Anan

Once the Spring Festival is over, the weather is really getting warmer.Jiang Yu'an's vacation is over, and the rhythm of work and commute has resumed.He never restrained Feng An, but Feng An was at home by himself, but he felt a bit like a prison.He has no business to do, and he doesn't want to go out and waste money, so life becomes difficult.

Recently, Jiang Yu'an clearly felt that Feng An was very attached to him, but Feng An himself didn't seem to have this awareness.

That night, Jiang Yu'an still had two proposals that he hadn't read, so he sat in the study after dinner.But just after turning on the computer, the door was pushed open.

Feng An held a mug in his hand, it was a cup of coffee.Putting the coffee in Jiang Yu'an's hand, he complained to Jiang Yu'an in a decent manner: "Today's TV show is so boring."

Jiang Yu'an glanced at him, didn't answer, just picked up the cup and took a sip.

Feng An walked to the front of the bookcase, looked at the glass window and asked, "Mr. Jiang, do you have any novels here?"

Jiang Yu'an knew that he didn't mean to interfere with his work, but just wanted to find an excuse to stay in the study, so he turned back and continued to read the documents, and replied calmly: "Yes, you can look for it yourself."

Feng An opened the bookcase and casually glanced at the full books.Most of Jiang Yu'an's bookcases are professional books on business management, and there are not many leisure books.He pressed his fingers slowly on the spine of the book, tiptoed slightly, and pulled out a translated novel from the top layer.

The novel has a vermilion hard cover, a rather thick book, leaving a lot of space on the shelf when it is pulled out, and the books next to it are naturally dumped.Feng An closed the glass of the bookcase and nestled down on the sofa to read the novel, but after reading it for a long time, he felt dizzy and dizzy.This novel is set in the [-]th century, and each character has a long list of names. He is not sensitive to foreign names, and within a few pages, he confuses the names of several people who have just appeared.

After reading a few more pages patiently, he finally lost interest completely, and quietly shifted his gaze from the book to Jiang Yu'an's back.

Jiang Yu'an was very focused when he was working, and didn't notice his peeping, so Feng An simply put the book down on his knees and read it with his chin openly.Jiang Yu'an is tall, with broad shoulders and long legs, and his back is straight when he sits. He looks like a very solemn and serious person, but he has a pair of long eyelashes - this is Feng An's new discovery, last night Jiang Yu'an Standing in front of the mirror in the bathroom to shave, with a white layer of shaving cream on his chin; Feng An had just finished eating a peach in the living room, and ran to the bathroom to wash his hands wet, when he looked up slightly, his eyes were blinded by the sight. The angle of the eyes is half down, and the eyelashes tremble with the breath, like a pair of small wings.

Feng An was simply surprised, because he hadn't noticed it before, and he didn't expect Jiang Yu'an's eyelashes to be quite long - he heard from the older generation that long eyelashes are a sign of affection, and people with long eyelashes always have good luck of.But Jiang Yu'an has a calm personality, speaks and acts in a serious manner, and doesn't look like a person who is full of love at all.

Feng An felt it was very strange, he rested his chin to secretly study Jiang Yu'an's long eyelashes, and couldn't help but think of what Irene said at the art exhibition that day.Eileen said that Jiang Yu'an had a few female companions before, but they were not considered girlfriends—that is, they only had sex and did not talk about feelings?It is impossible for a man to live to the age of 40 without having sex all the time. Although Feng An feels awkward, it is understandable. After all, as long as both parties are willing, no one else has anything to say.It's just that he doesn't understand why Jiang Yu'an only has female companions but not girlfriends?

Generally speaking, most people have already married when they are 40 years old.What's more, Jiang Yu'an's conditions are so good, there are so many girls who have a crush on him without any means at all, as long as he is willing, he can develop a relationship between you and me at any time.But why have you never been married?Is it really like Irene said, waiting for the right girl?

Feng An was thinking wildly, and unconsciously lost his mind, he didn't even realize that Jiang Yu'an had turned off the computer.

Jiang Yu'an turned off the computer screen, turned around and wanted to speak, but found that Feng An was staring at him in a daze, so he couldn't help feeling amused, and asked, "What's wrong? The novel isn't good?"

Feng An came back to his senses, subconsciously lowered his head and turned over a page, and then realized that his cover-up was too fake, but he wanted to cover it up, so he blushed and felt embarrassed.

Jiang Yu'an came over and leaned on the back of the sofa, smiled and leaned over to look at the book on his lap: "What are you reading?"

Feng An showed him the cover.

Jiang Yu'an touched the cover: "I bought this when I was in college, don't you like it?"

There was only a sofa back between them. When Jiang Yu'an bent over, he was very close to Feng An, with one hand on the book, as if hugging him from behind, and talking into his ear.

Feng An's heart was pounding, and he whispered, "I like it."

Jiang Yu'an chuckled lightly, instead of pointing out his wrong words, she straightened up and rubbed the top of his hair: "I think it's too boring for you to be alone at home."

