[Inuyasha] Looking back at Chaoshan Heng

In the distant ancient times, the great gods distributed their spirits to all things on the earth to create hearts.

The basic element of the heart is a spirit, and a spirit is composed of four souls.

The wild soul is courageous, upward, and aggressive. Once transformed into a song spirit, this soul will become brave and competitive.

He soul is kind, gentle, and empathetic. Once it turns into Qu Ling, this soul will become malicious.

The strange soul is full of wisdom, ingenuity, and insight. Once it turns into a song spirit, this soul will become extremely cunning and resourceful.

The happy soul is devoted to love, once it turns into Qu Ling, this soul will become persistent and paranoid.

That being the case, who can tell me why the Jade of the Four Souls, which is said to be able to fulfill all wishes and cleanse the filth because of the holder, is alive?

"Alive?" Naraku looked at me and repeated the word.

There were a few fragments of the four souls lying on the palm of his hand, faintly blushing.That kind of color is full of dreamy and charming temptation, which easily arouses people's inner desire.

However, its own breath is suppressed and subtly intense from the air - like the collision of ice and fire, the sudden burst of noise in the extreme silence, the fragrance mixed with the stench - two extreme breaths Too tightly entangled together, compressing huge energy into a small space, almost like facing a nuclear bomb on the verge of exploding!

Naluo knelt and sat on the soft cushion in the outer hall, and I stood at the door, looking at him from a distance.To be honest, the breath of the jade of the four souls is much more hidden than normal creatures, and I can't really feel it until the distance is shortened to the present.

But once it is perceived, it is deeply rooted in the perception like a nightmare.

Even, the curse that temporarily dormant in my body after many accidental disintegrations, explosions, and suppressions showed signs of emerging again just around the corner...

"Naraku," feeling the strangeness in my body, I remembered the feeling of Kikyo's emotional riot that night not long ago.Frowning, he backed up dozens of steps, and didn't stop until he left the room and the breath of the jade of the four souls disappeared again: "If you really want me to live longer, you'd better put it at a safe distance from me outside."

There was a brief silence in the room, and he came out after a while—without the jade of the four souls: "Can't you use it?"

I smiled wryly: "It's more than unusable, it's a more dangerous feeling than sex—I told you what sex is—for me now, it's like a nemesis, just one touch."

He looked up at him: "It's the same strength as yours."

"..."

All his expressions disappeared in an instant, and he looked at me expressionlessly.

Naraku, whether as a human or a demon, always hides his emotions behind a gentle or gloomy background.

It cannot be said that those things are fake, they are masks, because they are indeed a part of his reality.Half-truths and half-false emotions are always easier to maintain than completely false covers that are real and vivid.

But even so, there will be times when he takes off his mask.Although the number of times is not many, and—according to my experience over the years, [-]% of them are negative emotions.

In fact, I don't want to settle old scores with him, it's not an easy task.However, the low pressure on someone's body is too obvious. From the time I woke up to the present, as the seemingly normal conversations gradually piled up, I waited for any opportunity to erupt.

Just like at this moment, because of my words, he easily lost his previous expression.

In this case, let me take the initiative to look through the old accounts and so on.

We started correspondence when we were eight years old. At that time, Naraku, who was dressed in the skin of a knife, would always write with me. Because of some opinions that were too profound, we argued back and forth several times.

Not to mention the exhausting three years since I came to Renjian City.

Perhaps, since I was pregnant with my newborn child, the past four years have been the most peaceful and peaceful days since we met.

But after all, this is not our real way of getting along, just like four years of waiting to die finally exhausted my patience, from the day I left Renjian City, I was ready to deal with various consequences.

The current situation may be a better one.

It's just a dispute, I thought desperately, I have to take the lead no matter what.Late attack against Shang Naraku, but it was a move that lost the hole card from the beginning.

Besides, I recalled all the things in these years. If I really want to settle accounts after autumn, I don't know who will count whom.

"What's the matter with your voice?"

Unexpectedly or within reason, Naraku was the first to ask such a question.

