sorry i want you

Jin Shijie's smile can be described as gentle.

But Chunjuexiao felt very uncomfortable.

The ferris wheel descends slowly.As soon as the door opened, Chunjuexiao rushed out.He ran into Liu Zixi just after leaving the safe exit.

This time Liu Zixi just stood there quietly, watching him, neither saying nor doing anything.

Jin Shijie came out after Chun Juexiao, took his hand naturally, lowered his head and whispered to him: "Let's go, let's go ride the carousel, and then go home."

Finally able to go home, Chun Juexiao felt relieved, turned around and smiled at Jin Shijie: "Okay." The two walked shoulder to shoulder in the direction of the carousel.

Liu Zixi stood where he was, and the night wind seemed to have penetrated his clothes, penetrated into his flesh, and soaked into his bones.

He froze in place for a moment before he came back to his senses, and then staggered to follow.

The square outside the carousel is very wide. Compared with the overcrowding during the day, it seems somewhat deserted at this time.

In addition to pedestrians in twos and threes in the center of the square, and occasionally one or two people waiting for family and friends.Liu Zixi and Jin Shijie got on the carousel, and they sat next to each other.

The merry-go-round started to spin, they looked at each other, Jin Shijie had a gentle smile on his face, he couldn't see Chun Juexiao.

A gust of cold wind hit, and Liu Zixi shivered. The cold wind made his eyes hurt, and his eyes were filled with water vapor. The neon lights reflected in the water vapor were beautiful and crystal clear, but dazzled his vision.

Chunjuexiao was in the light, and Liu Zixi was alone in the darkness.He was surrounded by his family, but he was alone.

He will always have a home, and he will always be like duckweed without roots.

The merry-go-round has been turning round and round, and it will end where it started.

Perhaps he should end all of this, but Liu Zixi still couldn't let go, couldn't let go of his heartbeat, couldn't let go of Chun Juexiao.

Chun Juexiao and Jin Shijie got off the carousel and walked further and further away from his sight.

Don't follow, and it can all be over.

But he couldn't help himself.

Chunjuexiao has almost become a part of his life now!

The crutch in his hand moved forward almost without his consent.

He still followed.

The day is still the same as before.

As the year was approaching, X&C had an early holiday, and Chunjuexiao returned home.

He is with Jin Shijie every day.

Jin Shijie cooks for him himself, Jin Shijie takes him to the shopping mall, Jin Shijie takes him to the most expensive store to buy gifts.

Liu Zixi followed behind them, never giving up, like a piece of annoying brown sugar, sticking to death.

He could only watch Chunjuexiao and that old man get in and out, but he couldn't do anything.

In fact, as long as Chun Juexiao said a word, he would do anything for him.

But Chunjuexiao didn't say anything.

On New Year's Eve, Chun Juexiao put on new festive clothes early in the morning. They sat in the yard while Jin Shijie cut his hair.Chunjuexiao is very good-looking, even if Jin Shijie's skills are not good, he is still handsome.

After cutting her hair, Chun Juexiao grabbed her hair and went back to the room. Jin Shijie stayed in the yard and used a black bag to pick up the broken hair that had fallen on the ground, put it in, and then hid it in the last bag. Close to the heart, in the inner pocket of the coat.

Liu Zixi looked at his actions and was slightly surprised, but he still didn't say anything.

After a while, the smell of food came from the house.It seems to be stewed with soybeans and sea trotters.

Liu Zixi hasn't eaten seriously for a long time, and every day when it's time to eat, he will be lured by the aroma of these foods and go crazy.

Today's soup is especially attractive, like Xiaoxiao's craftsmanship.

In the kitchen, Chun Juexiao complained dissatisfiedly: "You have cooked too many dishes." Two people, how could it be possible to eat more than ten dishes.

Jin Shijie said indifferently: "Isn't it always like this during Chinese New Year? Make more on New Year's Eve, and the more leftovers you have, the more abundant you will be."

Chunjuexiao was noncommittal about this traditional custom, but he didn't complain again.

At six o'clock in the afternoon, Chunjuexiao's house served dinner on time.

Chunjuexiao looked at a table full of vegetables, including chicken, duck and fish.

Jin Shijie took off the apron on his waist, and smiled a little shyly: "It seems... a little too much!"

Chunjuexiao rolled her eyes and thought: You only know now?But he said, "Anyway, the more left, the better."

As soon as Jin Shijie sat down, he stood up again: "Anyway, I've made too much, so it's better to ask someone to eat more." He said, and walked outside the house.

His back was very thin, and he seemed to be falling apart when he walked and followed.

Chun Juexiao was in a daze, who was he going to call?

Liu Zixi!

Is he going to do it?

Chunjuexiao gasped, held his breath for a moment, stood up abruptly, bumped into the table and chair behind him, and made a 'bang' sound.

"Don't call anyone." He shouted loudly, "Today is Chinese New Year's Eve, don't call people who don't want to do it."

Jin Shijie stopped, looked back at him, and said, "Don't be so stingy, you can't finish it anyway, so why not share it with others." Then he opened the door of the house and waved to Liu Zixi who was outside the yard: "Young man, come in Let's have New Year's Eve dinner together."

Liu Zixi is waiting for takeaway.

At this time, when Jin Shijie called him, he was taken aback for a moment, and then became vigilant like a beast that found danger.

Jin Shijie looked at the vigilant Liu Zixi, and couldn't help laughing: "Young man, don't be so nervous. I just asked you to come in for dinner, and I won't do anything to you."

Only a fool would believe Jin Shijie's nonsense.

"No need, I've already ordered food." Liu Zixi said.

Jin Shijie laughed: "What's so delicious about takeaway? Tonight, there are dishes cooked by Xiaoxiao. Don't you want to come in and pay for it?"

Chun Juexiao came behind Jin Shijie: "Since he doesn't want to come, why do you force it? Let's go back to the house first, it's cold outside." He hugged Jin Shijie's arm and wanted to drag him back into the house, but he didn't dare to do it. of force.

Jin Shijie looked down at the hand holding his arm, and looked at Liu Zixi again: "Little friend, do you really not want to come in and have dinner together?"

When Jin Shijie watched Chunjuexiao's hand movements just now, Liu Zixi could see clearly, and at that moment a cold light flashed in his eyes.

Liu Zixi suddenly changed the subject: "Since Mr. Jin has kindly invited you, then I can't refuse." He limped in with a cane.

Chunjuexiao already broke out in cold sweat on his forehead, and signaled Liu Zixi not to go in with his eyes.

Liu Zixi deliberately ignored Chun Juexiao's hint.

"Liu Zixi, I didn't expect you to be so thick-skinned. Not only do you want no face, you don't even want dignity? My father asked you to come in to eat and you come to eat? Poor people don't get their food, do you understand!"