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Shen Zhiyan put the roasted leeks into Xu Yunhe's bowl and said, "Eat quickly!" Eat more and talk less!

Xu Yunhe stared at the leeks for a while, and said: "Many people think that leeks can strengthen yang. In fact, this kind of view is wrong. In Buddhism, leeks are listed as one of the five meats. They think that if you want to practice well, you should not eat garlic. Onions, buckwheat, leeks, and onions. Probably because monks don’t eat leeks, and over time, secular people mistakenly believe that leeks can strengthen yang. In fact, if you want to strengthen yang, you might as well eat oysters.”

Song Yun, who was about to pick up oysters and eat them, silently retracted his chopsticks.

"Is he drunk?" Song Yun looked at Shen Zhiyan and asked.Drunk before finishing a bottle of beer?

Shen Zhiyan nodded and said: "It should be drunk... He doesn't talk so much usually. Fang Yuezhen is to blame for this, Xu Yunhe didn't drink before. Ever since he drank with Fang Yuezhen last time, he suddenly fell in love with drinking It's just that he can't drink, he can't drink at all."

Fang Yue really felt that he had been wronged, and said: "Just practice your drinking capacity. How can you blame me for this, obviously he drank too little before!"

Shen Zhiyan had something on his mind, and Fang Yuezhen couldn't wait to rush back to the guest house to paint sunflowers, plus Xu Yunhe was drunk, so they finished eating and parted soon.Xu Yunhe was not very drunk, and silently followed behind Shen Zhiyan, barely able to walk in a straight line.

Back in the room, Xu Yunhe obediently went to the bed and sat down.

Shen Zhiyan locked the door, then tugged at the collar of his shirt, and walked towards Xu Yunhe.

Xu Yunhe stared straight at this domineering president's evil, charming and crazy look.Our scientific research worker didn't know what he thought of, and suddenly stood up slowly, shook off the folded quilt on the bed, and then used the quilt to wrap a full circle around his waist and abdomen.

"What are you doing?" Shen Zhiyan asked curiously.

"If you hide your butt well, you won't be able to spank it." Xu Yunhe said honestly.

Shen Zhiyan: "..."

The plumbing in the bathroom was already working.Shen Zhiyan took a little warm water to wash the towel, first wiped Xu Yunhe's face and hands, and then went into the bathroom to take a fighting shower.When he came out of the bathroom wiping his hair, Xu Yunhe sat quietly on the bed and fell asleep.

This sleep lasted for over an hour.

When Xu Yunhe woke up, Shen Zhiyan was playing with his mobile phone.

"Is this the smart doll you want?" Shen Zhiyan handed the phone to Xu Yunhe's eyes.

Xu Yunhe was almost sober from the wine, but his mind didn't come to his senses all of a sudden, and he asked, "What smart doll?"

"If you hadn't met me, would you have passed by holding the smart doll? Am I just a big smart doll?"

Xu Yunhe slowly recalled what happened when he was drunk, he sighed deeply in his heart, and chose to tell the truth: "It's different. I can completely control the smart doll because I am its owner. It is also the meaning of its existence in the world. But I cannot control you."

Shen Zhiyan's face was going dark: "You mean, I'm not as good as a smart doll."

"From the perspective of peace of mind, yes." Xu Yunhe said.

Shen Zhiyan walked around in circles for a few steps, wanting to say something but didn't know where to start.

Xu Yunhe looked at Shen Zhiyan quietly.

"So, all you need is companionship, not love?" Shen Zhiyan asked suddenly, "So, you..." Did you never like me?Not at the beginning, not now, and not necessarily in the future?Have you always felt indifferent about our relationship?

"Love..." A trace of confusion flashed in Xu Yunhe's eyes.

Shen Zhiyan's heart sank.However, he had already thought about it.No matter what Xu Yunhe wants, he will keep him by his side!

"I admit that I have always been prejudiced against love. Hormones make you fall in love with someone, smells make you obsessed with someone, they confuse your brain, and make you make irrational decisions in passion. So, when one day the hormones The effect begins to weaken, when the smell on a person starts to change, when you gradually regain your absolute sanity, will the sweet love that once brought you make you miserable?" Xu Yunhe said.

Love makes people blind, and Xu Yunhe has never liked the feeling that something is out of his control.Everyone actually has two sides, but these two sides ebb and flow, it is difficult for an overly rational person to have some romantic ideas, and it is difficult to follow instinct to do things.

"You're too pessimistic." Shen Zhiyan frowned.

"I am indeed a pessimistic person." Xu Yunhe admitted.His life experience made him feel insecure, and his higher than average IQ made it impossible for him to look at a problem like ordinary people.He likes to get to the bottom of things.And knowing too much does not necessarily lead to happiness.He also said: "It is said that scientists in the United States have done some very interesting experiments. Love is actually related to genes. Some people are born restless because they lack the 'loyalty gene'. Therefore, when you can't see through the other party's genetic code at a glance Now, who dares to give his love easily?"

