Perhaps the military training during the day was too exhausting. During the military training, Ji Chen slept soundly in the dormitory at night. Two weeks later, the military training was over, and the students sent off the instructors. The next day they will start formal classes. Today is a one-day holiday. .

Wei Qiangwen went to see his girlfriend and didn't plan to come back at night. Xu Lian made full use of his free time and went to the library to sit quietly and read a book. Gu Xingyou and Ji Chen were the only ones left in the dormitory.

Gu Xingyou has neither a girlfriend nor the desire to read. He turns on the computer, puts on headphones, and plays games online. After twelve o'clock, he takes off the headphones and wants to go to the cafeteria for a meal. Looking back, Ji Chen still Lie on the bed, facing the wall.

When he came back after eating in the cafeteria, Ji Chen still maintained that posture, as if he was dead.

Lying, trough——

Gu Xingyou was taken aback by his own thoughts, Ji Chen didn't go out last night, how could he sleep so well today, don't something really happen, he hesitated, and called him softly.

no response.

He climbed up the stairs and pulled Ji Chen's arm. Ji Chen immediately lay on his back powerlessly, and Gu Xingyou almost jumped down in fright.

Ji Chen's cold face became puffy, and the body temperature he just touched was frighteningly hot.

"Ji Chen, Ji Chen." Gu Xingyou patted her face, still unconscious, he stretched out his hand to touch his forehead, he didn't know how long he had had a fever, he passed out.

Just after the military training was over, Ji Chen fell ill, and the other two roommates were away, so Wei Qiangwen couldn't bother him anymore. He called Xu Lian twice, but no one answered.

"You really know how to find the time." Gu Xingyou muttered in a low voice.

He lifted him up from the bed, put his hands under his armpits, dragged him to the edge of the bed, put his back on his back, and stepped down from the ladder. Ji Chen looked tall, but he didn't have much flesh on his back. The weight on the back is even lighter.

With Ji Chen on his back, Gu Xingyou casually picked up the dormitory key on the table and went out.

The sun was shining brightly outside, and no one was wandering around outside. He took the person to the infirmary, and there was a thin layer of sweat on his forehead, which was sun-dried.

The school doctor on duty in the infirmary asked him to put him on the hospital bed. In reality, he took Ji Chen's temperature. He had a fever of 39 degrees.

Gu Xingyou watched the school doctor give Ji Chen an injection, stared at the water for a while, then sat down next to the hospital bed with a stool, and took out his mobile phone to play games.

After waiting for an hour and a half, Ji Chen woke up leisurely. During the period, three patients came to prescribe medicine. Gu Xingyou played games intensely, so he didn't notice.

Ji Chen raised his hand and put his arm against his eyes, moved his hand away after a while, and saw the person guarding the bed at a glance, half of Gu Xingyou's sharp side face was facing him, a bunch of curly hair curled up, and Kind of cute.

"Gu Xingyou." He called out to him.

"Fuck." Gu Xingyou cursed in a low voice, the person in the game died, he realized that someone was calling him, and when he looked up, he saw Ji Chen's sober eyes, apparently he had been awake for a long time.

"I'm awake." Before he could ask, Gu Xingyou explained, "You fainted from the fever in the dormitory, so I brought you back to the infirmary. I've already paid you—do you feel better?"

Ji Chen was carried from the bed by him, and he had no money, so Gu Xingyou paid for him first, and the last words of concern were purely out of habitual greetings.

"I'm a little hungry." Ji Chen licked his dry lips. His face was a bit colder because of illness. He didn't eat much last night. From morning to now, it can be regarded as two meals without eating. He was tired and nauseated.

"Can you buy me something to eat?" If it wasn't too bad, he would never ask a half-baked roommate for help.

"Okay." Gu Xingyou put the phone in his pocket, "Wait."

Gu Xingyou ran to the cafeteria under the scorching sun and bought a rice porridge and two meat buns for Ji Chen. He returned to the infirmary and handed the things to Ji Chen.

