you are the minutiae of the world

The Mu family was indeed very lively. It was the first time Xu Tingchang took a girl home, and Mu Ju took it very seriously. When Mu Song entered the door, he saw Xu Tingchang and his girlfriend who was brought home surrounded by him. Mu Ju took Jiang Yan's hand and spoke gently. While talking, Mu Song went into the room, took off his coat and put it away, then took out a cigarette from his pocket and smoked. Mu Ju glared at him and scolded, "What's the matter with you, didn't you see a lady there? Go to the balcony and smoke." .”

Mu Song nodded lightly, and went directly to the balcony. Just after taking a sip, Xu Tingjiang's voice sounded behind him: "What's wrong? Are you in a bad mood?"

Mu Song's mood is not right now. Not only Xu Tingchang can see it, but everyone in the room can see it. Jiang Yan thought Xu Tingchang didn't like her, so she was a little nervous. Mu Ju couldn't stand it anymore, so she asked Xu Tingchang to ask Ask what's wrong.

Even without Mu Ju's sign, Xu Tingjiang would come over to take a look. This little uncle of his own age has always been calm and indifferent since he was a child. His expression didn't change, but people close to him know that Mu Song is very stubborn in his bones, and even eight cows can't pull back what he decided to do. It's just that Mu Song was born in a wealthy family. Harmonious, pampered and spoiled, he has rarely been frustrated since he grew up. Apart from liking Qin Yu, who is more than ten years younger than him, and dare not speak out about it, Xu Tingjiang actually can't think of anything else that can make Mu Song look so gloomy. Especially at their age, unless there is a major accident, what else can make him feel so bad? It seems that this matter is most likely related to Qin Yu, Xu Tingjiang thought to himself.

Mu Song didn't speak, but the cigarette in his hand was replaced with a new one after a while.

"I can't control what I have to put on a bad face today." Xu Tingjiang also lost his temper: "Let my girlfriend see it, and think that you, an elder, don't like her."

Mu Song glanced at the girl smiling softly on the sofa through the gauze curtain on the balcony, and said, "I can't say, I have no objection, as long as you like it."

"Nonsense." Seeing him talking, Xu Tingjiang also smiled, and the angry expression on his face did not tense. He was originally a gentle person: "It's okay if you have an opinion, my girlfriend, and it's not easy for anyone to have suggestions. .”

"Since you brought it back, you are planning to get married?" Mu Song asked.

Xu Tingjiang nodded: "Yeah."

"Very good," Mu Song said irresolutely, "It's time to end it, otherwise your mother will keep me urging you, it's annoying."

"I don't think this is what bothers you today," Xu Tingjiang said tentatively, "Did you confess to Qin Yu?"

Mu Tong was stunned, then smiled helplessly: "What are you talking about?"

"My mother may not have noticed it." Xu Tingjiang paused: "Can I still not see it? Uncle, you were attracted to Qin Yu when he was in his teens. It's because of him that you haven't had a long-term companion these years. In the past, Qin Yu was too young, so it was difficult for you to start. Now that Qin Yu has grown up, he is straight. I thought you gave up, but now it seems that you haven't." Xu Tingchang also wanted to smoke a cigarette at first, but then he thought about what he would do today. As the main character, he was stared at by his mother and girlfriend, so he gave up and looked up at Mu Song: "Did you confess on New Year's Day? Or something happened that day, you said Qin Liang came back, it seems that something happened that day .”

"You think too much." Mu Song stubbed out the cigarette butt, and looked at the night sky with deep eyes: "I don't have so many messy things with Qin Yu, and this is not what bothers me now. I'll talk to you in a few days." Mu Song laughed at himself: "I don't understand now."

"You can do whatever you want. I can't interfere in emotional matters. However, you have always been a straightforward and decisive person. If something happens, no one can stop you. I won't persuade you much," Xu Tingchang patted On his shoulder, he said seriously: "I haven't seen you so distressed for so many years, I can only remind you, no matter what, take it seriously if you like it, don't let yourself regret it, and don't hurt others at will."

Mu Song turned his head, took a deep look at Xu Tingjiang, and said, "You have always lived a more transparent life than me."

When I was young, I met the Qin family. Mu Ju brought Mu Song to meet Qin Lie, a legendary self-made entrepreneur. Mu Song had several contacts with him, and felt that Qin Lie's skills and mind were admirable. After gradually taking over the company I have cooperated more with Qin Lie, and I often see Qin Yu who is still a baby. I don’t remember when Mu Song was tempted. It may be the time when he cried and asked me to make steamed eggs for him, or it may be At a certain point in those other vague memories, when I realized it, I only felt that I was a pervert. After all, Qin Yu was still so young back then. I thought that this taboo feeling would be eliminated with time, but later As the years got deeper and deeper, the thoughts of wanting to see Qin Yu were circling in his mind more and more. Mu Song had to divert his attention by taking care of other boys. Song slowly let go of Qin Yu. His unrequited love for more than ten years made him never think about having a serious relationship. No matter how hard it was, Mu Song never said a word to Qin Yu, and always Maintaining the relationship between uncle and nephew never crossed the line, at least Mu Song felt that he was loyal to Qin Yu's heart, even if no one knew about it.

