i think i still love you

Everything you eat is eaten by this brat. "Gu Yifei smiled and two tears fell on Xiao Yifan's face, and Gu Yi hurriedly wiped off the corner of his quilt.

"Xiao Gu, do everything..." Ma Ning pushed the door open and came in, seeing Gu Yifei buried his face in Xiao Yifan's quilt, he didn't know whether to exit silently or continue talking.

Gu Yifei hurriedly raised his head when he heard the voice, wiped his tears away from Ma Ning, coughed twice, his nose was still grumbling, stood up and called "Uncle Ma"

"En" Ma Ning walked into the ward, put the payment form and everything in a transparent ziplock bag and handed it to Gu Yifei, and then said, "It's all done, and there are all kinds of ID cards, medical cards and so on. You can collect them." Better not lose it."

Gu Yifei took it and nodded, "Thank you, Uncle Ma, you have been busy at work during the day, go back and rest, I can do it by myself."

Ma Ning turned around and looked at Xiao Yifan on the bed and said, "It's okay, I'll stay with you, you don't have much experience, and Lao Xiao won't be at ease when I go back."

No experience?Why did Gu Yifei think that what Ma Ning said was weird? Gu Yifei didn't care about these words anymore. He still felt that it was not particularly appropriate for Ma Ning to accompany the nightclub. Besides, he was not a young man, and he worked all day during the day.

"Uncle Ma, you should go back. I have done my homework in advance. I don't think Yifan will wake up tonight. I can handle it alone, little guy."

After hearing this, Ma Ning didn't answer him, but instead said, "Get a basin of hot water for Yifan to wipe, it will refresh you."

Gu Yifei's mind was a little muddled at the moment and he didn't know what to say, so he let out a silly "oh", took the basin from under the bed and went into the bathroom.

Gu Yifei threw a hot towel to wipe Xiao Yifan's face and warmed his hands. Gu Yifei stared at the bloodstains on his thighs and couldn't help but sighed deeply.

Ma Ning put down the quilt and covered it, patted Gu Yifei on the shoulder and said with a smile, "Treasure it."

Gu Yifei lowered his head and nodded heavily.

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The people on the big bed fell asleep peacefully, and the people on the small bed also slept quietly and motionless, causing Gu Yifei to sniff on the big bed for a while and then run to the small bed to sniff.

Ma Ning sneered, and Gu Yifei smiled embarrassedly.

"Isn't this feeling particularly wonderful?" Ma Ning asked.

Gu Yifei nodded, "I think life is amazing."

"Yes, he will grow up little by little. Watching a little guy who looks a lot like him learn to speak, walk, and then start a family, it's like following him along the road you walked. "Ma Ning looked at Gu Yifei and said with a smile.

Gu Yifei always felt that something was weird, Ma Ning seemed like someone from here, but he was obviously...

Gu Yifei tentatively gossiped, "Have you never thought about adopting a child before?"

Ma Jing was silent.

Gu Yifei changed the topic in a timely manner, smiled and continued the previous paragraph, "Yes, it's amazing, look at my finger." Gu Yifei pointed to the little finger of his left hand. This little finger is very short and has a strange proportion to other fingers. Continue Said, "My fingers are born small, and the little finger on Xiao Shitou's left hand is exactly the same as mine. When I saw it abroad, I knew it was my son hehehehe."

"Hey...but it's not a good thing. Yifan wanted Xiao Shitou to learn the piano, but because of this finger, the piano teacher persuaded him to come back on the first day." Gu Yifei stared at his hand and muttered Said.

Ma Ning held Xiao Yifan's hand and remained silent.

This atmosphere was quite awkward, Gu Yifei swiped his phone for a while, pretending to take a nap on his stomach.

Unexpectedly, he fell asleep during this nap. He vaguely heard the sound of the child groaning, stood up abruptly, turned around and found that the little guy was no longer on the bed, and looked up to see Ma Ning sitting on the sofa with his arms in his arms. Looking at the little guy, Ma Ning held a baby bottle with only one basal milk left in his hand, and the little guy kicked and kicked and was still uncomfortable.

Gu Yifei snorted and cleared his face, took the baby from Ma Ning's hand and said, "Is he drinking milk?"

"Well, after drinking 15ml, you can't feed too much in the first meal, he will spit up milk." Ma Ning put the bottle cap back on the bottle and said.

The little guy had dark eyes and kicked his legs, and he couldn't look away when he saw Gu Yifei.

"Can you burp?" Ma Ning asked.

"Oh, yes, yes, I've learned." Gu Yifei wanted to put the little guy up on his shoulders, but the newborn baby was as soft as a glutinous rice ball, and Gu Yifei didn't dare to use force. no success.

"You do this, hold his neck and head... This hand supports his butt... and then..." Ma Ning guided his movements step by step until they were completed.

"Uncle Ma, you are quite experienced in raising children, aren't you?" Gu Yifei said with a smile as he put the sleeping little guy back into the crib.

