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Pete found out that he was weird. He found that he would always think of Shao Jing in his spare time. Pete didn't go into the reason, and received a strange call before he recovered from his injury.

Pete has never easily told others how to reach him. Few people have known his phone number for so many years, and the only ones who have contacted him most are Mo Jun and his brother Mo Kai. The phone does not show that this is a sales call, Pete thinks After thinking about it, he lay down on the bed and answered the phone.

Pete heard the breathing on the other end, which was a little familiar.

"Hello, Mr. Liang, I hope you haven't forgotten me."

Pete smiled, buried his face in the pillow and laughed foolishly: "I haven't forgotten, Dr. Shao is a man who won't be willing to forget once you meet him."

"Mr. Liang is very good at flirting," Shao Jing chuckled, "I don't know how many men Mr. Liang has said this to."

"Is Dr. Shao jealous?" Pete was in a good mood. He rubbed the soft pillow with a serious tone: "Do not be jealous, Dr. Shao. In this case, I only told Dr. Shao."

They didn't talk for a long time, and there was a half-truth and half-false affection between each other. Just like Pete couldn't understand his abnormality now, Shao Jing felt strange that he made such a call on his own initiative.

Maybe it's because he's been single for too long, Shao Jing thought, or maybe it's because he hasn't met such a man with such a clean temperament for a long time.

Although the person he met for the first time was covered with suspicious marks, the second time Shao Jing saw him standing beside him obediently as clean and tender as a green onion, he expressed everything clearly in his heart When he came out, the small thoughts of desire were revealed on his white face, which didn't match the white shirt on his body. Shao Jing's eyes seemed to see the orgasm of an ascetic, making people want to get close to him and explore him. .

But Shao Jing is not a proactive person. Fortunately, the man with the backpack took the initiative.

Just like now, they made an appointment for the next meeting. Shao Jing hung up the phone, but he seemed to be in a good mood. After finding Liang Zixuan's phone number from the patient information record book, he called without hesitation, and the result did not disappoint him. The man on the other end has a good flirting method, maybe the next few days will not be too boring.

After Pete recovered from his injury, he went to look for Shao Jing again, but this time he didn't wait at the door stupidly, but went directly to the dental hospital and called Shao Jing.Shao Jing was undergoing surgery, and the guiding nurse led Pete to the reception room, poured water for him politely, Pete waited for a long time, maybe several hours, not sure, because he fell asleep on the sofa halfway through Yes, when Shao Jing changed his clothes and came over, he saw a man in a blue hoodie sleeping soundly on the sofa, his curled up body revealing a white waist, his temperament was just like the label Shao Jing had labeled him, both Desire and pure.

Shao Jing felt that he liked to see such a body, so he asked someone to bring a blanket in a low voice, and put it on Pete's body gently, while he took a book and sat aside, waiting for Pete to wake up.

But Pete woke up a long time ago. He woke up the moment Shao Jing opened the door and came in. How could a person who often wakes up under which man or which bed he is in for ten years sleep in a strange place? cooked?He pretended to be asleep just to see Shao Jing's reaction. After all, the relationship between them was just a physical relationship. Maybe he would come up and touch him like most men, maybe he would be rude Wake yourself up, change the place to do something to yourself.

But Pete didn't expect Shao Jing to be such a gentle person. He covered himself with a blanket, and then quietly read a book and waited for himself to wake up.

Pete felt that this was not bad, so he continued to pretend, and a strange thought rose in his heart, he wanted to see how long Shao Jing could wait.

However, it was Pete who couldn't hold on first. He was starving to death.

They made an appointment to have dinner together, and this time they picked the right time, and there were so many options for dinner, Shao Jing asked Pete what he wanted to eat while driving, Pete thought about it, and said, he wanted to eat hot pot.

But Shao Jing doesn't seem to like such a lively and spicy feeling. Of course, it may be because he simply hates the heavy taste of hot pot. He stepped into the hot pot restaurant. Pete knew that Shao Jing didn't like it. Dressed so out of place in the crowded hotpot restaurant, Pete turned around and pulled him away with a smile: "Let's go eat French food."

