Whisper unintentionally

26.

"Tonight, Little Button has been muttering about Leo, who is that?" Xu Xiaomai felt that he didn't answer well just now, so he changed the subject.

Kou Yaner smiled, "A little boy we met on the beach, he actually said to Little Button in the afternoon, I want to date you."

"Huh? Little Button is dating someone?" Xu Xiaomai pretended to be discouraged, "No, no, I failed too much. Then I want to date you too!"

"Didn't I go on a date with you? Treat you to a spa tomorrow." Kou Yan'er reiterated that when Xu Xiaomai first mentioned it, Xu Mai's reaction was very cold, and Kou Yan'er felt unhappy.

"Yan'er is so caring." Xu Xiaomai stretched out his hand, "What does the cigar smell like? Let me try it?"

Kou Yan'er did not give her a cigar, but handed her a wine glass, "Don't learn about smoking, it's not bad to drink some wine."

"Then why do you smoke?" Xu Maimai looked at the cigar in Kou Yaner's hand, "Is it really when you are happy that you smoke?"

"The bitter taste of tobacco in my mouth can remind me not to be carried away by happiness."

"Most people learn to smoke when they are lonely. You said that you are lonely too." Xu Maimai's mind returned to the guess about Kou Yan'er sleeping alone.

"I didn't say it, you said it." Kou Yan'er actually showed a playful tone of cheating.She's in a really good mood, and she's been fine recently.She really wanted to suppress the shock with a cigar.She felt that such a good feeling would make her lost.

"Even if I'm right. Could it be, uh..." Xu Xiaomai wanted to think about her wording, but this matter is so sensitive that any word can be used, so she might as well ask directly, "Are you really a sleeping?"

When asked this, Xu Xiaomai didn't dare to look at Kou Yan'er, but held the wine glass and stared straight ahead at the dark woods ahead.But his ears were pricked up, waiting for an answer.

long silence.

"You think too much." Kou Yan'er finally chose not to say anything.

Xu Xiaomai drank the red wine in the glass and sighed, "Luo Xue is an idiot, I can't see anything." After saying this, Xu Xiaomai got up and went back to the room. "I'm going to take a shower, I'm sleepy."

Kou Yan'er continued to sit on the balcony, she let Xu Xiaomai down.She didn't choose to talk.But what did she confide in?Tell me about your unhappiness in your marriage?To ordinary outsiders, it may be just a hypocritical and so-called "work".To Xu Maimai, it might be some kind of hint.

Kou Yaner has always felt that people are lonely, who would really understand you?Does anyone really care how you feel?

Xu Xiaomai scolded Luo Xue for being an idiot, out of anger.Luo Xue didn't understand the truth, not because she was stupid, but because she didn't think much about it at all, she didn't pay attention to Xu Xiaomai's affairs, and she couldn't even take care of her own love.It is enough for Luo Xue to see that Kou Yaner is living a good life.

But Xu Xiaomai walked away, and Kou Yaner felt a little reconciled.She was conflicted, she wanted to tell Xu Xiaomai her own story, but it was difficult to grasp a degree.She wanted to get close to Xu Xiaomai, but she couldn't grasp the speed well.In the final analysis, it is a question of "degree".

"Mai Mai, shall we talk about this topic tomorrow? But there is a condition." Kou Yan'er said to Xu Mai Mai in the dark after the lights were turned off.

"What conditions?"

"Every time we ask a question, we have to answer each other's question. When we hear each other's story, we have to tell our own story."

"It's fair." Xu Mai said.