The Taming of the Ruffian Hero

It was a rare sunny day when I came out of prison.

Unexpectedly, after two years of punishment, one year and two months, I was released.

Of course, with my own hard work and diligence, and my brother Wenxi, even though he doesn’t know where he is, he always helped me to care about my safety in prison and commuted my sentence, which finally allowed me to spend this year in peace and peace. The days seem to be reborn.

The dearest relative in the world is finally left alone, no, there is also the man who came to pick me up from prison in front of me. Wherever he is, there is my home.

He held my hand tightly. At that moment, a heart gradually stabilized in his hands, and he calmed down. He had something to rely on, and his heart was at ease. One sentence: "Go, I will take you home."

The first place I want to go is not the future home of Zheng Kai and me, or to pay homage to my biological parents, but Wang Xiang.

If it weren't for him, my life must have been explained that day. If Brother Kai woke up and didn't see me, I don't know what would happen to him.All the words of gratitude and regret, I can't say it now, I can only ask Wang Xiang to know that in this life, the rest of my life, at least me, my descendants, and all my friends, if they meet someone like you again, they will treat you You stretch out our arms, please boldly pursue and speak boldly, instead of finally, with such blood, to everyone, especially to yourself, to say what you never said to Zheng Kai Sworn oath.

In fact, when my father (Uncle Zheng) left, I had a lot of emotions. At that time, I couldn’t see the end of the world. I made mistakes again and again, which eventually led to the rift between my younger brother Wen Xi and Zhao Yuan. The deeper it gets, I don't know if there is still a chance to make up for one or two.

It wasn't until that day that I saw Uncle Zhao's letter with my own eyes that I realized that the love in the world is not exclusive to men and women, it's just that I fell in love with it because I fell in love with it.

I hope that my awakening can play a small part in the irreparable of your death.

But not far from Wang Xiang's cemetery, I saw Xiaoman's resting place.

I know that no amount of tears can bring back the once flowery life, and no amount of guilt can turn back time.

What kind of helplessness and confusion caused her postpartum depression to eventually turn into severe depression. In the end, even her two lovely children could not become her last attachment in the world.

Even Xiaoman must have been killed by my own hands. If it wasn't for me, nothing would have happened to her and Zhao Yuan.All the fuses started with me.

And why, the best ending, is me?

It seems that everyone is blessing us.Not long after I was released from prison, An An’s phone, Zheng Juan’s phone, Nan Nan who disappeared for a long time, some relatives and friends who still have contact, some boys from Yuan Jifu University, the subordinates my father used to treat tenderly, many of Akai’s Relatives and friends, they and they have blessed me, comforted me and encouraged me in their own way.

Akai also told me that everything in the past is always irretrievable. He hoped that I cherish life, cherish the present, and use the best possible way to make up for one or two. It's me who is living well, even if I am carrying a burden, I have to live well instead of being crushed.

But I can't hear Xiaoman's voice anymore. The girl who was as persistent as me but also confused didn't use any low-handed means. The only time was because of the selfishness of the two children and because of my selfishness. paid for his own life.Does the word love really allow the living to die?But how can the dead live?I knelt down in front of Xiaoman's epitaph, weeping uncontrollably. I suddenly knew that the world I lived in was not a fairy tale, but a bloody reality.

"This feeling can be regarded as a memory, but it was already at a loss."

Whether Xiaoman's love is for Wenxi, or for Zhao Yuan who has been together day and night for more than eight years.

I firmly believe that she loved Wenxi in the past, but she was always obsessed with wishing that Wenxi and Zhao Yuan would be together, and wishing that Wenxi could see herself. persistent.I also firmly believe that she still loves Zhao Yuan, otherwise, during the six years when Wenxi was not by Zhao Yuan's side, why would anyone take care of his basic necessities, food, housing, transportation, and everything else so properly.In the past, I always thought that Xiaoman only loved Wenxi, so he loved Wu and Wu, and treated Zhao Yuan very well, but I didn't know that after six years of being together day and night, many things would deteriorate by themselves.What she loves is Zhao Yuan's strength and intelligence, the strength of waiting, and the wisdom and composure of an entrepreneur?

