Rebirth of Spoiling Addiction

"Yueyue..." Su Junrui couldn't help but took a step forward and shouted.

"Don't go forward." The warm voice was the same as before, gently, as if a reed was gently tapping on the heart, itchy.Su Junrui wished she could scratch her heart hard now, but after this stroke, the itching stopped, but it also hurt her heart.

"Yueyue?" Su Junrui yelled heartbroken.

Shui Ziyue never turned around, and she didn't even get off the swing. She still turned her back to Su Junrui, and said, "I have sent the Heli document. Su Junrui...you are free..."

Su Junrui felt a sudden pain in her heart. She was anxious to say something, but she just said "I" and was interrupted by Shui Ziyue.

Shui Ziyue said: "Let me finish talking... If I don't say it today, I'm afraid I will never have the courage to say it in the future." She was still sitting on the swing, shaking gently, the wind blew She has long hair.A moon-white long dress outlined a kind of sadness for no reason.Shui Ziyue continued: "I know you don't like me all this time. We have been married for more than a year, and you have never come to see me. But... I don't blame you for these things, I really didn't Blame you, I was the one who wanted to marry you back then. If I hadn’t begged my father and elder brother, they wouldn’t have asked the emperor. Without that edict, you wouldn’t have been forced to marry me. This is my own fault, so no matter what No matter how you treat me later, I actually don’t hold any resentment.”

Shui Ziyue laughed at herself and said, "Actually, sometimes... I am very unwilling, especially after knowing that you like Murong Lan... Actually, I have always been very unwilling... I always think, at least let me compare, I always It's not... It's not that I can't compare to Murong Lan... I think that when it comes to piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, I am not bad at all... So, you said back then, I tricked my father and mother to know The matter between you and Murong Lan... In fact, what you said is good, it is indeed what I said... Su Junrui... I am always unwilling... Up to now, I have never regretted the things I did, including the things I forced Seeing you marry me, after all... If you don't fight, how do you know you have no chance?" Shui Ziyue stopped the swing, paused before continuing: "Actually, if you don't come today, if you have something to say, I will I plan to bury it in my heart for the rest of my life... But since you are here today... I can tell you that it is my regret. So... that's okay... Su Junrui... For so many years, from childhood to adulthood, I have been thinking about it in my heart In 17 years, it was just to be able to marry you, but to hope that you would like me...how could I be reconciled so quickly...but now I understand that many things are incomparable, let alone the relationship between me and Murong Lan Even if I am not worse than her, in your heart, Murong Lan is a thousand times better than me, and here I am again, what is the comparison? What is the comparison? Thinking about it, I think it is very ridiculous."

Su Junrui stood there quietly, motionless, she quietly listened to Shui Ziyue's words, and every time she heard a word, her heart couldn't help but ache.Then, she heard Shui Ziyue say: "Su Junrui...whether you are sincere or not, Peach Blossom Festival, swing...and the company these days, I am very happy, really happy...Thank you for helping me finish The biggest obsession in my heart...I think, you probably don't want anything else...He Liwenshu is my thank you gift...Thank you for being willing to stay with me these days..." Shui Ziyue finally came from When she came down from the swing, she turned her back to Su Junrui and said, "If you are ruthless, I will rest. After three days... I will leave Prince Pingan's Mansion...Su Junrui, let's go...you are free..."

you're free……

Su Junrui no longer remembers how happy she was when she was free in her previous life. She only knows that when she hears these words now, the sadness and loss in her heart are about to overwhelm her. She looks up and sees Seeing that Shui Ziyue was walking away from him step by step.Su Junrui knew that Shui Ziyue walked out not only from Su Junrui's sight, but also from her life.

The woman who would secretly look at her back, the woman who would secretly make snacks for herself, the woman who would jump for joy at a word she said, the woman who would be so cautious even when she was happy, the woman who would protect her with her life , the woman who would tell her "don't cry" is walking out of her life...

Farewell today, there will be no date later.

Su Junrui suddenly rushed towards Shui Ziyue, and grabbed Shui Ziyue's hand.Shui Ziyue obviously never thought that Su Junrui would rush over like this. She staggered and fell backwards.Her eyes were wide open, and she looked at Su Junrui who was holding her in surprise.The face that had always been indifferent was covered with tears.

It turns out that even in the end, all you let me see was your indifferent back, and you secretly hid all your embarrassment.

"Yueyue..." Su Junrui hugged Shui Ziyue tightly in his arms. "I tore up the reconciliation document, I don't agree...don't go...Yueyue..."

The person in his arms suddenly became stiff all over, and looked at Su Junrui closely with teary eyes.

"I..." Shui Ziyue was held tightly in Su Junrui's arms, and the scalding temperature was conveyed little by little. She wanted to say something, wanted to confirm the reality in front of her, but in the end it was not true. Know what to say and what to confirm.

Confirm that you are just a big dream?

Or confirm that Su Junrui is just sympathizing with herself?

Shui Ziyue thinks that she has lost this time, but even if she loses, she loses outright. She can afford to fight and lose.She wanted Su Junrui's love, even if Su Junrui gave her only one point out of ten, she would be overjoyed, but even if the love she wanted was only that point, it must be sincere, and no falsehoods could be tolerated.Therefore, Su Junrui's sympathy and her intolerance are all rejected. Since she doesn't want it, what else can she say now?

Shui Ziyue looked at Su Junrui, her cloudy eyes gradually dimmed.

