White Feather Huaisha

Su Yu closed his eyes, and when he opened them again, a real smile appeared on that delicate and pale face, "Your Majesty, just treat me as a vent, can't you?"

Before he finished speaking, there was a "slap" sound in his ears, and he was slapped so that he suddenly turned his face away, only to feel a twitch in his forehead, and a long-lasting roar rang in his ears.

Xie Huai didn't allow him to smack this time, and grabbed his neckline to lead him closer, his eyes were extremely cold and fierce, "What should you be, I haven't thought about it, just think about it slowly. I go to my door all day to be a good boy, Can't you really treat yourself as a bargain?"

As soon as the cabin door slammed, Lin Zhou came in with a medicine bowl.Seeing Xie Huai turn around and go out, Su Yu hurriedly followed, but Lin Zhou pushed him back on the couch with the medicine bowl stuffed in his hands. Lin Zhou pulled his clothes and shook his head, "Just now everyone I was frightened by His Majesty. Don't go back to General Li tonight, Lord Hou, just rest here."

Su Yu held the medicine bowl and sipped the medicine in small sips.Lin Zhou found the sugar jar from Xie Huai's table familiarly, added two tablespoons of sugar for him, and stirred, "Don't get tired of it."

Only then did Su Yu start to gulp down the medicine. Lin Zhou tucked his quilt and sat on the edge of the bed for a long time, only to hear Su Yu call: "Doctor Lin."

He went to twist the handkerchief and said without turning his head, "Doctor has been working for a long time, and life and death seem to be trivial matters. But life and death affect life, who in this world can be calm?"

"I know you're not happy. Master Hou has always been a transparent person, but no matter how open-minded he is, it's hard to get around this hurdle. In a lifetime, people can change houses, clothes, and loved ones... But meat. After all, there is only one birth, old age, sickness and death of a body. Master Hou understands His Majesty now?"

After a long time, Su Yu finally put down the medicine bowl, wiped his lips, and said, "But I'm not him."

For thousands of years, no one can be as calm and fearless as Xie Huai, and deliver a lifetime of honor, disgrace and sorrow.

Lin Zhou covered his forehead with a handkerchief, and said softly, "Don't make things difficult for yourself."

Su Yu put the quilt over his head, and then frowned tightly.

There is a little beast in his chest, knowing that he has become ugly, so he wants to get rid of his companions who are chasing him, trek across mountains and rivers, with the bright moon shining behind his back, no one can see the criss-crossing knife marks all over his face.Pointing the hand of the moon to the west, he walked eastward alone.

The chaotic footsteps of the soldiers outside the cabin were mixed with laughter and cursing, discussing that this was their first holiday on board.Su Yu listened intently for a while, then suddenly said: "It's the Mid-Autumn Festival?"

Lin Zhou said: "Master Hou is too confused. Look at the moon. Isn't the Mid-Autumn Festival tomorrow?"

Originally, there were few officials in charge on this ship, and many idle soldiers. From the emperor to Yan Xiaoshuai, not many people wanted to celebrate the festival.But the arms couldn't twist the thighs. Although no one dared to grind their teeth in front of the three gods of death, Dayan Xiaoyan and Li Tan, the good-tempered Lin Chuanluo and San Lun were poured into their ears by the soldiers, "Master Lin, the three gods, we I want to drink and eat meat for the Mid-Autumn Festival", so I had to count the wine barrels in the wine cellar and get things done.

The bright moon climbed up the light clouds, and the moonlight shone on Guanyin's downcast gentle face—although this boat was stolen, even though it belonged to the Great Zhou Dynasty, since there is a half-person-high Guanyin, people in the Buddhist sect feel embarrassed. Nissin Gong, after all, although Buddhists have a motherland, Buddhism has no national boundaries.

He braced himself, clasped together in the crowd and recited silently, and lit three more sticks of incense sticks. At the same time, the soldiers passing by whispered: "Wow, look at how this monk Hua looks like this! Just like..." "Just like His Majesty" Lord Hou adds up!" "You said...would it be...I have an idea, I don't know if I should say it..."

Jian Zhao shook his hand and almost broke the incense stick. Lin Zhuluo helped him straighten the incense burner, and comforted him: "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, they still like girls, and His Majesty and Lord Hou don't accept godsons either. If you really I'm afraid, I'll accompany you to offer incense. Ah, we roasted tofu fish and squid, how about offering some to the Bodhisattva?"

