Dressed as an Abusive Male Supporting Character [Crossing a Book]

What are you talking about, I'm gay too?I still have a fucking 15G disk in my network disk?Do you want to share it together?Gu Xingyou was a little suffocated.

He said: "It's nothing, homosexuality is not shameful, and I don't discriminate against homosexuality, you don't need to feel that."

"That's it?" Ji Chen looked at him strangely.

Gu Xingyou raised his eyes cautiously, and asked, "Then...do you want to go to the bathroom to have a blast now?"

Ji Chen: "..."

The two looked at each other, Ji Chen's sense of shame dissipated, and Gu Xingyou looked at each other innocently, not knowing where he said something wrong, according to the process, ahem...it should be like this.

He asked, "Shall I avoid it for a while?"

Ji Chen swallowed, and said, "No need, I... just take a look."

"That's it." Gu Xingyou's eyes swept across him involuntarily, and when he raised his eyes, he saw Ji Chen looking at him with piercing eyes, his eyes were like a ball of fire, burning with enthusiasm on the people he looked at, Breathing hot, Gu Xingyou's heart skipped a beat when he saw him, the two looked at each other for a while, and there was an ambiguous atmosphere in the air.

"Apart from these, do you have anything else to say?" Ji Chen pursed his thin lips, feeling a bad premonition in his heart, he seemed to have misunderstood, Gu Xingyou's behavior was not at all like The reaction of knowing that the person you like has the same sexual orientation as yourself.

His guess that Gu Xingyou likes him is all based on the fact that Gu Xingyou is gay, if he is not...

Ji Chen...was he hinting at him?Gu Xingyou's heart was cold and cold, he suspected that Ji Chen was greedy for his body, he racked his brains, and said softly: "I won't say it."

Ji Chen seemed to have been poured cold water from his head to his feet, and he murmured: "That post is really right."

Scumbag physique.

Gu Xingyou didn't hear his words clearly, his cell phone rang, and the stiff and awkward atmosphere was broken, he breathed a sigh of relief, took his cell phone to answer the call, it was Wei Qiangwen's call, he asked him to give him With an umbrella, he sheltered from the rain in the school's second cafeteria.

Gu Xingyou almost ran away, he couldn't figure out the meaning of Ji Chen's eyes, the last time Ji Chen said to him when he was drunk, it really left a brand in his subconscious.

He still had the same idea, it's okay to be a brother, but not a good friend. He didn't know what Ji Chen meant, and he didn't know how to react. Ji Chen's sexuality was exposed too suddenly, and the scene was not very serious.

Gu Xingyou was on the way to deliver an umbrella to Wei Qiangwen, listening to the sound of rainwater hitting the umbrella, the mixed thoughts in his head seemed to be knotted several times, and he couldn't solve it no matter what.

Speaking of which, he has never shown his "bending" scene in front of Ji Chen. Pao.you is his guess, and it is also a hidden danger hidden in his heart.

That kind of scene, that kind of look in his eyes made him feel very dangerous, and he always felt that if he stayed any longer, the subsequent development would be out of control.As long as the words are not spoken, there is a chance of regret.

Gu Xingyou gave Wei Qiangwen an umbrella, but he didn't follow him back to bed. When he came out, he took an umbrella. Thanks to his subconscious behavior, he didn't bring his mobile phone, so he remembered to bring an extra umbrella.

Now it's too weird to go back and meet Ji Chen face to face. He is walking aimlessly in the rain with an umbrella. Pao.you and so on are all his guesses, maybe he is too sensitive.

He paused in the rain.

He also misunderstood Ji Chen last time about the firefly. In the scene just now, Ji Chen was in a more embarrassing situation than him, so it would not be surprising to ask a few more questions, so...he is probably too sensitive.

"Ah..." Gu Xingyou pressed his forehead with a headache. He is really not good at trying to figure out people's hearts. It is very suitable to be friends with someone like Ji Chen. He has never considered changing the relationship between the two. ... very troublesome.

Ji Chen's official partner will come back sooner or later, and if they really develop a strange relationship because of temporary stimulation, it will be a kind of harm to the three of them.

