Accidentally Eating Beauty [Rebirth]
Chapter 47
Xi Weishui's resolute actions are inversely proportional to his age, and his methods are very clever.Shen Qiu was stunned when he heard this, and in a short time, he turned his father's camp over, creating an opportunity for himself.
Sure enough, it is a character who grew up in intrigue, 12 years old doesn't look like 12 years old at all.
After the negotiation, Xi Weishui hung up the phone, and quickly said something to Shen Qiu: "I have to ask for leave with the teacher to go home, thank you today." After finishing speaking, he rushed out of the door.
His personality is really hot and fast, no matter what he does, he is quite ostentatious, such as this kind of thing, he does not shy away from outsiders at all.
Shen Qiu came out from inside, the food on the table was still hot, he took two bites but didn't eat much, the mood was made bad by that classmate just now, so he didn't even have an appetite.
He originally wanted to go to the class to find Jiang Lanyun, but during this time, he didn't even have a chance to talk to Jiang Lanyun, and the people in the class looked at him more and more strangely, and some people even went so far as to ignore the point.
This feeling is like returning to Yuying's time... when she was coldly and violently attacked by most of her classmates.
Shen Qiu was at a loss in this situation, he had experienced it before, but he didn't know why he had to experience it again, obviously he had never done anything, and he had done nothing wrong.
With the increase of enrollment time, subtle changes have taken place in the attitude of the people around him. Shen Qiu can perceive this change very clearly. The most obvious one is Pei Shaoqi who gets along with him in the dormitory.
He seemed very dissatisfied with Shen Qiu, but he didn't take any aim at it, he just didn't answer when Shen Qiu spoke in the dormitory, just ignore it.
However, Chu Kuang didn't like to talk too much, Xi Weishui came home again, and he was a bit difficult in the dormitory.
Not just the dormitory, but even the class.
He couldn't find Jiang Lanyun. He was very busy every day, busy with the teacher, busy solving the problems of the students, and there were always people around, which formed a clear contrast with him.
Because Jiang Lanyun's birthday was at the end of the month, his 17th birthday, Shen Qiu was a day or two later than him.When I entered the class that night, the lights in the whole class were dimly lit, and then all lights were turned on suddenly, and the whole class shouted happy birthday.
But these words were addressed to Jiang Lanyun, not to him. It was Jiang Lanyun's birthday that day, and he was very popular. It didn't take long for him to be popular enough in the new school.
Shen Qiu is a boring gourd, and it's really uncomfortable for him to pick up topics with people he doesn't know well. Those people are celebrating Jiang Lanyun's birthday, and he is like an outsider.
Shen Qiu has not figured out the situation until now, but he is dull and depressed every day.
Jiang Lanyun is the squad leader, and everyone is willing to follow him, after all, there are many benefits.Shen Qiu's birthday was on the weekend, so it wasn't as lively as Jiang Lanyun's, or rather deserted.
The two people from the province in the dormitory went home, Xi Weishui asked for leave for many days, his bed was always empty, and there was only one person left in the whole dormitory, Shen Qiu herself.
He lay down on the table and drew a candle for himself. He has been bored since the beginning of school. After Xi Weishui left, he didn't even have anyone to talk to.It seems that if you don't take the initiative to socialize, you will be abandoned by everyone.
But he really can't take the initiative, his initiative can make people fly.
"Alas..." He sighed, and blew out candles on the paper, feeling so sad that he seemed to be falling apart, and collapsed in the chair like a puddle of water.
Fortunately, no one else was around, and the scene was enough to make people laugh.
The phone rang, and the caller ID was Jiang Lanyun.
"Hey……"
"Did you have a good birthday today?"
"Ah...it's okay." Shen Qiu was still paralyzed.
"Have you eaten the cake yet?"
Shen Qiu glanced at the paper on the table, raised her head and said silently, "Blow out the candles."
The voice over there was a little surprised: "Is that because I have eaten the cake? What a pity, my preparations are no longer needed."
Shen Qiu's pen for drawing candles was stuck between his fingers, and he circled around: "What preparation?" Jiang Lanyun should have gone to play with his classmates on the weekend, and he just called him during the play.
"Open the door, I'm at your door." He coughed twice, feeling like he had been blowing in the wind for a long time.
Shen Qiu almost fell off the chair, and immediately ran to the door to open it for someone.The object of entry was Jiang Lanyun wearing a hat, his nose was blown red by the wind.
Shen Qiu was really surprised to see him after such a long time: "You... why are you here?" Shouldn't you be playing with your classmates?
"Will you let me and the cake in?" Jiang Lanyun saw him open the door before hanging up the phone and putting it in his pocket, "I've been standing there for a long time."
Shen Qiu hurriedly opened the door to let him in, Jiang Lanyun opened the cake box: "This is the cake I personally made at the bakery in the morning, how about it, isn't it pretty?"
"Looks good." Shen Qiu cheered.
"If you don't finish eating, I can finish it for you." Jiang Lanyun thought he had eaten the cake.
"No! I can finish it." Shen Qiu is super happy now, even the unhappiness of the previous few days has been swept away.
Isn't it just that no one pays attention to him?Doesn't he still have Jiang Lanyun?He thought that Jiang Lanyun had a new friend and other substitutes, so he threw the old man aside.
I didn't expect Jiang Lanyun to be very good.
"I'm really busy recently, I'm sorry, I haven't been able to come to you often." Sleeping together is not allowed at night, Jiang Lanyun didn't write to stay overnight this time, so it can't be found that he is not in the room.
"What's the matter, as long as you can think of me." Shen Qiu was easily satisfied, took a bite of the cake and swallowed it, it was quite sweet.
Jiang Lanyun didn't eat with him, so he gave it to him first.Out of boredom, I caught a glimpse of the piece of paper on the table with a candle drawn on it, and was shocked for a moment: "...Is this the candle you blown?!"
Shen Qiu nodded, as if this behavior was a bit pitiful: "Yeah...it should be okay...don't look at me with that kind of eyes, actually I don't think I'm that pitiful."
Isn't it just for self-entertainment and self-comfort...
There are candles in the cake that Jiang Lanyun brought, but there is no fire. The school is not allowed to bring lighters, and candles cannot be blown out at all. Anyway, it is just a form, and the lack of a form... It’s nothing, after all, what Shenqiu wants is to be accompanied by someone .
Jiang Lanyun stayed with him like that, and Shen Qiu felt that it was not good for him to eat alone, so he dug a spoonful and handed it to Jiang Lanyun: "Do you want it?" Chewed twice, and swallowed the food .
Jiang Lanyun didn't want the cake, but went up to kiss Shen Qiu.
Some days we couldn't be together, and I always felt very concerned. Even though we were in the same classroom, we couldn't talk to each other all the time, and Shen Qiu was the only one left.
But that's good, Jiang Lanyun thought so.
Shen Qiu blinked her eyes twice, then swallowed her saliva.He's used to this, and he doesn't feel as awkward as before. Since Jiang Lanyun likes it, there's nothing wrong with following him.
"Let me know if you want to kiss next time, so I can prepare myself mentally." He wiped his mouth roughly, and then stuffed another mouthful of cake.
The atmosphere of destruction was first-class, and the slightly charming atmosphere dissipated completely, leaving only one guy who was eating cake.
Jiang Lanyun endured it, and always wanted to say that sentence, but Shen Qiu didn't seem to care at all.
Shen Qiu really thinks that Jiang Lanyun is a very good person, and he is not the kind of person who only sees newcomers laughing but does not see old ones crying. He can still remember his unpopular old friends, which is very good.