Before he finished speaking, Lin Zhuluo was kicked on the buttocks, and he waved his hands, "Goodbye, little master!" After saying that, he rolled away without looking back.

Jian Fang squatted down in satisfaction, and stuffed a green radish into the clean bottle.

Jian Zhao wondered, "Brother, where did you come from?"

Jian Fang smiled kindly, "It was stolen."

Jian Zhao said "Hey", turned around and saw the soldiers on the deck were drinking and booing, Zhou Di sat in the middle with his legs crossed, he didn't get angry like before, he just raised his hand and raised his wine bar, facing the bright moon , was just outlined into a soft and glowing silhouette.The soldiers fell silent suddenly.

Xie Huai pinched Jiujue's slender waist with his long and straight fingers, squinted his eyes and thought for a while, then said loudly: "Fan Changxing Mingyue, since ancient times there has never been a long-lived emperor."

The emperor's sharp and pale features were covered with gentle moonlight, giving birth to a sense of solemnity for no reason.The soldiers who had drunk too much continued to be silent for a while, and suddenly someone "vomited" and vomited violently.

Everyone's heart skipped a beat. They didn't know who was so brave. They just felt that someone was going to die tonight. They looked down and saw that it was none other than the God of Gamblers in front of the emperor, San Lun, so they boldly "cut" stand up.

There were only a few of the old Hu Ben troops sitting upright, looking at each other with frowning brows for a while, and shouted: "What the hell! When did the captain become so sour!"

Xie Huai let them laugh, and drank the jug for Changxing Mingyue, then kicked Lin Chuanluo to let him end early, and then he got up and walked to the cabin with a jug of wine.

Counting from when he was able to hold a wine glass, he has never passed the Mid-Autumn Festival when he only drank a jug of wine in his life.So before he took a few steps, he turned his feet, pushed open a small door, and went down the stairs. While drinking with his neck up, he walked through the dark corridor, followed the aroma of the wine, and touched a whole row of porcelain jars. I took one out and shook it, but it was empty, so I grabbed another one, and it was empty again.

He smelled of alcohol, his eyes were sore and his ears were hot, and his patience was gone.He took out a flint from his pocket to light it up, picked out an unopened jar of wine under the dancing firelight, turned around slightly, and froze suddenly.

Empty wine cans were lying on the ground, and there was a person lying quietly on the table, with protruding shoulder blades in thin clothes and slightly messy black hair.

For some reason, Xie Huai's mind went crazy for a moment, and he subconsciously reached for his neck.Su Yu was extra vigilant when he was sleepy, and before he could feel the pulse of blood, he suddenly slapped it with his backhand.Xie Huai twisted that hand without hesitation, held it in his palm and pushed it forward, only to hear a sharp crackling sound, the empty wine jar was smashed into pieces, and the fire in Xie Huai's hand was extinguished in clusters.

Su Yu held his right wrist silently, and before he could get up, he felt layers of cold sweat oozing from his forehead.He was in severe pain, but Xie Huai kicked him lightly, "Are you hurt?"

Affected by the smell of alcohol, Qingming was forcibly suppressed by his dazed mind. Without even thinking about it, Su Yu kicked back, but the room was completely dark. A wine can.

Xie Huai was probably angry, he bent down and grabbed his ankle, "I'm asking you something."

Su Yu tilted his head, but failed to avoid him, and simply followed his breath in the darkness to find his lips, raised his face and kissed him lightly.

There was indifference between lips and tongue, without any surprise, Xie Huai immediately let go of his ankles, stood up straight again, and seemed to smile, "You just want me to hate you, don't you?"

Su Yu got up and felt a little pain in his elbow. He touched it, only to hear Xie Huai laugh again: "Your thoughts are written all over your face, why are you pretending? What did Lin Zhou tell you? Dao hurts, I still have ten years, five years, three years, three months? Are you so afraid of watching me die if you insist on leaving?"

In the dark, Su Yu sat quietly for a while, and finally pulled out a small piece of broken porcelain from the painful place, stood up on the ground, and said with a smile: "Who made me like you? You are so powerful, no no Dare to watch your mother die? Xie Huai, even if you don't blame me, I can't be unconscionable. I can stay far away."

He took two steps in the direction of the corridor, feeling ashamed and relieved.

