me down?

The author has something to say: This is to supplement the questions of the little angels at the beginning.Why is Shui Ziyue called Su Junrui's little brother? Su Junrui is obviously a girl.

In the past, there was a little girl in my class. Because she was the youngest, she was dumb, and everyone she met was a little brother... So when I wanted to give Su Junrui an exclusive title, I immediately thought of little brother... Haha Ha ha.