Accidentally Eating Beauty [Rebirth]

He takes it for granted.

Shen Qiu has no reason to forgive him.

If you use the name of liking to do things that hurt others, then this can't be called liking at all, it's just to satisfy your humble sense of balance.

"Are you going to kill yourself?"

Shen Qiu heard the rumors from him, and also heard him say that he was going to die.

"I just walked a path I chose, not suicide." Ji Ru'an still acted bravely.

Suicide is something the weak do, he just did something he wanted to do.

Shen Qiu smiled lightly, a little relaxed: "Okay, we will eliminate harm for the people." He will not have to worry that Ji Ruan will come over for no reason and go mad at him in the future.

If it's just that the appearance fades in front of a person and reveals a beast-like cruelty, it will be a terrible thing for that person.

Many people thought that he was a good person, and if he didn't listen to the victim's weak excuses, he would be a force pushing people to the cliff in the end, just like the male teacher Yuying who treated him indifferently.

"I'm going to die, why don't you say something nice? Do you think I'll be haunting you even after I die?" He finally realized that it was he who was pestering Shen Qiu, not Shen Qiu. with him.

Ji Ru'an is not apologizing, but just wants someone's forgiveness.But that person is dead, and he is borrowing a person's name to forgive his crimes.

"I will not forgive you."

The tone was very light, as if it was passed on and there was no sound.

What did Ji Ruan do...to make himself worthy of forgiveness...

He said so many things in a row, and those things, he seemed to say that he was very pitiful. Since he was so pitiful, let alone the hurtful things.It seems that he likes Shen Qiu, and it's because he likes Shen Qiu that he bullies him.

"I don't believe a word you say."

He blinked his dry eyes slightly slowly, and the hot air inside hit the quilt with a clatter and disappeared.

It is impossible for Shen Qiu to believe that Ji Ru'an likes him, and even after he died, he would hold her by the neck and throw her to the ground, even her fingers were almost trampled.

This is sadism, he is just venting his inner grievances on Shen Qiu.

Ji Ru'an's dirty heart, which was cut by a knife, was bleeding out, and he obviously handed out a hot heart, but was thrown on the ground.

"Why don't you believe me?! You really deserve to die!" Ji Ruan suddenly erupted, cursing fiercely at the other end, as if he had hit his breaking point, "You really deserve to die..."

Shen Qiu curled up his fingers, suddenly he felt lucky that he was in China and Ji Ruan was abroad, he was thousands of miles away from him.

Otherwise, it may take many days for the fists and footprints on your body to disappear. Even in summer, you have to wear long sleeves with a collar to cover those scars.

"I hope you are in prison and accept the punishment you deserve." This is the judgment given to you by the law, and it is also the judgment given to bullies by society.

Ji Ruan buried her head in her arms, smiled wryly twice, shed tears when she smiled, and then coughed non-stop: "I really hope you die too, I hope that when you pulled me, I could drag you downstairs !I really hate you... Broke a bone and saved me..."

Like a scumbag, let yourself be unable to attack him all at once.

I couldn't bear it, it was so hard for someone to treat me better, so I wanted to give him all my heart and soul together with everything.But Ji Ru'an couldn't say it, and it was impossible to say it.

He ruined Shen Qiu's face, ruined Shen Qiu's friendship, ruined everything about him, and then said he liked it.

Treating others in a bad way, knocking him bloody, and then saying that he couldn't bear to do it, all the contradictions were combined, intensifying the dark side of his heart.

No one would believe him even if he said his love.

"Unfortunately, I am still alive and well, sorry to disappoint you."

Shen Qiu's eyes were a little sour, as if someone had discovered the grievances that had been buried all along.He feels much more relaxed now. The mountain on his shoulders and the shadow that has been hanging over his heart seem to have disappeared with Ji Ruan's imprisonment.

Ji Ru'an hated and was powerless: "It's not fair at all. Since there are so many injustices in the world, why do they all fall on me alone...why should I go to jail? Those people I hate all live better than me, Why..."

In fact, he already knew in the end, he just whispered and muttered to himself.

"I'm...very sleepy. It's early morning in China. Don't call me. I'm going to sleep."

There is still class tomorrow, so it's not worth wasting sleep time on this kind of thing.

"Shen Qiu...you are so cruel..." The veins on Ji Ruan's hands became obvious, and the gravel on the concrete floor was like stars falling from the sky, accompanying him around.

I'm going to die, why don't you pity me...

Shen Qiu felt that Ji Ru'an would not commit suicide at all, how could such a person who is full of hatred for the people in the world think of committing suicide?He would only complain about the unfairness of fate, scold the world for being unpredictable, and never blame himself for the fault.