He didn't take two steps, but was pulled back by the back collar, his lower back hurt, and he hit the wine rack hard.There was a loud bang, the wine jar rolled to the ground, the smell of alcohol came over him suddenly, his wrists were pulled to the top of his head, he frowned, "Thank you! Don't—"

The left leg was hooked in the crook of the arm and lifted. The pain from the joint spread to every inch of the bones of the upper body. Su Yu's other leg was weak, and he was gradually unable to stand due to the impact. He could only entrust all his strength to the On aching wrists.His lips and teeth lingered on the tip of his tongue, and the second half of the sentence and the uncontrollable vibrato after that were all swallowed.He didn't know if he was struggling to let out a whimper, but he heard the man's voice very clearly, "You want to do this?"

Su Yu felt that he had become a fish that had been salvaged from the boat. He scraped off the sharp scales that were as hard as a blade, and cut out every inch of the hidden inside. Tortured, unable to speak, unable to even curl up.

In the end, his wrists gradually lost strength, and his lower back was painfully worn by the wooden frame. He leaned forward and leaned on Xie Huai's shoulder in a daze, he couldn't even speak clearly, "Xie Huai, it's really not good, let go..."

Xie Huai smiled coldly, and slammed him back again, "Is this not enough?"

Su Yu's arms fell downwards, he caught Su Yu's elbows in the dark and lifted them up, but his hands were warm and wet, presumably they were smashed by the splashing tiles in the panic just now.

He was finally willing to let go of Su Yu's lips, but he rubbed forward again, the teeth were lightly closed on the earlobe, Su Yu was bitten and shivered slightly, and at the same time he was sent hard by him, arching his waist completely, Impatiently biting the moan in his throat, he buried his head in the socket of his shoulder.

The young man's body was leaning against his arms, trembling for a long time, the back of his neck was covered with a thin layer of sweat, but his skin was hot, and he pushed him lightly, "I should go. To Yanyan Repairing the knife..."

Xie Huai rubbed the back of his head, and comforted him in a slow voice: "Okay, I won't bully you anymore."

Su Yu didn't have any strength at all, he just felt his heart beating like a drum, and something was about to break out of his shell.As soon as Xie Huai let go, Su Yu hastily straightened his clothes and stood up.

Xie Huai fumbled for the flint on the table and said without looking back, "Don't move, show me how the injury is."

Su Yu walked towards the depths of the corridor.Xie Huai yelled impatiently again: "Don't go in a hurry." At the end of the corridor was a step, Su Yu's legs were weak, and he went up and pushed open the wooden door in three steps at a time.

Outside the cabin, there were soldiers hooking up and drinking, with glasses and dishes messed up all over the floor, and the lights fluttering in the sea breeze. As soon as Su Yu took two steps, he heard the cabin door behind him being kicked open with a "bang", and the soldiers pointed at him laughingly. Laughing, "Your Majesty has had a great time, and has already started writing poems..."

His heart was about to jump out of his throat, and the sound of footsteps was getting closer, Su Yu reluctantly turned his head and smiled at him, "It's okay, I'll go back by myself."

Xie Huaiyue felt that something was wrong, striding away from the crowd, the general caught up with Su Yu who was about to reach the end of the deck, and twisted his arm, "Stop!"

Su Yu shook it vigorously, and he clamped tighter. He held the forearm of Su Yu's right hand, and saw a piece at the bend of the elbow. The blood soaked a small piece the size of a pigeon's egg on the white clothes, but it didn't matter. It's just that his right hand is clenched into a fist, spasming uncontrollably.

There were many people around, Xie Huai's finger slid down, Su Yu tried to withdraw his hand, and repeated: "I really should go."

Xie Huai ignored him, clenched his teeth, tightly held his struggling forearm, and slowly unwrapped his wrist guard.

It is not so much a wristband as it is a muslin wrapping the wound. Layers upon layers, the last layer of cover is lifted, revealing the still bruised and swollen knife marks. Tendons in the hand, the right fist suddenly loosened, the long and thin fingers were cold and pale, the sea breeze gently passed through the gaps between the fingers, and the little finger trembled uncontrollably.

The laughter and cursing were all blocked behind him, Xie Huai heard his voice was like ice balls fished out of Donghong Sea, with a chill in it, "What's going on?"

