Mama Xia cried with her, her hands always raised in the air.

"Leave me...leave me..." Xia Yitong hid herself in the corner between the bedside table and the bed, her hands crossed her knees, her eyes lost focus, she kept muttering, her face was covered with wet tears.

Lu Yinbing gave Xia Yitong antipyretics, and put a wrung cold towel on her forehead.Thinking of how Xia Yitong fell asleep sitting on the ground with tears on her face just after waking up, her heart ached, she couldn't help covering her heart with her hand, gasped, stood up, and turned her body to the side.

It was already two o'clock in the morning when she woke up, she didn't know how long Xia Yitong had been here, and she didn't know why she was crying like this.My moodiness these past few days must have scared her, otherwise why would Xia Yitong only cry when she was asleep.

You bastard.

She raised her head and took a deep breath, forcing back the tears.

Xia Yitong was lying on the bed, frowning tightly, mumbling something indistinctly, Lu Yinbing's ear was pressed against her lips, and he vaguely heard: "Leave me... leave me..."

leave?What is it called to leave?Tell her to leave?

Yes, she brought anxiety and pain to Xia Yitong, she was the root cause of Xia Yitong's becoming like this.Without her, Xia Yitong would not have acted in that movie, she would not even have embarked on this path, she would have a completely different and smooth life, she is so good.

If you can't do your career, and you can't even keep your love, you are a complete loser.She heard the voice in her heart say so.

Lu Yinbing was startled.

No, it's not like this, Xia Yitong loves her, and she also loves each other, all sacrifices are made willingly by each other, there is no such thing as who is in debt to whom.Xia Yitong's nonsensical words, why did she take them to herself, perhaps they were not talking about her at all.Xia Yitong has only herself, why should she waver even if she hasn't wavered.

I'm not a loser, I can make a comeback, take good care of Xia Yitong, and be with her well.

I can!

Can I?

Lu Yinbing stepped back, leaning his back against the wall, and slowly slid to sit down.

In the room, there is a distance between the two people. One is lying on the bed and the other is sitting on the ground. Light and darkness are intertwined, and different shadows are divided by the light. The glass wishing bottle on the bedside table is tied with a dark blue The bottle body reflects a small silhouette.

The sun rose, and the sunlight projected in through the heavy curtains, dyeing the room light orange. Lu Yinbing raised his eyelids, and then lowered them again, staring at the ground in front of him with a dull expression.

In the end, it was Xia Yitong's waking up that alarmed Lu Yinbing. It took her 10 minutes to get herself off the ground, stand up, and walk to the edge of the bed.

"You're awake." When she said it, she realized that her voice was unbelievably hoarse.

Xia Yitong looked at her, tears welled up uncontrollably.

"What's wrong?" Lu Yinbing's sluggish reaction was frightened by her, and it was a few beats faster, which was faster than normal people's reaction speed, "Don't cry, my heart can't stand it when you cry."

She pressed her heart, and a familiar pain came from there: "My heart hurts, it really hurts, can you stop crying? You cried like that last night, I—"

Lu Yinbing's throat was choked up, and he couldn't continue, his eyes sparkled.

Xia Yitong touched the towel on his head and wiped his eyes, then sniffed vigorously: "Stop crying."

The two got up and helped each other to wash.

When taking the medicine in the morning, Xia Yitong looked at the haggard Lu Yinbing in front of him, hesitated, and put it back.Lu Yinbing cast a puzzled look at her: "What's wrong?"

Xia Yitong said: "I don't want to eat."

"In no mood?"

"Yes." Xia Yitong's voice became more and more firm, "I don't want to be so muddled every day, and I don't want to yawn and resist the side effects of taking medicine every day. I can recover without taking medicine."

Xia Yitong said in her heart: The most important thing is, I don't want you to take care of me so hard every day, I'm afraid that when I get better, you will collapse.

Lu Yinbing's spirit was getting worse day by day, and she couldn't think of herself for a while, she shook her head, and decisively rejected Xia Yitong: "No, I have to eat."

Xia Yitong didn't insist on her own opinion, but had a discussion with her: "Then when I go to see the doctor next time, I will tell the doctor that if he says I don't need to take it, I won't take it."

Lu Yinbing: "Okay, listen to the doctor."

Xia Yitong's drowsiness in the afternoon has improved a lot. A person's will can sometimes surpass his physical instincts, but he is still drowsy, and his eyes are always unclear. She thought of a way and put a piano in the living room. Playing for an entire afternoon, with her face pressed against the keys, Lu Yinbing held her up and held her still. At this time, she would stare blankly at Lu Yinbing, and Lu Yinbing took the opportunity to take a lot of cute photos.

Xia Yitong hasn't posted on Weibo since more than a month ago, Lu Yinbing picked the second cutest photo from her photos and posted it on the Internet, and kept the first cutest one for himself.

The fans lost their minds, saying that they have never seen such a soft and cute Xia Yitong.

