He is the creator's fault

30 years later.

Until his death, Xuan Tan never saw Yao again, and at first he could hear sporadic news about Yao from the jailer, but later he couldn't even hear the news.

The last time the jailer told him: Prince An and the concubine have been in love for a lifetime, the concubine obeys the prince, and the prince has never taken a concubine. This kind of love of a couple for life, although the object is two men, has gradually been accepted by many ordinary people , and even envied by many people.

"One life...one life...a pair of people..." Xuan Tan murmured these words in a hoarse voice, and fell into a moment of trance, which was followed by boundless anger and resentment.

The pain of being robbed of what he loves but being powerless, and seeing the enemy's complacency, has already driven him into madness. He roared, desperately trying to break free from the chain, but it was just in vain.

Yao Piao looked at Xuan Tan in the cell who was described as crazy in the air, and expressed doubts about Xuan Tan's identity. How did that Xuan Tan, who was full of holy aura, turn into such a ghostly look, with the newspaper aura all over his body, saying that he was a ghost in the evil spirit? Everyone believes in the big bosses.

"Master, I feel that the blood of the gods is going to destroy the world, why don't we withdraw?"

"Don't worry, there is another chance that is useless. Wait for him to die and give him a new life."

"Huh? Who was reborn this time?"

"Just himself, but set the rebirth time to be a year before he met me."

"Good!"

When Xuan Tan opened his eyes again one day, he found that he was no longer in the prison cell, the chains that penetrated his body disappeared, and the crippled hands and feet were still intact, and the surrounding scene was strange but familiar. This is... The cave where he lived in Wuxiang Temple?He's back again?

Xuan Tan immediately stood up and walked to the cave, just bumped into the little novice at the entrance of the cave.

"I've met Master Xuantan, where is Master going in such a hurry?"

"Where is His Royal Highness now?"

"His Royal Highness? Of course His Highness is in the East Palace."

"East Palace?" Xuan Tan's face changed slightly, could it be that His Highness has already left, Xuan Tan hurriedly asked: "When did Your Highness leave?"

"Why can't you go? His Royal Highness has never been to Wuxiang Temple."

The little novice's words made Xuan Tan stunned for a moment, and then asked: "What day is it now?"

The little novice looked at Xuan Tan strangely, why did he feel that Master Xuan Tan was closed and stupid, and on the surface he replied seriously: "Tianbao [-], June [-]th."

"Tianbao year [-]..." Xuan Tan recalled for a moment, isn't this the year before Yao came to Wuxiang Temple?He should indeed be in the East Palace right now.

Although it was not the time yet, Xuan Tan couldn't wait to see Yao, and it happened to be the emperor's birthday soon. Every year, the emperor's birthday would invite monks from Wuxiang Temple to Beijing to pray for blessings. This time Xuan Tan took the initiative to ask to go.

After rushing for more than a month, Xuan Tan arrived in the capital. There was a Shan Buddha Hall built in the palace, which happened to be opposite to the East Palace and located to the west of the palace. in it.

There were still two days before the birthday banquet. There were so many concubines in the harem, and it was inconvenient for the monks to move around. All the monks chose to rest in the hall, except for one.

That night, a black shadow quietly left the Shanfo Hall, swept towards the east, and quickly sneaked into the East Palace without disturbing any guards.

Needle drop could be heard in the Prince's dormitory, and the sound of even breathing could be faintly heard coming out of the gauze curtain. The window of the dormitory opened at some point, Xuan Tan's figure was submerged in it, and he closed the window gently.

Through the dim light of the lantern, Xuan Tan saw a figure lying sideways behind the gauze curtain, it was the person he had been thinking about day and night, and now he finally had a chance to meet again.

Xuan Tan took a deep breath to calm down, raised his hand to pinch the gauze curtain beside the bed, and slowly opened it, revealing Yao's appearance.His eyes were lightly closed, and his long eyelashes cast a small shadow on his face. His body was only covered with a thin layer of brocade quilt. The curvature of the brocade quilt outlined his thin figure. A gap was scattered, revealing his slender neck and clearly shaped collarbone, and his white arms rested on the quilt, sleeping peacefully.

Seeing this scene, Xuan Tan rolled his throat unconsciously. A green pill appeared in his hand, and he put it on the tip of Yao's nose. He kissed Shang Yao's lips very lightly, like the most devout believer, from lips to cheeks, and then to neck, submerged into the skirt of his clothes, inch by inch, sincerely worshiping.

From now on, he doesn't believe in gods or Buddha, and lives for the madman and the devil.