But Ji Ru'an's actions are always absurd and untraceable, and he does things that he shouldn't do abnormally, such as committing suicide, such as... apologizing.

"I hope that the day I die, I will no longer be alone. It is so pitiful to always live alone. One is sick, and one is taking medicine. Being the shadow of another person, such a day is really afflicted. enough."

The reason why you can't feel happiness is because you want too much, but get too little, and what you give and what you get are a bit unequal. If you can't make ends meet, your feelings will only get less and less.

It was quiet on both sides of the phone, except for Ji Ruan's whispering.

He seems to have been talking for a long time, but it seems that he only has a little time.

"I'm really going to die, say goodbye to me." His tone was a little brisk, as if he was in a happy mood, "You didn't hang up the phone, so I think I thank you now."

All deaths seem to be able to break certain connections, and then completely submerged in the flow of time.

Before jumping off the building, he didn't hang up the phone viciously.

He wanted Shen Qiu to listen to the sound of him jumping off the building, to hear him die, to hear his last words, and to remember him forever.

The sound of howling wind came into the earpiece, and then there was a huge impact sound, which suddenly exploded beside Shen Qiu's ear.

"……sorry……"

A small, weak apology came into Shen Qiu's ears, and then the phone disconnected.

——This sentence seems to have come too late... But I have no choice but to say it, because you didn't forgive me, so I apologized by dying.

It's not that there is no future, nor is it that I really feel sorry, let alone feel that I am at fault.I just feel that I am still alive, and it seems to be a bit unfair to the dead Shen Qiu...

I always feel that others are unfair to me, but I seem to be unfair to Shen Qiu.

Fairness is something like this. If you can't find it after searching for too long, you don't want it very much. Give fairness to another person, so that he can live in peace.

The sky in a foreign country is still as bright as day, and a humble life disappears on the earth, like a drop of water in the boundless ocean, no one will care.

Shen Qiu listened to the last sentence of apology, and then looked at the blacked-out screen, Ji Ruan hung up the phone first, and there would be no reply.

His fingers were a little stiff, and then he looked up at the clock hanging on the wall, it was dark and he couldn't see clearly.It's just that the eyes move along with the footprints of the hour hand, and the time passes by every minute and every second.

"There is still class tomorrow..." Shen Qiu opened his eyes a little dry for a long time, then he closed his eyes and lay down, his whole body was buried under the quilt, only his head was exposed.

Lack of love to the extreme, like a stranded fish, a little water can decide his life or death.If Ji Ruan's parents hadn't abandoned him, then maybe he would have lived a good life instead of being distorted in these atmospheres.But nothing can be said if, he is dead.

That night, Shen Qiu couldn't sleep all night, the room was like a boxy cage, in which various monsters were put in, trying to tear him apart.

Ji Ru'an's appearance before his death vaguely appeared in his mind, and he couldn't get rid of it.

Until the next day when Jiang Lanyun stopped by to pick him up as usual, Shen Qiu could only put on his shoes, pick up a book, rinse his mouth and wash his face, before he even had time to comb his hair, he ran down in a hurry and escaped from the cage.

Downstairs, Jiang Lanyun was waiting for him. When he came over, he smiled and waved to him: "Morning Good morning."

Before he finished speaking, Shen Qiu greeted him as soon as she saw him, and then hugged him tightly with both hands, refusing to let go, as if she could gain some sense of security from this.

He has not slowed down from last night until now. Those voices clearly constructed a death picture for him, brains splashed, blood flowed all over the ground, and his eyes were not closed. It was just a nerve reflex. After saying a word, the soul Dissipated from the shattered shell.

These images remained in his mind for a long time, eerie and terrifying.

She has been sleeping under the quilt without moving, it seems that there are many Ji Ruan standing around.

Ji Ru'an wanted Shen Qiu to remember him, and he did, but he used the most terrifying means.In the middle of the night, let Shen Qiu hear the process of him committing suicide by jumping off the building, as well as the last sentence of "I'm sorry", psychologically forcing Shen Qiu to feel that he was the one who forced him to death.

"What's the matter, you miss me so much early in the morning." Jiang Lanyun smiled and hugged him back, then let go, wanting to take him into the car.

But Shen Qiu hugged her too tightly and couldn't let go.

This is a residential area, there are no people around, but the driver is still waiting, and two people can be seen outside the car in the rearview mirror, regardless of school time.

Shen Qiu took the initiative to let go, and then got into the car, but didn't speak after that.

Jiang Lanyun came back to see the news about the bullying by the foreign student. All the names in it used their real names. He knew that Ji Ruan was sent abroad, and he also knew his school. The news was indeed about him.

But the news early this morning was that he committed suicide by jumping off a building, making headlines on every page.It is estimated that it should be spread all over the school today.

