Anan

Feng An's school career is gradually on the right track.He gets up at 06:30 every day, memorizes words on the terrace for half an hour, then washes and changes clothes, and prepares to have breakfast with Jiang Yuan.Jiang Yu'an sometimes has social gatherings, and he has to come back very late at night, so the time to get up in the morning is not certain, if he wakes up late, Feng An will make breakfast.

Now Jiang Yu'an no longer prepares everything for Feng An in every detail as in the past.For some unknown reason, he is gradually weakening the aura of a big patriarch, and he just lives under the same roof as Feng An on an equal footing.Feng An has no objection to this. He is not a person who does not distinguish between five grains and four bodies. He is not troubled by this kind of housework, and he is also very happy to do his best to take care of Mr. Jiang—that feeling It's like a husband and wife, and they are very loving and have no suspicion.

Before eight o'clock, he and Jiang Yu'an can usually finish breakfast.Then they got into the car together, and the driver would send him to the remedial class before 08:30, and then send Jiang Yuan to the company.At [-]:[-] in the afternoon, Jiang Yu'an's car will stop at the gate of the building in Bohan on time. Most of the time, Jiang Yu'an is in the car, but when there are entertainments, there is only the driver.They had dinner together in the evening, then Jiang Yu'an took care of trivial matters, Feng An studied, and the next morning the cycle started again.

Feng An is very satisfied with this kind of life.

In mid-May, the remedial class ended the first stage of teaching and assigned a test.Jiang Yu'an was more nervous than Feng An, and asked him: "Your teacher teaches so fast? The exam is only a month and a half away?"

Feng An sat at the desk to review, flipped through the textbook and told him: "A small test, not a big test. The content of the compulsory one is only taught now, and it's too early to finish all of it."

Jiang Yu'an didn't know how many years it has been since he graduated from high school. He didn't know how many books high school students have to study now. Looking at Feng An's notebook filled with writing, he asked, "How do you feel about the review? Are you sure about the exam?"

Feng An thought about it, but couldn't figure out why, because he hadn't taken the exam for a long time.Moreover, the current class situation is also different from before. There are only a dozen or so students in the class. Everyone gathers from different schools, and each learns in his own way. He doesn't communicate much after class, so he has no way of knowing the relationship between himself and others. gap.

"I..." He hesitated and said, "I will try my best."

Jiang Yu'an heard that he seemed to have no confidence, and didn't want to put pressure on him, so he comforted him and said: "After all, you have studied two years less than others, and it's normal to find it difficult at the beginning. Take it easy, pay attention to work and rest, don't be too tired gone."

Feng An also knew this was the truth, but he was still a little guilty. This was his first exam after picking up his textbooks, and he didn't want to disappoint Jiang Yu'an by doing too badly in the exam.

But when the results came out, both of them were surprised.Feng An's grades ranked No.2 in the class, and it was put in the top three cram schools in the same period in Bohan, and it was also ranked at the top.

After school, Feng An came out of the classroom with his schoolbag on his back. After getting into the car, he happily showed Jiang Yu'an his report card: "Mr. Jiang, I seem to have done well in the exam!"

Jiang Yu'an took the report card and read it from top to bottom, and said with a smile: "It's good if it's not bad, why is it still like that? If you're too modest, you'll appear hypocritical, and you'll make your classmates think it's okay."

Feng An said indifferently: "It's okay, anyway, everyone will be separated in a year, and they can do whatever they want."

Jiang Yu'an disagreed with his attitude: "Don't be like this, you should make more friends of the same age."

Feng An approached him with his schoolbag in his arms, and said honestly, "The students in the class don't usually chat much, and I'm not interested in what they say."

Jiang Yu'an folded the report card slowly: "Is it because they don't chat much, or you never take the initiative to deal with them?"