Yao, who was sleeping soundly, seemed to feel something, panted unconsciously, frowned slightly, wanted to wake up but couldn't wake up, and gradually became anxious.

Xuan Tan let go of Yao, straightened Yao's clothes, pressed his fingers between Yao's brows, slowly calmed down the restlessness, and whispered: "Don't be afraid of me, I am willing to hurt you."

After finally kissing Yao's fingers, Xuan Tan lay sideways beside Yao, reached out to hold Yao in his arms, the warm embrace infected Yao, and Yao soon fell asleep again.

On the second day, when Yao woke up, Xuan Tan was no longer around him. He got up and walked to the bronze mirror, opened his clothes, and saw a faint red hickey reflected on his collarbone, which was deliberately left by Xuan Tan. In order to get revenge, Yao once had an upside-down reconciliation with Wei Yi, but this revenge was too weak in front of his sweetheart.

Yao closed his shirt and acted as if nothing had happened, he just summoned the dead man to the dormitory, it would be difficult for Xuan Tan to attack at night, but Xuan Tan didn't seem to intend to continue sneaking around to take advantage of Yao, and he would spend the next two days Didn't show up until the birthday party started.

On the day of the birthday banquet, the emperor sat at the top, accompanied by civil and military officials at the bottom, and Prince Yao sat at the lower right of the emperor. In order to show respect for Buddhism, Xuan Tan was placed at the lower left of the emperor, just opposite With Yao.

From the moment he appeared, Yao felt a veiled gaze falling on him. The gaze was deep, enthusiastic and had a sense of certainty. Yao swept around the civil and military officials, and finally landed on the Buddhist eminent monk opposite. On the body, only Xuan Tan lowered his eyebrows and lowered his eyes, with a calm feeling of "there is nothing in the first place, where is the dust?"

Yao withdrew his gaze, ignored the people in the dark, and just concentrated on eating the food in front of him. From the beginning to the end, Yao only looked at Xuan Tan, and then Yao left the banquet hall early on the pretext of feeling unwell. As soon as he left, Xuan Tan's heart also followed, also found an excuse to leave, and soon caught up with Yao.

"His Royal Highness, the poor monk is being polite."

Yao stopped and looked at the monk who suddenly appeared in front of him in surprise. At this time, Yao had only heard of Xuan Tan. "Master Xuan Tan has something to do with me?"

"I heard that His Highness is not feeling well, and the poor monk has some medical skills. If His Highness does not dislike him, the poor monk is willing to treat His Highness."

Yao looked at Xuan Tan for a while, and Xuan Tan started to get hairy, and then said lightly: "There are many imperial physicians in the palace, don't bother Master Xuan Tan, if the master is fine, Yao will leave first."

Then Yao nodded to Xuan Tan, and walked towards the East Palace without hesitation. Xuan Tan looked at Yao's back, a little dazed, and the development of the matter was completely different from what he thought. Do you have a good impression and take the initiative to approach him?How can you be so indifferent?

Xuan Tan began to recall the scene of the first life. At the beginning, Yao was in a coma, and he prescribed a prescription for recuperating his body. Later, when Yao saw him again, he invited him to drink tea and treated him with great hospitality.

Originally, Xuan Tan thought that Yao was attracted to him because of his medical skills, but now it seems that it is not the reason, Xuan Tan began to look for other reasons, after thinking for a while, he suddenly found that there was no reason for Yao to fall in love with him in the first life, Like... getting close to him just to get close to him?

Xuan Tan suddenly felt a chill in his heart, something happened that he least wanted to happen, if Yao really never loved him and approached him for some purpose, would he still get Yao? ?

In the next few days, Xuan Tan failed to meet Yao several times, and offered to the emperor that he could take care of the prince's health. When you go to the East Palace, you must take good care of the prince's body.

Xuan Tan got his wish and got in touch with his sweetheart, but his sweetheart was never salty or cold towards him, and he didn't show any affection for him at all.One time, when Xuan Tan stared at Yao who had just taken a bath in a daze, Yao even asked him: "Does the Buddhist lust ring not include broken sleeves?"

Xuan Tan felt ashamed when he asked this question, Yao already regarded him as an unscrupulous monk who was abducted by the Tiankeng, if his name was not there, Yao probably would have kicked him out of the East Palace.

After getting in touch with him for a while, Xuan Tan was completely sure that Yao had no idea about him, and the time he stayed was up to the limit. Xuan Tan and his party returned to Wuxiang Temple, and when he was thinking about how to escape, something happened in the palace.