Now he not only regards Ji Chen as the main character in the novel, but also Ji Chen is his friend, and he hopes that the two of them can maintain a peaceful relationship in the future, so it will be very good.

When Gu Xingyou returned to the dormitory at night, Ji Chen was lying on the bed facing the wall. He didn't know if he was asleep or not, so he maintained that position until the lights were turned off.

The next day, neither of them mentioned this matter, as if nothing had happened, but they both knew that they still remembered what happened yesterday afternoon, not only remembering it, but also remembering it clearly in their hearts.

Some inadvertent behaviors reveal the owner's anxious heart.

When Gu Xingyou asked Ji Chen to run in the morning for the first time, he cared about other people's physical contact for several days, but he got better later, but it was not complete, and now he broke out, and he habitually avoided some contact with Ji Chen. bump.

Just like one night, when Ji Chen borrowed a pen from him, they accidentally touched their fingertips, Gu Xingyou let go, but Ji Chen couldn't hold it steady, the pen fell on the ground between them, and both of them were silent After a few seconds, Ji Chen finally picked up the pen.

He knew he was overreacting, but he couldn't control his body's conditioned reflexes.

Since that day, Gu Xingyou hid from Ji Chen for a week. Before the age of 19, all the men close to him were straight men. He didn't pay much attention to whether his behavior crossed the line, because they didn't think about it at all, but I really have to think about it carefully - I really can't figure it out.

What he did, except for the ulterior purpose at the beginning, was done naturally from the heart in the end. He was thinking, since he already knew on the surface that Ji Chen liked men, maybe he should restrain himself more.

Although he was also very awkward this week.

On Sunday morning, the sun was shining brightly. Gu Xingyou and Wei Qiangwen played ball for a while, and sat on the steps beside them to rest. There were two bottles of mineral water at their feet, and they had already drank more than half of it. People sat around and chatted.

During the men's break time, girls are the ones who talk the most. Gu Xingyou can occasionally hear the names of Xu Yue and Zhang Lingyu popping out of their mouths. There is no lack of popularity for good-looking girls.

Gu Xingyou was not interested in their topic and didn't participate in it. Wei Qiangwen had a wife, so he didn't move over, and the two sat at the very side.

Wei Qiangwen took a sip of water and asked, "Xing You, why do I feel that you and Ji Chen are acting weird recently?"

"What's so strange?" Hearing Ji Chen's name, Gu Xingyou felt guilty for a moment.

It really made Wei Qiangwen say that he couldn't tell. Although they still ate and ran together, the communication between them was much less, and the relationship was not as good as before.

Wei Qiangwen: "A man's sixth sense told me."

Gu Xingyou: "..." God damn sixth sense.

Wei Qiangwen, who was dull, could feel it. As for Ji Chen, who was in it, this was a catastrophe for his interpersonal relationship in the past ten years.

He couldn't figure out the key point, the two of them just froze, not talking about what happened that afternoon, it was like a landmine, untouchable, Gu Xingyou subconsciously evaded, why did he evade, when he thought of Ji Chen's inexplicable His eyes, he was afraid from the bottom of his heart.

- Ding dong.

The cell phone he put next to him turned on, Gu Xingyou picked it up and looked at it, and his heart groaned, he really couldn't say who was coming.

Ji Chen: I want to talk to you.

Ji Chen: Do you have time?

Just as Gu Xingyou typed the word "I" in the input box, another message came over there.

Ji Chen: I saw you.

Gu Xingyou raised his head abruptly, his back straightened lazily, Wei Qiangwen was taken aback by him: "You have a convulsion."

Gu Xingyou also saw Ji Chen. He was outside the iron net of the basketball court. He picked up his clothes and said without looking back, "I won't fight anymore. Next time."

He walked out of the basketball court and ran to Ji Chen, "Why are you here?"

Ji Chen doesn't play basketball, so he usually doesn't go this way.

"Come to see you." Ji Chen said lightly, "Let's chat."

The artificial lake of the school is on a piece of land on the edge. This place is sparsely populated. I heard that people have drowned in the lake before. The lotus leaves in the lake are withered and yellow, and the mud is covered by leaves. fallen leaves.

Ji Chen took Gu Xingyou all the way here in silence, Gu Xingyou almost suspected that he wanted to drown himself, but seeing the shallow water dispelled this idea.