Feng An bit his lip. In fact, he was not the kind of person who was afraid of communicating.When he was working before, he and his colleagues could coexist peacefully, because the purpose of cooperating with colleagues is to make money. As long as your work does not drag others down, others will not find fault with you.But classmates are different. We are in a competitive relationship, and adolescents have too much energy that has no place to vent. Any trivial reason may cause everyone to gang up on them.This is Feng An's personal experience in elementary and middle school, so he still has a psychological shadow on the role of classmates until now.Instead of trying his best to please his classmates and integrate into the group, he prefers to reduce his sense of existence and become a person ignored by everyone.

Anyway, as long as you don't get bullied.

He picked at the shoulder strap of his schoolbag with a guilty conscience: "Shouldn't friends be like-minded? I don't have much in common with them..."

Jiang Yu'an asked strangely: "You are about the same age as them, why don't you have a common topic? What do your classmates usually talk about?"

Feng An thought for a while and said, "I don't know about girls. Boys seem to talk about sneakers and live games."

Jiang Yu'an thought to himself, these topics are boring enough, but he still said: "This is so normal, don't high school students just like to pay attention to these things? I think you are weird, you are not interested in things you like at this age "Then what are you interested in?"

Feng An looked up at him, his eyes shining brightly: "I am to Jiang——"

"Okay, you don't need to talk." Jiang Yu'an interrupted him, and turned his face out of the window awkwardly: "You should concentrate on studying, and don't think about messy things all day long."

Feng An sat up straight and said "Oh".

Jiang Yu'an looked out of the window for a while, then couldn't help but look back at him, and asked, "Is your remedial class on summer vacation?"

Feng An replied: "The high temperature holiday is not as long as the time in school, only half a month."

Jiang Yu'an asked again: "Is there another test before the holiday?"

Feng An said: "It should be."

Jiang Yu'an said: "Take a good class, if you do well in the exam, I will give you a reward—do you want to go out and play?"

Feng An looked at him, opened his mouth, and stopped talking.

Jiang Yu'an smiled and said, "Is there anything else you want? You can tell me anything."

Feng An glanced at the driver in front of him, leaned close to Jiang Yu'an's ear and whispered, "If I do better in the exam than this time, can Mr. Jiang give me a hug?"

Jiang Yu'an suddenly regretted why he had brought up such a topic, as if his brain had degenerated as long as he was in front of Feng An, and the wisdom that should have been in control of the overall situation was gone.Pressing Feng An's shoulder and pushing him away a little, he was a little embarrassed and anxious: "This one won't work, change it."

Feng An seemed disappointed, and said casually, "Oh, let's go out and play."

The topic did not continue, and life moved forward step by step.At the beginning of July, the remedial class really arranged a second test.Feng An took the test once and regained his hand feeling. This time, he was more confident. He almost fell asleep after reading the book the night before, and he didn't even stay up late. However, when the results came out, he was still far ahead in the entire class of the same period.

After school, he came out of the building and only walked a short distance, but there was still a fine layer of sweat on his head.Sighing with emotion, he said, "No, I feel like I've fallen, and now I'm going to die of heat without the air conditioner."

Jiang Yu'an took out a bottle of mineral water from the storage box in the back seat and gave it to him: "The weather is hot now, almost 35 degrees."

Feng An fanned his face with his palm while drinking water: "Tomorrow is a holiday, I'll go to the supermarket to buy some mung bean lily soup."

Jiang Yu'an saw that he had no intention of voluntarily reporting his grades, so he could only open his schoolbag by himself, flipping through it and asking, "Did your teacher leave homework for the summer vacation?"

Feng An nodded: "I left a few sets of papers."

Jiang Yu'an found Feng An's transcript, glanced at it and stuffed it back, saying: "Ning Ning has graduated, and will be back in two days, when the time comes, I will take you out to play together."

Feng An tightened the bottle cap: "Okay."

Jiang Yu'an glanced at him: "You don't seem to expect it at all?"