News came from the palace that three court ladies died three nights ago. The death was strange. The faces of the corpses were dry and gray, with cracks on the skin. It didn't look like it was done by ordinary people. After some investigation, no clues were found.Two nights ago, three more court ladies died. The emperor ordered to strengthen patrols, and the thief who dared to commit crimes in the palace must be caught. Then three court ladies died a day ago. This time they died in front of the guards. Without warning, he died suddenly.

People in the palace were panicked for a while, and there were rumors that ghosts were killing their lives. The imperial concubine suggested to find monks to perform rituals, and the emperor ordered the monks from Wuxiang Temple to be called back.

After Xuan Tan heard the news, he rushed back to the capital immediately, and went straight to the East Palace after returning to the capital, fearing that something might happen to Yao, but it turned out that Yao was enjoying singing and dancing, and the dancers were specially presented by the prime minister. There are so many styles of twisted waist and limbs in general, Yao watched with relish.

Xuan Tan was not calm anymore, as soon as he left, Yao was surrounded by beauties on his back, it was unreasonable!

"The poor monk has seen His Royal Highness the Prince."

"Oh? Why is Master Xuan Tan back?"

"The poor monk has something important to tell you, please leave your highness a quiet place."

Hearing this, Yao waved his hands lightly and said, "Everyone go down."

The dancing girls bowed and retired one after another until only Yao and Xuan Tan were left in the hall. Yao took a sip of tea and said in a neutral tone, "Master Xuan Tan has something to say now."

"Nowadays, strange things are happening frequently in the palace. For His Highness's safety, it's better not to meet outsiders, lest thieves get in and it's not good for His Highness."

"The master is referring to those dancing girls?"

Xuan Tan was silent.

Yao suddenly laughed, put down his teacup and walked towards Xuan Tan: "Master, are you jealous?"

Xuan Tan's face froze, his heartbeat suddenly accelerated, and the tips of his ears turned slightly red. "His Royal Highness be careful."

"Hahaha, I'm just joking with you, what is the master doing so seriously? Could it be... that I really guessed it right?"

"..."

Yao stood still in front of Xuan Tan, pressed his palm on Xuan Tan's chest, felt it carefully for a moment, then raised his eyebrows: "My heart is beating so fast, it seems that Master Xuan Tan really has unreasonable thoughts about this palace."

"I--"

"Hush——" Yao interrupted Xuan Tan's words as soon as he spoke, and Yao withdrew his hand, his expression gradually becoming cold: "Xuan Tan, I am the prince of the current dynasty, how can I be tempted by a man? You'd better put your Those disgusting thoughts, otherwise, I will kill you!"

After the last words, Yao looked at Xuan Tan with murderous intent in his gaze, under such gaze, Xuan Tan's body was cold, and he recalled the scene of his previous life in a trance.

"Okay, since my father asked the master to go and do the master to go quickly, so as not to delay." Ignoring Xuan Tan who was in a daze, Yao left the palace on his own, leaving Xuan Tan in a trance for a long time.

It's different, everything is different...

The monk of Wuxiang Temple was about to perform a ceremony in the palace. After looking at the corpse, Xuan Tan found the remaining evil spirit. He suspected that the palace had sneaked into the palace. He immediately set up an enchantment to seal the palace.

After some investigation, Xuan Tan found a demon cat lurking in the palace. After a fight, the demon cat escaped with serious injuries, leaving behind a bloody sleeve.

That night, Xuan Tan used this sleeve to cast a spell, and intercepted a ray of demonic aura. Following this aura, Xuan Tan came to a palace, and was surprised to find that this was the prince's bedroom. The cat demon's aura disappeared there. up.

Xuan Tan didn't find it after searching for a while, and when he was about to retreat first, he opened the curtain with one hand, and Yao sat up from the bed, looking at Xuan Tan with a smile, the jet-black pair under the dim candlelight The pupils flickered with a strange light: "Master Xuan Tan is here, why are you leaving in such a hurry?"

"Monster Qi!" Xuan Tan's pupils shrank suddenly, and he looked at Yao in disbelief, and he actually felt Yao Qi from Yao's body! "Did you kill those people in the palace?"

"So what if it is? So what if it's not?" Yao got up and walked towards Xuan Tan, behind him was a huge shadow reflected on the wall, vaguely in the shape of a cat.

"No, it wasn't you. If it was you fighting with you, I would be able to sense it." Xuan Tan had seriously injured the cat demon before, and he was sure that Yao was not the one who killed him, but Yao's demonic aura cannot be faked. "If you were a demon, how did you hide it from me before?"

"I'm not a demon, I can only be regarded as a half-demon, my concubine mother is a demon, the one you want to kill is my kin." Yao Hun said indifferently, then looked at Xuan Tan: "So, Is Master Xuan Tan planning to get rid of me and act for the heavens?"

