The Pastoral Life of a Reborn Farmer
Chapter 164 Shen Ling's Past Life
At the beginning of the end of the world, Shen Ling was still a student and an intern in the hospital. Shen Ling's mentor talked to Shen Ling and thought that he was doing very well. He hoped that he could stay and work in this hospital after graduation. Shen Ling readily agreed.
"Shen Ling, let's go out for dinner?" Shen Ling's friend called him after get off work.
"No, I...I have something to go home today." He wanted to go home and tell his parents the news. In this city, I also plan to work in this city. It would be best if I could stay in this hospital.Shen Ling had a smile on his face.
"Okay!" The other party shrugged, and without thinking too much, they said goodbye to Shen Ling together and left.
After Shen Ling packed her things, she took a deep breath to calm down her nervousness.
Today, not only did he have to go back to report to his parents what was confirmed by his work unit, but he also wanted to come out of the closet, that's why he was so nervous.
Shen Ling likes men. He discovered this when he was in high school, but his family style is very strict. He doesn't have to think about coming out because his parents are very conservative people, including he.
He is also because he can't get in touch with him usually, so he didn't confirm his sexual orientation until high school. Compared with those classmates who awakened in junior high school, he was already very late. Going back and explaining clearly to his parents, Shen Ling thought to himself, now he not only has his own job, but also has grown up, no matter from which point of view, he can be responsible for his own life!Parents should also understand some.
Shen Ling had some expectations. The most important thing was that he couldn't procrastinate any longer. If he didn't confess, he always felt that his family would start arranging blind dates for him. He couldn't imagine himself being forced to go on a blind date with a girl. You should go find a boyfriend!He didn't want to hide it from his family, and he also hoped to get their blessings.
Shen Ling packed up his things and went home. There seemed to be many people hugging and chewing together on the road. He just regarded it as a young couple and didn't pay attention. He drove all the way home, and his mother's phone came in. Shen Ling parked the car , quickly picked up.
"Son, where are you?" Mother Shen's voice was full of panic.
"I'm in the parking lot, I'll be home soon, what's the matter, Mom?"
"Don't come back!" Mother Shen's voice was shrill, "Your father is crazy!"
"Mom! Wait for me, I'll go back right away!" Shen Ling quickly hung up the phone, got out of the car and rushed towards the elevator. There was a person standing dangling at the elevator entrance, who seemed to be drunk.
"Please hurry up, I have something urgent." Shen Ling pushed the person into the elevator, and he quickly got in, pressed the stairs, and then looked at the person who just pushed in, "Which floor?" Shen Ling just wanted to press the elevator for him, and met a pair of gray eyeballs.
After all, he is a medical student. Shen Ling glanced at the other person's eyes and purple lips, and the mouth was drooling because he couldn't close his mouth tightly. A ridiculous thought came to his mind.
Shen Ling carefully approached the corner of the elevator, always on guard. The other party sniffed, and slowly moved towards Shen Ling to test it. Suddenly, he quickly stretched out his hand to hold Shen Ling's arm, opened his mouth to bite, and Shen Ling cursed. , raised his foot to kick the person over, Shen Ling learned a little self-defense, turned over and clasped the opponent's arms, pressed the person under him, and went to feel the pulse and heartbeat by himself, but there was no heartbeat!
Shen Ling's arm holding the opponent's arm was a little weak, the elevator door opened, Shen Ling quickly let go of the opponent and rushed out of the elevator, leaving only the angry roar of the corpse, Shen Ling opened the door of his house weakly, and slammed The door was closed with a sound, and the corpse that had climbed out of the elevator was left outside the door. Before he could catch his breath, a figure rushed towards him.
Gray eyeballs, purple lips.
"Dad!" Shen Ling's voice was very shrill, but after just one time, Shen Ling still subconsciously raised his foot and kicked the person down. fell off.
"Son!" The bedroom door opened, and Mother Shen rushed out in a panic, "Are you okay!"