"Why do you wipe your mouth every time, don't you like it?" Jiang Lanyun saw it several times, and Shen Qiu wiped his mouth with the back of his hand as soon as he left, as if he didn't like it very much.
"Will you be angry if I say I don't like it?" Shen Qiu asked cautiously, even stopping to eat the cake.
"Yes. I'm very cautious, and I hold grudges very much. You have to understand whether what you say next will make me happy or not." Jiang Lanyun said that directly, like a threat.
"I like it." Shen Qiu said under pressure.
Like it?Don't like it?
I can't really say whether I like it or not, it's just that there is a process from being awkward to getting used to it. I know that this behavior is abnormal, but when it comes to me, I can't tell whether it is normal or not.
He swallowed the thing in his mouth, thought for a long time, then frowned and asked, "By the way, why did you kiss me? Does this mean you like me? Want to be my lover?"
The conclusion drawn from what Qi Xingyan said last time, but he choked on himself as soon as he finished speaking, what are these words.
As soon as Shen Qiu said it, she felt that her face was as big as a basin, and thinking about it was wishful thinking. A toad wants to eat swan meat, and Shen Qiu, a small farmer, wants to marry a princess, which will make others laugh.
Shen Qiu didn't know why he compared Jiang Lanyun to a princess, but he was indeed a farmer, and he ruined the atmosphere.Maybe it's because Jiang Lanyun is sometimes too pretentious.
"What?" Jiang Lanyun almost flicked his tongue, "You know?"
"What do you know...Which one do I know?" The two of them had a weird feeling of talking about each other.This situation is not a confession at all, the victim of the confession pulled out the wolf's tail.
"That's... that's the last sentence."
Shen Qiu thought for a while: "Do you like me?" He was stunned for a second, then took another bite, as if he was not surprised or happy about the matter, "It's true, you said you held grudges just now, if I said What will you do to me if I make a mistake?"
He is quite cowardly, if Jiang Lanyun gets angry, he will shrink back into the turtle shell immediately.
"What if I tell the truth?"
Jiang Lanyun was nervous, but Shen Qiu was not. He relied on Jiang Lanyun and didn't want to lose him.
"It's kind of strange, no one likes me." Shen Qiu told the truth, "It's a great honor."
What does this feel like...why is it so rough...
"Isn't there something nicer to say?" Jiang Lanyun liked the more pleasing ones.
The fact that he was caught off guard was not romantic at all. Jiang Lanyun's little hope might be that the indifferent Shen Qiu said the same two words to him, but it seemed a bit difficult.
"I'm surprised, I don't think I'm good enough for you."
But Shen Qiu was joking, and he is not a fool, how could he not know what Jiang Lanyun meant.
But this is still the truth. In Shen Qiu's heart, Jiang Lanyun is indeed much higher than him, no matter in terms of popularity or whether he is smart or not.
Less harsh words...but still bad...
Jiang Lanyun was quite disappointed, but when he saw him, he laughed.
"You're so annoying." Jiang Lanyun saw something hidden in his eyes, and couldn't help it anymore, "You did it on purpose, you knew what I wanted to hear, and you just wanted to hang on to me."
"It's clear that you have a tough personality, okay?" Shen Qiu smiled, then put down the spoon, put her hands around his waist, and gave him a hug, "Do you need me to hug you?"
"I refuse, is hanging people fun?" Jiang Lanyun patted his hand away.
"It's not fun, but your expression is very funny, changing back and forth."
Shen Qiu doesn't care whether he likes it or not, it doesn't really matter if he says this, he can like Jiang Lanyun for one second today, and another person for one second tomorrow, it's not counting at all.
For a person like him, it's okay if he has a conscience, but if he doesn't have a conscience, he will cheat many times.But Shen Qiu is the kind with a conscience, he doesn't play tricks casually.
Shen Qiu could say the answer Jiang Lanyun wanted, but what he meant was not liking, but dependence.In the situation where the new school seems to be being squeezed out, the only thing Shen Qiu can rely on is Jiang Lanyun.
But dependence can turn into liking, and it doesn't take long.
But first, dependencies have to be created.
That night, Jiang Lanyun was sleeping at Shenqiu's. The narrow bed accommodated Jiang Lanyun alone, and it seemed that there was not enough sleep: "Who told you not to stay overnight? When you go back now, tell the person who checks the bed." Can you do it with one voice?"
"No."
Someone knocked at the door: "Check the bedroom, 4401 opens the door."
Shen Qiu opened the door and let people in: "I'm just staying here alone, Shen Qiu."
"Yes."
"Okay." The person checking the bedroom didn't look much, as long as he knew that the person staying overnight was there.
Seeing that she didn't look much, Shen Qiu breathed a sigh of relief, and said to Jiang Lanyun upstairs: "You should be able to go back now, she's done checking."
"Do you think I won't go back because I can't go back? I just want to stay here." Jiang Lanyun was very arrogant.
Shen Qiu was speechless, she climbed up silently, and found that her own space was very small: "Then where should I sleep?"
"Just lie down and try."
As soon as Shen Qiu lay down, she felt crowded, and was hugged into her arms: "Is this okay?"
"It's better than before." Shen Qiuping lay down, thought of something and laughed twice, "You're so clingy."
"Where are you clingy?" Why is there another title now, "Tell me clearly, where are you clingy, do you secretly despise me again in your heart?"
"No, it's good to be clingy, I like it."
The fierce Jiang Lanyun softened just now, and his face became hot when he heard the word like: "Oh!" He said it loudly on purpose, and then ruffled his smooth hair into a mess when Shen Qiu didn't pay attention.
Shen Qiu looked to the side with a dull face: "Are you blushing again?"
"No, who saw it?" Jiang Lanyun pretended not to care.
Shen Qiu looked like I knew everything: "Do you know that every time you blush, you use something to cover your face or divert my attention. I know it every time, but I just can't bear to pierce your poor disguise."
Jiang Lanyun exploded again: "There is no clumsiness!"
I really can't help but be a little willful when dealing with people I like. Jiang Lanyun is completely different from the usual style.
If it wasn't for Shen Qiu's patience, Jiang Lanyun would really go to heaven.
But Jiang Lanyun backed down every time, not because he liked it, so he compromised.
"Okay, okay, if you don't have one, you don't have one. Whatever you say is what you say." Shen Qiu was all right, and even boasted, "The cake you made is delicious."
"No, I didn't have enough time to do it. I just took a cake and made it." He was quite honest, and even took credit for the little things, "But, I wrote the happy birthday above, and sprinkled Some chocolate chips."
"So it's like this, it's not very powerful."
Jiang Lanyun asked him to look up and pinched his nose: "I have to listen to something nice, whether it's true or not."
If he is an official, he must also be a corrupt official, the kind who likes to listen to flattery.
Shen Qiu's current appearance is very artistic, with Xiaoqing hanging up, even though his hair is messed up by Jiang Lanyun, it does not prevent him from becoming a Xiaoqing with dimples at all.
Like the patter of light rain in March, dripping on the window sill, dripping into his heart with a thud.
Jiang Lanyun himself doesn't have dimples, but he thinks that people with dimples will have a sweet smile, just like Shen Qiu.
Shen Qiu always felt that Jiang Lanyun was getting farther and farther away from him. He didn't know what happened, maybe it was because he hadn't talked for many days, so he felt far away.
I really hope that he is always there, even if Jiang Lanyun keeps tossing in front of him, he is willing to follow him in every way.
"If you like me, I like you too."
Shen Qiu looked up at him, and then said something.
Jiang Lanyun's hand pinching his nose suddenly loosened: "... Is this your response?"
His heart was pounding, and the normal speed just now was much faster just because of this sentence.
