Xiyan was sitting on the bus, looking at the speeding scenery outside the window, propping her cheek with one hand, a hint of sadness appeared in her blurred eyes.
Today is her father Xian Yuchun's wedding, even though Xianyu's grandpa and Xianyu's grandma both called to ask her to go back, she still refused.
Compared to a festive wedding, she wanted to see her mother who was buried underground.
The feeling of melancholy is like a boulder pressing on my heart, with a sense of suffocation that I can't breathe.The anniversary of her mother's death has not yet come. If she didn't miss her very much, she would not go to the cemetery, because she knew that there was nothing she could do except cry.
This time, she will choose to go to the cemetery on this day, just because she wants to be with her mother.
The cold wind blows, it seems that the joy and pain of childhood are gone with the wind at this moment, just like those passing years will never come back, even though she clearly feels it is disappearing bit by bit, she is just like this. Watch, because such a passing makes her powerless to stop.
She thinks all she can do is try to remember the person who has passed away, because as long as someone still thinks about her, she will live in your memory.
After getting off the car, Xi Yan bought a bouquet of sunflowers, which was her mother's favorite during her lifetime, at a nearby flower shop, then walked up the path, entered the cemetery, and walked into the cemetery that belonged exclusively to Xian Yu's family.
Standing in front of her mother's tombstone, Xiyan quietly looked at the photo above, and there was a slight smile on that face that was somewhat similar to her. From this smile, it was not difficult to see how happy she was at that time.
Putting down the bouquet, she squatted in front of the tombstone, caressing the photo on the tombstone unconsciously, staring blankly at her mother's smile, she suddenly felt sad.
She couldn't deny that her mother lived happily before she was alive, but she also couldn't deny that after her mother passed away, this so-called crystallization of love had a really miserable life.
Sighing, Xiyan really didn't know whether she hated the man who was her father or not. He shouldn't be such an indifferent person in memory, but the truth is...
Xi Yan, whose feet were a little numb, sat sideways against the tombstone, looked up at the dark sky, and said softly: "Mom, although I am no longer the Xi Yan I used to be, this body is still yours. Daughter. Although sometimes I don’t know who I am, but I will definitely live happily.”
She tried her best to become Xian Yu Xiyan, but no matter what she did, she always felt a little uneasy in her heart. She didn't know whether it was because Xian Yu's family hadn't given up on her or because she didn't have confidence in these relationships. Anyway, even after going through so many things , Knowing so many people, she still has no sense of belonging to this world.
The cold wind was blowing, she couldn't help but gathered her clothes, hugged herself, opened and closed her mouth, she didn't know what she was talking about!
It was already past four o'clock in the afternoon when Xi Yan got up to leave. When she left, she unexpectedly found that her originally anxious mood gradually calmed down in the process of talking.
After returning home, Xiyan didn't pay special attention to her father's wedding. She only knew that such a scene was embarrassing for her just thinking about it, let alone participating.
People in the same circle didn't know anything. She was abused and almost died. No one said this kind of thing on the surface, but everyone knew it in private.She doesn't like being talked about, even if it's not her fault.
She thought that whether it was the original owner or her, what they needed was not the sympathetic gaze of others, what they wanted was the simple care from their family members.Unfortunately, it turns out that these are very difficult to obtain, even at the cost of life.
But today I went to the cemetery, I don't know if she didn't want to affect her mother who is far away in heaven, or she rejected this matter from the bottom of her heart, in short, she didn't mention Xian Yuchun's wedding until the end.
After taking a shower and lying on the bed, Xiyan suddenly remembered what Grandpa Xianyu said on the phone, saying that for the sake of her father's face, her daughter would also be present, and it would be best if she could maintain a good relationship with the new Mrs. The bad influence left by the previous step-wife.
Eliminate bad effects?
The stepmother and the daughter left behind by the ex, such a relationship is destined not to be close, nor can it be close.The former Mrs. Xianyu didn't know how to be a human being, and she didn't keep a line in everything, so it was only natural that she would attract bad influence. However, the current Mrs. Xianyu just took office. What happened before had nothing to do with her. At most, when socializing, others would spend a little longer on the sidelines. If you know how to be a human being, there is no difficulty in fitting into that circle.
As her stepdaughter, it really doesn't matter if she doesn't show up or not, it's just a matter of embarrassment.But looking at the frequent phone calls from Xianyu's family, Xi Yan has reason to believe that her actions today will directly turn the phone baptism into door-to-door preaching.
For the sake of her leisurely life, she felt that it was better for her to travel early, after all, she had already received the notice from Seoul National University.Furthermore, the filming of the TV series went very smoothly. If there is no accident, she, the screenwriter, should not need to go to the production team anymore.