After the First Battle of Donghonghai, Su Yu first asked to be dismissed, and even San Lun, a bodyguard, was pushed away by him.After that, Su Yu didn't care about Huben's military affairs at all, and let Yanyan learn to do everything.The half golden wrong knife was hanging in front of the table where he put the report, and Su Yu didn't even touch it.

Because he can't hold a knife anymore.

Su Yu wiped his burning eyes with his other hand, and finally smiled, "It's too embarrassing. Xie Huai, I'm sleepy, please let me go first."

On the night of the Mid-Autumn Festival, a large ship full of soldiers and refugees from the Great Zhou Dynasty sailed on the calm sea and passed another maritime boundary marker.

A young girl in black armor and red clothes sat on the bow of the night boat. A few steps away, a surprisingly tall, thin and fair young man in black armor stood with his hands behind his back. No one looked back from the direction of the setting moon in the distance.Until the calculating soldier raised his head and reported, "Marshal, you can reach Jinling in three days."

Li Tan nodded and gave Yanyan a push, "Go to sleep."

Yanyan jumped off the side of the boat, blew her nose, and walked down slowly.When passing by a cabin, she stopped and called out, "Third brother, where is Su Yu?"

San Lun also smiled at her, "Go to sleep."

Yanyan thinks that San Lun must have thought of Ma Sha, or Li Tan and Su Yu from before.This group of people, without exception, treat her and Xie Luan's generation as children, and usually praise her as "independent" like a puppy, but if something happens to her, she will always be shoved behind her.

Their generation was born in a prosperous age, and grew up in the age of drastic changes in still waters. Everyone knows that the jade mountain is about to fall, and it will definitely fall on their own heads.Because there is no other way, he can only step forward recklessly, stepping on the majesty and imperial power under his feet.Therefore, even if they enjoy a lot of food and a lot of money, they often bear unimaginable burdens for ordinary people.

The young bodies go forward one after another, throwing themselves into the abyss to fill up the valley and create a new journey. "The heroic spirit winds around the battle flag".

The young girl's hair was dragged by the sea breeze, and finally she couldn't help but untied the hair tie in threes and fives, tied it up again in a mess, didn't know what to say, waved her hand, and walked away with her head down. up.

The lights in the cabin were slightly dim, and the guards wanted to cut the lanterns, but Xie Huai moved his hands and directed them to do so.

Lin Zhou bowed his head and said, "Didn't Your Majesty want to ask him why he didn't escape?"

Xie Huai leaned back in the chair and only said "hmm", Lin Zhou continued, "Because he can't escape."

Xie Huai knocked on the table, "And then?"

Lin Zhou shook his head, "It's not...not everyone is as sloppy as His Majesty. Since it's useless to say what Hou Ye said, there's no need to say it."

No matter how much he rolled in the pile of documents and the blood on the battlefield, Su Yu had always been a bit childish, and if there was something that made him sad, he would turn around and run away.It was the same this time. He felt that he couldn't bear it, so he took the burden off his shoulders.

As for Xie Huai, there is no need to say anything.It is better to let him feel that there is someone who spends his life worrying about him than to let him know that the person is as narrow-minded as he is in the end.

In fact, as early as the day of the late emperor's burial, Xie Huai began to assign Su Yu his first civil job.As he expected, Su Yu could be a thousand soldiers, but he just didn't want Su Yu to take on anything, he didn't even need to look up and bow down, the so-called monarch, minister and minister, what is worth looking at after a thousand years.

Regardless of whether he himself turned into a long star or broken sand in the end, that young man should only stand with him.He observes success or failure on the scale of "thousand years", and feels that everything is extremely light, and the only life in front of him is the only one that is heavy.It doesn't really matter whether their feet are high mountains, flowing clouds or bloody abysses.

He didn't even want Su Yu to grow up, and he naturally forgot that time would slip through his fingers.The young man who was as tall and straight as a young poplar tree still smiled silly in front of him, but where he couldn't see, Su Yu was also marking the sky with branches and leaves, just like him, stepping on him with every step. The bloody footprints grew into another patching tree with broken wings.

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Note: At the end of Taiyuan, when Changxing saw him, Xiaowu had a very evil heart.At night, drinking wine in Hualin Garden, toasting to Xingyun: "Changxing, I advise you to drink a glass of wine. Since ancient times, when will there be a long-lived emperor." ("Shi Shuo Xin Yu·Ya Liang")