I don't understand, I hope, at the last moment, she can finally understand.

And I have been entangled for so long, but it was not until later that I realized that my feelings for Zhao Yuan had already quietly shifted, turned into tortured hatred, into delusion and stubbornness, and the word delusion Dust covered my heart and my eyes, making it impossible for me to see the people around me.I remember An An once said: "You have Zheng Kai in your heart", and I remember earlier, she said, "It's better to take pity on the people in front of you when you are full of mountains and rivers and empty thoughts."Yes, the mountains and rivers are thousands of miles away, and life is ever-changing, but Akai treats me from beginning to end.

He hates plotting and scheming, he is upright and straightforward, but he is not stupid, but kind, a kind, big man.He always wants to rely on his own power to protect all the people he wants to protect, and he uses his own way to love all the people he wants to love, so even if Uncle Zheng instilled in him the shameful love between the same sex , he finally gave Gu Xi the most romantic goodbye kiss at the end, he finally supported Wenxi and Zhao Yuan's elopement even though he felt awkward, and finally went to Shanghai to help Nannan and Zhengjuan, do everything within his power, and still be in time. , Announce Uncle Zhao's will.

Fortunately, it's not too late.

I hugged the man in front of me and kissed him deeply.

I then asked Akai where my poor brother was when there was a knock on the door.

At the time agreed by Akai and Zhao Yuan, Zhao Yuan appeared.Beside him were two children who had already cried.

When Zhao Yuan left, I turned my back, weeping.

Ever since they knew about the relationship between Zhao Yuan and Wenxi, they have always been in a state of gathering less and leaving more.Wenxi went to teach, and after three months of leaving, Wenxi was forced to go home, and it was another month of separation. Wenxi eloped with him, but had to return home. This separation, a full six years, even if the two reunited after a long absence , working together to bring down their own family, one is often in Inner Mongolia, or G City, and the other is in a small town. The real time together is not much at all.And then, they finally get what they want, but because of a pair of twins and all the misunderstandings between them, they are separated again.

Are they destined?Otherwise, how could they reunite at Jifu University after they knew each other and cared for each other when they were young?Otherwise, why did Wenxi support education happen to be Zhao Yuan's hometown?Otherwise, why would the two always have a tacit understanding in many things, otherwise why would they be able to bump into each other even when they were looking for a part-time job?

Why are they missing?

Gu Xi said in the letter that he didn't leave because he didn't want to stand between me and Akai, please don't think about it, he just wanted to be with my brother.Didn't say where they were going, didn't say any plans.

He said: "Xiao Zhou passed away from now on, and Jiang Hai sent the rest of his life."

I'm glad that Gu Xi was with me in that small boat, and Gu Xi was cared by Wen Xi. Such a simple and mellow friendship is something that a cruel person like me can no longer have.But I hope even more that Ah Yuan can find him and get together without barriers from now on...

For the rest of the day, I found a part-time job in SOHO, which doesn't take too long every day. For the rest of the time, I put all my energy into taking care of Mengyuan and Mengxi. Zhao Yuan said that I am their aunt , I really do, should be their aunt, this world, another close relative in another sense.

Mengyuan and Mengxi were not very close to me at first, they always felt that my aunt was fake.As for me, I show them from time to time, the photo of Zhao Yuan and Wen Xi in college, of course, except for the part that is not suitable for children.Gradually, they could vaguely see the shadow of their father Wenxi from my eyes.Their father Wenxi is very mysterious to them. From their mouths, I know that father Wenxi is the most talented person. He can write many beautiful poems, and he can play the most beautiful poems. When he smiles, he is the most beautiful angel in the world. They have only met Wenxi's father once, and they think he is very good-looking.

"Is Wenxi's father busy every day like my uncle?" Meng Yuanhui said.

Akai is really busy.

At six o'clock in the morning, he got up to exercise. What I hate is that he also asked me to get up to resume physical exercise.Because I have been used to being the president and a clerk in prison for these years, my body is a bit bloated.He always said that people who exercise will be healthier physically and happier mentally.