"Well, that's it."
Jiang Lanyun couldn't even breathe, and then his face became hot layer after layer.He got up from the bed, rushed down the stairs and out the door, Shen Qiu was afraid that he would fall down.
"I'm going to be quiet!"
Before the ending of the word "quiet" disappeared, Jiang Lanyun disappeared, probably hiding in the dormitory.
Shen Qiu looked down, he didn't even wear shoes.
He suddenly felt that Jiang Lanyun, the little princess, was kind of cute.
He went to class the next morning. When the bell rang, he had just put the book in the drawer when someone walked by him and dropped his pencil case.
He bent down to pick it up, thinking he would be embarrassed, but the man walked over and accidentally stepped on his foot again, still didn't apologize, as if he didn't see it.
Shen Qiu was a little taken aback, glanced at the man's back, and he had already left the door.
Maybe in a hurry to get out.
He picked up the pencil case, patted the ashes, and put it back on the desk again.
College students are not as boring as middle school students, but their isolation is another kind of boredom. Most of them are just watching with a cold eye, more for adding a little joke in life, so don't worry about it.
Whoever wants to help others can go, anyway, it is this society that is indifferent.
Shen Qiu lowered her eyes, pursed her lips, then took a deep breath and let it out.
Xi Weishui came back on Tuesday, and he looked much more relaxed.
"Has the matter of your family been resolved?" Shen Qiu just went to pour the water back to the dormitory, and saw that there was another person on Xi Weishui's bed.
He waved his hand and said, "It's settled. My grandparents are all bombing my dad alone. I feel annoyed, so I will come back to live first. It won't be too late to go back after the matter is resolved."
"Every day, I have to worry about big and small things at home. Oh, my hair has grown white."
Xi Weishui pulled out his own hair, but he didn't find any gray hair, but he realized that his hair was falling out, and cursed angrily: "What the hell am I doing, I'm actually losing my hair! God is too hard-nosed, just be so right Am I a good person?"
Chu Kuang was also in the dormitory, and he answered the question: "You pull so hard yourself, can your hair not fall out?"
Xi Weishui would rather be like this than think about it.
Seeing that Xi Weishui had stopped, Chu Kuang went to look at Shen Qiu, with a somewhat hesitant look on his face, not knowing what to say: "...that, Shen Qiu..."
"Ah?" He raised his head, "What's wrong?"
"I'll tell you something, don't believe me."
"What is it?"
Chu Kuang's face was wrinkled, and he had been kind for a long time, but he didn't say a word for a long time.
It was Xi Weishui who waited anxiously: "Well, what ah, all the shit came out, and you didn't even let out a single fart."
His swear words are sloppy, and he got the essence from the quarrels between the family members of all parties, and applied what he learned.
Chu Kuang didn't plan to say anything at first, but was aroused by Xi Weishui again.
He said to Shen Qiu, "Did you offend Jiang Lanyun?"
"What... mean?" The relationship between him and Jiang Lanyun has always been very good. In this school, Shen Qiu's only friend is Jiang Lanyun, and the friendship they grew up with.
Chu Kuang how to say this.
"I don't know what's going on with you two, but I'm your roommate, and I think you're pretty nice, so I have to tell you about it."
Chu Kuang was neutral, he really felt that Shen Qiu had nothing wrong with him, and he didn't know why he was targeted by Jiang Lanyun.
"Do you feel isolated?" He said, "Jiang Lanyun did it. Didn't you two come from the same school? Did you have any old enemies with him before? He took the lead in isolating you. "
It is really easy for him to isolate a person.
"Do you still remember that Pei Shaoqi looked at you strangely during the meeting of the class committee that day? It was because of Jiang Lanyun." He coughed, feeling like a primary school student making small reports.
There is also a real primary school student next to him.
Shen Qiu couldn't even speak, her tongue seemed stuck in her mouth: "You, you are lying, Jiang Lanyun is okay, why would he do such a thing?"
Was he instigated by someone deliberately dropping the pencil case and ignoring it?But why would he do such a thing? I didn't offend him. He was the only one who gave me a cake on my birthday.
For so many days, the students look at themselves with strange eyes, is it because of Jiang Lanyun?
The classmate who brought the meal that day, even that classmate thought that Jiang Lanyun had a grudge against him, so it was impossible for him to bring him the meal, so he took it for granted that after knowing that he was Shen Qiu, he directly thought that it was not his meal.
Xi Weishui also heard this while sitting on the bed playing with his mobile phone.
He and this group of people are not in the same class, but he couldn't help frowning when he heard this kind of thing: "What kind of character is this, it's too low, why does he have any reason to isolate you."
The sun outside the window was shining brightly, shining on Shen Qiu's face, his eyelashes turned golden.The eyeballs are as beautiful as glass balls, and he has a pair of eyes that can make people sink in, with bright starry eyes.
When Xi Weishui saw this scene, he was seriously guessing: "Your looks, and his looks, will he think that you are a reserve army who stole his popularity, and he is going to act first and then spread rumors. It's too shameless to do something like isolation."
He sighed, "I'm the one who was isolated. I was so good and handsome that I was isolated by the same sex. I think you are very likely to be isolated for this reason."
He spoke seriously, as if he was pretending to be compared, which made people unbelievable.
Chu Kuang was amused by him, and the corners of his lips twitched: "You say that others are shameless, where is your face? You are so awesome, but you can still be envied with your small body?"
Xi Weishui snorted: "You haven't experienced it. If you have experienced it, you will know my pain. I can only play with girls every day, eat gifts from girls, and be pitied by female teachers. Every day after class, I care about my mental state. Alas, I'm out of skills."
"I can't see that your peach blossoms are very prosperous."
"You play games every day because you don't have a date. You're so angry at me that it's enough to make me jealous." Xi Weishui poked Chu Kuang's wound to bleed with a poking sound.
Pei Shaoqi came in from the door, walked from the teaching building to the classroom, and spent a long time delivering things to the teacher. She didn't even want to move. She was so exhausted that she looked like a walking corpse.
"I just don't want to look for it." Chu Kuang glanced at Pei Shaoqi, holding on to the last bit of dignity, and blocked the words back to Xi Weishui.
"Oh, is that so? I think you can't find it. If you have a partner, you have already shown your partner." Xi Weishui took out his phone and showed Shen Qiu the photo of his girlfriend.
"Does it look good?"
The photo of his girlfriend is his wallpaper, you don't even need to look through it, just slide open the phone and it will be convenient for him to show his affection anytime, anywhere.
Shen Qiu looked at it, his girlfriend had a baby face, she looked very delicate, she was also a child, but she was really pretty, now she couldn't support Chu Kuang against her conscience.
Shen Qiu said, "It's pretty."
Chu Kuang really has nothing to say now, he is a playboy, he doesn't know how to find a partner, his mother and child are single and now he has to be laughed at by children, he has no face to face others.
"Hee hee hee." Xi Weishui smiled weakly, "Pei Shaoqi, you are not interested either."
Pei Shaoqi slumped on the chair, and said angrily, "Why do you need to be beaten up, kid?" If he wasn't so tired, he would have dragged Xi Weishui out of the bed and beat him up.
"Your physique is so poor that you are so tired after just walking a few steps? No wonder you don't have a girlfriend, hey."
"You know too much, right? Shao Qi's kidneys are really bad, and she often gets out of breath after walking two steps."
When Chu Kuang heard that Xi Weishui was yelling at Pei Shaoqi, he was still the same kind of yelling, and felt that he was being fair, so the two of them yelled at Pei Shaoqi together.
The train started after a disagreement, and the isolated topic was diverted far away.