"It's okay." Shen Ling shook his head, "My dad...what's wrong with my dad..."
"I don't know, I don't know... It just happened suddenly, and I was still being beaten, so I had to hide in the bedroom." Mother Shen cried. "Look at your dad! What's wrong with him?"
Shen Ling took a deep breath, and said to Shen's mother, "Mom, help me get some cloth strips, and tie up my dad first."
"Oh." Shen's mother hurried to get the scissors, cut the sheets into strips, and helped Shen Ling tie up Shen's father. After more than an hour of tossing, Shen Ling finally tied up Shen's father, especially around the mouth After a few times, Shen Ling checked his pulse for nearly a minute, and pressed his hand on Father Shen's chest, but there was still no beating at all. How could anyone live without a heartbeat for more than a minute? Moreover, Father Shen's face was completely pale. His body is bruised and purple, this is a sign of no blood supply, how can he still be alive? !
Shen Ling bit her lip and suppressed the grief. Shen's mother had gradually come to understand, and she couldn't help crying, "Mom, let me find out what's wrong, you can take a rest."
Shen Ling took his mobile phone and called the police station. There was a dead body at the door, and something like this happened at home. There was no warning, so he wanted to call the police.The phone at the police station was always busy, so Shen Ling simply turned on the TV and computer to see if there was the same situation as him.
There is no news on TV yet, but the Internet is full of messages asking for help. Everyone is looking for an explanation from the authorities. Shen Ling probed downstairs and saw that there were no people active on the street, and those who were active, I don't know if it's human or not.
Shen Ling searched for a long time before waiting for the official notice on the Internet, asking everyone to find a safe place to hide, try to keep clean water and food and wait for the official rescue, do not try to fight against the infected person, or rescue the infected person, because the infected person not only has the infection Sex, physically, is already a dead body.
Shen Ling felt chills all over his body. Is his father dead?
Shen Ling locked Father Shen in the study, locked the door, and saved clean water and food with Mother Shen. There was still a bag of white flour and half a bag of rice at home. I don’t know if the power would be cut off or the water would be cut off. Made white noodles into dough and baked them in the oven for later use, while Shen Ling filled a basin of the size of his home with water. Two days later, just as Shen Ling guessed, the water was cut off, the electricity was fine, and the Internet was also fine. Unobstructed, and can also receive news from the outside world.
Shen Ling is paying attention to the news on the Internet about where the rescue army is advancing. Of course, thousands of people on the Internet are paying attention. The city where Shen Ling is located is considered a large city, and the rescue is relatively active. The difficulty is also the greatest, with many people and zombies.The term zombie is recognized by everyone on the Internet. After all, it is too similar. Even though the official has been calling these people infected, everyone agrees with the term zombie the most.
A few days later, the army's rescue finally arrived. Shen Ling took Shen's mother and left with the army. In the community, there were many residents who were already sallow and emaciated. The soldiers formed a circle and patrolled with weapons. Or, shoot immediately.
"Get in the car, get in the car." The army man directed the residents to get on the military car.
Shen Ling asked a soldier beside him, "Has the vaccine been developed yet?"
"do not know."
"Then where are we going?"
"Barracks."
"How do we prevent people from being infected again in the military camp? There is no vaccine."
"Whoever has a fever will be confined." The soldier looked at Shen Ling.
Shen Ling nodded, not asking anymore, at least he knew that the harbinger of this zombie virus was fever, and it seemed that there was a certain incubation period.
"Is anyone here a doctor! There are also retired soldiers! Come out quickly!" Someone opened the door and yelled into the compartment.
Shen's mother pushed Shen Ling with anticipation. Now that the world is in chaos, only useful people can get better treatment. It doesn't matter if she is older, but she doesn't want her son to be treated like a refugee. When you enter the army as a logistical medical staff, you don't need to be on the front line, and you can get better treatment and security, which is great.