"No!" Xuan Tan blurted out the answer, "How could I kill you!"

"Really? But my mother and concubine have charmed my father and made me a crown prince. Is there really no problem with his favor? Let the demon become the crown prince, and even become the emperor in the future?"

A demon became the emperor of human beings, and his scalp tingles just thinking about it. If it were someone else, Xuan Tan would desperately kill this demon, but the person in front of him was his favorite person.

As if he felt that Xuan Tan's entanglement was not enough, Yao added another fire: "The remaining monks should soon find out my identity, Wuxiang Temple will not let me go, Wuxiang Temple and I just If there is only one side, how would you choose Master Xuan Tan?" Yao looked at Xuan Tan with a smile like a devil.

Xuan Tan was shocked, and looked at Yao in horror. At this moment, he finally understood Yao's purpose of approaching him, "You want me to get rid of Wuxiang Temple for you?" It is his teacher, but now he is asked to choose between the teacher and his lover.

"Wuxiang Temple killed my mother and concubine, and will kill me in the future. Isn't it normal for me to have such thoughts?"

Monsters and humans have nothing to do with right or wrong, they just have different positions. Xuan Tan will not be so naive as to let Wuxiang Temple let Yao go, and he also knows that Yao will not let Wuxiang Temple go, so he has to make a choice.

Yao looked at Xuan Tan with great interest, it's time for the third generation, and it's time to accept the results.

Xuan Tan left, and returned to Wuxiang Temple with the rest of the monks in the capital. When he appeared in front of Yao again, it was more than a month later. His gray monk robe was stained with blood, and his whole body was covered with blood. Ten wounds, all left by his fellow disciples.

Now he is no longer the holy monk Xuan Tan, but an executioner who slaughters fellow executioners.

"From now on there will be no Wuxiang Temple, and no one will be able to kill you." After saying these words, Xuan Tan only felt extremely tired, but also felt a sense of relief. In any case, he had already made a choice.

"Really? You seem to have forgotten one." Yao's lazy voice came from above, and then threw a dagger in front of Xuan Tan.

Xuan Tan raised his head in a daze, and saw Yao Yi sitting high above him in black clothes, his dark pupils were ruthless, this was the first time he saw Yao wearing black clothes, his whole body seemed to merge into the darkness, so strange.

"You have changed..." Xuan Tan still remembers Yao in the Red Maple Forest, dressed in white, like a fairy, completely different from him now.

"This is the real me. What you saw before was just an illusion woven by a fool." Yao has the appearance that God loves the most, but it is only the appearance. The white clothes have been worn for so long, so long that he himself I almost forgot that I actually don't like white.

"Illusions..." Xuan Tan murmured two words, could it be that what he has always loved is illusions, but why, at this moment, he does not have the slightest regret in his heart?

Xuan Tan's eyes moved to the dagger at his feet, he bent down to pick it up, the blade was white, the cold light dazzled Xuan Tan's eyes, at this moment he suddenly realized. "I love you, no matter what you look like, whether you respond to me or not, I love you deeply."

puff-

The sound of the blade sinking into the flesh was clearly audible, a red spar was cut out from the chest by Xuan Tan, tremblingly sent to Yao, it was the remaining half of the Buddha's heart, in which was the divine blood.

Yao took the spar and carefully sensed the divine blood in it. After a while, he suddenly opened his eyes. This half of the Buddha's heart almost contained half of the divine blood in the god, which means that the rest of the divine blood was here.

"Why?" Yao asked Xuan Tan, he didn't think God would be so generous.

Xuan Tan smiled, blood flowed from the corner of his mouth, he already understood that what he loved was not the "love" he created, but Yao, no matter what Yao looked like, it was what he wanted.

The dagger in Xuan Tan's hand fell to the ground, and he knelt on the ground. He could feel the passing of his life. In the last moment, he looked up hard, trying to see Yao's appearance clearly.

"I really want to know what your beloved look will be like..."

Xuan Tan died, this time there was no rebirth.

Looking at the smile on his mouth, Yao suddenly felt that he had never understood God.

"The appearance of love..." Yao's mind was blank. He has been with God since he was born, and only the appearance of God is left in his mind. He doesn't even have a comparison object.

Maybe it was Yao who was always blinded by the illusion. He followed the "creation" style of action and regarded everything as God's preference for this body, and he never felt God's feelings with his heart.

The author has something to say: I don't believe in gods or Buddha, I live for you, crazy devils and you.God is probably hopeless, Be's story ends, and He's another world.

Currently Be is leading~

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