"Do you think..."

"What do you think?"

Lu Yinbing subconsciously asked, and when Xiaoxi came back to her, she came back to her senses, shook her head slowly, and said thoughtfully, "It's nothing."

Why do you feel that Xia Yitong has been weird since the morning, not a little weird, but very weird.

Fang Hui in the dressing room asked, "Teacher Xia?"

Xia Yitong also shook her head, signaling that she doesn't need to ask any more questions.

"She doesn't like you." "Nobody likes you."

These two voices were still intertwined in Xia Yitong's tympanic membranes, and they became more and more intense, forcing her into the mud.She slowly raised her hand and gently pressed her temple, where a weak but powerful pulse was beating.

She turned her head to her back, as if those tens of thousands of Xia Yitong were in the void, and she blamed herself one by one, making her immediately hide in her shell and never come out.

How can it be?Xia Yitong sneered in his heart, he underestimated her too much.

Because she was abandoned since she was a child, Xia Yitong is inferior, sensitive, and vulnerable than her peers. She is easy to fall into her own negative emotions, but she is also much stronger than others, because she clearly knows that as long as she overcomes those negative emotions, she will become a better person than before. Stronger, this is what the director of the orphanage who is like a teacher and mother taught her.Her life has grown through countless self-denials and affirmations.

There is a voice in my heart saying: "Look at what you look like? A little setback has knocked you down like this? Doubting others and doubting yourself, like a maggot hiding in a cesspit."

"The earth is still turning, and the world is not destroyed. Why do you destroy yourself? There are so many possibilities in life, and every road you walk is your own choice. Just because you encounter some pits, you Regret it? Do you think highly of yourself?"

An old house with green walls and white tiles was reflected in the mirror. On the first day a girl with dirty clothes stepped into the gate, she swore to the outside world that she would make those who abandoned her regret it.

In the first year of school, the girl wrote the first sentence from her heart with the Chinese characters she learned: "I will definitely succeed."

The girl has grown into a young girl, the first time she saw Lu Yinbing, she vowed to walk by her side.

She pulled herself away from the blind worship, and thought calmly: "Didn't Lu Yinbing just throw away a bottle for you? Or was she careless? She is a human being, not a god, so how can she satisfy all your needs? Even It's a god, and there are times when you don't get what you ask for. It's okay to be sad, don't you want to jump the Huangpu River? Xia Yitong, don't forget, what exactly do you want? What are you chasing after?"

There was a sudden shock in my heart, and I was enlightened almost instantly.She has lived to this day not for anyone, but for herself, for everything she cares about.A bottle is just a bottle, Lu Yinbing is the most important thing.

"Take a step back, even if she doesn't take you seriously, so what? You've only known her for a few days, so what if she just treats you as an acquaintance? Does she treat you as a friend? Use your heart Feel it, don't use your eyes. The ancients even said: draw it slowly. You are so eager to make progress now, what are you afraid of?"

——What are you afraid of?

With a deafening sentence, the house disperses, Xia Yitong sees the incomparably real self in the mirror, calm and calm, and asks: Yes, you are no longer the child who can cry, what are you afraid of?

When she was a child, she was afraid of being abandoned, but she was abandoned anyway.The life in the orphanage was not as bad as she thought, or in other words, it was much better than her original life. Although she would be bullied and isolated, at least she had no worries about food and clothing and went to school.The dean loved her for being smart, and even let her learn music. To some extent, it made up for her lack of family care. She has a good personality, and the children in the orphanage are willing to play with her.

When she grew up, she fell in love with an unreachable person.She was afraid that she would not be able to get ahead in the entertainment industry, that she would not be able to get close to her, and that one day she would die of exhaustion on the plane running for the announcement, and would pass out on the set.

She has so many fears, one after another, they are all around her life, not only her, everyone is afraid of birth, old age, sickness and death, and the impermanence of life.Because of the fear in my heart, I tried my best.

Looking back, for a month, she and Lu Yinbing had never known each other from across the street, and Lu Yinbing would often take the initiative to come over to her and say "I'm bored, come and see you." Until they were in the same room , although she was tortured at night, Lu Yinbing would help her to rest, squeeze her toothpaste, talk to her gently, and help her hate Qin Hanlin, even though she wanted to treat her like a fool every time. An excuse, but it also proves from another angle that she is at least not so alien to herself.People in the circle heard that Lu Yinbing was very difficult to get along with, but Lu Yinbing's eyes told her: If it wasn't that the rumors outside were wrong, it was because she looked at her differently.

After walking so many steps, there is no reason to hesitate and back down at the door, the worst is to return to the original position.She has to live even when she returns to her original position, and she can't die on the spot, and she has to live a colorful life, so that she is worthy of saving her life to her parents.She has worked hard and struggled, and she has no regrets.