I have always felt that this is how I will live my life, and it was really an accident to meet Qin Liang.

On the night of New Year's Day, Qin Liang could not be found anywhere. Mu Song was angry, especially at the moment when he left Qin Liang's apartment. The anger that had been accumulated in his chest could not be vented. Threatening himself, Mu Song wanted to catch him back, lock him in the room, pinch his neck and tell him, you are just a man I spent money to raise in Nanshan apartment, what right do you have to play disappearing in front of me.

But with the dawn, Mu Song's anger did not dissipate with the passage of time, but his mind became more and more clear. He suddenly realized that Qin Liang had never been supported by him, except for the car parked at the airport that he drove away. A black sports car, Qin Liang didn't ask himself for money like any foster object.

His only request is probably——

Don't think of me as Qin Yu,

Let's talk about love.

Qin Liang may have left City H, and he has not been found for more than 24 hours. After Mu Song heard about his past at the place where Qin Liang had a car accident, the second day after he could not find him, his heart gradually rose. What started was fear.

He was worried that Qin Liang would commit suicide.

He knew better than Xu Tingchang that Qin Liang probably never thought of living, maybe it had always been like this, maybe it was just the past few years, although Xu Tingchang said that Qin Liang would not seek death, but Mu Song was still worried, the rainy day when Qin Liang had a car accident, Blood flowed all over the car seat, and he didn't even want to call an emergency.

Mu Song could see the dark blood stains on the cab seat of the car.

Qin Liang said that they had met, but Mu Song thought about it all night, and found that there was no trace of them meeting in his memory.

Repressing his love for Qin Yu didn't drive him crazy, but Qin Liang's disappearance almost drove Mu Song crazy.

Mu Song hurriedly finished his meal and left Mu's house under the pretext of having something to do, and Mu Jue could also see that he was pretending to be something, so he waved his hands and did not stay.

Late at night, Su Cheng was leaning on the sofa when he heard the sound of the door opening, and stood up quickly.

Mu Song stood at the door and set his gaze on the room on the second floor. Su Cheng stepped forward: "Mr. Mu, since you left, Mr. Qin hasn't come down, so he should sleep all the time."

Mu Song nodded, changed his clothes and went upstairs.

In the dark, Mu Song saw the man lying sideways on the bed. Mu Song didn't turn on the light. He walked to the other side of the bed, turned on the night light by the bed, sat down, and looked down at Qin Liang's face under the warm light. Mu Song Sitting lightly on the edge of the bed, staring at Qin Liang's cheek in a daze.

Qin Liang knew about Mu Song's arrival, and he didn't fall asleep. To be precise, he hadn't slept for several nights. This was normal for Qin Liang. Since he could remember, he rarely fell asleep, and was always in the Wandering between half-dream and half-awake, as if unable to wake up from a nightmare.

Just when Mu Song's hand was about to touch Qin Liang's closed eyes, Qin Liang suddenly opened his eyes, looked at Mu Song with a smile, and said in a flattering and humble tone: "Mr. Do you want me to serve you again?"

Mu Song's hand suddenly stopped, and then he slowly retracted it. He took a deep look at the smiling man in front of him. His face seemed to be the same as those boys who fawned on him on the bed. But the eyes are empty like the night in the room outside the warm light at the head of the bed.

"Mr. Mu, what's the matter?" Qin Liang changed his posture and became lying flat. As his posture changed, the blue finger marks left by Mu Song pinching his arm after the absurd afternoon were exposed.

Mu Song leaned on one leg, looked down at him, stretched out his hand, pulled the quilt, slowly and forcefully covered Qin Liang's face, blocking his hypocritical smile, Qin Liang didn't struggle, Ren Mu Song put the quilt over him in a half-hug position.

Through the quilt, Mu Song hugged Qin Liang tightly, he hugged so hard, even through the quilt, Qin Liang felt that the man outside was about to crush himself.

Mu Song's breathing became heavy, he opened his mouth, and his angry voice reached Qin Liang's ears through the quilt.

"If you don't want to laugh, don't laugh, don't laugh."

Qin Liang was overjoyed and burst out laughing.

The laughter smothered in the quilt was ups and downs, like the last carnival of a dying little beast.

In this crazy smile, Mu Song's heart was sore and dull.

He figured it out, is there still time?

Qin Liang was tired of laughing, and lost his voice under the dark and stuffy quilt. His open eyes didn't have a trace of ups and downs, as calm as a deep well and secluded pool, people couldn't help but have the illusion that the crazy and nervous laughter just now had nothing to do with him.

Mu Song hugged him without any strength. In the well-heated bedroom, Mu Song felt cold while hugging the duvet.

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