I didn't realize how happy my body and mind were, but lying on my body like a sloth and practicing boxing, whipping legs, and weight training with him in the small gym at home is quite a childlike thing.Akai always said that he felt he raised three children by himself.Because these three children always like to make trouble for him when he is exercising.

I'd take the two kids to make breakfast early and leave Kay alone in the closet, or he'd just run off with a towel.

Around eight o'clock, breakfast is ready.The two little ones can already pour their own milk, cut their own pastries, and reach out to his uncle's fruit salad, broccoli and skim oats.

After breakfast, Akai excitedly rushed to the youth militarized management training school he and others co-founded.Akai seldom comes back at noon. He is both the principal and the instructor, so his responsibilities are not insignificant.Originally, I also hoped to go to his place to help him a little bit, but we have the same mind, and we must train these two children of A Yuan well. Financial consultants, management research, and home visits for him from time to time.

At night, Akai almost didn't come back until after ten o'clock, and sometimes he didn't rest until the clock turned around at night.Days like this keep repeating and repeating.

I taught myself how to play the piano, and I performed for my two children every day. I would wear awkward ribbons around my body from time to time, and lead the two children to dance. "The day is surrounded by mountains, and the Yellow River flows into the sea." I also learned some elementary basketball, football and volleyball skills, and played with them in the small room of the two children from time to time.

I became what they call the omnipotent aunt, listening to them yelling one after another on Zhao Yuan's phone, listening to their increasing vocabulary, I know what it means to miss my father, what is responsibility and love.

On weekends, Akai can finally take a break, but once a week we rest and accompany our children, and every two weeks, we go to visit Shixiang, Shixiang and Mengyuan with his stepfather and mother. Mengxi is having a good time. .An An always said that her own daughter is not as good as the pair of nieces and daughters I brought.An An often asked me how to educate children, and often came to stay with us in the small town temporarily, watching the three children play together. At that time, as long as An An, who has always been unsmiling, could smile, that day would be the best sunny day.

Finally, in the three years after Wang Xiang left, An An picked up Wang Xiang's parents for better education for the children, and moved the family back to the small town, which is near where I live.

We will also visit Gu Xi's parents, Xiaoman's parents, take a couple of children to visit Zhao Yuan's aunt Liu Lanhua, and visit some orphanages to visit the children we rescued.When Zhengjuan, who can't find Nannan, comes back, she will also settle down with us to rest, and in her rare free time, she can gather a whole table of mahjong.

As for the money Akai earns, part of it is used to repay the mortgage, part is used for the car, and the necessities of our life. Every month, I will regularly send several thousand to my adoptive father and mother, and let me make small investments on my own. , and the rest will be donated to welfare homes.I am also using my own way to help Zhao Yuan find Wenxi. I run my own official account and often go deep into groups like Gu Xi and Wenxi to write different stories, hoping to be read by more people arrive.

I also got in touch with Hongyan, learned about the frequently changing contact information of Yun Che and Ziping, and asked them to send us a story every other month.

It's just that Wen Xi, who said before that he was going to find Yun Che and his wife, had never heard any news from Wen Xi from Yun Che.

In a flash, the three children were about to start kindergarten. I enrolled them in the best school in the small town, and they still had to take the exam!The three dolls are all smart and cute, especially Mengyuan, who has become lively, is simply a troublemaker, extremely clever and clever.People asked him why he went to kindergarten, and he actually said, "Protect our two younger sisters from being bullied." When asked why two little girls came to kindergarten, they said, "Because my brother is here to protect us." People clapped their hands and laughed.

In the end, there was still no news about Wenxi.

But I finally knew that he must have Zhao Yuan's message, because in addition to sending many gifts to Mengyuan and Mengxi, he also sent back a box of ice cream that was said to have been frozen for thousands of years from the snowy plateau. , inside is a thousand-year-old undefeated lotus flower.

When I saw the flowers, I looked at Zheng Kai and burst into tears.

In this life, I would like to be the only flower that blooms undefeated for him.

I gently stroked my swollen belly, hugged his waist tightly from behind, and sank deeply.