Feng An touched his ear, but did not deny it.

Jiang Yu'an asked: "Do you want to go back to school?"

Feng An froze for a moment, then turned to look at him.

Jiang Yu'an put his hands in his pockets, with a sincere attitude, and suggested to him: "I think at your current age, it's better to continue studying."

Feng An pursed his lips: "But if I go to school... I don't have enough money."

Jiang Yu'an said: "I can lend it to you first, and then return it to me after you graduate and work."

Feng An turned his face back, bowed his head and flipped through two pages of the book, without speaking for a while.

Jiang Yu'an looked calm, Feng An didn't speak, and asked again: "Or do you have any other ideas? You can tell me about it."

Feng An pressed the page of the book, and slowly opened his mouth: "If I borrow this money, I don't know if I can pay it back." He said, "My father was only sentenced to one and a half years in prison, and he came out later. , I must still have a lot of money to spend, and I am not even sure whether I can finish my studies safely... If the creditor finds me, I can’t continue to stay in school. It's all in vain."

Listening to his words, Jiang Yu'an's face gradually became serious: "Your biggest problem is actually not money, but your father."

Feng An nodded and said with a wry smile: "Yes, he is my father, so I have to support him. There is no way."

Jiang Yu'an was silent, it was true, Feng Jiaguang's problem was not easy to solve.After all, they were blood relatives, so even if he wanted to do something, he couldn't take too strong measures.

"Don't think about things too pessimistically." He could only temporarily comfort Feng An: "Your father has learned a lesson this time, and he should restrain himself when he comes out...and you have done enough for him." He said Pressing Feng An's shoulder: "You can think about this matter more, as long as you want to continue studying, I will definitely support you here."

Feng An took a deep look at him, and suddenly asked: "Mr. Jiang, is it because of the contract that you want me to study so much?"

Jiang Yu'an was stunned for a moment, and there was a strange flash in his eyes, but soon his expression returned to normal, and he replied with a smile: "You are a very good boy, and you deserve a better life. Regardless of whether there is a contract between us, I will I hope you can continue to complete your studies."

After hearing his words, Feng An suddenly summoned up a burst of courage, and couldn't help but said: "Then wait for the contract to be concluded..."

He couldn't finish his sentence because Jiang Yu'an's cell phone on the table suddenly rang.Jiang Yu'an turned around and went to answer the phone. Feng An looked at him, not knowing what was said on the other end of the phone, but Jiang Yu'an frowned faintly.

"Well, I see." Jiang Yu'an responded briefly twice, then covered the phone and took the time to say to Feng An: "Go to rest early, I still have something to do here."

Feng An was a little disappointed, but nodded obediently.

Something might have happened to Jiang Yu'an at work. That night, before Feng An went back to his room to sleep, he saw light coming from under the door of the study.The next morning Jiang Yu'an also got up earlier than usual, hurriedly ate breakfast and went out.

As soon as Jiang Yu'an left, Feng An fell back into that very boring and lazy state.He put away the dishes and chopsticks on the table into the dishwashing cabinet, then stood there for a while, and walked slowly to the study.

The novel I just read yesterday was still on the sofa. Feng An picked it up and spread it on his lap to continue reading.Jiang Yu'an said that he bought this book when he was in college, and it must be a story that Jiang Yu'an was interested in, so although Feng An felt dizzy about the content, he still wanted to read it again, and wanted to see what Jiang Yu'an's favorite novels were about. .

But after all, it is difficult to read. Maybe he has too many distracting thoughts in his head. When people are restless, it is always difficult to get into the book.He missed Jiang Yu'an more than exploring the content of this novel.

It was difficult for him to explain what was going on, it was obvious that Jiang Yu'an had only left for a while, but he had already started to miss him.

He likes Jiang Yu'an talking to him, likes staying beside Jiang Yu'an, as long as Jiang Yu'an is by his side, even if he doesn't do anything, he still feels peaceful; he also wants Jiang Yu'an to be able to hug him... He likes Jiang Yu'an's gentle movements to touch his hair , touching his face with his slender fingers.

Feng An's heart was full of Jiang Yu'an, his cheeks became hot thinking about it, he bowed and buried his head in the arm of the sofa.He felt a little ashamed, because he still felt very uncomfortable when Jiang Yu'an met him at first, but now he actually began to look forward to this kind of intimate physical contact.

Feng An was curled up on the sofa with the novel in his hands, reading two pages of the book, thinking about Jiang Yu'an for a long time, his heart beat faster and slower, as if some small animal was colliding in it.It wasn't until the sun was high and my stomach growled that this strange feeling abated a little.

It's time for lunch, he thought, stretching his legs and putting on his slippers, trying to put the book back on the shelf.When he was picking up the books yesterday, several books were crowded and fell down. He tidied his feet for a while, trying to make room again.However, after touching it, he suddenly found something special, which was soft to the touch, like a cloth storage bag.