"Thank you, I'm sorry." Ji Chen took the table next to him, propped his hands on the bed and sat up, his body was much more relaxed than when he first woke up.

"How much is the total amount, I will transfer it to you." He was talking about medical expenses and meal expenses. He groped around and found that the phone was not on him, so he pursed his bloodless thin lips.

Gu Xingyou saw his embarrassment, and said indifferently: "It's okay, you can transfer me next time."

"Thank you." Ji Chen's voice was hoarse, his cheeks were flushed, his eyes were clear, and a sense of gloom lingered in his body, like a poisonous flower, dangerous and attractive.

Gu Xingyou touched the tender flesh inside his mouth with the tip of his tongue, and said, "Then... I'll go first? Can you do it alone?"

"En." Ji Chen replied in a low voice, and Gu Xingyou lifted his foot and left without hesitation.

Ji Chen keenly felt Gu Xingyou's repulsion towards him, as if he was some kind of scourge that people couldn't avoid, he could fight with the other two people in the dormitory, but he was very alienated from him, mixed with alienation. It's obviously deliberate, he doesn't remember anything that he has offended him.

Can't figure it out, Ji Chen didn't think about it anymore, now he is just a leaf that fell into the mud, rotted to the bone, unable to return to the tall branch.

He bowed his head to drink the porridge with an unclear expression on his face.

Ji Chen went back to the dormitory after getting the injection. He wanted to pay back the money. Gu Xingyou asked him to transfer Alipay. He didn't want to add Ji Chen's WeChat. Ji Chen was not stupid, and he could guess it.

University life is gradually getting on the right track. The freshman class is not very busy, and there is a lot of spare time. Gu Xing travels to a few clubs, and occasionally goes to play basketball with Wei Qiangwen. Life is like a fish in water, and it is very fulfilling.

But Ji Chen took the route of the original text. He often slipped out of the dormitory in the middle of the night. On Friday morning, when Gu Xingyou returned to the dormitory after class, he saw Ji Chen, who was missing this morning, lying on the bed fast asleep.

His hair was a bit long, Gu Xingyou watched him getting worse every day, he was like a bystander, watching the people described in the book appear in front of him, doing the things described in the book.

His mother's death hit him hard, and his father's betrayal of his mother made him unforgivable. Even the person he had talked with for three months left him. The heart-piercing sadness, anger and grievance of being abandoned made him unable to forgive. Use this method of torturing yourself to paralyze your incompetent self.

He was poor, there was no doubt about that.

However, Gu Xingyou will not just lend a helping hand to him just because he is pitiful. If a person is willing to degenerate, no one can save him.In the original text, Gu Xingyou used his heart and soul for two years to drag him out of the abyss, but he still failed to get his love in the end.

Ji Chen is undoubtedly cold-hearted and sober. Even if Gu Xingyou in the original text accompanied him through the darkest time, he still won't be tempted if he doesn't like it.

Gu Xingyou felt that he couldn't treat him with heart and soul like the original text.

At the end of September, the school was on holiday. On the night of September [-]th, Wei Qiangwen took a mobile phone to video with his little girlfriend on the balcony. Gu Xingyou went to collect some clothes.

Wei Qiangwen and his girlfriend are childhood sweethearts. His girlfriend has been admitted to an art school in this city. She is a dancer and has a soft voice. When Wei Qiangwen comes in front of his girlfriend, the strong man's temperament is completely lost, just like a baby who has not been weaned .

Gu Xingyou was very uncomfortable, so he quickly put away his clothes and went into the dormitory. Xu Lian lay down on the table under his bed to read, writing and drawing on the book with a pen. Gu Xingyou went to the bathroom to take a shower, wearing a pair of Out of panties with a towel on her head.

Xu Lian suddenly raised his head and asked him, "Brother Gu, can I ask you something?"

Gu Xingyou was a little funny, he said that, can he answer "no".

"You ask."

"You... and Ji Chen knew each other before?" Xu Lian only asked this question because he was familiar with him. He is introverted, but he actually has a heart for gossip.

