Lu Yinbing was taken back to his parents' bedroom. His eyes were sore and sore, but his mind was still awake. He couldn't fall asleep at all. Every cell was screaming, every nerve was bleeding, and his mental pain even blurred his physical body. Even closing your eyes is a luxury.

There seemed to be a hand like iron pincers in her stomach, grabbing her intestines and stirring them wildly. Lu Yinbing kept moaning in pain and rolled on the bed covered in cold sweat.

She couldn't hear, see, or think. There was a huge roar in both ears, and countless people were talking in her ears. Those noisy and unorganized words were repeated over and over again, over and over again. , dominated her mind with ease.

Why are you so dark, you are jealous of your lover.

You pushed her away, you hurt the people who love you.

You are a loser.

You wretch.

You get nothing done.

You will only drag others down.

Others would have an easier life without you.

Die, it won't be so painful after death, it won't hurt after death.

Don't trouble others.

Die.

Die.

Die.

The words "death" in capital letters and a row of exclamation marks appeared in front of my eyes, like black paint splashed on a white wall, it was extremely glaring, and for a moment Lu Yinbing could only see this word in his eyes.

She stared at the void a little bit, as if in meditation.

Lu Yunzhang and Liu Xinmin saw something was wrong in her eyes.Lu Yinbing looked at the small table in the middle of the room, and there was a fruit knife on it.

Lu Yunzhang yelled at Liu Xinmin: "Hold her down!"

With quick eyes and hands, he rushed over and hid the fruit knife.

Liu Xinmin threw Lu Yinbing directly under her body, and hissed: "Bingbing, don't do anything stupid, you still have mom and dad, mom and dad need you, we will always be with you!"

Lu Yinbing's chest heaved violently, thousands of thoughts floated up in her mind instantly, like two armies confronting each other, the sea was rising and falling one after another, one wave over another, she trembled all over, her teeth trembled, after a long, long time, she pushed Liu Xinmin shoulder, and whispered, "I'm fine, Mom."

Liu Xinmin let go of her half-believingly.

Lu Yinbing lay on the bed, exhausted and sweating profusely, looking at his parents in front of him, he smiled guiltily and relaxed.

There is no way to describe her feeling at that moment, the dark clouds dispersed, the stars hung on the dark sky, darkness and light ebbed and flowed, and then the light flourished, day and night were reversed, heaven and earth exchanged, and suddenly there was a light in her chest.

When she was pressed by Liu Xinmin, she caught a faint but persistent voice in her broken mind, it said: "I can't die, I want to live, I still want to act and love."

This thought was like a spark, which started a prairie fire in an instant, completely overshadowing the original thought. The restraint of the nerves disappeared, replaced by the feeling of warm water pouring into the blood vessels.

I beat you again.

She really laughed like this, smiling very heartily, smiling and tears fell, seeping into the pillow through the corners of her eyes.

She thought of Xia Yitong.

I don't know how to face her.

She sighed.

Lu's father and Lu's mother looked at her, and Liu Xinmin said, "You can sleep here tonight."

Lu Yinbing nodded.

I don't know if I fell asleep, I was half asleep and half awake all night, and felt two pairs of eyes looking at her several times, no matter when I woke up, it was her parents.

Lu Yinbing blinked his sour eyes, turned his face sideways and closed his eyes, letting tears fall into the pillow.

It felt like there was movement outside before dawn, it seemed to be the sound of closing the door. When I woke up in the morning, Xia Yitong had already gone out, and sighed again.Turning to face her poor acting parents who pretended to be nonchalant, they smiled and asked her to eat, and wanted to hook her lips, but she showed a smile that was uglier than crying.

After breakfast was finished in silence, Liu Xinmin asked for leave, and together with Lu Yunzhang, accompanied Lu Yinbing to see a psychologist for consultation.

Lu Yinbing came to the psychiatrist more and more frequently, and the other party had already discovered something wrong from such frequency.The two chatted for an unprecedented long time, and they ordered takeaway for lunch.

When Lu Yinbing came out, his expression was tangled, and the doctor patted her on the shoulder and said, "You make the decision, sooner rather than later."

What decision?Lu's father and Lu's mother were at a loss.

The three went home.On the way, Lu Yinbing asked Lu Yunzhang to borrow his mobile phone and called Xia Yitong. There was Xia Yitong's phone number in the address book, but she entered those familiar numbers one by one.

With the development of science and technology, few people will remember other people's phone numbers anymore. Parents can't remember clearly, let alone lovers and friends, but Lu Yinbing will remember, and will remember all the contact information and mobile phone numbers of important people. , WeChat, QQ, mailbox, she thought, maybe a sense of ritual is at work.

After entering the numbers, she waited at least five seconds before dialing the phone.

She didn't speak, and she didn't speak over there. I could hear the wind whistling in my ears. Is she still outside?

"Mr. Xia, it's me."