This is why Xu Yunhe prefers to choose smart companion dolls.

"I don't agree with this point of view. Even if what you say is correct, the role of genes must be minimal. Isn't it the social and cultural factors in the environment in which he grows up and the learning he acquires that really makes a person loyal to love? Super strong A sense of conscientiousness is more useful than a loyalty gene."

"Then what do you think love is?" Xu Yunhe asked back.

Shen Zhiyan carefully chose the cognition of a psychologist, saying: "A perfect love includes intimacy, passion and commitment."

"Sternberg's Love Triangle Theory?" Xu Yunhe obviously also knows this theory, "This theory is very correct. However, two people who are close today are likely to turn against each other tomorrow, and two people who are passionate about each other and eager to have sex today are likely to be Lose interest tomorrow, and promises are even more unreliable, even if the vows are true at the moment they are spoken, how can they be against time and changes in the world."

Shen Zhiyan found himself speechless.

"Perfect love is like the absolute vacuum in the concept of astronomy, like the absolute zero in the concept of thermodynamics. They can be realized in theory, but in fact they simply cannot exist. And each of us cannot live in an ideal world Here we exist in reality."

"Maybe you are right. But I still believe in love. My parents lived happily." Shen Zhiyan refuted from another angle.

Xu Yunhe thought for a while, and then said: "Some time ago, I used the time before going to bed to read a lot of psychology papers. There is a very interesting saying. The reason why we love someone for a long time is because of the principle of psychological visibility. Simple To explain it is, through loving you, I see myself. Being with you allows me to constantly discover a new self, and allows me to find the feeling that I truly exist in this world."

Shen Zhiyan waited for Xu Yunhe to continue.

"This statement can be used to explain the love between your parents." Xu Yunhe's tone was so serious that it was almost indifferent, "However, personally, I don't need love, and I have already seen myself. Maybe I do compare Strange, compared to various scientific theories and experimental hypotheses, I actually don't care about many interactions between humans. I don't need the satisfaction brought by love, because the satisfaction I get from work is enough for me Realize self-worth. The pleasure brought by love is not my necessity, and self-soothing can replace it.”

Having said that, it seems to be a bit hurtful.But Shen Zhiyan knew that every word Xu Yunhe said came from his heart.

Xu Yunhe looked at Shen Zhiyan with his eyes that were as silent as a pool of stagnant water, and asked, "So, don't you understand?"

"Understand what?"

"You see, I am a weirdo. I don't need the benefits of love, so I ignore love. I am also a coward. I don't want to create opportunities for myself to be betrayed, abandoned, and left behind, so I Reject love. I have always claimed to be a researcher, and I like to get to the bottom of some things, but I have never understood love. Under such circumstances, I have never hesitated to be with you."

Shen Zhiyan felt that he was so nervous that his heart was about to stop beating.

Xu Yunhe is always very calm, there is a pool of clear water in his eyes, as if there is no wave or ripple, no wind or rain.Perhaps many people mistakenly think that these eyes are a pool of stagnant water, but that is only because they have not discovered the turbulent undercurrent hidden under the calm water.

Xu Yunhe smiled softly and said: "So, don't you understand? I don't need the benefits of love, but I need you. I still hate the feeling of being betrayed, abandoned, and left behind, but But I am willing to hand over the initiative to you. The less I trust love, doesn’t that mean the more I trust you? I still don’t seem to understand what love is, but it has easily made me so strange.”

Love is always useless to me, but you are different from love, yet you are higher than love.

Xu Yunhe dissected himself frankly, digging out the softest part of his heart and showing it to Shen Zhiyan.

At the beginning of this relationship, Shen Zhiyan may just feel that they are suitable for being together, and he may still have a little uncertainty in his heart, but Xu Yunhe changed his life plan that he had already decided because of this little uncertainty.He is a silent and bold gambler who has already bet on his future.I didn't say anything, but I put my heart in your hand early, will you give it a sword, or give it a kiss?

Words are completely useless at this moment.Shen Zhiyan stared at Xu Yunhe closely, unwilling to blink.

In that instant, they saw their souls in each other's eyes.

Shen Zhiyan swears that he has acted in so many romantic dramas, but he has never encountered such a moving confession.You risked the changes in your comfortable life and the risk of being hurt by me, but you still chose to stand by my side.So, where am I willing to let you really get hurt?

Thank you for entrusting me with your weaknesses, and I would like to become your armor from now on.

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Love makes people blind, but I am willing to fall into darkness, so will you be my eyes?