Pei Shaoqi said twice: "My kidneys are not good, see when I can't get you out of bed, you can say that my kidneys are healed."
"I'm so scared." Chu Kuang was expressionless, the two of them were old classmates, and the dirty jokes had already been replayed thousands of times.
"Two gay guys." Xi Weishui waved at Shen Qiu with a big expression on his face, "We straight men don't mess with them, be careful of being infected by Pei Shaoqi's sissy, I'm our eldest son, don't get infected."
Xi Weishui is still young and machismo.
"Hey, hey, I'm not gay." Chu Kuang defended himself, "You talk nonsense, don't spread rumors, I'm still waiting to find a girlfriend during college, don't be scared away by the rumors."
Xi Weishui ignored him slightly.
Chu Kuang was speechless, feeling that he was fussing over something with a child.
Pei Shaoqi was preoccupied: "I don't know who the mother is, crying in the middle of the night, waking up the whole building, and causing a person to leave the bed, is it someone named Xi Weishui?"
After Xi Weishui finished speaking, he stopped talking, snorted coldly, and ignored him.
As a result, Pei Shaoqi had no one to answer the conversation, and she was so embarrassed that she died.
He touched his nose: "Children are self-willed." He made himself a step down.
Shen Qiu went with Xi Weishui when he went to class this afternoon. Today, he blamed Pei Shaoqi for helping Shen Qiu. Pei Shaoqi is not a very good person to isolate others because of rumors that don't know the truth.
From Xi Weishui's point of view, Pei Shaoqi is a very small-minded person, and he still remembers the incident of poking someone with a clothes rail.
"Well, don't worry about it." Xi Weishui doesn't know how to comfort others, "It's just isolation, and it's not a big deal. Don't be afraid of others saying that you are excellent."
Xi Weishui looked like a young man, and his speech was quite mature: "I was joking before, when I was isolated, it was actually quite uncomfortable, because only girls played with me, so I was called a pussy."
"You hang out with girls, someone will definitely say that, but at that time I was not as open-minded as I am now, and I had to cry every day when I went home." He recalled the past, but he was very indifferent.
"My mother hugged me and told me not to care. But at that time, I didn't want to listen. I just thought that what she said was useless and couldn't solve the problem of others scolding me."
"I can't do that everyone likes me, but so many people like me, but I only care about one or two people who don't like me, which makes me feel bad. They don't like me because they are jealous of me. looking into their eyes."
Xi Weishui looked at it openly, then shook Shen Qiu's hand: "Tsk, I don't know what I said, anyway, you are excellent, so you have to be prepared to be hated by some people."
"Now that I've left my old school, and now I'm in a new environment where people like me are all around, those ironic voices can no longer be heard. Because of equality, no one will be jealous of anyone, so life is still very easy now."
The previous experience and torture will make him a better person.
For example, Xi Weishui's experience made him feel like a duck to water among the girls in the new school. It's fine for the boys to have girlfriends, and they don't envy him.If someone without a girlfriend came to learn from him, he would almost die of embarrassment.
"So, I've become a better person."
The more he talked, the more weird and speechless Shen Qiu felt. What he grasped seemed to be so... a little different from what others noticed?
However, he accepted Xi Weishui's reassurance: "Thank you."
Xi Weishui has managed not to care about other people's eyes, whether it is crying, laughing or sarcastic, he will expose those thoughts to others, and will not hide them.Those who hate him will still hate him, but those who love him will love him even more.
There is nothing to compare, he will always get more than those who envy him.
But Shen Qiu's situation is different, his story is completely different from Xi Weishui's.Jiang Lanyun made him wonder why he would do such a thing,
Because Jiang Lanyun doesn't have to be jealous of him, nor can he be.
So there is no reason, he thought about the problem for a long time, but there was no solution, unless he asked Jiang Lanyun to explain it himself.
He was flustered, even a little confused, obviously he only needed to ask Jiang Lanyun to ask the question clearly.Shen Qiu just didn't understand what Jiang Lanyun's purpose was for doing this.
He knew... Ji Ru'an had treated him like this before.
Will Jiang Lanyun be like Ji Ruan?
Shen Qiu was a little panicked. He couldn't stand the torture for more than a year. If Jiang Lanyun was the second Ji Ru'an, he might never trust others again.
Why one or two... both became bad people, and they became completely different from what he remembered. A good person became a bad person, and a bad person was still a bad person. No one was sincere.
After sending Xi Weishui to class, Shen Qiu returned to class by himself. He hesitated for a long time before calling Jiang Lanyun. When he got connected there, he didn't know what to say for a while: " Jiang Lanyun..."
"Hmm, what's up?"
Hearing Jiang Lanyun's voice, Shen Qiu was not so panicked, probably because he was too familiar: "...Did you take the lead in isolating me?"
Jiang Lanyun didn't deny it at all: "Yes."
"why?"
"You don't need a friend, you just need me alone." His tone didn't seem like he was joking.
"But I need it, do you know how I feel when I hear this today? You know that Ji Ruan is also such a person, why do you want to be such a person...you know..."
"Maybe I should say I'm sorry, but even if I did something wrong, I don't regret it at all." In the dormitory that day, if it wasn't because Shen Qiu had no friends and hadn't gotten familiar with him in a strange environment, he wouldn't have regarded him as the only one. Depending on him, Shen Qiu would easily reject him instead of agreeing.
"Ah..." Shen Qiu heard the answer, and it was very easy. Jiang Lanyun hadn't planned to hide it from him from the beginning.
"If it was someone else, I wouldn't be as disappointed as I am now, but this person is you." Shen Qiu doesn't know how to feel now, it's very messy, and everyone will be disappointed because of this kind of thing.
"I don't know people clearly, I was wrong, I don't want to have anything to do with you, whether it's a friend or anything else, it's a terrible thing to get along with a scheming person like you."
Maybe he didn't have physical violence, but doing so would undoubtedly block the way for Shen Qiu.
Jiang Lanyun forgot one thing, Shen Qiu didn't let go of the past, Shen Qiu just pretended to forget this, in order to make the people around him face him more easily.
A person who has been tortured will still have a shadow when he recovers, even if he can no longer see it on the outside.
He no longer stutters, dares to talk to others, and is not afraid to do anything.This is all thanks to Jiang Lanyun, it is because of him that Shen Qiu can live with others normally.
"If there are more people who like you, you won't care about me." He explained.
"Then can I stop your liking?" I also took back the liking I said.
Maybe it's just getting used to it.
I'm used to being inferior to others in front of him. It's been too long. Even if he is now enough to stand out from the crowd, he still can't straighten his chest in front of him, and even the voice of rejection is a little weak.
Jiang Lanyun seemed to have never heard of his words: "One month will be over soon, after one month is over, I will take you home."
"...I won't go back, and I won't go back with you." Shen Qiu hung up the phone, as if her bones had been pulled away, she suddenly felt a sense of powerlessness all over her body.
It is terrible to know people unclearly. It is useless to blame anyone. It is oneself who is blind.
Some people are destined to suffer in the next world, some people are destined to be treated preferentially, and it is not clear why.It seems that because the two were young, they made mistakes and took a detour, so it was not so easy to live.
It would be great if we met when we were older, at least we can avoid a lot of detours, Shen Qiu can realize his feelings, and Jiang Lanyun can clearly do some things right, instead of wasting a lot because of willfulness.
There are two roads in front of me, one is rugged and the other is full of thorns, neither is easy to walk, so I am destined to stumble and bump into walls and get hurt all over my body. The young feelings are very pure.
But they are all too young, young people can do wrong things, so Jiang Lanyun did wrong, and they can't offset it.