Thinking of this, Xi Yan decided to go on a trip ahead of time, and she couldn't care less about the mood of the people who were out of control.
Because of her desire to write "Harry Potter", Xi Yan did not set off for Japan as planned, but chose to go to England. She wanted "Harry Potter" to reach the height of her previous life, so she had to Knowing the foreign market, she doesn't think that as long as she writes, she will be recognized and successful casually.
Certain things depend on strength, but packaging is also very important, so this trip to the UK seems to be very necessary.
On the other side, Grandpa Xianyu smiled when he saw that his granddaughter was not there, but he seemed very unhappy in his heart.He thought that if his granddaughter couldn't talk about it, he would still give the two elders face in private. He didn't expect that not only did no one come, but he couldn't even contact her directly by calling, which made him more dissatisfied with this granddaughter.
Although it was their negligence that caused her to be hurt in the past, they tried their best to make up for it afterwards. She said that she wanted to move out, and they agreed. She said that she would decide her own affairs in the future, and they also agreed. Now it's her turn When she forgave them, she left them behind. Who would be happy with such a reaction.
"What the hell is this child trying to do! Let someone bring her back tomorrow, so as not to stay outside and learn dubiously, and don't even listen to the elders." Grandpa Xianyu looked at the butler at the side, and kept talking. After finishing the order with a displeased face, he walked into the study with his hands shaken.
Grandma Xianyu on the side looked at her husband's leaving back and just sighed.She is soft-spoken and it is useless to say anything, but her eyes are not blind. She can tell that her granddaughter has separated from them since she was admitted to the hospital. They said they wanted to make up for it, but the child moved out for so long. Has anyone actually seen her once.
She is useless and has relied on her husband all her life. When her husband said no, she dared not resist. Even if she felt sorry for her granddaughter, she never wavered in her belief.Now that things are getting worse and worse, she doesn't know what to do. The only thing she can hope for is that her granddaughter can understand her difficulties and not hate her.
The next day, when the housekeeper went to pick up Xiyan, he happened to miss her one after the other. Of course, this result made Grandpa Xianyu furious, but so what, he had already gone out, so besides waiting, he might have spent a lot of money Manpower and material resources are not enough to arrest people.
Xi Yan, who is far away in the UK, naturally does not know that there is such a thing, in fact, even if she knows, she will not care, after all, she has long since given up any illusions about people who are not at home.
Today is her father Xian Yuchun's wedding, even though Xianyu's grandpa and Xianyu's grandma both called to ask her to go back, she still refused.
Compared to a festive wedding, she wanted to see her mother who was buried underground.
The feeling of melancholy is like a boulder pressing on my heart, with a sense of suffocation that I can't breathe.The anniversary of her mother's death has not yet come. If she didn't miss her very much, she would not go to the cemetery, because she knew that there was nothing she could do except cry.
This time, she will choose to go to the cemetery on this day, just because she wants to be with her mother.
The cold wind blows, it seems that the joy and pain of childhood are gone with the wind at this moment, just like those passing years will never come back, even though she clearly feels it is disappearing bit by bit, she is just like this. Watch, because such a passing makes her powerless to stop.
She thinks all she can do is try to remember the person who has passed away, because as long as someone still thinks about her, she will live in your memory.
After getting off the car, Xi Yan bought a bouquet of sunflowers, which was her mother's favorite during her lifetime, at a nearby flower shop, then walked up the path, entered the cemetery, and walked into the cemetery that belonged exclusively to Xian Yu's family.
Standing in front of her mother's tombstone, Xiyan quietly looked at the photo above, and there was a slight smile on that face that was somewhat similar to her. From this smile, it was not difficult to see how happy she was at that time.
Putting down the bouquet, she squatted in front of the tombstone, caressing the photo on the tombstone unconsciously, staring blankly at her mother's smile, she suddenly felt sad.
She couldn't deny that her mother lived happily before she was alive, but she also couldn't deny that after her mother passed away, this so-called crystallization of love had a really miserable life.
Sighing, Xiyan really didn't know whether she hated the man who was her father or not. He shouldn't be such an indifferent person in memory, but the truth is...
Xi Yan, whose feet were a little numb, sat sideways against the tombstone, looked up at the dark sky, and said softly: "Mom, although I am no longer the Xi Yan I used to be, this body is still yours. Daughter. Although sometimes I don’t know who I am, but I will definitely live happily.”
She tried her best to become Xian Yu Xiyan, but no matter what she did, she always felt a little uneasy in her heart. She didn't know whether it was because Xian Yu's family hadn't given up on her or because she didn't have confidence in these relationships. Anyway, even after going through so many things , Knowing so many people, she still has no sense of belonging to this world.