[Xia Yitong's white shirt: Wait, wait a minute, this angle doesn't look like a selfie, who took it? ! 】

[Summer sycamore tree: Fuck you, blind student, you found Huadian [Shocked]]

[Xia Xia Xia Xia said Xia Xia: I took it, thank you everyone, Xia Yitong and I have already received the certificate [haha]]

[Maybe one day you will love me: The decoration of this house, emmmmm... I don’t think I’ve seen it before, is it Mr. Xia’s new house?Still, I have a bold idea [Touch]]

[I have never seen such a lovely person: the speculation upstairs makes me think carefully...]

A group of fans are looking for clues to find the person who took the photo. No wonder they have an association in their minds. It turns out that Xia Yitong’s photos are either self-portraits or group photos of many people. It’s not all those taken by others alone. If there are any, they are not street photos. , and the group photo appeared in Jiugongge, who took the picture is clear at a glance.

Suddenly, a photo of a home, taken by someone else, could not stir up waves with one stone.For a single photo, Xia Yitong made another wave of trending searches. The title read "Xia Yitong posted warm photos, suspected to be dating people", Xue Yao's heart skipped a beat when she saw the trending search, and she put it down after seeing the content clearly.

Ever since the two of them became sick at home, she couldn't stop worrying about it. Her dream was that Lu Yinbing came out of the closet, Lu Yinbing beat the paparazzi, Lu Yinbing...all bad things, When I wake up in the morning, I can pull out my gray hair in front of the mirror.

Xia Yitong is not very worried here, with Lu Yinbing around, nothing will happen to her.It's just the headline party on Weibo, which makes it too irritating.

But she didn't call the two of them these few days. First, she didn't want to disturb them. Second, she didn't want to set up any rules and make any troubles. At worst, she would fight for it.

I don't know how they are doing now?The last time I called Lu Yinbing last night, I told her to have a good rest, and if I had anything to do, feel free to call her.Lu Yinbing was still there saying that she would correct it, and it was obvious that she didn't listen at all, but it proved from the side that she was in good spirits.

Xue Yao thought about picking a time to visit the two of them.

Psychological clinic.

Xia Yitong entered the doctor's office again and closed the door. She formally requested the doctor to stop taking the medicine, and the doctor raised his eyebrows in surprise.The chat time this time was shorter than the last time, Xia Yitong had a clear logic, and answered his questions in an orderly manner, except for occasional uncertainties, he was almost no different from a normal person.

At the end, the doctor smiled at her and said, "I've been in this business for so many years, and you are definitely one of the fastest recovering people. I would like to ask how you adjusted it. I can use it as a reference in the future."

Xia Yitong smiled, and said: "Maybe it's an obsession that I must get better, get better soon, and I can't let my family worry."

Doctor: "That means you have strong willpower. Your family must be very pleased to see you like this."

Xia Yitong: "Well, I hope she will be happier. By the way, can I stop the medicine? Because my family is not in good health, and the side effects of taking the medicine are too great for me. She is a bit powerless to take care of me."

Doctor: "Originally, I would not recommend stopping it. You must know that drugs are the most effective way to treat mental illness, but in your current situation, you can stop for a few days and try it. If you feel something wrong, please tell me in time."

Lu Yinbing turned off the Kindle interface, this time watching Roberto Bolaño's "Distant Star", Xia Yitong came out when she saw 30.00%, much earlier than she expected.

The doctor praised Xia Yitong in front of her, which made Xia Yitong very embarrassed. After getting in the car, Xia Yitong said: "The doctor said that I am in good condition, so I don't need to take medicine."

Lu Yinbing: "Is this really okay?"

There was worry in her expression, and at the same time, there was a trace of relaxation that was not easy to detect.

For her relaxed look, Xia Yitong strengthened her determination, no matter how hard it is, she must get well as soon as possible.

On the first day of stopping the drug, Xia Yitong was restless and irritable at night, Xia's mother sat beside her, talking to her constantly, just trying to control the thought of ignoring her, Xia Yitong was so tired that she was sweating all over, exhausted.

The shower washed away fatigue and sweat, Xia Yitong fell asleep in Lu Yinbing's arms, woke up suddenly in the middle of the night, her mind was occupied by chaotic and complicated voices, she clearly felt that she was being split into many pieces, everyone was Talking to her, the bulging veins and the strangle marks of the evil spirits are repeated in front of my eyes till dawn breaks in the sky.

Insomnia in the second half of the night.

On the second day after the drug was stopped, Xia's mother threw herself on her lap and cried, crying over and over again about the tragic situation between her and Xia's father. Xia Yitong pressed his forehead against the edge of the bed, and his palms were pinched with deep bloodstains.

……

One and a half months after stopping the medicine, Xia's mother disappeared from her side. Xia Yitong took a long bath in the bathroom, came back with red eyes, and fell asleep with Lu Yinbing in his arms for the first good sleep since he got sick.

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