Feng An really didn't have that sense of eager excitement. It's good to go out and play, but it doesn't matter if you don't go, he still wants Jiang Yu'an to hug him more than traveling.

But at times like this, you always have to give it a shot.Feng An turned to look at Jiang Yu'an, showing a sweaty smile: "Looking forward, where shall we go?"

Jiang Yu'an said: "It depends on where you want to go, you two can discuss it when Ning Ning comes back."

Jiang Weining came back three days later. When he heard that he was going out to play, he blurted out: "Of course I go to the beach in summer, otherwise I go skiing!"

Jiang Yu'an asked Feng An: "Do you want to go to the beach or go skiing?"

It doesn't matter to Feng An, anyway, he can't swim and ski, but there is a question: "Do you want to go abroad?"

Jiang Weining nodded: "Yes."

Feng An asked again: "Do you need a visa?"

Jiang Yu'an understood, and immediately decided: "Then don't go skiing, it's not easy for Feng An to get a Swiss visa."

If you go to the beach, you can choose many places, but considering the difficulty of obtaining a passport, the room is small.Jiang Weining rummaged through the phone for a long time, and suddenly asked, "By the way, does Zhang Xianyang's family have an island in Malaysia?"

Jiang Yu'an corrected him: "There is not an island, but a beach."

Jiang Weining sneered: "Only the beach? That Zhang Yu Ming was bragging about something in the group, I thought his father bought him the whole island."

He also said, "Isn't it easy to get a visa in Malaysia? Otherwise, why don't you tell Zhang Xianyang to borrow their beach?"

Jiang Yu'an nodded, and went to the balcony to make a phone call.

Feng An patted Jiang Weining's arm and asked him, "Who is Zhang Xianyang?"

Jiang Weining told him: "A friend of my eldest brother, he has a very good relationship. If you just talk about it, it's not troublesome, don't worry."

Jiang Yu'an came back after making the phone call: "Their family is on vacation in Malaysia now, and they said that we are welcome to come over at any time." He looked at Feng An: "Going?"

Feng An nodded: "Okay."

The three of them spent two days preparing luggage and visas, and made a direct flight to Malaysia on the morning of the third day.This is the first time for Feng An to go abroad, and it is also the first time to make an airplane, so he is extremely curious about everything.Jiang Weining is already used to it, and he doesn't want to disturb his sister-in-law's relationship, so he wears blindfolds and earmuffs to sleep when he gets on the plane.Everyone in the first-class cabin has a booth-like space, and the space is very large. After getting the flight attendant's permission, Feng An went to Jiang Yu'an's side to ask questions.Jiang Yu'an himself is not very clear, so he can only briefly introduce the line structure of the wing through the window. As for the type of engine, he has to use his mobile phone to search first to find out.

He remembered that Feng An easily dismantled the whole sweeping robot at home during the Chinese New Year. He felt that Feng An seemed to have a particularly strong interest in machinery, so he said, "Do you like these things? Then you can consider applying for machinery during the college entrance examination." kind of specialization."

Feng An asked back: "Does Hongtai need fresh graduates majoring in mechanical engineering?"

Jiang Yu'an looked at him, and his tone became serious: "You read for yourself, you can learn whatever you like, what does it have to do with Hongtai?"

Looking at his expression, Feng An felt that it was better for him to be honest at this time, so he bowed his head obediently and said "oh".

Jiang Yu'an calmed down a little, and said: "When you enter university in the future, you will reach a broader platform and see more and better companies. At that time, you will know that Hongtai is nothing special. People always want to Only when you climb high can you see far, so enriching yourself is the most important thing. Broaden your eyes, don’t be so narrow, you know?”

Feng An felt a little uncomfortable, and whispered to himself: "But that's different, Hongtai has Mr. Jiang..."

Jiang Yu'an was speechless for a moment, and the anxious feeling of nowhere to focus came again.If he was more ruthless, he could hold Feng An in his arms right now. Anyway, that was Feng An's life. What major did he study and what company did he join?Even he doesn't necessarily need to be responsible to Feng An to the end, maybe in another two years, Feng An himself will lose interest and leave voluntarily, but he has never lost anything.