The cold wind was blowing, she couldn't help but gathered her clothes, hugged herself, opened and closed her mouth, she didn't know what she was talking about!
It was already past four o'clock in the afternoon when Xi Yan got up to leave. When she left, she unexpectedly found that her originally anxious mood gradually calmed down in the process of talking.
After returning home, Xiyan didn't pay special attention to her father's wedding. She only knew that such a scene was embarrassing for her just thinking about it, let alone participating.
People in the same circle didn't know anything. She was abused and almost died. No one said this kind of thing on the surface, but everyone knew it in private.She doesn't like being talked about, even if it's not her fault.
She thought that whether it was the original owner or her, what they needed was not the sympathetic gaze of others, what they wanted was the simple care from their family members.Unfortunately, it turns out that these are very difficult to obtain, even at the cost of life.
But today I went to the cemetery, I don't know if she didn't want to affect her mother who is far away in heaven, or she rejected this matter from the bottom of her heart, in short, she didn't mention Xian Yuchun's wedding until the end.
After taking a shower and lying on the bed, Xiyan suddenly remembered what Grandpa Xianyu said on the phone, saying that for the sake of her father's face, her daughter would also be present, and it would be best if she could maintain a good relationship with the new Mrs. The bad influence left by the previous step-wife.
Eliminate bad effects?
The stepmother and the daughter left behind by the ex, such a relationship is destined not to be close, nor can it be close.The former Mrs. Xianyu didn't know how to be a human being, and she didn't keep a line in everything, so it was only natural that she would attract bad influence. However, the current Mrs. Xianyu just took office. What happened before had nothing to do with her. At most, when socializing, others would spend a little longer on the sidelines. If you know how to be a human being, there is no difficulty in fitting into that circle.
As her stepdaughter, it really doesn't matter if she doesn't show up or not, it's just a matter of embarrassment.But looking at the frequent phone calls from Xianyu's family, Xi Yan has reason to believe that her actions today will directly turn the phone baptism into door-to-door preaching.
For the sake of her leisurely life, she felt that it was better for her to travel early, after all, she had already received the notice from Seoul National University.Furthermore, the filming of the TV series went very smoothly. If there is no accident, she, the screenwriter, should not need to go to the production team anymore.
Thinking of this, Xi Yan decided to go on a trip ahead of time, and she couldn't care less about the mood of the people who were out of control.
Because of her desire to write "Harry Potter", Xi Yan did not set off for Japan as planned, but chose to go to England. She wanted "Harry Potter" to reach the height of her previous life, so she had to Knowing the foreign market, she doesn't think that as long as she writes, she will be recognized and successful casually.
Certain things depend on strength, but packaging is also very important, so this trip to the UK seems to be very necessary.
On the other side, Grandpa Xianyu smiled when he saw that his granddaughter was not there, but he seemed very unhappy in his heart.He thought that if his granddaughter couldn't talk about it, he would still give the two elders face in private. He didn't expect that not only did no one come, but he couldn't even contact her directly by calling, which made him more dissatisfied with this granddaughter.
Although it was their negligence that caused her to be hurt in the past, they tried their best to make up for it afterwards. She said that she wanted to move out, and they agreed. She said that she would decide her own affairs in the future, and they also agreed. Now it's her turn When she forgave them, she left them behind. Who would be happy with such a reaction.
"What the hell is this child trying to do! Let someone bring her back tomorrow, so as not to stay outside and learn dubiously, and don't even listen to the elders." Grandpa Xianyu looked at the butler at the side, and kept talking. After finishing the order with a displeased face, he walked into the study with his hands shaken.
Grandma Xianyu on the side looked at her husband's leaving back and just sighed.She is soft-spoken and it is useless to say anything, but her eyes are not blind. She can tell that her granddaughter has separated from them since she was admitted to the hospital. They said they wanted to make up for it, but the child moved out for so long. Has anyone actually seen her once.
She is useless and has relied on her husband all her life. When her husband said no, she dared not resist. Even if she felt sorry for her granddaughter, she never wavered in her belief.Now that things are getting worse and worse, she doesn't know what to do. The only thing she can hope for is that her granddaughter can understand her difficulties and not hate her.
The next day, when the housekeeper went to pick up Xiyan, he happened to miss her one after the other. Of course, this result made Grandpa Xianyu furious, but so what, he had already gone out, so besides waiting, he might have spent a lot of money Manpower and material resources are not enough to arrest people.
Xi Yan, who is far away in the UK, naturally does not know that there is such a thing, in fact, even if she knows, she will not care, after all, she has long since given up any illusions about people who are not at home.
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