Xia Yitong took advantage of the situation to make up the extreme assumption that "Lu Yinbing is actually married, but he just didn't tell the outsiders", and instantly tortured his heart, liver, spleen, lungs and kidneys thoroughly, and those negative emotions brought about by the wishing bottle were immediately overwhelmed. The more intense complex emotions were swept away, and I almost vomited on the spot.

It can be said that it is very much fighting poison with fire.

Xia Yitong choked and coughed, "Water."

Sitting beside her for so long, Fang Hui saw that her face was cloudy and uncertain, then her eyes were serious, her brows were suddenly furrowed, and finally she heard her speak the first sentence, and hurriedly passed the water over.

Even in this situation, Xia Yitong still poured it into his mouth carefully, fearing that the makeup on his lips would be stained.

After drinking the water, she asked, "What time is it?"

Fang Hui looked at his phone: "Eight o'clock."

"Let's go, let's go filming, it's time for someone to call."

Fang Hui looked at her expression and was sure that she was resurrected with full blood. A big stone fell in her heart. The new wishing bottle filled with stars was in her bag. It's more stable.

Who knew that Xia Yitong would bring this up on his own initiative: "Have you bought my new bottle yet?"

"All right."

"let me see."

Fang Hui hesitated, took it out and gave it to her.The new bottle is square, the original one was round, and the ribbon was replaced with a chic red string. It can be said that it is very different from the beginning to the end.Xia Yitong looked at it, then smiled, and said: "If you have a heart, put it away. Give it to me at night."

"Okay." Fang Hui also laughed, and made a signature gesture of a little eunuch in TV dramas, and said in a high-pitched voice, "Hey, respect the imperial concubine Chen." Not to mention, she still looks decent.

Xia Yitong taught her with a stern face: "We can't call it a show this time, we have to call it a promise."

Fang Hui: "I haven't come out of the first play yet."

"I think your little eunuch's acting is very good. Hey, do you still remember the director Liu Zheng who likes to make court dramas? I recommend you to him as the imperial eunuch in his drama, how about it?"

Fang Hui struggled for a while, and said seriously: "That's good, but I still want to play a serious female third, and a vicious female supporting role is fine."

"Huh? Do you really want to act?"

Fang Hui also let out an "ah" and said with a chuckle, "I'm just joking."

"Scare me." Xia Yitong patted his chest.

"Acting is too tiring. If you don't agree with me, you will be blackmailed." Fang Hui made a trembling gesture, "I'll be my little assistant, and I will have meat with Teacher Xia."

Fang Hui opened the door of the dressing room for Xia Yitong, and let her go out first, Xia Yitong turned her head and said, "If you really want to act, I'll lead you a thread, it's okay, don't alienate me."

Fang Hui hurriedly waved her hands, wishing to leave herself and the entertainment industry behind: "I really don't want to act, I can't stand people greeting the whole family. But if there are any group performances, such as pretending to be a dead body, I can go. "

Xia Yitong clicked his tongue: "Look at your promise."

"I'm only good enough, what's the matter?" Seeing that she was in a good mood, Fang Hui called her some irrelevant things as he did in private.

"Not really, I can't afford to provoke you."

This room Xia Yitong and Fang Hui were talking and laughing, Lu Yinbing was so worried, he wished he could bring Xia Yitong over and ask him about it, if she was particularly angry because of her incident, she would coax her a little bit, Xia Yitong likes her so much , A few more coaxing words will definitely be able to coax her well, and then ask her out for a meal, she eats, and watches by herself.Also, what else...

Before she could even think about it, the filming of today's scene started.

From eight o'clock in the morning to seven o'clock in the afternoon, Xia Yitong was in very good condition today, Qin Hanlin praised him a few times, but Lu Yinbing looked left and right, and felt that she was faking it.

After filming, Xia Yitong took off her make-up, packed her things, and said goodbye to Lu Yinbing who was still on the set as before: "Mr. Lu, see you tonight." She was going to eat, and took Fang Hui to a restaurant to eat ice cream, by the way buy something.

Lu Yinbing responded blankly: "See you tonight."

Xia Yitong left, but Lu Yinbing never turned his head.

Xiaoxi called in her ear: "Miss sister?"

"what?"

Lu Yinbing bit his lower lip, his eyebrows were knotted in a rare way: "Xia Yitong, she..."

"What happened to Teacher Xia?"

"Is she sick again? Why do I feel like she's not angry with me anymore?"

Xiaoxi: "..."

It's not good if people don't get angry with you, your thoughts are so complicated, Miss Sister.

Lu Yinbing said again: "It must be acting like me, I don't believe it."

So after Lu Yinbing returned to the hotel, he took a quick shower, changed into his pajamas, and lay down under the quilt, wrapped in two layers. The temperature of the air conditioner was astonishingly 24 degrees.

It was almost ten o'clock, Xia Yitong came back, holding an electric fan in his arms, and happily greeted her: "Mr. Lu, good evening!"

Lu Yinbing: "..."

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