The first time Jiang Lanyun understood the meaning of the word "cherish" was when he hugged Shen Qiu again after many years, even though Shen Qiu didn't know anything at that time.
Sure enough, it is a character who grew up in intrigue, 12 years old doesn't look like 12 years old at all.
After the negotiation, Xi Weishui hung up the phone, and quickly said something to Shen Qiu: "I have to ask for leave with the teacher to go home, thank you today." After finishing speaking, he rushed out of the door.
His personality is really hot and fast, no matter what he does, he is quite ostentatious, such as this kind of thing, he does not shy away from outsiders at all.
Shen Qiu came out from inside, the food on the table was still hot, he took two bites but didn't eat much, the mood was made bad by that classmate just now, so he didn't even have an appetite.
He originally wanted to go to the class to find Jiang Lanyun, but during this time, he didn't even have a chance to talk to Jiang Lanyun, and the people in the class looked at him more and more strangely, and some people even went so far as to ignore the point.
This feeling is like returning to Yuying's time... when she was coldly and violently attacked by most of her classmates.
Shen Qiu was at a loss in this situation, he had experienced it before, but he didn't know why he had to experience it again, obviously he had never done anything, and he had done nothing wrong.
With the increase of enrollment time, subtle changes have taken place in the attitude of the people around him. Shen Qiu can perceive this change very clearly. The most obvious one is Pei Shaoqi who gets along with him in the dormitory.
He seemed very dissatisfied with Shen Qiu, but he didn't take any aim at it, he just didn't answer when Shen Qiu spoke in the dormitory, just ignore it.
However, Chu Kuang didn't like to talk too much, Xi Weishui came home again, and he was a bit difficult in the dormitory.
Not just the dormitory, but even the class.
He couldn't find Jiang Lanyun. He was very busy every day, busy with the teacher, busy solving the problems of the students, and there were always people around, which formed a clear contrast with him.
Because Jiang Lanyun's birthday was at the end of the month, his 17th birthday, Shen Qiu was a day or two later than him.When I entered the class that night, the lights in the whole class were dimly lit, and then all lights were turned on suddenly, and the whole class shouted happy birthday.
But these words were addressed to Jiang Lanyun, not to him. It was Jiang Lanyun's birthday that day, and he was very popular. It didn't take long for him to be popular enough in the new school.
Shen Qiu is a boring gourd, and it's really uncomfortable for him to pick up topics with people he doesn't know well. Those people are celebrating Jiang Lanyun's birthday, and he is like an outsider.
Shen Qiu has not figured out the situation until now, but he is dull and depressed every day.
Jiang Lanyun is the squad leader, and everyone is willing to follow him, after all, there are many benefits.Shen Qiu's birthday was on the weekend, so it wasn't as lively as Jiang Lanyun's, or rather deserted.
The two people from the province in the dormitory went home, Xi Weishui asked for leave for many days, his bed was always empty, and there was only one person left in the whole dormitory, Shen Qiu herself.
He lay down on the table and drew a candle for himself. He has been bored since the beginning of school. After Xi Weishui left, he didn't even have anyone to talk to.It seems that if you don't take the initiative to socialize, you will be abandoned by everyone.
But he really can't take the initiative, his initiative can make people fly.
"Alas..." He sighed, and blew out candles on the paper, feeling so sad that he seemed to be falling apart, and collapsed in the chair like a puddle of water.
Fortunately, no one else was around, and the scene was enough to make people laugh.
The phone rang, and the caller ID was Jiang Lanyun.
"Hey……"
"Did you have a good birthday today?"
"Ah...it's okay." Shen Qiu was still paralyzed.
"Have you eaten the cake yet?"
Shen Qiu glanced at the paper on the table, raised her head and said silently, "Blow out the candles."
The voice over there was a little surprised: "Is that because I have eaten the cake? What a pity, my preparations are no longer needed."
Shen Qiu's pen for drawing candles was stuck between his fingers, and he circled around: "What preparation?" Jiang Lanyun should have gone to play with his classmates on the weekend, and he just called him during the play.
"Open the door, I'm at your door." He coughed twice, feeling like he had been blowing in the wind for a long time.
Shen Qiu almost fell off the chair, and immediately ran to the door to open it for someone.The object of entry was Jiang Lanyun wearing a hat, his nose was blown red by the wind.
Shen Qiu was really surprised to see him after such a long time: "You... why are you here?" Shouldn't you be playing with your classmates?
"Will you let me and the cake in?" Jiang Lanyun saw him open the door before hanging up the phone and putting it in his pocket, "I've been standing there for a long time."
Shen Qiu hurriedly opened the door to let him in, Jiang Lanyun opened the cake box: "This is the cake I personally made at the bakery in the morning, how about it, isn't it pretty?"
"Looks good." Shen Qiu cheered.
"If you don't finish eating, I can finish it for you." Jiang Lanyun thought he had eaten the cake.
"No! I can finish it." Shen Qiu is super happy now, even the unhappiness of the previous few days has been swept away.
Isn't it just that no one pays attention to him?Doesn't he still have Jiang Lanyun?He thought that Jiang Lanyun had a new friend and other substitutes, so he threw the old man aside.
I didn't expect Jiang Lanyun to be very good.
"I'm really busy recently, I'm sorry, I haven't been able to come to you often." Sleeping together is not allowed at night, Jiang Lanyun didn't write to stay overnight this time, so it can't be found that he is not in the room.
"What's the matter, as long as you can think of me." Shen Qiu was easily satisfied, took a bite of the cake and swallowed it, it was quite sweet.
Jiang Lanyun didn't eat with him, so he gave it to him first.Out of boredom, I caught a glimpse of the piece of paper on the table with a candle drawn on it, and was shocked for a moment: "...Is this the candle you blown?!"
Shen Qiu nodded, as if this behavior was a bit pitiful: "Yeah...it should be okay...don't look at me with that kind of eyes, actually I don't think I'm that pitiful."
Isn't it just for self-entertainment and self-comfort...
There are candles in the cake that Jiang Lanyun brought, but there is no fire. The school is not allowed to bring lighters, and candles cannot be blown out at all. Anyway, it is just a form, and the lack of a form... It’s nothing, after all, what Shenqiu wants is to be accompanied by someone .
Jiang Lanyun stayed with him like that, and Shen Qiu felt that it was not good for him to eat alone, so he dug a spoonful and handed it to Jiang Lanyun: "Do you want it?" Chewed twice, and swallowed the food .
Jiang Lanyun didn't want the cake, but went up to kiss Shen Qiu.
Some days we couldn't be together, and I always felt very concerned. Even though we were in the same classroom, we couldn't talk to each other all the time, and Shen Qiu was the only one left.
But that's good, Jiang Lanyun thought so.
Shen Qiu blinked her eyes twice, then swallowed her saliva.He's used to this, and he doesn't feel as awkward as before. Since Jiang Lanyun likes it, there's nothing wrong with following him.
"Let me know if you want to kiss next time, so I can prepare myself mentally." He wiped his mouth roughly, and then stuffed another mouthful of cake.
The atmosphere of destruction was first-class, and the slightly charming atmosphere dissipated completely, leaving only one guy who was eating cake.
Jiang Lanyun endured it, and always wanted to say that sentence, but Shen Qiu didn't seem to care at all.
Shen Qiu really thinks that Jiang Lanyun is a very good person, and he is not the kind of person who only sees newcomers laughing but does not see old ones crying. He can still remember his unpopular old friends, which is very good.
"Why do you wipe your mouth every time, don't you like it?" Jiang Lanyun saw it several times, and Shen Qiu wiped his mouth with the back of his hand as soon as he left, as if he didn't like it very much.
