i think i still love you

Nodding, "It's much better after vomiting. Is the operation going well?"

"It's going well, what's the matter with you?" Mr. Zhang didn't use a blaming tone.

Xiao Yifan lowered his head apologetically and said, "I'm sorry, Teacher, I've embarrassed you. I really can't help it. Maybe I haven't digested well these days. I can't suppress that smell."

"As a doctor, the first and most important thing is to protect your body. If you don't pay attention to your own body, you don't pay attention to the patient. When you go home after eating, when you get better, when you come back to work." Mr. Zhang said The rice in the insulated box was placed on his table.

Xiao Yifan was a little moved, nodded, and opened the lunch box obediently, "Teacher, this is the rice that Xiao Yang made for you. I ate your rice. What do you eat?"

"I'll take a rest for a while, and then I'll stroll to the cafeteria to make a stir-fry." Mr. Zhang took a glass of water and leaned back on the chair with his eyes closed.

"Ouch..." The sound of vomiting interrupted Mr. Zhang's fugue. He opened his eyes and saw Xiao Yifan retching while holding the trash can again, his body arched. Mr. Zhang hurried over to pat him on the back. Handed him a glass of water.Seeing that he had recovered, he opened his mouth and asked him, "Is it better, what did you eat yesterday?"

Xiao Yifan vomited with water in his eyes, sniffed his nose and said, "My stomach twitches a bit."

"Don't go back, just go to the gastroenterology department for me..." Mr. Zhang said seriously, frowning.

Xiao Yifan nodded obediently, it hadn't been a day or two, and he himself was a little nervous, and his legs felt a little weak when he stood up without eating.

"Drink some water, and then go slowly." Mr. Zhang looked at him and said again.

Xiao Yifan sat down again, closed his eyes to rest, and soon heard the sound of gurgling, and opened his eyes to see Mr. Zhang took a bottle of glucose and poured it into his cup.

"Come on, have a drink to replenish your energy." Mr. Zhang handed over the cup.

"Thank you teacher." Xiao Yifan took it and drank a few swigs.

"Can you persevere? Do you want someone to accompany you?" Mr. Zhang asked.

"It's okay, it's not that serious, I'll go by myself." He said and stood up.

Mr. Zhang saw that he could still stand still, so he didn't call for anyone.

Xiao Yifan cleaned up the table, greeted Mr. Zhang and walked out...

"Wait." Zhang Lao stopped Xiao Yifan who had just left the house.

"What's wrong, teacher?" Xiao Yifan turned back.

"Close the door first." Mr. Zhang stood up.

Xiao Yifan closed the door because he didn't understand, Zhang Lao walked over, hesitated for a moment and asked him, "You...have you had sex recently?"

Xiao Yifan choked for a moment, but didn't realize what the intention of Old Zhang's question was, and replied with some embarrassment, "Yes... yes, what's wrong, teacher?"

Old Zhang frowned, as if to say, "Is this kid stupid? You have to explain more clearly."

"Is there any way?" Elder Zhang deliberately tilted his head, not looking directly at him.

Only then did Xiao Yifan suddenly understand what the teacher meant, and he was speechless for a while, not knowing whether he should say yes or not.

"A few months ago...it shouldn't be...no way."

Mr. Zhang didn't say anything, just gave him a blank look.

Xiao Yifan moved out of the office in a panic. After struggling for a long time, he went to the pharmacy to get a test strip. While waiting for the result, he recalled his symptoms in the past few days. I didn't expect that one was because I was busy and didn't take it seriously, and the other was that I really didn't think about it at all.

Xiao Yifan watched the liquid go up gradually along the test paper, one red line... two red lines.After being confirmed, Xiao Yifan leaned against the door weakly, and the first thought that rushed into his brain was "how should I explain to Gu Yifei."

Throwing the test strip into the trash can, Xiao Yifan went back with his head drooping.Pushing open the door of the office, Mr. Zhang knew what was going on when he saw him.

"Teacher" Xiao Yifan is like a pupil who has made a mistake.

Mr. Zhang sighed, and said as he walked, "I have been a doctor for nothing for a few years, and I don't have this professional sensitivity." He walked up to Xiao Yifan and gave him a look.

"Aren't you leaving yet?" Mr. Zhang called out to him.

"Where are you going?" Xiao Yifan asked.

"Where else can I go? I'll get you a B-ultrasound." Mr. Zhang opened the door and left first.

Xiao Yifan was afraid that the people in the department would suspect him, so he went in and locked the door with a guilty conscience.

Although it is not the first time to have a B-ultrasound, but lying here like this is still a bit twisted. He lifted his shirt and applied coupling agent. There was no expression on Zhang Lao's face. Xiao Yifan couldn't help but glance at it from the corner of his eye. looking at computer screen.

"Look for yourself." Mr. Zhang turned the screen around, and Xiao Yifan saw an obvious black spot on the black and white screen.

The moment Xiao Yifan saw it, his nose felt sore. It was a little life he and Gu Yifei jointly created, with his and Gu Yifei's blood flowing.