"What's wrong today? Why is it a little strange?" Jiang Lanyun put the back of his hand on Shen Qiu's forehead. He didn't have a fever and his body temperature was normal.

Shen Qiu grabbed the hand that was attached to his forehead, and then held it tightly.

Maybe he can come out in the future, but now, no.

What he experienced only in the middle of the night last night, even wherever he walks now, he feels that there are a pair of eyes belonging to Ji Ruan peeking at him.

Time passed so short that he could still clearly recall last night.

The movements of his fingers were a little unnatural, and then he let go of Jiang Lanyun's fingers, feeling that these were not enough to make him feel safe.

He turned sideways and hugged Jiang Lanyun again, then buried his face on his shoulder: "You can't push me away." He was a little scared, feeling that there was that person standing beside him.

Staring at him with a pair of blood red eyes made his hair stand on end.

As soon as Jiang Lanyun moved, his pupils shrank: "Don't push me away!" He hugged him even tighter, his heart was beating fast, panic and worry.

"I won't push you away." Jiang Lanyun patted him comfortingly along his back.

I always feel that what he is doing now has something to do with Ji Ruan.Ji Ru'an jumped off the building last night, and today he suddenly became a little unusual, as if he had returned to the way he used to be.

"It's Ji Ru'an...Did you look for you last night?"

Jiang Lanyun's guess was accurate, and he was sure to hit it.

Shen Qiu's heart, which had been loosened just now because of his comforting, tightened up again, and then suddenly tightened her arms, getting closer to him, leaning on the seat, with her head buried in the hollow of his neck.

His reaction let Jiang Lanyun know that it was really Ji Ruan.

But Ji Ruan has already gone abroad, why is she still looking for Shen Qiu...

Jiang Lanyun frowned, thinking about these questions, Shen Qiu suddenly bit his neck, and rubbed his teeth lightly twice: "Don't... be angry... I just hug for a while."

The words are a bit unclear.

But he was really afraid that Jiang Lanyun would find him annoying and wanted to drive him away, so he did it so flatteringly, hoping that Jiang Lanyun could treat him better.

With a mess of hair on his head, he didn't even come to comb it in time, and he didn't like it even after thinking about it.

Just as Jiang Lanyun was thinking about this matter, he was suddenly so distracted by his actions that he couldn't think about anything else. His frowning eyebrows suddenly let go, and even the back of his waist felt itchy.

He patted his back with his hands, so that Shen Qiu could calm down.

Fortunately, there are baffles in the car, otherwise the driver would be able to see the small movements behind.

Following these movements, Shen Qiu slowly moved his teeth away, and then hugged him sullenly.

Jiang Lanyun helped him by the shoulders to let him sit down, and then saw his red eyes.Shen Qiu wiped it quickly, but there were no tears, he was just worried about tears.

Realizing that his movements were a bit redundant, Shen Qiu touched his nose embarrassingly, and put his hands behind his back.

It's embarrassing and embarrassing to cry in front of others, even when he said this, he could feel that Ji Ru'an was staring at him, which made his scalp tingle.

Jiang Lanyun couldn't help but laugh when he saw his actions. Shen Qiu felt hot when he saw him, and then she turned around and sat upright, not disturbing him anymore.

Seeing his reaction, Jiang Lanyun felt as if a feather was flirting in his heart.

I kind of want to kiss him and rub his ears by the way.

Shen Qiu felt that his hair was too messy, so he stretched out his hand to smooth it out, then turned his head to ask Jiang Lanyun if he had a mirror.How could Jiang Lanyun have a mirror? Now Shen Qiu has become a habit of asking him everything.

"You wear a mirror..."

Eyes widened, Jiang Lanyun took the initiative to kiss him.

Jiang Lanyun also seemed a little shocked, he just wanted to kiss the cheek.I didn't expect to come here...

It was Jiang Lanyun himself, not Shen Qiu, who blushed for a moment.

"You, why are you turning around?"

I've already masturbated and kissed, but now I suddenly kiss him like this, and it's still such a pure and innocent boy's heart.

After all, it is the person I have loved for many years, no matter what I do, I am attracted to myself like a star.

His eyes followed his every move as if he had a master.

Shen Qiu casually wiped her lower lip with the back of her hand, wiping it: "...No, I just want to ask you if you have a mirror..."

This action hurt the thumping boy's heart: "Why are you wiping your mouth? Don't you dislike me?" He muttered, "How could I have a mirror."

Bai was overjoyed, thinking that he saw him from the corner of his eye and then turned around on purpose... I don't understand the style, and I can't say something nice on this occasion.

"Don't dislike it."

Shen Qiu said so, then licked her lips and leaned forward to kiss him: "Look, I don't dislike me. Just don't dislike me, I'm fine anyway."