Shen Ling knew what Shen's mother meant, so she raised her hand quickly, "I, I am a student of medical university. I am doing an internship in xx Hospital. The internship period is almost over. I can treat patients as a doctor. I am a surgeon."
"Great, I'm in need of surgery! Come out quickly." The officer's eyes lit up and he waved at Shen Ling.
"Okay!" Shen Ling looked back at Mother Shen before getting out of the military vehicle.
Shen Ling boarded a medical military vehicle, and there were wounded soldiers inside. The doctor was busy disinfecting the soldiers, because zombies are contagious, even if they were sterilized, there was only a [-]% chance.
"The newcomer is here, hurry up and help, doctor or nurse?"
"Surgeon, just graduated." Shen Ling replied.
"Great, come here, this person's operation is entrusted to you, and this layer of flesh is scraped off, and the anesthetic disinfection equipment is here, will you use it?"
"It will work!" Shen Ling, who had never been a surgeon before, answered bravely, but the skin and flesh did not involve any major arteries and internal organs, so it should be fine. The other party chose soldiers with relatively light injuries to treat him, probably because he was afraid of his experience. insufficient.
Shen Ling calmed down and began to disinfect the wound. Even if the vehicle was a little bumpy, he gradually got used to it. The hand holding the knife was very steady. Just like his mentor said, he was born to eat this bowl of rice.
The convoy stopped suddenly, and Shen Ling quickly raised the knife to avoid cutting the patient, but there were varying degrees of pain from other places. "What's wrong?" Shen Ling raised his head.
"The zombie group is coming! Everyone be careful! Get out!" There was a roar from outside.
Someone in the medical car comforted, "It's okay, we are in the safest position, stop the operation first, and stop the patient's bleeding first."
Shen Ling hurriedly dealt with his patient, lowered his head and did not speak, the convoy started again, but the speed was extremely unsteady, and occasionally ran over something, and it was bumpy. Shen Ling didn't want to think about whether the convoy had run over on the main road Why is it so bumpy, and it took several hours before the speed stabilized. Shen Ling heard people from outside come in and talk, saying that they were going to the suburbs soon, and there would be no more large-scale zombie attacks.
After traveling for another half a day, the convoy did not reach its destination until late at night. Shen Ling helped put the patients on the vehicles that came to pick them up, and then ran towards the back of the convoy. He remembered that the convoy from his community was there.
I don't know if the wave of zombies just now affected the convoy behind, Shen Ling searched around, but he didn't see his mother, not even the residents of the community, "Comrade, I can't find my previous The convoy is gone, but my family is still on it." Shen Ling stopped a soldier and asked.
"What is the number?"
"30562."
The other party's face was a little unpredictable for a while, and his tone softened a lot, "Over there, you go ask that person." The soldier pointed to an officer who was surrounded by people asking questions, and then left quickly.
Shen Ling had already passed by that person several times, but he vaguely heard the officer comforting those who had lost their families, so he subconsciously repelled him from asking him. Shen Ling's heart sank, and he walked towards that person slowly, not Consciously began to listen to that person's voice.
"Everyone, please calm down. We have tried our best, but for the safety of most people, we must do so. This is not only your family and friends, but also our soldiers. We cannot guarantee that everyone is safe and sound. Including ourselves! In order to rescue the vehicles that fell behind, we also sent soldiers, but none of them came back..."
Shen Ling swayed, almost unable to stand still.
"Come here quickly! I'll register you! Do you want to enlist in the army? The treatment of the medical staff is not bad." A girl who was in the same compartment just now found her and pulled Shen Ling away.
"My mother is in the car left behind..."
"What?" The girl stopped in her tracks and turned her head in surprise.
"My mother is in the car behind! They abandoned the convoy!" Shen Ling roared. "I want to go back and save her!"
The soldiers skillfully came over to control Shen Ling. They had seen such scenes a lot, and they already knew how to deal with them. An officer with a friendly face came over and said softly, "I understand your feelings, but you can't. We must try our best to ensure our survival." The safety of the victims, moreover, there are our soldiers in the car, our brothers, our feelings are the same..."