"Will you be angry if I say I don't like it?" Shen Qiu asked cautiously, even stopping to eat the cake.
"Yes. I'm very cautious, and I hold grudges very much. You have to understand whether what you say next will make me happy or not." Jiang Lanyun said that directly, like a threat.
"I like it." Shen Qiu said under pressure.
Like it?Don't like it?
I can't really say whether I like it or not, it's just that there is a process from being awkward to getting used to it. I know that this behavior is abnormal, but when it comes to me, I can't tell whether it is normal or not.
He swallowed the thing in his mouth, thought for a long time, then frowned and asked, "By the way, why did you kiss me? Does this mean you like me? Want to be my lover?"
The conclusion drawn from what Qi Xingyan said last time, but he choked on himself as soon as he finished speaking, what are these words.
As soon as Shen Qiu said it, she felt that her face was as big as a basin, and thinking about it was wishful thinking. A toad wants to eat swan meat, and Shen Qiu, a small farmer, wants to marry a princess, which will make others laugh.
Shen Qiu didn't know why he compared Jiang Lanyun to a princess, but he was indeed a farmer, and he ruined the atmosphere.Maybe it's because Jiang Lanyun is sometimes too pretentious.
"What?" Jiang Lanyun almost flicked his tongue, "You know?"
"What do you know...Which one do I know?" The two of them had a weird feeling of talking about each other.This situation is not a confession at all, the victim of the confession pulled out the wolf's tail.
"That's... that's the last sentence."
Shen Qiu thought for a while: "Do you like me?" He was stunned for a second, then took another bite, as if he was not surprised or happy about the matter, "It's true, you said you held grudges just now, if I said What will you do to me if I make a mistake?"
He is quite cowardly, if Jiang Lanyun gets angry, he will shrink back into the turtle shell immediately.
"What if I tell the truth?"
Jiang Lanyun was nervous, but Shen Qiu was not. He relied on Jiang Lanyun and didn't want to lose him.
"It's kind of strange, no one likes me." Shen Qiu told the truth, "It's a great honor."
What does this feel like...why is it so rough...
"Isn't there something nicer to say?" Jiang Lanyun liked the more pleasing ones.
The fact that he was caught off guard was not romantic at all. Jiang Lanyun's little hope might be that the indifferent Shen Qiu said the same two words to him, but it seemed a bit difficult.
"I'm surprised, I don't think I'm good enough for you."
But Shen Qiu was joking, and he is not a fool, how could he not know what Jiang Lanyun meant.
But this is still the truth. In Shen Qiu's heart, Jiang Lanyun is indeed much higher than him, no matter in terms of popularity or whether he is smart or not.
Less harsh words...but still bad...
Jiang Lanyun was quite disappointed, but when he saw him, he laughed.
"You're so annoying." Jiang Lanyun saw something hidden in his eyes, and couldn't help it anymore, "You did it on purpose, you knew what I wanted to hear, and you just wanted to hang on to me."
"It's clear that you have a tough personality, okay?" Shen Qiu smiled, then put down the spoon, put her hands around his waist, and gave him a hug, "Do you need me to hug you?"
"I refuse, is hanging people fun?" Jiang Lanyun patted his hand away.
"It's not fun, but your expression is very funny, changing back and forth."
Shen Qiu doesn't care whether he likes it or not, it doesn't really matter if he says this, he can like Jiang Lanyun for one second today, and another person for one second tomorrow, it's not counting at all.
For a person like him, it's okay if he has a conscience, but if he doesn't have a conscience, he will cheat many times.But Shen Qiu is the kind with a conscience, he doesn't play tricks casually.
Shen Qiu could say the answer Jiang Lanyun wanted, but what he meant was not liking, but dependence.In the situation where the new school seems to be being squeezed out, the only thing Shen Qiu can rely on is Jiang Lanyun.
But dependence can turn into liking, and it doesn't take long.
But first, dependencies have to be created.
That night, Jiang Lanyun was sleeping at Shenqiu's. The narrow bed accommodated Jiang Lanyun alone, and it seemed that there was not enough sleep: "Who told you not to stay overnight? When you go back now, tell the person who checks the bed." Can you do it with one voice?"
"No."
Someone knocked at the door: "Check the bedroom, 4401 opens the door."
Shen Qiu opened the door and let people in: "I'm just staying here alone, Shen Qiu."
"Yes."
"Okay." The person checking the bedroom didn't look much, as long as he knew that the person staying overnight was there.
Seeing that she didn't look much, Shen Qiu breathed a sigh of relief, and said to Jiang Lanyun upstairs: "You should be able to go back now, she's done checking."
"Do you think I won't go back because I can't go back? I just want to stay here." Jiang Lanyun was very arrogant.
Shen Qiu was speechless, she climbed up silently, and found that her own space was very small: "Then where should I sleep?"
"Just lie down and try."
As soon as Shen Qiu lay down, she felt crowded, and was hugged into her arms: "Is this okay?"
"It's better than before." Shen Qiuping lay down, thought of something and laughed twice, "You're so clingy."
"Where are you clingy?" Why is there another title now, "Tell me clearly, where are you clingy, do you secretly despise me again in your heart?"
"No, it's good to be clingy, I like it."
The fierce Jiang Lanyun softened just now, and his face became hot when he heard the word like: "Oh!" He said it loudly on purpose, and then ruffled his smooth hair into a mess when Shen Qiu didn't pay attention.
Shen Qiu looked to the side with a dull face: "Are you blushing again?"
"No, who saw it?" Jiang Lanyun pretended not to care.
Shen Qiu looked like I knew everything: "Do you know that every time you blush, you use something to cover your face or divert my attention. I know it every time, but I just can't bear to pierce your poor disguise."
Jiang Lanyun exploded again: "There is no clumsiness!"
I really can't help but be a little willful when dealing with people I like. Jiang Lanyun is completely different from the usual style.
If it wasn't for Shen Qiu's patience, Jiang Lanyun would really go to heaven.
But Jiang Lanyun backed down every time, not because he liked it, so he compromised.
"Okay, okay, if you don't have one, you don't have one. Whatever you say is what you say." Shen Qiu was all right, and even boasted, "The cake you made is delicious."
"No, I didn't have enough time to do it. I just took a cake and made it." He was quite honest, and even took credit for the little things, "But, I wrote the happy birthday above, and sprinkled Some chocolate chips."
"So it's like this, it's not very powerful."
Jiang Lanyun asked him to look up and pinched his nose: "I have to listen to something nice, whether it's true or not."
If he is an official, he must also be a corrupt official, the kind who likes to listen to flattery.
Shen Qiu's current appearance is very artistic, with Xiaoqing hanging up, even though his hair is messed up by Jiang Lanyun, it does not prevent him from becoming a Xiaoqing with dimples at all.
Like the patter of light rain in March, dripping on the window sill, dripping into his heart with a thud.
Jiang Lanyun himself doesn't have dimples, but he thinks that people with dimples will have a sweet smile, just like Shen Qiu.
Shen Qiu always felt that Jiang Lanyun was getting farther and farther away from him. He didn't know what happened, maybe it was because he hadn't talked for many days, so he felt far away.
I really hope that he is always there, even if Jiang Lanyun keeps tossing in front of him, he is willing to follow him in every way.
"If you like me, I like you too."
Shen Qiu looked up at him, and then said something.
Jiang Lanyun's hand pinching his nose suddenly loosened: "... Is this your response?"
His heart was pounding, and the normal speed just now was much faster just because of this sentence.
"Well, that's it."
Jiang Lanyun couldn't even breathe, and then his face became hot layer after layer.He got up from the bed, rushed down the stairs and out the door, Shen Qiu was afraid that he would fall down.
