i think i still love you

Yes, what you think is right, I can't forget him, how can I forget him, he is the scar on my heart, tell me, how can I forget him. " Gu Yifei said a little excitedly, he probably felt it himself, and turned around to adjust his emotions.

Hearing these words, Xiao Yifan felt as if he had fallen into a freezer, his whole body was radiating air-conditioning, he closed his eyes hopelessly, and leaned against the head of the bed, as if he had been sentenced that year.

"But I have never regarded you as his substitute. You are so unlike him. I have been avoiding you before. I realized my affection for you. I feel that I am in love with you. I am sorry for him ethically. But I still can't help being with you. I just want to live my life peacefully like this. I don't know why you do this, but just now I heard about the implant surgery and thought of your high fever last night At that time, in my heart... I have never been so cowardly."

Xiao Yifan was very surprised to hear this, and opened his eyes to see Gu Yifei's red eye sockets and clenched fists.

"Yifei" Xiao Yifan called softly.

Gu Yifei raised his hands to cover his face and rubbed his eyes. His eyelashes were wet and sticky into strands. He relaxed his hands and stuffed them into the pockets of his windbreaker. He paused for a moment and said, "I'm sorry for you, I can't make you trust me." I shouldn't be with you, maybe I thought too simple before, I just had a dream at the time, and you just pretended to be..." Gu Yifei couldn't go on talking, and turned around to escape.

"Yifei, don't, Gu Yifei." Xiao Yifan pulled Gu Yifei's clothes, Gu Yifei walked away in a hurry, without stopping, almost pulled Xiao Yifan off the bed.

Gu Yifei immediately turned around to support him, Xiao Yifan knelt on the bed, his eyes were full of tears, he couldn't wait to say, "I don't want it, I trust you, I just want us to be like ordinary people in the future, I'm an orphan, I want a child, but I don't tell you because I'm afraid you will think that I'm playing tricks to take his place in your heart. I won't tell you, one day you want a child, I can give it to you. "

Gu Yifei tried his best to suppress his emotions, hugged Xiao Yifan tightly in his arms, and gently pinched him with his hands, saying in a slightly trembling voice, "Do you think your brain was squeezed by the door? Why are you so stupid? You If there is any accident, how can you make me feel at ease for the rest of my life?"

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Xiao Yifan leaned over Gu Yifei's shoulder, apologizing unceasingly, tears were quickly absorbed by the thick wool texture, forming a small piece of dark color.

In the end, Xiao Yifan was not discharged from the hospital. After staying in the hospital for 7 days, he was coerced by Gu Yifei to take a few days off.The colleagues in the hospital, including Mr. Zhang, also knew about the relationship between the two. Mr. Zhang scolded Xiao Yifan all afternoon after he knew that Xiao Yifan had undergone the operation without telling him.

Another film was taken before he was discharged from the hospital. Mr. Zhang held the film with an unhappy expression on his face.

"Teacher~~ I know what you're going to say, I knew it before I did it." Xiao Yifan stood beside Professor Zhang's desk with his head bowed like a child who made a mistake.

"Knowing that you still do it, nonsense, I can't guarantee you whether your pelvic condition will affect the development of the fetus in the future." Zhang Lao threw the film on the table, "You haven't suffered trauma, have you?"

"No, I have congenital heart disease. I often have to take medicine for a few days after the operation, and my bones lose calcium, so some of them are not well developed. But I also did my homework before the operation, and this can be corrected." Xiao Yifan answered frankly.

Mr. Zhang sighed, "Anyway, you have to be prepared to get stabbed in vain. Your conditions are really not optimistic."

Xiao Yifan nodded, "Well, I know, I'll just buy a lottery ticket."

"Go home and rest for a while, don't carry heavy things, don't..." Mr. Zhang told him like he usually told patients.

After taking the discharge form, Xiao Yifan returned to the ward, and Gu Yifei had already packed his things.

"You must not let me go. If I go, I will be home by now. What did your teacher tell you?" Gu Yifei asked.

"It's nothing, just let me have a good rest." Xiao Yifan put on his coat and wrapped around his neck a grandpa's scarf that Gu Yifei bought for her.

Wei Hao took a look in the mirror, but still couldn't help complaining about "terrible aesthetics of straight men".

"Tsk... haven't you explained it already, they are all of this type, and this one is the best one." Gu Yifei argued unconvinced.

"Okay, okay, it looks good as you say." Xiao Yifan compromised.

After going downstairs, Gu Yifei went to drive. Gu Yifei told him in advance that the company had provided him with a car. Xiao Yifan didn't care too much about Gu Yifei's work situation, so he said "the company is quite generous" and passed .

Xiao Yifan was waiting for him at the entrance of the hospital. A dark green car stopped and honked at him. Xiao Yifan looked left and right, and he was the only one standing here. The car window was rolled down, revealing Gu Yifei's face Xiao Yifan said, "Come up."

Xiao Yifan pulled down the scarf that covered half of his face, and walked to the front of the car to have a look in disbelief.