Shao Jing looked at him suspiciously.

"Suddenly I don't want to eat hot pot anymore," Pete said of course.

They sat in an elegant French restaurant. Pete watched Shao Jing eat, which was elegant and pleasing to the eye. Curling his lips, he said to Pete, "Little liar."

"What?" Pete looked puzzled.

Shao Jing shook his head, did not speak, and then they went out together, it was raining lightly outside, Shao Jing turned his head and saw the shopping mall next door, and said to Pete, "Go shopping."

Pete nodded, nothing to do.

On a rainy day, there are more people in the shopping mall than usual. Pedestrians who are sheltering from the rain will have the mentality that it’s better to go shopping than to come here. Pete doesn’t know if he also has this mentality. He walked from the first floor to the fifth floor During this period, the stomach that didn't eat much was filled with various snacks and milk tea, and Shao Jing was always by his side, paying for him, picking up leftovers for him, doing his duty like a doting boyfriend good man.

Pete rubbed his swollen belly, sat on a chair in the public rest area of ​​the shopping mall, and said with emotion: "It's been a long time since I've eaten so full."

"Really?" Shao Jing stood opposite him, holding a bag full of hands, and said, "But in fact, you didn't eat much. It seems that your appetite is not very good."

Pete looked up at him, his smiling eyes narrowed: "Why don't you sit down?"

"Dirty." Shao Jing said concisely. Although he was indeed tired after walking for so long, his instinct for cleanliness made him prefer to endure the tiredness.

Pete didn't sit for a long time. He always felt that there was still something to be done between them. The two left the mall one after the other. When they returned, Pete was sitting in the passenger seat with a bunch of unfinished snacks, but they all It's cold, and it won't be so bad to eat when it's cold, but it must taste bad. Shao Jing asked him why he didn't throw it away. Pete leaned his head on the headrest of the leather seat, squinted his eyes and said, "This is what you bought for me. Yes, I'm going to finish eating."

Probably because the city at night after the rain is full of warm temptations for pedestrians on the way, Shao Jing only felt a palpitation, short and rapid.He no longer advises Pete to throw them away.

It was still the same hotel, but this time the two of them acted a little eagerly. They were excited for most of the night. Shao Jing didn’t choose to take a shower and leave immediately after the end. Pete was also lying on the bed, panting with confused eyes. They went to the shower together and slept in each other's arms until the next morning.

Pete woke up early. He sat cross-legged on the bed and looked at Shao Jing's sleeping face. The serious expression made Shao Jing jump when he opened his eyes: "What are you looking at?"

"It's unbelievable," Pete said with a smile without looking away, "Such a handsome man woke up beside me."

Shao Jing was pleased by this sentence, but he didn't know that Pete had said this type of words hundreds of times.

"Really." Shao Jing got up and wrapped his nightgown, glanced at him, and said with a smile, "Do you want to sleep with such a handsome man every day?"

Pete wanted to say that he sleeps with men almost every day, but whether he is handsome or not depends on his luck, but he understood Shao Jing's meaning and nodded: "Yes."

Mo Jun was the first person to notice something unusual about Pete. For more than a month, Pete didn't pick up any guests, and even rarely came back to the club.

When seeing him again, Mo Jun was shocked by the ring on his hand: "You...what's the situation?"

Pete raised his eyebrows: "It's good."

Mo Jun yelled at him: "Come on, tell the truth, are you playing a babysitting game with someone?"

"How do you say that?" Pete pointed at him, his tone giggling: "I can't be a good man? You're prejudice."

Mo Jun was silent for a while: "Does he know your occupation?"

Pete paused, and asked Mo Jun to mix him a glass of spirits. Pete didn't say anything until the glass was finished. He left very early. After Mo Jun finished his work, he saw that Pete's place was empty. .

