Roommate says he's straight

Chapter.31

At the end of the song, Luo Meng bowed to the audience, and the audience applauded thunderously.Before he stepped off the stage, he looked down the stage again, but the place where his eyes had been following was empty.

Luo Meng's footsteps froze for a moment, he thought, where did Zhang Chenguang go.

For some reason, his heart flustered.

Qiao Jiayi was happily waiting for Luo Meng below the stage. She felt that Luo Meng's performance on the stage today was too good, too dazzling, and completely exceeded her expectations. He hugged her and praised: "Luo Mengmeng, I really look good on your sister and me today."

She let go of her hand, only to find that Luo Meng's face was full of thoughts, Qiao Jiayi was puzzled: "Why don't you look so happy?"

Luo Meng didn't know what a big deal it was, it could make him unhappy, after all, Zhang Chenguang was always there when he sang.

There was a trace of confusion between his brows, and he replied: "Zhang Chenguang seems to have left."

"Ah? Did he see you singing just now?" Qiao Jiayi thought that if Zhang Chenguang had left early, Luo Meng's song would have been sung for nothing.

Luo Meng nodded, "Well, I won't see you at the end."

Qiao Jiayi was relieved, and said with a smile: "Hey, then he will leave as soon as he leaves, there will be no delay."

Luo Meng didn't feel at ease, and asked sullenly: "The song is over, so what else can I do?"

Qiao Jiayi pulled him all the way out of the small auditorium where he was performing, poked his head in the cold wind, and scolded him: "You idiot, you can't teach a child, you've finished singing such a sweet and straightforward song, and the atmosphere is so bad." The groundwork has been laid, can you tell me what to do next?"

Luo Meng was like a doormat who was disliked by the dean, and shook her head slyly.

Qiao Jiayi sighed and shouted, "Confession!"

Luo Meng's eyes widened at once, and she looked at Qiao Jiayi in surprise. After a long while, she stammered and asked, "How...how to confess, I...I...I...I don't know how... .”

Qiao Jiayi waved her hand in the air, got mad for a while before restraining her anger, and turned her head to teach Luo Meng earnestly.

"Do you understand the four-character proverb? Well, I know you don't understand. It's just one sentence, four words. Listen carefully, I, Xi, Huan, you. If you understand, just nod."

Luo Meng blushed, her neck was tucked into the down jacket, she nodded in embarrassment, and just whispered back: "I understand."

He took out his WeChat and asked where Zhang Chenguang was now, and the answer he got was the dormitory.

Qiao Jiayi decided to give him a ride to cheer him up.

Near the boys' dormitory area, Qiao Jiayi decided to turn back. Seeing Luo Meng say goodbye to her with reluctance, she knew that he was very nervous, so she patted him on the back and said, "Luo Meng, you have to work hard. The timing is right tonight, success or failure In one fell swoop, you see, tonight is New Year's Eve, if you do this, it will be a new year from tomorrow, and you have a partner!"

This sounds really meaningful. They can welcome the new year together. Thinking of this, Luo Meng's cheeks are a little hot.

Qiao Jiayi finally said: "Gritting your teeth and stomping your feet, you will say it. This is how everyone came here. Be brave, I will always support you!"

With Qiao Jiayi's encouragement, Luo Meng went back to the dormitory alone. The building was very quiet, and most of the people had gone out to play. He gently pushed open the door of 111. Zhang Chenguang sat on the seat, with his hands in his hair, and looked down. Very annoyed.

Hearing the movement, Zhang Chenguang raised his head and glanced at Luo Meng lightly, then turned back, without saying hello to him, appearing much more indifferent than usual.

This was obviously beyond Luo Meng's expectation. He stood at the door in a little bewilderment. Qiao Jiayi's words just now echoed in his mind. He bit his lip and said, "I...I have something to tell you."

Zhang Chenguang stood up abruptly, the movement was so loud that the bench almost fell to the ground, he replied: "Exactly, I have something to tell you, let's go out and talk."

Zhang Chenguang needs to go outside to blow the cold wind to calm his mind.

Luo Meng's heart speeded up, he followed Zhang Chenguang out of the dormitory building, followed him to a remote streetlight and stood still.

Zhang Chenguang squeezed the space between his eyebrows, he didn't know how to speak for a while, after hesitating for a while, he decided to be more straightforward.

He asked: "Luo Meng, did you sing that song for me at night?"

Zhang Chenguang didn't look happy at all, but Luo Meng nodded nervously.

He was questioned again.

"Why did you sing that song, do you know it's inappropriate?" Zhang Chenguang's tone became severe.

Luo Meng's face turned red and then pale, his heart began to sink uncontrollably, his lips moved but he couldn't speak for a while.

Everything in front of him was different from what he had imagined. Qiao Jiayi said that the atmosphere had been paved, and today's timing was just right. He had to be brave and must speak up.

But no matter how ignorant Luo Meng was, she also realized that this was not a good time at all.