There were several benches by the lake, and the two found a clean place to sit down. Ji Chen said, "This is a place I discovered recently, and it's very quiet."

Surrounded by Gu Xingyou, this place is indeed very quiet. With his hands in his pockets, he lowered his head and kicked the stones on the ground, saying: "The scenery is pretty good."

Ji Chen didn't give any foreshadowing, and went straight to the point: "Didn't you say that day that you have no special views on the gay community?"

Gu Xingyou: "...Yes."

"Then why do you always avoid me? Do I make you sick?" Ji Chen asked with a cool voice.

"No!" Gu Xingyou refused straight away, turned his head to look at last Ji Chen's hurt eyes, he hurriedly explained, "I really don't think so, you are you, I will not hold prejudice against a person because of sexual orientation or anything , I also... I didn't hide from you either."

His voice gradually weakened at the end, he didn't have the confidence to say this, he was avoiding him, although it wasn't obvious, but in Ji Chen's eyes, that was estrangement, Gu Xingyou knew clearly that this matter Most of the blame lies with him.

He is also very annoying, when did he become such a mother-in-law.

"Let me tell you, I like men too!" As soon as his brain became hot, he said the words, seeing Ji Chen's calm face gradually becoming shocked, he didn't hide even after he said everything

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Ji Chen's expression was complicated: "You don't have to say that just to comfort me."

"No, really." Gu Xingyou had hidden his sexuality for ten years, and once he came out of the tray, he half-truthfully said, "But don't worry, I have absolutely no other thoughts about you, I just know you and me Same, a little uncomfortable."

He didn't hide his sexuality intentionally, it was unnecessary to say it before, but now he just said it, and he just took this opportunity to express his attitude.

"Really?" Ji Chen showed hesitation.

Gu Xingyou said helplessly: "The conscience of heaven and earth, I don't need to comfort you with this matter, we will still be good buddies in the future."

Ji Chen froze for a moment, "Yes."

He's not a straight man - Ji Chen quietly breathed a sigh of relief, fortunately, he's not a straight man.Although he didn't understand why Gu Xingyou was so indifferent to him at first, and then his attitude changed drastically later, but right now, he didn't want to ask.

Gu Xingyou wants to be a brother, so be a brother, there will always be a chance to figure it out, he said: "You don't have to be too deliberate."

"what?"

"You don't need to touch me, just run away immediately, I'm not a stallion, can I still get hot when I touch it?" Ji Chen said explicit words in the most flat tone, Gu Xingyou has never seen this side of him , can not help but be a little novel.

He clasped his fingers tightly, scratched the back of his hand with his index finger, and said, "I'm afraid you might mind."

"No, you can just keep it as it is." Ji Chen's eyes moved slightly, and he emphasized, "It's good for you to keep it as it is, deliberately keeping the distance, we are uncomfortable, don't you mean being brothers?"

"Okay." The knot that had troubled Gu Xingyou for many days was untied, and Gu Xingyou's vacillating heart was stabilized by his words, and he smiled heartily, "I will, I feel much more comfortable when you say that .”

Having said that, they returned to the original way of getting along. At first, they were a little uncomfortable, but when they got used to it, they found that it did not leave a shadow on the relationship between the two of them.

As the end of the month approached, Gu Xingyou received an invitation to a birthday party from Wei Qiangwen. His birthday was next Monday, and his birthday party was arranged one day in advance, from afternoon to evening on Sunday.

During the day on Sunday, Gu Xingyou and Ji Chen went out together to pick out gifts for him. He prepared Xu Lian's one ten days in advance. It was a self-portrait of Wei Qiangwen he drew, but none of them had seen that one so far. Xu Lian insisted on waiting for the true face of the painting.

The bustling streets are full of people, the environment is lively and noisy, with traffic passing by on the road, Gu Xingyou and Ji Chen are waiting for the traffic lights at the intersection.

"Are you ready to give anything?" Ji Chen asked.

Gu Xingyou said: "Give me a watch or a belt, it's practical, how about you?"

Ji Chen: "Sneakers."

The opposite green light came on and they crossed the road.

Gu Xingyou: "When is your birthday?"