"No, why do you ask that?" Gu Xingyou rubbed his hair, a drop of water dripped from the tip of his hair, the water flowed down his neck to his chest muscles, then fell from his chest muscles to his powerful abdominal muscles, and finally disappeared into the edge of his underwear.

Xu Lian said: "I think, how should I put it, the atmosphere between the two of you is weird, as if there is a festival."

Gu Xingyou paused as he wiped his hair, Xu Lian laughed and said, "It's okay, I'll just ask casually, don't worry, I'll read the book first."

In fact, Ji Chen was quite indifferent to everyone. Under such a premise, Xu Lian could still see that the two of them were not getting along, and he had good eyesight.

Ji Chen is not in the dormitory tonight.

The lights in the dormitory were turned off, and in the darkness, there was the sound of breathing one after another. Not long after, there was a sound of snoring from Wei Qiangwen's bed, and Gu Xingyou fell into a deep sleep.

He had a dream, a dream he hadn't had for a long time.

He was in an area of ​​warm light, and in front of him was a book with a camel-colored cover paper, which looked old. He reached out to catch the book, and the book fell into his hand, with a weight similar to that of a real book.

He knew that this was a dream. During the period when he first passed through, he often had such a dream. In the dream, he opened the book and looked at the book over and over again.

Gu Xingyou sat cross-legged, holding a book in her hand, the book automatically turned the pages, and stopped at a third position, the black characters on it were very blurry, as if a layer of fog covered her eyes.

He frowned, and reached out to touch the words on it. With his movements, the words gradually became clear——

[October [-]st is the National Day, and they have a seven-day long vacation. Ji Chen took a deep breath. He didn't really look forward to going home. Q University allows students to stay in school, so he didn't plan to go back.

In the bustling and bustling street, the night breeze blows gently, and the street lamps illuminate the asphalt road. Night is the busiest time of the street. Ji Chen has been here many times, and entered the stunning bar with familiarity.

The lights are feasting, men and women twist their bodies in the deafening music, and strange men and women who may have never met before kiss passionately on the sofa.

nausea.Ji Chen lowered his eyes to hide the tyranny in his eyes.

The mobile phone in his pocket was vibrating, and the surrounding was noisy, but he still felt the faint vibration. He squeezed through the crowd, went to the toilet and took out his mobile phone. The caller was his father.

He answered the phone with a cold expression, and a familiar yet unfamiliar voice came from the other end of the phone.

"Xiao Chen?"

"What's the matter?" Ji Chen looked at the cigarette butts on the ground, he didn't know how many times they had been stepped on, and they were already dirty.

"You guys are on vacation tomorrow."

"Ah."

"come back?"

His father really understood him, Ji Chen sneered, and this smile appeared on his face, making him a bit more ruffian for no reason.

"It depends," he said.

That's what it means not to go back.

His father was silent for a while, and said, "Come back, I have something to tell you."

"What's the matter? You said the same thing on the phone." Ji Chen said casually.

There was another long silence, which made Ji Chen lose his patience: "Don't say hang up."

"Your Aunt Chen is pregnant." The voice on the other end of the phone was much faster, almost as soon as he finished speaking, he picked up the call.

Ji Chen's face was startled, and the silent person became him. He sneered abruptly, "What does it matter to me that she is pregnant? I didn't make her conceive."

"Bastard!" His father scolded him angrily, "Your Auntie Chen is pregnant with your father's child!"

"Really?" Ji Chen asked indifferently, and asked repeatedly, "It's none of my business."

After all, he ignored the anger on the other end of the phone and hung up the phone directly.

After washing his face with cold water, he left the bar. The breeze was blowing, bringing a chill, but he felt chills all over his body. When he walked to the crossroads, he saw a beef ramen shop opposite, and felt a little hungry.

When the green light came on, he stepped onto the zebra crossing. On his right, a large truck lost control and rushed towards him...

The sound of the truck rolling over was accompanied by ear-piercing screams, Ji Chen was crushed under the huge truck compartment, and scarlet blood flowed out from under the truck.

The author has something to say: look at the person in the book again

The protagonist dies, the full text is over

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