"Everyone is honking their horns from behind." Gu Yifei stuck his head out and said to Xiao Yifan.

Xiao Yifan got into the car, stared at the sign in the middle of the steering wheel again, and asked uncertainly, "Is this... a Land Rover?"

Gu Yifei raised the car window and gave a low "En".

Although Xiao Yifan didn't know much about cars, he had heard of the brand. There were no cheap cars of this brand. Xiao Yifan frowned and looked out the window without saying a word.

Seeing that Xiao Yifan hadn't spoken yet, Gu Yifei took the initiative to say, "It's true that the car is provided by the company. There is no dirty money."

Xiao Yifan felt a little more at ease when he heard what he said, but he still asked suspiciously, "What great contribution have you made to allow you to be equipped with a Land Rover within half a year after joining the company?"

Gu Yifei organized the language, the matter was complicated, and finally picked the key points and said, "I own shares in this company. I am now participating in the management. I have had it before, but I have never wanted to get involved. This time it is a last resort, but the money It's clean."

Xiao Yifan didn't believe it completely, but he was afraid that if he asked more deeply, Gu Yifei would not say anything, and instead, the two of them would be unhappy. Since Gu Yifei said that the money was clean, Xiao Yifan would not interfere.

(22)

Among the scattered corpses, Xiao Yifan was looking for someone in a panic. There were several fully armed doctors in isolation suits shuttling back and forth among several tents. As if the water was about to evaporate, the air was filled with a pungent, disgusting smell of corruption.Xiao Yifan's eyes became more and more blurred, he kept rubbing his eyes to see clearly.

"Xiaofan" "Xiaofan" "Xiaofan" voices came from all directions.

"Uncle Xiaodong, Uncle Xiaodong" Xiao Yifan spun on the spot looking for the source of the sound.

Suddenly, a white coat appeared in front of my eyes, and then slowly fell down.

"Uncle Dong, no!"

Xiao Yifan's body shook and he woke up.He stared at the ceiling in shock and waited for his brain to turn on. After his brain was completely awake, he let out a long breath. It was all a dream.

Xiao Yifan wiped the fine sweat from his forehead with the back of his hand, and reached out to touch the water on the cabinet.

"No, the blanket I put on before going to bed, why is there an extra quilt." Xiao Yifan tugged at the quilt on his body, and understood why he had the dream just now, a winter quilt, it's already summer.

Xiao Yifan heard movement outside, Gu Yifei should have come back, and Gu Yifei must have covered the quilt, "There must be a hole in your brain." Xiao Yifan pushed the quilt aside and gulped down a glass of water.

Xiao Yifan felt that it was not very satisfying, so he took the cup to pour water, walked to the living room, and heard Gu Yifei talking to someone in the study, probably on the phone.Xiao Yifan didn't bother, went straight to the kitchen to pour water, and sipped while walking.

Gu Yifei's home is a two-room house, the two rooms face each other, and the other room is usually used as a study, and Xiao Hei is also in it.The door was not soundproof, so Xiao Yifan heard Gu Yifei talking about insurance and loans.Xiao Yifan pushed the door open and prepared to go back for a while, when Gu Yifei said, "I didn't do it, he offended more than one way, and he deserves to die." Xiao Yifan's heart skipped a beat.

Xiao Yifan didn't persuade himself to ignore it, turned around and knocked on the door lightly, and pushed the door in without waiting for Gu Yifei to open it.

"Okay, that's all for this matter, you can handle the rest yourself." Gu Yifei immediately ended the topic and hung up the phone.

"Why did you sleep so long?" Gu Yifei pulled Xiao Yifan onto his lap and sat down.

"Thanks to your thick quilt, if you sleep a little longer, you will suffer from heat stroke." Xiao Yifan put the cup on the table.

"Oh, I'm sorry, I was still covered with a thick quilt when I was on a business trip. When I came back and saw that you were covered with a blanket, I thought it would be cold." Gu Yifei said with a smile.

"Are you busy with work recently?" Xiao Yifan now has no extra thoughts to worry about whether the quilt should be quilt or not.

"I'm not busy. I'm just a second job. I don't understand anything. I slowly started to learn professional things in class." Gu Yifei said with some shame.

Xiao Yifan hesitated for a moment and put his arms around Gu Yifei's neck, buried his face in his neck and whispered, "It's fine if you go back to the bar and then back to work as a security guard, can you not do risky things?" Xiao Yifan didn't directly mention the crime thing.

Gu Yifei stroked Xiao Yifan's soft hair, and asked with a smile, "Is the security risk high? There are little goblins all over the place, and you are not afraid that I will be hooked away if I can't think about it that day?"

"The little goblin hooked it away, I'll snatch it back, but... if you really..." Xiao Yifan picked the tag on Gu Yifei's back collar with his fingers.

Gu Yifei paused his hands for a moment, then touched the back of Xiao Yifan's neck and said, "Did you just outside the door?"