Shen Ling was locked in a small cell, and when he figured it out, it was difficult for people in grief to stay rational, and the army didn't have that many people responsible for comforting the survivors' emotions, so they could only focus on ensuring safety and not causing trouble.
Shen Ling felt that he had already lost enough, and there was nothing more to lose, but the world had become so cruel that he couldn't imagine it. He thought he had nothing to lose, but gradually lost more, found The classmates and friends he knew seem to leave his side in the next moment. Everyone is just passing by, and even himself has become strange to him.
It has been several years since the virus broke out, and it seems that this disaster will not pass, and it will take root in this land forever. Shen Ling stood in front of the fire with a gun in his hand and kept vigilant about his surroundings. Even if only the water ability was turned on, Still a doctor, but also forced to become a combatant in this world, this is survival.
"Brother Ling?" A young man in his early twenties who just joined the team came over. He was only in his teens at the beginning of the end of the world, but now he is considered an adult.
Shen Ling glanced back, didn't speak, and continued to be vigilant around her surroundings. The other party didn't mind Shen Ling's attitude, which was considered a good attitude these days.
"Brother Ling." The boy called again, "Do you like men?"
Shen Ling looked back at the boy. The boy's face seemed a little red under the firelight. He walked up to Shen Ling and sat down, "Brother Ling, I like you."
"Last time you also said you liked your brother Chen." Shen Ling sneered.
The boy didn't speak for a long time. He didn't know that Shen Ling knew about it. Probably Brother Chen told Shen Ling!But Brother Chen is dead, and the boy raised his head and said, "Brother Ling, it's too extravagant to talk about these things these days, enjoy yourself in time! Whoever you like, must be responsible? Who can afford the responsibility? Can't you just like it?"
Shen Ling nodded, "Yes."
"Brother Ling, I like you."
"I'm different from you." Shen Ling said, "I don't like carpe diem."
"Why? Everyone is already so tired, why don't you be happier?"
Of course not!Shen Ling didn't answer, because he didn't want to become completely different from himself!What was Shen Ling before the end of the world? He was born in a conservative family, received an excellent education, and had a gentle temperament. What he longed for was to gain the understanding of his parents, and then find a gentle and down-to-earth partner, just like ordinary men and women, to live in peace and stability After a lifetime, he has become enough, so much that he is dazed and afraid, and feels that he is no longer Shen Ling, only the last bit of stubbornness remains, can't he stick to it?It was as if the last thing left to him by his parents was related to the existence of Shen Ling's essence, which made him feel that Shen Ling was still Shen Ling.
The author has something to say: It's over! !
"Shen Ling, let's go out for dinner?" Shen Ling's friend called him after get off work.
"No, I...I have something to go home today." He wanted to go home and tell his parents the news. In this city, I also plan to work in this city. It would be best if I could stay in this hospital.Shen Ling had a smile on his face.
"Okay!" The other party shrugged, and without thinking too much, they said goodbye to Shen Ling together and left.
After Shen Ling packed her things, she took a deep breath to calm down her nervousness.
Today, not only did he have to go back to report to his parents what was confirmed by his work unit, but he also wanted to come out of the closet, that's why he was so nervous.
Shen Ling likes men. He discovered this when he was in high school, but his family style is very strict. He doesn't have to think about coming out because his parents are very conservative people, including he.
He is also because he can't get in touch with him usually, so he didn't confirm his sexual orientation until high school. Compared with those classmates who awakened in junior high school, he was already very late. Going back and explaining clearly to his parents, Shen Ling thought to himself, now he not only has his own job, but also has grown up, no matter from which point of view, he can be responsible for his own life!Parents should also understand some.
Shen Ling had some expectations. The most important thing was that he couldn't procrastinate any longer. If he didn't confess, he always felt that his family would start arranging blind dates for him. He couldn't imagine himself being forced to go on a blind date with a girl. You should go find a boyfriend!He didn't want to hide it from his family, and he also hoped to get their blessings.