Pete originally just wanted to play with Shao Jing. He looked at Shao Jing's appearance and thought that he was also a good partner who didn't mind. Mild fool.With Pete's high-end flirting methods and such crude lies, Shao Jing couldn't even guess his job. He didn't even ask about Pete's job after being together for more than a month. Pete is actually very lazy. If Shao Jing doesn't ask, he won't tell , anyway, this game will end sooner or later.

Besides, Shao Jing could satisfy him. Nick said that Pete was addicted to sex. It was not unfounded. Others had no choice but to go into the sea. He went into the sea to survive. The old people in the club knew that Pete loved this job.

Until a few days ago, Shao Jing sent him a pair of rings and asked him if he wanted to move in and live together.Pete felt guilty for the first time, and he wanted to tell the truth, but Shao Jing was on a business trip the next day.

It’s been half a month since Shao Jing left. After he left, Pete didn’t go to work. Even though he was almost driven crazy by the emptiness and desire in his heart, he thought about it and forget it. Shao Jing is not a person. What is he doing?Don't you know what kind of person you are?What qualifications does Peter have to live a normal life, what qualifications does he have to live in the daytime? The torment would pass and he would be the same again, but he would look at the ring on his finger and he would never be able to move his legs again.

Pete survived the first week by taking sleeping pills and falling into a deep sleep in the dark, but as time went by, the effect of sleeping pills became less and less effective, so he took out the underwear collected from various men in the cabinet and started Self-reading, he almost used self-harm to comfort himself. After a few days, the way of self-reading could not relieve the anguish in his heart. Pete was sweating profusely under the dim light in the bedroom. Clothes, legs spread wide, dirty and wrinkled underwear all around, he leaned against the end of the bed, laughing silently, laughing that he was alive like a disgusting maggot.

He's going crazy, Pete's desire is getting stronger and stronger, but his mind is getting clearer and clearer. He hasn't been in such a mess for a long, long time. Time seems to have flowed to the past, and Pete finally thought of the method at that time.

There is a fruit knife in the drawer of the bedside table. The knife is very sharp. Pete held it up and slowly scratched it on the inner side of his left upper arm. Desires were suppressed a bit, and Pete felt that his breathing became much easier.

Mo Jun opened the door and heard the sound of rough panting in the bedroom. He rushed in and was stunned by the scene in front of him. Then he wrapped him in a towel with a normal expression, helped him to sit on the bed, and went to the living room. He took out the bandage and wrapped it up skillfully.

Pete let him move, and after Mo Jun finished, he seemed to lose all his strength and fell on the bed suddenly, with his legs curled up and his eyes glazed over.

"Is that person really so magical that you started to fight against yourself?" Mo Jun asked him softly.

After a long time, so long that Mo Jun thought that he would not answer his own question, Pete said slowly: "He is an idiot, he doesn't know I'm lying, he handed me a handkerchief, he cooked for me, gave me Buy a ring, he likes me in a white shirt, he likes me clean."

"So what?" Mo Jun interrupted him coldly: "The lie will always be exposed one day, Pete, he won't know or understand how difficult your life is."

Pete closed his eyes, as if refusing to think and answer the question.

Mo Jun called the club to deliver a meal.

After hanging up the phone, Pete's voice sounded again, sounding dazed and helpless.

"A long time ago, they pinched me into a clean person, but I didn't like it. I used so much force to break through the mold that made my bones hurt, but I didn't expect to use such a mold now." Clean up to lie to another person," Pete laughed as he said, "Even I don't understand what I am."

Mo Jun sat by the bed and fed him.

Pete opened his mouth obediently.

"Boss Liu will come over tomorrow, and he will ask you to serve him by name." Mo Jun's voice was very calm: "My brother agreed."

Pete looked up at him.

"You will live a little easier if you take the old way, Pete. This is the best way for you to live a good life. You have tried for so many years. The best way, isn't it?"

Pete was too tired to even blink.

"I just want you," Mo Jun knelt on the bed and hugged him slowly, "Live longer."

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