"Only the theoretical knowledge is left, and the practice has been forgotten." Ma Ning blurted out, and after he realized something, his expression froze for a moment and then smiled again.

"You mean...?" Gu Yifei said unsurely.

Ma Ning rubbed his hands in a trance, and said softly, "I have a daughter, and I will raise her until she is 7 years old."

Gu Yifei had never heard Xiao Yifan mention that Ma Ning had a daughter, so he was shocked when he heard it, and asked instinctively, "Have you ever been married?"

Manning nodded.

Aren't you born to be...?

"I didn't understand when I got married. I thought men could only be with women." Ma Ning smiled mockingly when he talked about this.

"Oh~ Haven't seen your daughter yet?" Gu Yifei said politely.

"When she was seven years old, she was taken abroad by her mother, and I never saw her again." The joints in Ma Ning's hands tightened.

"Ah? Why? Why did you give it to her? You took it for 7 years, and the law will award it to you." Gu Yifei was a little surprised and felt sorry for him.

Ma Ning's eyes were red, but he still smiled. He didn't answer quickly, as if he was organizing his words, but also seemed to be calming down his emotions. He said in a low voice, "A girl who follows me as a homosexual will be laughed at. She Mom is a diplomat, she will have another dad, a good family, she shouldn't have to live with me and be ridiculed."

Gu Yifei felt like a sharp knife in his heart.

"She is 25 years old this year, and she will have her 25th birthday on the sixth day of this month." Ma Ning seemed to be muttering to himself.

Gu Yifei covered Ma Ning's wrist to comfort him, "When did you know that you... like men?"

"When my daughter was 3 years old, I fell in love with my daughter's kindergarten principal..."

"..." Gu Yifei didn't know what to say anymore.

"You miss her very much, don't you?" Gu Yifei regretted it after finishing speaking. Didn't he ask the question knowingly?

"I think, when I picked up Xiaoshitou tonight, Teacher Xiaoshitou said that he would sew name stickers on Xiaoshitou's mat. I remembered that I used wool to hook a small schoolbag with her name on it for my daughter. Hehe, At that time, many mothers asked me to teach how to hook..." Ma Ning bowed his head and smiled embarrassedly.

Gu Yifei sighed for a long time, and didn't dare to say any more. He quite understood that when something irreparable happened, the good memories before would turn into sharp knives. The tip of the knife is quenching a layer of blood on your heart.

"Uncle Ma, I'm going to smoke a cigarette." Gu Yifei gave up a space for Ma Ning.

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"It hurts..." Xiao Yifan's first feeling after waking up.

The ward was like a vegetable market, the small bed was surrounded by two layers of angels in white clothes, and Gu Yifei was squeezed onto Xiao Yifan's bed.

Xiao Yifan continued to close his eyes without opening his eyes, when he heard Yuan Ya's voice, "You weird aunts, go away! My godson is surrounded by no fresh air."

"My god, these eyebrows and eyes are carved out of Dr. Xiao's mold."

"Blow it on you! Can you see exactly the same on the second day after birth?"

"Anyway, it's like, if you don't believe me, let's go and see!"

"Hey! Has the house been inspected? Has the class been handed in? Have you completed the medical records?" Senior Brother Liang came in with a stern voice.

"Director Liang"

"director"

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"Go, go, do what you should do..." Brother Liang drove a group of people out.

"Didn't tell you?"

"I...I'm different from them!" Yuan Ya said unconvinced.

"What's the difference?" Brother Liang kicked Yuan Ya out as well.

Turning around, he immediately changed his face, lovingly pinched the face on the little bed, and asked Gu Yifei, "Is Yifan still awake?"

Before Gu Yifei could speak, Xiao Yifan who was lying on the bed said hoarsely, "I've been awake for a while."

Gu Yifei bounced off the bed, "When did you wake up, why didn't you speak?"

"Give me the saliva first." I haven't had any water or rice for more than ten hours, and I sweat so much, my body is already dry and almost exhausted. When I talk, I feel that I don't even secrete much saliva.

Gu Yifei mixed warm water for him and fed it to his mouth with a straw. Xiao Yifan frowned as the warm water pierced his throat.

Brother Liang lifted up the quilt on his lower body without any scruples, Xiao Yifan instinctively wanted to hide, but the wound was touched by a movement, he choked on the pain, coughed violently, coughed and vibrated, his stomach hurt, his five senses were wrenched in pain together.

"Why are you so excited? It looks like I haven't seen it before. I sewed it." Brother Liang said jokingly as he put down the quilt.

Xiao Yifan, who came back slowly, coughed so hard that his voice cracked, "You guys pressed too hard yesterday, your stomach hurts."

Brother Liang took off the quilt and lifted his shirt up. Gu Yifei didn't see it when he was wiping his body yesterday, but today he saw a bruise the size of a bowl spreading out from his belly.

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