Shen Ling packed up his things and went home. There seemed to be many people hugging and chewing together on the road. He just regarded it as a young couple and didn't pay attention. He drove all the way home, and his mother's phone came in. Shen Ling parked the car , quickly picked up.
"Son, where are you?" Mother Shen's voice was full of panic.
"I'm in the parking lot, I'll be home soon, what's the matter, Mom?"
"Don't come back!" Mother Shen's voice was shrill, "Your father is crazy!"
"Mom! Wait for me, I'll go back right away!" Shen Ling quickly hung up the phone, got out of the car and rushed towards the elevator. There was a person standing dangling at the elevator entrance, who seemed to be drunk.
"Please hurry up, I have something urgent." Shen Ling pushed the person into the elevator, and he quickly got in, pressed the stairs, and then looked at the person who just pushed in, "Which floor?" Shen Ling just wanted to press the elevator for him, and met a pair of gray eyeballs.
After all, he is a medical student. Shen Ling glanced at the other person's eyes and purple lips, and the mouth was drooling because he couldn't close his mouth tightly. A ridiculous thought came to his mind.
Shen Ling carefully approached the corner of the elevator, always on guard. The other party sniffed, and slowly moved towards Shen Ling to test it. Suddenly, he quickly stretched out his hand to hold Shen Ling's arm, opened his mouth to bite, and Shen Ling cursed. , raised his foot to kick the person over, Shen Ling learned a little self-defense, turned over and clasped the opponent's arms, pressed the person under him, and went to feel the pulse and heartbeat by himself, but there was no heartbeat!
Shen Ling's arm holding the opponent's arm was a little weak, the elevator door opened, Shen Ling quickly let go of the opponent and rushed out of the elevator, leaving only the angry roar of the corpse, Shen Ling opened the door of his house weakly, and slammed The door was closed with a sound, and the corpse that had climbed out of the elevator was left outside the door. Before he could catch his breath, a figure rushed towards him.
Gray eyeballs, purple lips.
"Dad!" Shen Ling's voice was very shrill, but after just one time, Shen Ling still subconsciously raised his foot and kicked the person down. fell off.
"Son!" The bedroom door opened, and Mother Shen rushed out in a panic, "Are you okay!"
"It's okay." Shen Ling shook his head, "My dad...what's wrong with my dad..."
"I don't know, I don't know... It just happened suddenly, and I was still being beaten, so I had to hide in the bedroom." Mother Shen cried. "Look at your dad! What's wrong with him?"
Shen Ling took a deep breath, and said to Shen's mother, "Mom, help me get some cloth strips, and tie up my dad first."
"Oh." Shen's mother hurried to get the scissors, cut the sheets into strips, and helped Shen Ling tie up Shen's father. After more than an hour of tossing, Shen Ling finally tied up Shen's father, especially around the mouth After a few times, Shen Ling checked his pulse for nearly a minute, and pressed his hand on Father Shen's chest, but there was still no beating at all. How could anyone live without a heartbeat for more than a minute? Moreover, Father Shen's face was completely pale. His body is bruised and purple, this is a sign of no blood supply, how can he still be alive? !
Shen Ling bit her lip and suppressed the grief. Shen's mother had gradually come to understand, and she couldn't help crying, "Mom, let me find out what's wrong, you can take a rest."
Shen Ling took his mobile phone and called the police station. There was a dead body at the door, and something like this happened at home. There was no warning, so he wanted to call the police.The phone at the police station was always busy, so Shen Ling simply turned on the TV and computer to see if there was the same situation as him.
There is no news on TV yet, but the Internet is full of messages asking for help. Everyone is looking for an explanation from the authorities. Shen Ling probed downstairs and saw that there were no people active on the street, and those who were active, I don't know if it's human or not.
