you are the minutiae of the world

If Du Chen doesn't leave, I can't force him to leave. In this case, I think I can only escape. As for where to go, I haven't made up my mind yet, but the thought of leaving immediately fills my brain.I bet Du Chen wouldn't stay at my door for too long, I spent time with him in the room, and sure enough, Du Chen's cell phone rang several times in the afternoon, and he was so noisy after hanging up several times I was patient and answered the call. After answering the call, I heard the sound of pacing at the door, and then the sound of footsteps walking away.

I was relieved by his departure, I hurried out the door behind him, carrying my simple luggage to find the landlord to return the lease, I stopped a taxi at the intersection, and urged the driver to hurry up, I was a little irritable Yes, the encounter with Du Chen was unexpected. After the encounter, although he put on a repentant and infatuated appearance, obeyed me in everything, and carefully flattered me with low eyebrows and eyes, but once he was caught by the snake... I've been biting the rope for ten years, I really don't know what he wants to do more than ten years later, the young Du Chen can easily ruin my life without any means, how much energy does a man of this age have? I dare not think about it. I am not afraid of death, but I don’t want to die at the hands of the same person twice—only when I really stay away from this person can I let go of this high-hanging heart.

I was lucky. The landlord was at home. To save time, I didn’t go into the landlord’s house. I simply explained my intentions at the door. The landlord’s face fell instantly when he heard that I wanted to cancel the lease: “It’s clear in the contract. It says that you have to cancel the lease half a month in advance, how can I rent out the house if you are so anxious to move out? Besides, you are leaving now, how do I know if you have taken good care of my house? No, You go back first, and wait until I am free in a few days to go and see the house before returning."

"No," I took a step back and distanced myself from the landlord, the more distance I kept from people, the more comfortable I felt: "I have something urgent to do, I have to leave now," I took out a handful of cash to the landlord : "This is the remaining rent plus one month's rent, here are the house keys," I put them on the window sill aside and then withdrew my hand: "You can check it, I will only bring this with me Let the little box go, whether you agree or not, I will leave."

The landlord hesitated for a moment, reached out and took the money and counted it. Indeed, as I said, his face looked better: "Okay, but where are you going to move? In such a hurry?"

"Going back to my hometown, something happened at home," I made up a nonsense reason, and then turned and walked downstairs.

As soon as I got into the elevator, the landlord picked up the phone.

When I arrived at the high-speed rail station, I went directly to the ticket window and bought a ticket for the farthest city that the high-speed rail can reach. I bought a high-speed rail business seat. Now I feel uncomfortable. There are too many people in the high-speed rail station, densely packed. Although I walk around people carefully, it is inevitable that I will meet them.Hold on, I tell myself, I can get out of here as soon as the train leaves.

However, I was not happy for too long, before I waited for the car, it was Du Chen who waited first.

In the waiting hall, I saw him across a few rows of seats, and the panic in my heart gradually permeated. I turned around and walked towards the crowded place with my suitcase and head down. In the area, an uncontrollable nausea hit my heart. I knew that my fear of contacting people had returned. I couldn't control myself. I retched in the crowd while holding the box. People around me saw me like this, Spontaneously spread out to the side - Du Chen saw me.

I was still found by him. I wanted to escape, but the noisy crowd around me weakened my ability to move independently. I was too uncomfortable. I accidentally bumped into many people just now. Heavy, I can't seem to walk anymore, I lowered my head, sweating, just watching him approaching step by step, in my eyes, the sound of his approaching footsteps is no different from the urging of an evil spirit to me symbol.

He held me in his arms, and I heard his urgent, worried, and scared voice, but I was trembling all over, my thoughts were messed up, I couldn't hear what he was saying, my struggle became weak and powerless, I let him hold me Carrying me out of the waiting room, even though he put me in the car, I seemed to have reached the limit, and gradually passed out in the high-speed car.

I was woken up by a quarrel. I looked around and found that it was in a single ward. I should be in a hospital. I was about to get up when I heard the voices of two men at the door, Du Chen and a man I didn’t know. The man I knew had a low and vicissitudes of voice.

"That's why you left the acquisition meeting?" The man said, with a dissatisfied tone: "Do you know that this acquisition meeting is very important, for this acquisition meeting, Liu Ping and I, as well as the directors of the group, personally attended the meeting?" Country A flew over, and you just left after answering a phone call? Is the person you have been looking for all these years lying in there?"

"Yes," I heard Du Chen's voice faintly: "You and Liu Ping can decide on the acquisition by yourself. I will ask my assistant to give you the information tomorrow. I will no longer participate in this acquisition."

"What did you say?" The tone of the person at the door was a bit unbelievable: "Not participating? Du Chen, you have to think clearly, this acquisition is a cornerstone for you to get Du's. If you miss this opportunity, it will be difficult for you to convince Even if I am your father, my current shares will not be able to help you." After speaking, the man's voice became a little more dignified: "Just for a person in memory, is it worth it?"

"You gave up 30.00% of Du's shares and insisted on being with Liu Ping. Do you regret it now?" Du Chen's voice was flat.

After a while, the man's voice came to mind: "I have never regretted being with Liu Ping."

"I know you have no regrets, even if my mother jumped off a building and became a vegetable in order to make you change your mind, even if I hate you to the bone," Du Chen said with a chuckle and self-mockery: "I really deserve to be your seed, and I also fell in love with you." Falling in love with a man and becoming a pervert who likes men, you say it's ridiculous."

The man did not speak.

"What's even more ridiculous," Du Chen's voice was hollow: "Because of your irresponsibility towards my mother and me, I have grown into a distorted person. I made everyone think that I am outstanding, cheerful, and generous. He is a cute and sunny boy. In fact, I think this world is very boring. If I didn’t hate you, Liu Ping, and all the perverts who like men, I would have jumped down with my mother, you know Did I do something out of this hatred?"

"I personally sent my heart and soul into the abyss before I had time to discover it."

There was a loud bang in the ward, and I heard their conversation. I was so emotional that I threw the quilt out of bed, tore off the bottle of salt water in my hand, and threw it to pieces on the ground.Hearing the sound, Du Chen and his father opened the door and came in.

I sat on the side of the bed and looked up at them coldly.

Du Chen's eyes were full of nervousness, he turned his head and wanted to ring the bell beside the bed, I threw the quilt over it to stop Du Chen's movement: "Stay away from me."

"Your hand needs to be dealt with, I'll call a doctor to help you deal with it..." Du Chen worriedly pointed at the back of my hand.

I held the tube, pulled out the needle forcefully and threw it aside, interrupting Du Chen's words. I stared at Du Chen. I was originally angry, but when I wanted to speak, I suddenly froze. , why should I be angry.

Because I heard the truth?Because I heard Du Chen's so-called difficulties?Or because Du Chen didn't like me at all back then, he even hated me, hated me as a pervert who liked men.

I looked down at my empty right leg.

Can it still recover?

It can't anymore.

I closed my eyes, then slowly opened them, and there was peace inside: "Where is my artificial limb?"

At that moment, Du Chen understood what I meant, and he frowned tightly: "Take care of your body first, your body is very weak now, let's talk about the rest later."

"Du Chen, can my right leg come back?"

Du Chen's face was solemn, and he pursed his lips in silence.

"That's what I mean." I said, "If you must keep me, unless I die."

I saw the dim light flowing through Du Chen's deep eyes.