The storage bag is small in size, square and square, it is not noticeable in a pile of books, but how can there be a storage bag mixed in the books?Curious, Feng An inserted the book in and pulled out the storage bag. After unzipping it, he saw a stack of CDs inside.There are about 20 CDs, each of which is stored in a thin transparent plastic case.Feng An took out a disc and looked at it, and found that this CD should not be sold on the market, there is no colorful advertising paper, and on the clean CD disc, there is only a row of small characters written on the front with a marker pen: "Ning Ning 2009.10.1 .[-]".

He flipped through the other discs and found that each disc was like this, except that there was a row of small characters on the disc body, all of which were a name named Ning Ning and a string of dates.

He became more and more curious, took the box of things and went to the living room, took out one of them and stuffed it into the CD player, and then pressed the play button.The machine started to run and was left on the air for a few seconds, and then a melodious and clear violin music came out from the combination speakers at both ends of the wall.Feng An sat cross-legged on the ground and listened quietly, and found that this song should be recorded privately, the sound effect is obviously not as good as those commercial CDs, and besides the piano music, there are also indistinct human voices mixed in, like those concerts on music software Live is the same.

Feng An kept listening to the end, but couldn't hear any more content, so he replaced the rest of the discs, only to find that all of them were violin music recorded on the spot without exception.

Feng An admits that these songs are very pleasant to listen to, but pure music without lyrics will only make people drowsy after listening too much.He took the CD out of the machine, put it back into the plastic case, and sat on the ground in a daze with a hungry stomach, thinking that whoever made the song, Jiang Yu'an made a special trip to the scene to record it, and carefully sorted it out Get up and hide on the bookshelf.

The dates on the CD are seven years apart from far to near.

This Ningning should be a very important person to Jiang Yu'an.

Jiang Yu'an didn't have any social gatherings today, and he arrived home on time at [-]:[-] in the evening, and he was in a good mood when he came back, as if all the problems in the company had been resolved.

But Feng An's mood was not very good, he was hiding things in his heart, and often lost his mind while eating.

Jiang Yu'an noticed it, and gave him a fish with chopsticks, and asked, "What's the matter? Are you worried?"

Feng An quickly shook his head, stuffed the piece of fish into his mouth, and ate it, denying it flatly: "No, I was sleepy after four o'clock, and I took a nap, and I still haven't recovered."

Jiang Yu'an glanced at him disapprovingly: "Take a nap at four o'clock? Can you still sleep that night?"

Feng An chewed the rice, and replied indifferently: "It's okay if you can't sleep, you can sleep during the day."

"Your schedule is too chaotic." Jiang Yu'an said.

Feng An suddenly felt aggrieved, poked the bowl and said, "You went to work, I'm home alone and I have nothing to do, can't I sleep?"

Jiang Yu'an smiled and said, "Then I'll put you in the nursery and let you play with the children, okay?"

Feng An looked at him angrily.

Jiang Yu'an changed his words: "I'll enroll you in a cram school, you can go to class."

Feng An froze for a moment, then shook his head and said, "I have to think about studying again."

Jiang Yu'an knew the scruples in his heart, hummed, and didn't force him.But it would be a waste of time for Feng An to stay at home like this, and it would be bad for his health.He thought for a while and said, "You go to the company with me tomorrow, and I'll do something for you."

"Me?" Feng An asked in surprise, "What can I do?"

"Start with the simple ones." Jiang Yu'an said calmly, "Aren't you my assistant? Then come to work in the company. Learn something, and you can look better on your resume in the future."

The brilliance in Feng An's eyes flickered - he didn't care about whether his resume was pretty, but the thought of being able to be with Jiang Yu'an all day made him feel refreshed from head to toe.But after thinking about it again, he had some scruples and asked hesitantly, "But I'm here to cooperate with you in the experiment. If I go to work, will it affect the contract?"

Jiang Yu'an looked calm: "It won't affect, I don't plan to have children anymore."

"No more..." Feng An looked at him with wide eyes, shocked: "Why?"

The matter of the child was originally a secret in Jiang Yu'an's heart, he had no intention of revealing it to Feng An, so he didn't explain it, just smiled: "There is no reason, I just don't want it anymore."

Feng An really suffered from insomnia this time. Within a day, he had two more things on his mind.In addition to the identity of the mysterious person "Ning Ning", he also wondered why Jiang Yu'an suddenly didn't want a child anymore.

If it wasn't because of the child, Jiang Yu'an would not have paid attention to him back then, and would not have signed the contract with him.In other words, the reason why he was able to stay with Jiang Yu'an was all because of this "parenting plan".Now that the plan has been cancelled, he has lost the legitimate reason to stay here, but judging from Jiang Yu'an's intentions, it seems that he has no intention of letting him leave early—why is that?Is it because the contract was signed in black and white?Or is it because in Jiang Yu'an's heart, he is actually willing to let himself stay?

Feng An couldn't figure out Jiang Yu'an's thoughts, his head was in a mess.