"Are you talking?" Zhang Chenguang raised his voice and asked.

Luo Meng's heart trembled with fright, he was really afraid of seeing Zhang Chenguang angry.

Although it was not the picture he imagined at this moment, he held back his tears and said, "Because...because I like you."

Zhang Chenguang couldn't tell what mood he was in for a moment, he explained to his inner self that this kind of emotion was probably absurd.

Yes, ridiculous.

He didn't understand when and how Luo Meng had such an idea. He was obviously a simple child who didn't know the world.

Watched by Luo Meng's timid eyes with tears in his eyes, Zhang Chenguang scratched his hair irritably.

Luo Meng asked in a low voice: "Are you...unhappy?"

Zhang Chenguang's tone was not very good, "I can't be happy, this is not normal."

Luo Meng's heart thumped, and he repeated Zhang Chenguang's words in disbelief, "It's not normal...do you think I'm...not normal?"

"No, that's not what I meant." Seeing Luo Meng's hurt face, Zhang Chenguang hurriedly explained.

He sorted out his messy thoughts, and said to Luo Meng again: "I'm not saying you're abnormal, and I'm not discriminating against your behavior, but...but..."

Zhang Chenguang took a deep breath and said solemnly: "But I'm straight. I'm a straight man, do you understand a straight man? It's the kind of boy who can't have more than friendship with the same sex."

Luo Meng's face turned completely pale.

His mind was in a daze, and he seemed to have never thought about this most fundamental problem from the very beginning.

Zhang Chenguang is straight, he won't have more than friendship with boys, then...he won't like himself at all.

Never will.

Luo Meng slowly squatted down with her knees hugged. The moment he fully understood, he also completely lost the strength to stand up.

Zhang Chenguang looked helplessly at Luo Meng who was squatting down. His heart was very chaotic. He felt that he might be a little guilty, and he was afraid that Luo Meng would not be able to withstand the blow, so he also squatted down.

Luo Meng's eye circles were red, but he didn't cry. He rested his chin on his lap and looked at the ground quietly.

"Luo Meng, Luo Meng."

Zhang Chenguang tentatively called out twice, but did not get the slightest response.

He sighed and persuaded: "Luo Meng, you are still young and ignorant, maybe you really like me, just like I like you very much, but this kind of like is not what you think it is." "Like" is because you misunderstood. We love each other like classmates and roommates who have a good relationship. I think you are young and have always taken care of you. You may also have some love for me. This kind of dependence, but this is different from the kind of feeling you imagined. This is also very normal. We are all only children and have no brothers or sisters. Naturally, we will have a good impression and dependence on people who are close to us and take good care of us. Are you right? But this emotional classification can be divided into friendship, classmate relationship, and even family relationship, but it is definitely not what you imagined. Maybe we have been together for too long and too close, which has caused your cognition to be biased , then I apologize to you. But you are a very good person, I hope you can figure it out sooner."

Apart from the speech contest, it was the first time for Zhang Chenguang to say so many words at once, and he also felt that he had exhausted his heart and soul.

Luo Meng's response was that he really cried.

Tears fell drop by drop on the ground, Luo Meng cried violently and depressedly.

Zhang Chenguang also felt very uncomfortable, as if something was stuck in his heart.

But he understands that what they need now is not the unscrupulous words and intimacy before, but a sense of proportion with clear boundaries, which is really beneficial to himself and Luo Meng.

However, after several months of getting along intimately, Zhang Chenguang did have a caring and tolerance for Luo Meng that surpassed ordinary people. At this time, he also felt cruel for the first time.

But he must be ruthless, life needs principles, right and wrong, especially when it comes to such complex and entangled emotional issues, once the heart softens, it will undoubtedly drag both of them into an endless quagmire.

Zhang Chenguang was cruel again, stood up simply, and said to Luo Meng: "In order to prevent you from misunderstanding again, I will also pay attention to keeping a certain distance when we get along in the future. Think about it, Luo Meng."

Hearing the sound of Zhang Chenguang's leaving footsteps, Luo Meng really wanted to cry to death right here.

He just wants a magic that can forget everything, or a time machine to go back to the past. He would rather endure nothing for the rest of his life.

Luo Meng couldn't stand it, he really couldn't stand it.

Zhang Chenguang returned to the dormitory, stood on the edge of the balcony and looked out. He could see Luo Meng was still squatting there, his body undulating slightly, and he couldn't stop crying.

Zhang Chenguang felt that he had a headache. This night was like an absurd drama. He participated in it unprepared, but he was the worst actor.

In his life, he never thought that he would be confessed by a boy, and that person turned out to be Luo Meng who didn't seem to have that muscle at all.

Life is so wonderful that Zhang Chenguang's three views were caught off guard on the last day of the Gregorian calendar year.

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Thanks to the two heroines, Autumn Equinox and Yusheng, for their nutrient solution, and thank you for cultivating (Baoquan.jpg)

Zhang Chenguang finally set himself the flag of a straight man~