"I'm going to be quiet!"
Before the ending of the word "quiet" disappeared, Jiang Lanyun disappeared, probably hiding in the dormitory.
Shen Qiu looked down, he didn't even wear shoes.
He suddenly felt that Jiang Lanyun, the little princess, was kind of cute.
He went to class the next morning. When the bell rang, he had just put the book in the drawer when someone walked by him and dropped his pencil case.
He bent down to pick it up, thinking he would be embarrassed, but the man walked over and accidentally stepped on his foot again, still didn't apologize, as if he didn't see it.
Shen Qiu was a little taken aback, glanced at the man's back, and he had already left the door.
Maybe in a hurry to get out.
He picked up the pencil case, patted the ashes, and put it back on the desk again.
College students are not as boring as middle school students, but their isolation is another kind of boredom. Most of them are just watching with a cold eye, more for adding a little joke in life, so don't worry about it.
Whoever wants to help others can go, anyway, it is this society that is indifferent.
Shen Qiu lowered her eyes, pursed her lips, then took a deep breath and let it out.
Xi Weishui came back on Tuesday, and he looked much more relaxed.
"Has the matter of your family been resolved?" Shen Qiu just went to pour the water back to the dormitory, and saw that there was another person on Xi Weishui's bed.
He waved his hand and said, "It's settled. My grandparents are all bombing my dad alone. I feel annoyed, so I will come back to live first. It won't be too late to go back after the matter is resolved."
"Every day, I have to worry about big and small things at home. Oh, my hair has grown white."
Xi Weishui pulled out his own hair, but he didn't find any gray hair, but he realized that his hair was falling out, and cursed angrily: "What the hell am I doing, I'm actually losing my hair! God is too hard-nosed, just be so right Am I a good person?"
Chu Kuang was also in the dormitory, and he answered the question: "You pull so hard yourself, can your hair not fall out?"
Xi Weishui would rather be like this than think about it.
Seeing that Xi Weishui had stopped, Chu Kuang went to look at Shen Qiu, with a somewhat hesitant look on his face, not knowing what to say: "...that, Shen Qiu..."
"Ah?" He raised his head, "What's wrong?"
"I'll tell you something, don't believe me."
"What is it?"
Chu Kuang's face was wrinkled, and he had been kind for a long time, but he didn't say a word for a long time.
It was Xi Weishui who waited anxiously: "Well, what ah, all the shit came out, and you didn't even let out a single fart."
His swear words are sloppy, and he got the essence from the quarrels between the family members of all parties, and applied what he learned.
Chu Kuang didn't plan to say anything at first, but was aroused by Xi Weishui again.
He said to Shen Qiu, "Did you offend Jiang Lanyun?"
"What... mean?" The relationship between him and Jiang Lanyun has always been very good. In this school, Shen Qiu's only friend is Jiang Lanyun, and the friendship they grew up with.
Chu Kuang how to say this.
"I don't know what's going on with you two, but I'm your roommate, and I think you're pretty nice, so I have to tell you about it."
Chu Kuang was neutral, he really felt that Shen Qiu had nothing wrong with him, and he didn't know why he was targeted by Jiang Lanyun.
"Do you feel isolated?" He said, "Jiang Lanyun did it. Didn't you two come from the same school? Did you have any old enemies with him before? He took the lead in isolating you. "
It is really easy for him to isolate a person.
"Do you still remember that Pei Shaoqi looked at you strangely during the meeting of the class committee that day? It was because of Jiang Lanyun." He coughed, feeling like a primary school student making small reports.
There is also a real primary school student next to him.
Shen Qiu couldn't even speak, her tongue seemed stuck in her mouth: "You, you are lying, Jiang Lanyun is okay, why would he do such a thing?"
Was he instigated by someone deliberately dropping the pencil case and ignoring it?But why would he do such a thing? I didn't offend him. He was the only one who gave me a cake on my birthday.
For so many days, the students look at themselves with strange eyes, is it because of Jiang Lanyun?
The classmate who brought the meal that day, even that classmate thought that Jiang Lanyun had a grudge against him, so it was impossible for him to bring him the meal, so he took it for granted that after knowing that he was Shen Qiu, he directly thought that it was not his meal.
Xi Weishui also heard this while sitting on the bed playing with his mobile phone.
He and this group of people are not in the same class, but he couldn't help frowning when he heard this kind of thing: "What kind of character is this, it's too low, why does he have any reason to isolate you."
The sun outside the window was shining brightly, shining on Shen Qiu's face, his eyelashes turned golden.The eyeballs are as beautiful as glass balls, and he has a pair of eyes that can make people sink in, with bright starry eyes.
When Xi Weishui saw this scene, he was seriously guessing: "Your looks, and his looks, will he think that you are a reserve army who stole his popularity, and he is going to act first and then spread rumors. It's too shameless to do something like isolation."
He sighed, "I'm the one who was isolated. I was so good and handsome that I was isolated by the same sex. I think you are very likely to be isolated for this reason."
He spoke seriously, as if he was pretending to be compared, which made people unbelievable.
Chu Kuang was amused by him, and the corners of his lips twitched: "You say that others are shameless, where is your face? You are so awesome, but you can still be envied with your small body?"
Xi Weishui snorted: "You haven't experienced it. If you have experienced it, you will know my pain. I can only play with girls every day, eat gifts from girls, and be pitied by female teachers. Every day after class, I care about my mental state. Alas, I'm out of skills."
"I can't see that your peach blossoms are very prosperous."
"You play games every day because you don't have a date. You're so angry at me that it's enough to make me jealous." Xi Weishui poked Chu Kuang's wound to bleed with a poking sound.
Pei Shaoqi came in from the door, walked from the teaching building to the classroom, and spent a long time delivering things to the teacher. She didn't even want to move. She was so exhausted that she looked like a walking corpse.
"I just don't want to look for it." Chu Kuang glanced at Pei Shaoqi, holding on to the last bit of dignity, and blocked the words back to Xi Weishui.
"Oh, is that so? I think you can't find it. If you have a partner, you have already shown your partner." Xi Weishui took out his phone and showed Shen Qiu the photo of his girlfriend.
"Does it look good?"
The photo of his girlfriend is his wallpaper, you don't even need to look through it, just slide open the phone and it will be convenient for him to show his affection anytime, anywhere.
Shen Qiu looked at it, his girlfriend had a baby face, she looked very delicate, she was also a child, but she was really pretty, now she couldn't support Chu Kuang against her conscience.
Shen Qiu said, "It's pretty."
Chu Kuang really has nothing to say now, he is a playboy, he doesn't know how to find a partner, his mother and child are single and now he has to be laughed at by children, he has no face to face others.
"Hee hee hee." Xi Weishui smiled weakly, "Pei Shaoqi, you are not interested either."
Pei Shaoqi slumped on the chair, and said angrily, "Why do you need to be beaten up, kid?" If he wasn't so tired, he would have dragged Xi Weishui out of the bed and beat him up.
"Your physique is so poor that you are so tired after just walking a few steps? No wonder you don't have a girlfriend, hey."
"You know too much, right? Shao Qi's kidneys are really bad, and she often gets out of breath after walking two steps."
When Chu Kuang heard that Xi Weishui was yelling at Pei Shaoqi, he was still the same kind of yelling, and felt that he was being fair, so the two of them yelled at Pei Shaoqi together.
The train started after a disagreement, and the isolated topic was diverted far away.
Pei Shaoqi said twice: "My kidneys are not good, see when I can't get you out of bed, you can say that my kidneys are healed."