Xia Yitong opened her mouth, not knowing what to say, what if she said the wrong thing and made her unhappy, but not speaking would make her unhappy, and saying sorry would be even better.

It's wrong to say anything, how did she love her?Why did things get to this point?

She just stood in the cold wind, holding the phone and weeping in a daze.

Xue Yao looked to the side, motioned to Fang Hui, and led her into the car.

Lu Yinbing's heart felt as if thousands of small needles were stuck on it together. The pain caused her to hold her chest and bend over. Liu Xinmin was so worried that she reached out to help her. He breathed a sigh of relief and asked, "Have you finished your work yet?"

Xia Yitong wiped his face and said, "Well, it's just over."

Hearing her nasal voice, Lu Yinbing bent even deeper, buried his face in his knees, and said with all his courage, "Is there any more notice? Come home, I have something to tell you."

"Okay, I'll go back now." Xia Yitong took the initiative to hang up the phone.

She heard the smell of an ultimatum from inside. Lu Yinbing must be feeling very uncomfortable now. The longer he spends with her, even talking, the more uncomfortable she will be. So let her finish this time.

Lu Yinbing heard the beeping busy tone from inside, and felt another sharp pain in his heart.She bent the corners of her mouth in bitter joy, if the pain continued like this, it's time for her to check out a heart attack.

Want to laugh again, why are you so poor.

Xia Yitong likes you poor, so keep it up!Come on, Lu Yinbing.

The car was parked in the yard, Liu Xinmin opened the door first, and then reached out to help Lu Yinbing. Lu Yinbing stepped out with one foot, and the other foot was still on the car. He clasped the edge of the door firmly with his hands, and frowned.

Liu Xinmin: "Bing Bing?"

Lu Yinbing's lips moved, but he couldn't hold back, he bowed his head and spit out a mouthful of bright red blood.

Liu Xinmin's face turned pale with fright, and she went to call Lu Yunzhang: "Don't stop the car, go to the hospital again!"

Lu Yunzhang was in the driver's seat and didn't see what was going on behind him, so he hurriedly asked, "What's the matter?"

"It's nothing." Lu Yinbing wiped the corners of his mouth, and pulled Liu Xinmin forward, "It's much more comfortable, I'm really fine, do you want to check if we go later, let's settle the business first."

"But..." Liu Xinmin looked at the pool of blood behind her, how could she be fine, it was so serious.

"Don't worry about it. There are so many things. I'll go for a full body checkup tomorrow." Lu Yinbing half-pushed Liu Xinmin into the house. She really felt much more comfortable. She might have been emotionally exhausted for so many days. Not good, stagnation and sorrow are accumulated in the chest, and now after spitting out blood, apart from a burning pain in the chest, I don't feel blocked.

Liu Xinmin groaned twice in succession, but was unable to persuade Lu Yinbing, and was dragged into the house by her. The fact that she vomited blood just now could not be hidden from Lu Yunzhang. Lu Yunzhang had worked as a scout in the army for two years before Liu Xinmin could tell At that time, Lu Yunzhang found fresh blood left on the grass from behind the car.

He went into the room and asked Lu Yinbing a few words, and accepted that she would go to the hospital for an examination tomorrow, but at the same time he also invited a family doctor to do a preliminary examination first.

Lu Yinbing obediently obeyed.

Liu Xinmin remembered what the doctor said, and asked her, "The doctor told you to make a decision. What decision is it?"

Lu Yinbing avoided talking about it, and only said: "Mom, I may need to ask you to pay something."

Liu Xinmin spoke bluntly: "Please, you are your daughter, I will give you my life if you want it."

Lu Yunzhang lightly slapped the back of the hand of this unabashed woman. Lu Yinbing smiled and said, "Your nonsense should be corrected. My father must be in a hurry."

Lu Yunzhang said: "I will give you my father's life too."

Lu Yinbing: "..."

It's not funny at all when you are still joking.

Lu Yinbing opened his eyes wide, breathed out, and told Liu Xinmin what she needed from him. Liu Xinmin thought it was a big deal, and immediately agreed, and even gave her husband a provocative look.

Lu Yunzhang curled his lips and looked at his wife and daughter with loving eyes.

Lu Yinbing got up from the sofa and said, "I'm going to the study. If Xia Yitong comes, let her come to the study to find me."

Lu Yunzhang nodded: "You go, and solve everything that needs to be solved today."

Lu Yinbing took a long breath from his chest and said, "I know."

The family doctor arrived before Xia Yitong. The other party knocked on the door of the study with tools. Lu Yinbing was lying on the soft couch in the study. The doctor gave her a simple examination.

Another sound of footsteps was heard next to his ears, Lu Yinbing lay down and looked over, Xia Yitong was standing at the door, with both hands hanging by his side, not daring to take an inch.

Lu Yinbing said, "Come in, Teacher Xia."

Xia Yitong then stepped in, stood still, and moved a stool to sit far away from Lu Yinbing.

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