"Wait, teacher, let me watch it for a while." Xiao Yifan grabbed the probe that Mr. Zhang was about to take away.

Mr. Zhang laughed again when he saw his little boy, and said, "I am still a child, and I want to have a child."

"Teacher, the implantation position is better than I imagined." Xiao Yifan analyzed while watching.

"Well, the position is quite high, at least it didn't affect your pelvis too much in the early stage." Zhang Lao said.

"Well, it seems quite smart..." Xiao Yifan nodded.

"Cut... have you seen enough?" Mr. Zhang asked.

"Hey, enough is enough." Xiao Yifan smiled and handed the probe to Mr. Zhang.

……

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Mr. Zhang didn't let him go home immediately, but found an empty bed and gave him a glucose injection.

Xiao Yifan was half lying on the bed, found Gu Yifei with his mobile phone, and sent a message.

"When will you come back from your business trip?"

After a long time, everyone waiting for Xiao Yifan had fallen asleep before the phone rang.

Xiao Yifan immediately woke up and picked up the phone.

"It may take two or three days, what's the matter?"

"I have something to discuss with you"

The news just passed and the phone came.

"Hello? What's the matter?" Gu Yifei spoke under his throat.

"Are you in a meeting?" Xiao Yifan also suppressed his throat self-consciously.

"No, it's not very convenient to talk, what do you want to discuss?" Gu Yifei said with a slightly looser voice.

"Well...then go ahead and talk to you when you get back. It's not easy to talk on the phone." Xiao Yifan touched his still flat stomach carefully.

"Is it important?" Gu Yifei asked.

Xiao Yifan thought about it for a while, and he couldn't wait to tell him, but he wasn't sure what Gu Yifei's attitude would be. It was better to say it back then, so he said, "It's okay, you won't delay when you come back from work."

"Oh, well, I'll be back as soon as possible, I'll hang up first."

"Well, okay." Xiao Yifan was a little unhappy, feeling like the joy of getting 100 points in the test was not shared.

Xiao Yifan pouted and had an idea, took a picture of the hand being injected, sent it to Moments, added a crying emoji, and fell asleep contentedly.

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"Brother, whose phone is it?"

"No one, the client."

"Oh, the customer also needs to connect outside the house."

"I'm afraid that you will disturb your painting, uh...Chen Hai, I have something to discuss with you, can we go back tomorrow?"

"Hmph~ You promised to accompany me to sketch for a week, but now you go back on it."

"I... I really have something to do."

"Then you go, I won't go, heh~ It's best to feed the wolf at night to accompany my brother, he is not alone anymore."

"Xiao Hai, what nonsense are you talking about?"

"I'm not talking nonsense, you just want us to die now, so as not to delay you."

"Enough! Talk nonsense and I'm leaving now!"

(25)

Gu Yifei was washing up on the water pipe in the yard when the sky was just turning pale. Xu Chenxing's mother opened the curtain and came out and asked concerned, "Are you going to leave now? Let's go after breakfast."

Gu Yi flew to another room to take a look, wiped his wet hair with a towel, and said in a low voice, "I can still catch up with work when I go back in the morning."

"I've really troubled you for the past few days, Xiao Hai is too capricious." Mother Xu lowered her head apologetically.

"Don't be so polite to me. The third year of high school may be stressful. Don't rush him. Anyway, he plans to take art. It doesn't matter if he has a lower score in culture. This kid is careful." Gu Yifei handed over the towel in his hand Tell Mother Xu.

"Xiaofei, next time he calls you, just ignore him, listen to him...you talked about it...you should have your life now." Mother Xu said while folding the towel in her hand into a a small square.

Gu Yifei was silent for a while, without denying it, he raised his hand and put it on Mama Xu's shoulder and said, "Auntie, I originally called you motherfucker because you didn't like it, so I stopped calling you, but Chen Xing can't respect the filial piety. Respect him, and it will be the same in the future, no one can take away this filial piety."

Mother Xu's eyes were a little red.

Gu Yifei raised his hand to check the time, took off the coat hanging on the clothesline and said, "I have to go, take care of yourself, I won't say goodbye to Chen Hai."

"Be careful on the road." Mother Xu sent him to the gate and waved goodbye to him.

……

Gu Yifei drove back to X City at a speed of 120 on the expressway. According to the normal calculation of the hospital schedule, Xiao Yifan should be on the night shift last night. He had to rush to the hospital before he got off work, hoping to reduce his guilt a little.

He saw the circle of friends that day not long after he hung up the phone, but he didn't dare to ask, because if he asked, he would definitely not be able to come back, so he simply gritted his teeth and pretended to be blind, but he was still terribly worried. As soon as he came out of the mountains, he was ready to go back. When it was dark and raining, Mother Xu insisted on not letting him go back, so he had to stay for another night.

At 8:10, the car finally moved to the hospital in the crowded morning rush hour, got off and bought a pancake fruit, thinking that Xiao Yifan probably would