[HP] Return to original form

Evan walked straight ahead, knowing that Snape had been following him silently.Before we met, Evan always wanted to see Snape, very much, but now that he really faced Snape, he didn't know what to say.Why not tell him that he is Evan?But what if Snape was already with Lily?But it seemed too abrupt to ask Snape and Lily how far they had developed now, and Snape would definitely not tell the truth.

Just like that, I walked to the study room, and Evan sat behind the desk. Before he could sort out his thoughts, he blurted out: "Lily Potter is resurrected?" Snape tensed up in front of him, "I remember you begging me not to kill Lily Potter."

Evan feels sad when he mentions this. He has experienced the scene of Snape desperately begging him not to kill Lily in Voldemort's memory. He has never seen such a humble Snape. Maybe he can only face Lily. Snape was so humble that he abandoned his dignity and arrogance.And although Voldemort said that Snape shouldn't waste his time thinking about a Muggle-born wizard, in fact, he had already decided to save Lily's life because of Snape's rare request, but when Lily stood in front of Harry Potter countless times When asking to kill herself, Voldemort's irritable personality after making the Horcrux prompted him to kill Lily directly, since she was just a mudblood anyway.

Snape seemed to burst out with hatred for a moment, but he still said respectfully on the surface: "Lily Potter...is nothing. She blocked the master's way, and the master should have killed her."

"No, I didn't intend to kill her at the time. I have always valued you very much, and I will still agree to your request." After merging Voldemort's memory, Evan has always taken Voldemort's life as his own responsibility, hearing that Snape's insincere words, Evan tried hard to justify himself, he didn't want to be hated by Snape, "But she kept standing in front of me, begging me to kill her... At that time, in order to prevent too long delay, reinforcements arrived , I could only cast Avada Kedavra on her. Now that I think about it, maybe that's when she sacrificed her life to cast some kind of ancient protective spell, so that the spell I cast on Harry Potter bounced back to herself body."

Snape was a little surprised, after all, Voldemort had always said the same thing before, and didn't bother to explain.At the same time, he was also suspicious of the details revealed by Evan. He learned from Dumbledore that it was Voldemort who killed Lily directly in a ruthless manner. The two people's statements were inconsistent.Anyway, what's the point of saying this now?After all, Voldemort had indeed killed Lily back then, so he just said dryly, "Thank you, Master, for your consideration."

When Evan said this thoughtfully, he casually expressed his doubts: "Isn't this strange? I remember that I did kill her with the Avada Kedavra, but now she is resurrected."

"I have been teaching at Hogwarts all these years, inquiring about news for my master, but Dumbledore didn't trust me." Snape said, considering his words, "The resurrection of Lily Potter seems to be done by Dumbledore It was planned, and I only found out about it later, when Dumbledore gave her a necklace that could resist the Avada Kedavra Curse, it was that necklace that kept her from dying."

This familiar description surprised Evan. It was the same way Snape introduced him when he gave him the lily necklace.Not to mention that such a powerful magic weapon is rare in the first place, and they are all necklaces. It can't be such a coincidence, can it?He tentatively asked: "Necklace? I didn't know there could be such a powerful magic weapon."

Snape explained: "I found out that the necklace was obtained by Dumbledore by chance. It seems to be an heirloom of some fallen nobleman."

Evan's heart couldn't stop sinking, but he still pretended to be nonchalant and asked the question he was most concerned about: "Now that James Potter is dead, I think you must have made some progress in getting along with Lily Potter in the past six months or so. ?” There was a pause, and he added to cover up, “What Slytherin wants, he never lets go.”

Snape said firmly: "I will not betray my master. Besides, Lily Potter has been living in a secret place arranged by Dumbledore after her resurrection, and I haven't had much contact with her."

Evan was a little relieved, but he was afraid that this was an excuse made up by Snape to protect Lily Potter, but he was powerless to test it out, so he casually asked Snape to let him continue to lurk in Hogwarts, and waved Waved him away.

After Snape left, Evan walked around the study irritably, thinking about what Snape said just now.In the past, he thought it was not uncommon to have a magic weapon that could resist the Avada Kedavra Curse, but now that he has merged with Voldemort's memory, he is sure that even Voldemort has never heard of it before. Is it possible that two such necklaces appear at once?But if the necklace Snape gave him back then was really the one that saved Lily, then why did this necklace end up in Snape's hands?After all, not only Snape had a prejudice against Dumbledore at the time, but Dumbledore didn't seem to like to see Snape very much. During the years he stayed in the cellar, he rarely saw Dumbledore looking for Snape.