Ji Chen: "July 22."

"That's half a year away, then I'm older than you, and my birthday happens to be the fifteenth day of the first lunar month." Gu Xingyou said.

Ji Chen glanced at him: "Then do you want me to call you brother?"

Gu Xingyou pursed the corners of his lips, and said in a low voice, "It's not impossible for you to scream."

"Brother Gu, where are we going now?" Ji Chen called out to his brother in a cold voice, which made Gu Xingyou feel as if a kitten was scratching his heart.

He took a breath: "Hiss—you really scream."

Ji Chen smiled slightly: "Otherwise, what about Brother Gu?"

"No, I've got goosebumps when you're like this." Gu Xingyou refused.

Ji Chen: "Then call you Youyou?"

"Did you learn from that kid Wei Qiangwen?" Gu Xingyou asked.

"I heard him call you that, it was fun."

"Come on, he deliberately disgusted me."

"I'm not."

"Then don't call."

"Good tour."

"..."

The birthday party Wei Qiangwen is scheduled to be in a ktv. He invites all the classmates who usually play with him. What is unexpected is that his girlfriend also came. He looks like an obedient student bully type. He doesn’t talk much. Drinking a drink.

Wei Qiangwen was very popular, and he knew how to be a hot spot. The private room was very lively. They ordered several dozen beers, put a glass in front of each of them, and someone sang with a mic.

A group of boys who have no musical instincts, their output depends entirely on roaring. They gathered at the table to play games. Gu Xingyou and the others are almost familiar with each other. It is fun only when they come out to play, so he also sat down.

The initial penalty rule was that the loser would sing the song ordered by the winner. Gu Xingyou was a bit memorized, and was pulled up to sing several songs. He sang various funny songs with a gentle voice of a scumbag, and everyone around him was paralyzed from laughter. , Record a small video on the side.

Ji Chen didn't know these people very well, and he sat in the corner with Xu Lian, neither of them was a talkative person.

A group of people found out after playing that none of them really had a musical talent. Punishment for singing was not to punish the loser, but to punish themselves.

The box was bustling with noise and the environment was noisy. Wei Qiangwen's girlfriend saw that they were getting more and more drunk, so she stepped forward to persuade them, and the others followed suit, making his girlfriend blush.

Their attention was all on the two who distributed the dog food, Gu Xingyou quietly stepped back from the wine table, and sat down next to Ji Chen, his breath smelled of alcohol.

This group of people is too crazy. He was not lucky today, but he drank a lot of wine. After sitting for a long time, the urge to urinate welled up, and he got up to go to the toilet.

There was a sound of running water in the toilet, Gu Xingyou washed his hands, and when he went out, he saw Ji Chen waiting at the door, he was so startled that he was unprepared, and took two steps back.

"Oh, I'll go, you're working as a doorman here."

Ji Chen shook the lit cigarette in his hand, and said, "Come out for a cigarette."

"Give me one too." Gu Xingyou's head was a little heavy, and he wanted to smoke a cigarette to refresh himself.

Ji Chen took out the cigarette case and gave him one, Gu Xingyou put it in his mouth and asked, "Where's the lighter?"

Ji Chen poked around in his pocket, without changing his face, he said: "It seems to have fallen into a box."

"Forget it." Gu Xingyou took off the cigarette, took a deep breath and let it out slowly, went back to get the lighter and came out again, he didn't want to smoke anymore.

The air in the box was stuffy, and he didn't want to go back so soon.

Ji Chen shook the ashes in the trash can next to him, took down the cigarette and put it in front of his eyes and said, "Can I lend you a fire?"

Gu Xingyou glanced at it, and said with a smile: "Are you trying to 'set me on fire'?"

As the saying goes, it's bad luck to light a cigarette butt against a cigarette. Ji Chen doesn't know this saying, and he can roughly understand what he said.

Ji Chen tilted his head, his smooth jaw line raised, his handsome side face was facing Gu Xingyou, his slightly drooping eyes glanced at him, and asked: "Then do you want to be angry?"

His elongated ending sound was cold and lazy, like a cat after a nap, exuding a noble and lazy aura all over his body, Gu Xingyou was stunned for two seconds, then smiled.

"want."

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