When he asked aloud, he suddenly took my hand and walked towards the inner room.I was a little caught off guard, and stumbled slightly: "Hey, slow down...you should have guessed it, that night a few years ago." I finally caught up with his rhythm, and the next moment I saw a white man in white standing by the inner room door. The hair is godless.From the corner of my eye, I saw her give us a slight salute, and I was dragged in by Naluo.

The paper door closed behind me, Naraku finally let go of me, walked to the cushion by the table and sat down, looked up at me: "Continue."

I have to say that although this guy can suffer and endure torture, he is a complete hedonist when conditions permit.

Maybe to some extent, I am the same.

Kneeling down beside him, he had already pulled a strand of hair, and began to circle her hands habitually.Rolling my eyes in my heart, I took the teacup aside and poured two cups of plain water.

"I almost forget things before the age of eight, you know, I can occasionally think of some messy memories," this is the truth, maybe it is the instinct left in this body, "After the accident when I was eight years old, I really lost my speech ability, and after more or less a year of trying, I have to admit it, no matter how reluctantly."

The temperature of the water at the entrance is just right, and it should be unstoppable.Although the conceptual gap is difficult to smooth out, the demon power is indeed very convenient at times.Not to mention the traffic problem, but the daily food and soup. In this era, we can only keep the temperature by changing it constantly, but if you have demon power, you can easily do it with proper skills.

"But I think the damage to my voice is not as serious as I thought at first, so I can speak now—no, it should be many years ago, can I speak?" I turned my head to look at him, and said solemnly: "Then It was my fault to drink too much to tease you this time, but you poured the wine down for me, so we are even."

"Evened out?"

He put down the water glass in his hand, and the porcelain fell on the table with a crisp and pleasant sound.

I heard a very typical Chinglish sentence in my previous life, it was written like this: nozuonodiewhyyoutry.

I covered my mouth and breathed calmly, resenting the difference in vital capacity in the half-smiling eyes of the other party.Facts have proved that things like experience pay more attention to the process than the result. Even though my child is three years old, I am still a person who can't even kiss because of various accidents and coincidences.

"This is the real balance."

Naraku let go of me unhurriedly, allowing me to turn around and stay three meters away from him.He reached out to the short table beside him, picked up the tea cup he had put down before, and took a sip.

stalemate.

"Cough." Finally, I couldn't help but fake cough.Well, molesting a guy with a thicker skin than myself, I really have been around him for too long, have I also acquired the habit of killing without knowing it?

Or... remembering what a friend once said, maybe it's the same for me who wants to die, the difference is that I only affect myself, and he is happy to radiate it to everyone around him.

His thoughts drifted away unknowingly, until Naluo's deep voice sounded: "Liang, it's not a good idea to be in a daze at this time."

The divergent thinking was instantly pulled back!The conditioned reflex of the whole body's chills stands on end!I stared at him with rounded eyes, relieved that after four years, the reflex nerves that were once deeply rooted still showed no sign of degeneration.

Naraku, who speaks in this tone, is often on the verge of depression.

After a few seconds of silence, I shrugged, "What do you want to ask?"

He hooked his lower lip without any sincerity, and pointed to the seat next to him where I was sitting just now.

"..." Sit back.

The hair was used as a toy again, and then the guy finally said, "What's the situation with the curse on you now?"

The five fingers of his right hand tightened subconsciously, the most critical question... finally came.

"Probably, I can't be sure when it will erupt, but I am not affected by the external atmosphere for the time being, such a state..." I met those dark red eyes, and the expression in them told me that he definitely didn't just know this result. "

"...Okay, okay," I scratched the back of my neck helplessly, "It was about ten days after I left... about, my curse broke out—his, it hurts!"

The hand holding my hair loosened for a moment, and then continued to wrap around like nothing happened.

This childish guy... swearing in my heart, I continued: "I lost my memory after waking up, and was rescued by someone..."

I hesitated for a moment, and Naraku looked over calmly, "What's wrong? Don't continue?"

"That person...is a 'possessed person'," I tried my best to find the words to describe it, "bending over the resurrection of the dead, wandering on the boundary river between life and death, like a half-demon bound to the boundary between human and demon limit."