Evan kept comforting himself, after all, if it was really the same necklace, Snape could have kept it, there was no need to give it to him, right?After all, Snape kept everything about Lily to himself.

Lilies, lilies... Such obvious features made Evan unable to restrain himself from hinting that the necklace that saved his life was the one that Dumbledore gave to Lily.

Suddenly remembering something, Evan rushed out of the study and ran to the secret room quickly. He carefully inserted the tip of the wand into the hair near the temple, and slowly pulled out the silver-white memory with the wand.As soon as Evan put this memory into the Pensieve, he couldn't wait to sink into it.

After the world was spinning, Evan was already in the night. He saw Voldemort stepping on the slippery stone road unhurriedly, following a row of houses to the end of the path.Evan followed quickly, rushing in before Voldemort could push the door open.He bypassed James Potter who heard the sound and ran to the panicked Lily, staring at Lily's neck, but the turtleneck blocked his view, and he couldn't see whether Lily necklace.He followed Lily up to the second floor, watched Lily stand in front of the crib, and begged Voldemort to kill her in panic.It wasn't until the green light flashed that Evan finally saw the necklace exposed from the sweater as Lily fell down, the lily-shaped necklace, the lily that he had stroked countless times, and could imagine the pattern even when he closed his eyes The flower necklace...it turns out it's really the same one.

Evan sat slumped next to the Pensieve, his mind in a mess. On the one hand, he felt that knowing that the two necklaces were the same did not mean anything, and on the other hand, he felt that there seemed to be a big secret behind it.

Leaving aside how Snape got the necklace from Dumbledore, it would be strange to say that Snape would give the necklace to himself. After all, Snape has treasured everything about Lily. Wen Peng can't even touch it, so Evan will not confidently think that his status in Snape's heart is high enough for him to give Lily's relic to him.

Evan thought about the reason, and suddenly remembered the details that he hadn't noticed before—Snape's eyes often fell on his chest. He used to think that Snape was shy, secretly staring at him without being noticed by him, but now he felt that Obviously Snape had been staring at the necklace on his chest.Evan's heart was instantly cold, and he suddenly had a sad guess that he was regarded as Lily Potter's stand-in... This may be the most reliable explanation: Snape gave Lily's relics to him to keep He used Lily's stand-in to see things and think about others.

Evan felt like his heart had collapsed, and the cold wind from all directions was blowing in, and he was gradually numb in the biting coldness, his thoughts froze as if masochistically frozen in the warm time with Snape. In one scene.Obviously Snape went from clumsy to considerate step by step in order to respond to his feelings, obviously Snape was hurt by Death Eaters again and again in order to protect him, obviously they lived together for almost four years... Could it be that all this is fake ?Could it be that all of Snape's efforts were because he thought he was Lily Potter? !He doesn't believe it!

Squeak... Evan pushed open the door of the secret room, and staggered towards the bedroom. He sat there all night, and his legs were already paralyzed.Fortunately, it is early morning and everyone is fast asleep, so no one will see his distressed appearance.

Suddenly, the glare of the sun shone into the corridor, and Evan couldn't help but stop and look out the window. The sun in the distance was gradually escaping from the cover of the woods and slowly revealing the whole picture. The rare and gentle sunlight shone on the earth.Evan walked to the window to receive the baptism of the sun, and it seemed that his depressed mood all night became sunny.Evan looked directly at the rising sun like this, even though his eyes were stung, he didn't blink, and finally tears flowed down uncontrollably.

It was just the tears shed accidentally when the eyes were stung. Evan comforted himself like this, but couldn't help crying silently.He once bathed in the sun and swore that sooner or later he would walk happily in the sun with Snape, but now he didn't know if he still had the courage to fulfill this vow.He seemed to have thought about everything after sitting there all night yesterday, but now that Evan looked at the bright sunshine, he finally made up his mind that he would still remove all obstacles for Snape. Nep has no friendship with him, just uses him as a stand-in.

But Lily Potter, he wouldn't let her go.Even if he wanted to vent his anger, he still wanted Lily Potter to feel bad. Since he couldn't bear to deal with Snape, he simply poured all his resentment and resentment on Lily Potter. Anyway, all his pain came from Snape's treatment of Lily. Feelings, he thought maliciously.

The author has something to say: It would be boring to reveal the truth all at once, so Evan still has feelings for Snape. . .