Su Junrui looked at the eyes of Shui Ziyue in front of him, and couldn't help the pain in his heart.After getting along for many days, and Su Junrui wanted to get to know Shui Ziyue, now that she looks at Shui Ziyue, she naturally knows something about her thoughts.These days, she knows more about Shui Ziyue than she did in her previous life. The more she knows, the more she realizes how ridiculous her previous life was.

She thought about using her lifelong company to make up for Shui Ziyue, thinking that if Shui Ziyue was willing, she would be with her for the rest of her life. These thoughts were even there when she came back from rebirth, but now that she thinks about it, she finds it extremely funny .

It is true that Shui Ziyue likes herself, but her love is clean and pure, and she doesn't bother with her guilt-ridden company at all, and her mind is as clear as Shui Ziyue's, how can she not know her own thoughts?

If the former Su Junrui still had the heart to make amends, guilt, or charity to treat Shui Ziyue's feelings, then Shui Ziyue's reconciliation document would completely shatter Su Junrui's feelings. Distracted.This gentle woman used her most decisive behavior to tell her that she was happy with her son, she didn't need alms, and she didn't bother to give alms.

What Shui Ziyue gave to her, Su Junrui, was sincerity from beginning to end, and what she needed, all she could keep was sincerity. If she, Su Junrui, couldn't give it, she would leave without entanglement.

But now, can Su Junrui really give Shui Ziyue such sincerity?

"I'm sorry... Yueyue." After Su Junrui said these words, she hugged Shui Ziyue even more tightly, fearing that Shui Ziyue would leave as soon as she said these words.She thinks she can't give the sincerity that Shui Ziyue wants now, but she is willing to work hard.After all, the relationship between Su Junrui and Shui Ziyue is still too little. Even with the time in her previous life, Su Junrui can't easily say "love" to Shui Ziyue.And cheating is the last thing she wants to do to Shui Ziyue. This beautiful woman deserves the best, so how can she have the heart to lie to her?

"I'm sorry, Yueyue. I don't want to lie to you. Now I can't give you a heart." Su Junrui said this, feeling the movement of the person in her arms, and she quickly said: "But I can work hard, Yueyue , The time we spend together is too short, I haven't had time to fall in love with you, but we can try, I was unwilling when you worked hard, I was wrong, I regret it, now I want to try, I I really want to try, Yueyue...Give me one more chance..." She hugged Shui Ziyue, and said affectionately in her ear: "I swear, I will definitely never make you sad again, definitely not I will do anything that makes you sad again. As long as you cook, I will eat it up. As long as you want to see the scenery, I will accompany you. As long as you want to do, I will accompany you to do it. You are sad When you are happy, I will accompany you. I swear, I will never let anyone have the opportunity to bully you... And what I give you must be the most sincere... Yue Yue , as long as you give me one more chance, one... a chance for me to fall in love with you." Su Junrui paused for a moment before continuing seriously: "Let's not get along with each other... okay?"

Shui Ziyue was held tightly in Su Junrui's arms. She couldn't see Su Junrui's face clearly. She didn't know what kind of expression Su Junrui had at the moment when she said this, but she listened to Su Junrui speaking softly but firmly to herself. Speaking of these words, every word that fell on her ears seemed to tell her that what she had hoped for and dreamed now had a chance to become reality, so how could she not be moved?

"You... Seriously..." Even though she was saddened and disappointed time and time again during this year, even if she told herself over and over again, give up, it's not true, that person will never I love you, but...

but……

But love too much, love for too long, love has become a habit, it has become an instinct, so, even if I told myself countless times, even if I tried my best to make myself finally give up, when this person said these words , still so eager, eager for all this to be true, eager for this opportunity to be real, so, no matter what, I am reluctant to give up.

As soon as Su Junrui heard Shui Ziyue's question, she knew that she still had a chance. She quickly let go of Shui Ziyue, then looked at Shui Ziyue's cloudy eyes, nodded quickly and said, "It's true. Absolutely! I swear! Yueyue, as long as you give me one more chance, don’t make peace, as long as you don’t make peace, I’ll agree to whatever you say!”

Shui Ziyue looked at Su Junrui quietly, her dark eyes were motionless, as if she was distinguishing the truth from Su Junrui's expression.

Su Junrui looked at Shui Ziyue. She felt that she had never been so nervous. She had experienced too much in her previous life. She went to battle to kill enemies, fought with the court, and even became the first female general of the dynasty, the first woman who could go to court. She had never been so nervous before.

Pfft!Pfft!

Su Junrui heard her heart beating loudly, she didn't dare to move, she didn't even dare to look away, for fear that her eyes were just wrong, and Shui Ziyue rejected her.

Fortunately, she finally saw Shui Ziyue nodded slightly.Then, she heard Shui Ziyue's voice, she said: "Okay."

Su Junrui's heart jumped for joy.

She said yes!Shui Ziyue said yes!

Su Junrui hugged Shui Ziyue in her arms. "Thank you...thank you, Yueyue."

Shui Ziyue was held in Su Junrui's arms in a daze, the hot temperature made her addicted, and the intoxicating words made her obsessed.This is her last gamble, and what she bet on is all her hopes.

Change your heart for my heart, I hope your heart is like mine.

……

Shui Ziyi was standing outside the door holding the sword in his hand. He naturally heard the conversation between Shui Ziyue and Su Junrui inside. A very faint smile appeared on his usually cold face, which was very good.He thought, no matter what, Prince Pingan's Mansion and the Prime Minister's Mansion have always been on good terms, and he didn't want to beat anyone in Prince Ping's Mansion.As he said this, when he looked up, he saw Su Jinyu and the others who were also sneakily hiding in the grass.

Shui Ziyi: "..."