I looked up at him, and said leisurely: "That person is called Jikyo, the witch Jikyo."

The scene that had been blurred in my memory reappeared in my mind again, the ambiguous dark room, the man sitting by the bed and the beautiful maiden standing in the room.

And at the end of that episode, the witch stood in the wilderness outside Hitomi City, and seemed to finally be firm on the road under her feet:

"When you get the complete jade of the four souls, I will send you to hell... Hatred is my freedom, and my soul is freer than that time."

"Oh," the man beside him uttered a simple syllable without ups and downs, "and then? What do you want to express?"

"..." I choked.

It's like watching Joe and Anne's warm and leisurely afternoon in Roman Holiday in a movie theater, when suddenly a bean holding toothpaste and scribbling all over the floor appeared in the lower left corner.All the strange emotions and memories of the past were wiped out in an instant, and the heart jumped and galloped. After passing ten thousand grass mud horses, an autumn leaf rolled over the wilderness where the smoke and dust had dispersed, and the rattle of three crows came.

...I experienced the above emotions in just a moment, and adjusted my emotions in the next moment: "It's nothing. I just want to say that I may have met the Kikyo you mentioned before, and she saved me."

"Saved you?" Naraku narrowed his eyes, and his tone was not very good.

It's a pity that this low pressure, after seven years of tossing each other, has long been ignored by me: "Ah, this is my guess, but I can't find any other reason. At that time, the curse struck and I fainted." I passed by, and I guess I would have died at that time, but it was a coincidence that I met Kikyo—this is what she told me later, although she said that she passed by and saved me, but I always felt that something was wrong."

As a result of watching a little bit of animation, it was half-clear, "In short, it should be her 'breath', that kind of breath that is not owned by living people but belongs to this world's 'angry', in the I was pulled when I was about to die. Adding the curse, it was considered an attack, and it was broken down in this way, and it became the current state-the short-term amnesia at that time should be a side effect after the outbreak.”

"So," I took my cup and took a sip of water, "now the curse has calmed down temporarily, but it still seems to be triggered when the 'breath' is too strong."

Finally, the explanation was almost the same. I raised my head and saw the other party's dark face as expected.

Well, it wasn't so obvious just now...

"That's it for now, I'm done." That's it.

"..."

There was a silence so long that the air froze, the longest since this topic started.I looked at my own hair in the opponent's hand, and seriously considered whether to try to remove it, so as to avoid irreparable and tragic consequences.

The outstretched hand was grabbed by the other hand, and then the whole person was pulled by the force from that hand and fell over.Repression, depression, evil thoughts, possession, anger, joy, pain, restraint... After such a long time apart, I even suspected those emotions that he had disappeared. The extreme conflict and intense emotions once again enveloped my whole body .

It's like going back to the day when we first met, similar but different emotions, hazy but clear reality.

His body temperature is always higher than mine, especially in the past four years after being cursed, my body temperature is even lower than normal.But this is also a hug I haven't had in three years. His strength is changing between intense and suppressed emotions. I even suspect that he wants to strangle me directly, or wants to let go and leave far away.

But this is not the end.

"Naluo," I heard my own voice, at such a close distance, it was as gentle and sweet as a girl's coquettish voice, "but no matter what I did before, it doesn't matter if I left without saying goodbye, or survived by luck... It cannot be ignored.”

"You have no reason to express anger to me, because from the beginning, it was you who made me into this person."

"I'm planning to go out for a walk alone. In layman's terms - we can think about separation and whether we will be together in the future."

The author has something to say: It means that I just want them to say a few words and then go to the platycodon, but it turns out that one chapter becomes three chapters... Sure enough, there are too many problems between the two and they are not compatible (hey

It's not over here... Kikyo is probably coming out in the next chapter ╮(╯▽╰)╭

I finally abused Naraku, I wanted to abuse him a long time ago hahaha (cool love shut up

So having a baby doesn’t mean establishing a relationship and relationship. These still need to be cultivated... If you decide to change from raising a pet to raising a wife, you must be prepared to be abused, Nai Tongxie (hey