It sounds both comforting and uncomfortable.

What is comfortable is the former sentence, and what is uncomfortable is the latter sentence.It once again confirmed the fact that Shen Qiu didn't like him in that way.

"It's fine to just say the first sentence from now on, the latter sentence is too much." Jiang Lanyun sighed inwardly, nothing showed on the surface, and then helped Shen Qiu tidy up her hair.

"Okay." Shen Qiu agreed quickly.

When we arrived at the school, the students in the class were all discussing about Ji Ruan. After all, his bullying had spread all over the country. He was still a former student of Yude, which discredited Yude's century-old reputation.

Almost the whole school knew about his scandal, and the media even picked up his history of bullying.

This time, Ji's family must help Ji Ru'an deal with the aftermath. They regretted adopting such a child.

Forget it, the scandalous things they did were published in major newspapers, and now their family's affairs have become the laughing stock of the political circles.

The stock of Ji's Group has fallen a lot recently, and many opponents are watching the fire from the other side, and even want to add more firewood to make the fire burn more vigorously.

Ji Dongzhou already had a lot of work and didn't have time to pay attention to other things. Now that everything is on his head, he needs to deal with the aftermath himself, and he doesn't know when it will end.

The weak blood relationship and Ji Ru'an's willful behavior made Ji Dongzhou not care much about him. The police also investigated him when he jumped off the building this time. His last call was to Shen Qiu.

There was no other evidence to prove that it was a homicide, and all the evidence showed that he committed suicide. The major media picked up some rumors and immediately began to spread them.

Suicide in fear of crime or something, not wanting to take responsibility, everyone seems to want to join this scolding war, verbal criticism and pen criticism are willing to give this dead person to death again.

Ji Dongzhou only found out from the police that Ji Ru'an actually knew Shen Qiu, which also caught his attention, and he hadn't looked for him for a long time.

He himself met Shen Qiu in a coffee shop. At that time, Shen Qiu was busy doing computer homework, his eyes were only on the screen, and he didn't pay attention to other people at all.

Ji Dongzhou propped his chin, looking at his youthful face bathed in the sun, he looked like a child who was still immature, and looked very small.

He found an opportunity to get to know him on the sidelines, and then approached him step by step.

This was almost the first time he became interested in a boy over the age of 15. That face was really attractive. He pretended to be a good guy and approached slowly, passing by to help him point out a small loophole in the computer homework.

At that time, Shen Qiu was still Jiang Lanyun, he was a little surprised at his mistake at first, and then nodded to him as thanks.

Ji Dongzhou found someone to investigate Jiang Lanyun's information, and then knew his home address, his phone number, and his hobbies.

An attractive face can sometimes bring some benefits, but sometimes, it is just such a person who stares at him and then makes up his mind.

He just relied on this information, and then approached Jiang Lanyun.

Jiang Lanyun's vision is very sharp, he can notice bad things, and he can also stay away from all of them well, because he has been here since he was a child, and he can see the eyes of the people around him.

When Ji Dongzhou wandered around the political world, Jiang Lanyun couldn't tell whether he was a good person or a bad person at a glance, but with vigilance, he could still stay away from him well.

But Ji Dongzhou never got too close, just learned something from him.

Jiang Lanyun later directly told him that he had a girlfriend and wanted to accompany her often, hoping that he would stay away.But after Ji Dongzhou's investigation, he found out that he didn't have any girlfriend at all, and it was all lies.

Ji Dongzhou didn't ask the question face to face, but just mentioned something tactfully.

In the final analysis, the political boss is still the political boss, Jiang Lanyun can only say that he has broken up, his girlfriend has found a new boyfriend, and kicked him.

Later, Ji Dongzhou wanted to get closer by relying on this point. How can I say that people in the society are thicker-skinned than campus students, but Jiang Lanyun is so annoying that he refuses to leave no matter how cold it is, so he directly said that he is very annoying. The next day it was like nothing.

He also got close to Jiang Lanyun, saying that he would help him find a girlfriend again, and that he had forgotten about the old man, as if he knew him very well, with a thick skin like a city wall.

Ji Dongzhou didn't expect that he would be interested in him when he fell in love with him. He didn't like Jiang Lanyun's temper, but that face was really to his liking, and he couldn't find a face that was so right to him after searching for a long time.

I really can't bear to give up casually.

Ji Dongzhou felt that maybe he was done with work recently, so he could visit him.

But the current Shen Qiu is not necessarily so.

Because that face saved him a lot of innocent disasters. He has never experienced what Jiang Lanyun has experienced, and he does not have such a decisive temper.Under the long-term bullying, she was even a little weak, but recently under the care of Jiang Lanyun, she has recovered a lot.