"I'm so scared." Chu Kuang was expressionless, the two of them were old classmates, and the dirty jokes had already been replayed thousands of times.
"Two gay guys." Xi Weishui waved at Shen Qiu with a big expression on his face, "We straight men don't mess with them, be careful of being infected by Pei Shaoqi's sissy, I'm our eldest son, don't get infected."
Xi Weishui is still young and machismo.
"Hey, hey, I'm not gay." Chu Kuang defended himself, "You talk nonsense, don't spread rumors, I'm still waiting to find a girlfriend during college, don't be scared away by the rumors."
Xi Weishui ignored him slightly.
Chu Kuang was speechless, feeling that he was fussing over something with a child.
Pei Shaoqi was preoccupied: "I don't know who the mother is, crying in the middle of the night, waking up the whole building, and causing a person to leave the bed, is it someone named Xi Weishui?"
After Xi Weishui finished speaking, he stopped talking, snorted coldly, and ignored him.
As a result, Pei Shaoqi had no one to answer the conversation, and she was so embarrassed that she died.
He touched his nose: "Children are self-willed." He made himself a step down.
Shen Qiu went with Xi Weishui when he went to class this afternoon. Today, he blamed Pei Shaoqi for helping Shen Qiu. Pei Shaoqi is not a very good person to isolate others because of rumors that don't know the truth.
From Xi Weishui's point of view, Pei Shaoqi is a very small-minded person, and he still remembers the incident of poking someone with a clothes rail.
"Well, don't worry about it." Xi Weishui doesn't know how to comfort others, "It's just isolation, and it's not a big deal. Don't be afraid of others saying that you are excellent."
Xi Weishui looked like a young man, and his speech was quite mature: "I was joking before, when I was isolated, it was actually quite uncomfortable, because only girls played with me, so I was called a pussy."
"You hang out with girls, someone will definitely say that, but at that time I was not as open-minded as I am now, and I had to cry every day when I went home." He recalled the past, but he was very indifferent.
"My mother hugged me and told me not to care. But at that time, I didn't want to listen. I just thought that what she said was useless and couldn't solve the problem of others scolding me."
"I can't do that everyone likes me, but so many people like me, but I only care about one or two people who don't like me, which makes me feel bad. They don't like me because they are jealous of me. looking into their eyes."
Xi Weishui looked at it openly, then shook Shen Qiu's hand: "Tsk, I don't know what I said, anyway, you are excellent, so you have to be prepared to be hated by some people."
"Now that I've left my old school, and now I'm in a new environment where people like me are all around, those ironic voices can no longer be heard. Because of equality, no one will be jealous of anyone, so life is still very easy now."
The previous experience and torture will make him a better person.
For example, Xi Weishui's experience made him feel like a duck to water among the girls in the new school. It's fine for the boys to have girlfriends, and they don't envy him.If someone without a girlfriend came to learn from him, he would almost die of embarrassment.
"So, I've become a better person."
The more he talked, the more weird and speechless Shen Qiu felt. What he grasped seemed to be so... a little different from what others noticed?
However, he accepted Xi Weishui's reassurance: "Thank you."
Xi Weishui has managed not to care about other people's eyes, whether it is crying, laughing or sarcastic, he will expose those thoughts to others, and will not hide them.Those who hate him will still hate him, but those who love him will love him even more.
There is nothing to compare, he will always get more than those who envy him.
But Shen Qiu's situation is different, his story is completely different from Xi Weishui's.Jiang Lanyun made him wonder why he would do such a thing,
Because Jiang Lanyun doesn't have to be jealous of him, nor can he be.
So there is no reason, he thought about the problem for a long time, but there was no solution, unless he asked Jiang Lanyun to explain it himself.
He was flustered, even a little confused, obviously he only needed to ask Jiang Lanyun to ask the question clearly.Shen Qiu just didn't understand what Jiang Lanyun's purpose was for doing this.
He knew... Ji Ru'an had treated him like this before.
Will Jiang Lanyun be like Ji Ruan?
Shen Qiu was a little panicked. He couldn't stand the torture for more than a year. If Jiang Lanyun was the second Ji Ru'an, he might never trust others again.
Why one or two... both became bad people, and they became completely different from what he remembered. A good person became a bad person, and a bad person was still a bad person. No one was sincere.
After sending Xi Weishui to class, Shen Qiu returned to class by himself. He hesitated for a long time before calling Jiang Lanyun. When he got connected there, he didn't know what to say for a while: " Jiang Lanyun..."
"Hmm, what's up?"
Hearing Jiang Lanyun's voice, Shen Qiu was not so panicked, probably because he was too familiar: "...Did you take the lead in isolating me?"
Jiang Lanyun didn't deny it at all: "Yes."
"why?"
"You don't need a friend, you just need me alone." His tone didn't seem like he was joking.
"But I need it, do you know how I feel when I hear this today? You know that Ji Ruan is also such a person, why do you want to be such a person...you know..."
"Maybe I should say I'm sorry, but even if I did something wrong, I don't regret it at all." In the dormitory that day, if it wasn't because Shen Qiu had no friends and hadn't gotten familiar with him in a strange environment, he wouldn't have regarded him as the only one. Depending on him, Shen Qiu would easily reject him instead of agreeing.
"Ah..." Shen Qiu heard the answer, and it was very easy. Jiang Lanyun hadn't planned to hide it from him from the beginning.
"If it was someone else, I wouldn't be as disappointed as I am now, but this person is you." Shen Qiu doesn't know how to feel now, it's very messy, and everyone will be disappointed because of this kind of thing.
"I don't know people clearly, I was wrong, I don't want to have anything to do with you, whether it's a friend or anything else, it's a terrible thing to get along with a scheming person like you."
Maybe he didn't have physical violence, but doing so would undoubtedly block the way for Shen Qiu.
Jiang Lanyun forgot one thing, Shen Qiu didn't let go of the past, Shen Qiu just pretended to forget this, in order to make the people around him face him more easily.
A person who has been tortured will still have a shadow when he recovers, even if he can no longer see it on the outside.
He no longer stutters, dares to talk to others, and is not afraid to do anything.This is all thanks to Jiang Lanyun, it is because of him that Shen Qiu can live with others normally.
"If there are more people who like you, you won't care about me." He explained.
"Then can I stop your liking?" I also took back the liking I said.
Maybe it's just getting used to it.
I'm used to being inferior to others in front of him. It's been too long. Even if he is now enough to stand out from the crowd, he still can't straighten his chest in front of him, and even the voice of rejection is a little weak.
Jiang Lanyun seemed to have never heard of his words: "One month will be over soon, after one month is over, I will take you home."
"...I won't go back, and I won't go back with you." Shen Qiu hung up the phone, as if her bones had been pulled away, she suddenly felt a sense of powerlessness all over her body.
It is terrible to know people unclearly. It is useless to blame anyone. It is oneself who is blind.
Some people are destined to suffer in the next world, some people are destined to be treated preferentially, and it is not clear why.It seems that because the two were young, they made mistakes and took a detour, so it was not so easy to live.
It would be great if we met when we were older, at least we can avoid a lot of detours, Shen Qiu can realize his feelings, and Jiang Lanyun can clearly do some things right, instead of wasting a lot because of willfulness.
There are two roads in front of me, one is rugged and the other is full of thorns, neither is easy to walk, so I am destined to stumble and bump into walls and get hurt all over my body. The young feelings are very pure.
But they are all too young, young people can do wrong things, so Jiang Lanyun did wrong, and they can't offset it.
The first time Jiang Lanyun understood the meaning of the word "cherish" was when he hugged Shen Qiu again after many years, even though Shen Qiu didn't know anything at that time.
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