But he knew that was not the case. Feng An was very important, and he was the one he tried his best to protect, so he was anxious and confused, not knowing what he should do right.Reject Feng An, or accept Feng An, it seems that either will cause harm to Feng An.

After getting off the plane, Jiang Weining noticed that something was wrong with the atmosphere, and asked Feng An quietly, "What's wrong with you two? Did you quarrel?"

Feng An shook his head and said in a low tone, "No, I made a mistake and made Mr. Jiang unhappy."

Jiang Weining glanced at Jiang Yu'an who was checking in at the front desk, and pressed Feng An's shoulder hard: "It's okay, I'll go find you when I pack up."

It was almost evening when they arrived at the hotel where they stayed. After receiving the room cards, the three of them went back to their rooms to store their luggage, and then had dinner together in the restaurant.Because Jiang Weining kept talking at the dinner table, the atmosphere was not so stiff, but after eating, Jiang Yu'an might have something on his mind, so he didn't stay longer, and went back to his room to rest.

Jiang Weining breathed a sigh of relief, called the waiter to order two glasses of juice, and asked Feng An, "What were you two talking about on the plane? How did you make it like this?"

Feng An was also very distressed, and relayed the conversations on the plane to Jiang Weining.

Jiang Weining was the only one who knew the inside story. After listening quietly, he felt speechless and didn't know who was at fault for a moment.

Feng An asked a little uneasy: "I've been circling around Mr. Jiang, did I make him impatient?"

Jiang Weining tapped the table with his fingers, but finally asked this question: "Feng An, if my brother has always had this attitude and refuses to accept you, do you think you can persist for a few more years?"

Confusion appeared in Feng An's eyes: "I don't know... If Mr. Jiang is really disgusted, I might... I won't bother him again in the future."

Jiang Weining's eyes widened: "You mean you want to give up?"

Feng An lowered his head and took a sip of the fruit juice, and said sadly: "Mr. Jiang doesn't like me, I keep pestering him, he will be very upset. I don't want to do this, so I won't pester him anymore. But I still I like him... I don't know when I will not like him..." He looked out of the French window, his eyes were a little red: "Actually, my contract with him expired last month, but he didn't let him I didn't mention the idea of ​​my leaving. I thought he liked me a little too, but looking at it now, I may have misunderstood."

Jiang Weining sighed: "You have not misunderstood, he just likes you."

Feng An was stunned for a moment, then turned back to look at him in a daze.

Jiang Weining said: "My brother refuses to accept it because he has concerns. He thinks you are too young, maybe he doesn't understand his own feelings. He is afraid that you will regret it in the future and he will delay you; he is also afraid that the two of you will be together in the future. Now, he is older than you, he will take a step ahead, and can't take care of you—in other words, it's also your problem, and there's no way to reassure him and give him a sense of security, you know?"

Feng An was stunned, almost in disbelief: "Did he tell you all this?"

Jiang Weining also took a breath in his heart, lifted the cup and poured down the juice: "The above are all said by him himself, and I analyzed the latter based on my professional knowledge, you can refer to it!"

Feng An blinked slowly: "Then what should I do?"

Jiang Weining shrugged his shoulders and made a helpless expression: "How do I know? This is you dating him. I can only tell you what the problem is, and I can't solve it for you." He added: "As Jiang Yuan's Brother, I hope you can find the answer as soon as possible and stop torturing my brother. But as your friend, I also advise you to think carefully about whether you want to spend your whole life with a middle-aged man in his 40s. It's really not a joke."

Feng An returned to the room in a daze, feeling really bewildered by Jiang Weining's series of words.This is not a math problem, there is no clear formula for him to apply, but he must solve the puzzle—if he wants to be with Jiang Yu'an.