Shen Ling searched for a long time before waiting for the official notice on the Internet, asking everyone to find a safe place to hide, try to keep clean water and food and wait for the official rescue, do not try to fight against the infected person, or rescue the infected person, because the infected person not only has the infection Sex, physically, is already a dead body.
Shen Ling felt chills all over his body. Is his father dead?
Shen Ling locked Father Shen in the study, locked the door, and saved clean water and food with Mother Shen. There was still a bag of white flour and half a bag of rice at home. I don’t know if the power would be cut off or the water would be cut off. Made white noodles into dough and baked them in the oven for later use, while Shen Ling filled a basin of the size of his home with water. Two days later, just as Shen Ling guessed, the water was cut off, the electricity was fine, and the Internet was also fine. Unobstructed, and can also receive news from the outside world.
Shen Ling is paying attention to the news on the Internet about where the rescue army is advancing. Of course, thousands of people on the Internet are paying attention. The city where Shen Ling is located is considered a large city, and the rescue is relatively active. The difficulty is also the greatest, with many people and zombies.The term zombie is recognized by everyone on the Internet. After all, it is too similar. Even though the official has been calling these people infected, everyone agrees with the term zombie the most.
A few days later, the army's rescue finally arrived. Shen Ling took Shen's mother and left with the army. In the community, there were many residents who were already sallow and emaciated. The soldiers formed a circle and patrolled with weapons. Or, shoot immediately.
"Get in the car, get in the car." The army man directed the residents to get on the military car.
Shen Ling asked a soldier beside him, "Has the vaccine been developed yet?"
"do not know."
"Then where are we going?"
"Barracks."
"How do we prevent people from being infected again in the military camp? There is no vaccine."
"Whoever has a fever will be confined." The soldier looked at Shen Ling.
Shen Ling nodded, not asking anymore, at least he knew that the harbinger of this zombie virus was fever, and it seemed that there was a certain incubation period.
"Is anyone here a doctor! There are also retired soldiers! Come out quickly!" Someone opened the door and yelled into the compartment.
Shen's mother pushed Shen Ling with anticipation. Now that the world is in chaos, only useful people can get better treatment. It doesn't matter if she is older, but she doesn't want her son to be treated like a refugee. When you enter the army as a logistical medical staff, you don't need to be on the front line, and you can get better treatment and security, which is great.
Shen Ling knew what Shen's mother meant, so she raised her hand quickly, "I, I am a student of medical university. I am doing an internship in xx Hospital. The internship period is almost over. I can treat patients as a doctor. I am a surgeon."
"Great, I'm in need of surgery! Come out quickly." The officer's eyes lit up and he waved at Shen Ling.
"Okay!" Shen Ling looked back at Mother Shen before getting out of the military vehicle.
Shen Ling boarded a medical military vehicle, and there were wounded soldiers inside. The doctor was busy disinfecting the soldiers, because zombies are contagious, even if they were sterilized, there was only a [-]% chance.
"The newcomer is here, hurry up and help, doctor or nurse?"
"Surgeon, just graduated." Shen Ling replied.
"Great, come here, this person's operation is entrusted to you, and this layer of flesh is scraped off, and the anesthetic disinfection equipment is here, will you use it?"
"It will work!" Shen Ling, who had never been a surgeon before, answered bravely, but the skin and flesh did not involve any major arteries and internal organs, so it should be fine. The other party chose soldiers with relatively light injuries to treat him, probably because he was afraid of his experience. insufficient.
Shen Ling calmed down and began to disinfect the wound. Even if the vehicle was a little bumpy, he gradually got used to it. The hand holding the knife was very steady. Just like his mentor said, he was born to eat this bowl of rice.
The convoy stopped suddenly, and Shen Ling quickly raised the knife to avoid cutting the patient, but there were varying degrees of pain from other places. "What's wrong?" Shen Ling raised his head.
"The zombie group is coming! Everyone be careful! Get out!" There was a roar from outside.
Someone in the medical car comforted, "It's okay, we are in the safest position, stop the operation first, and stop the patient's bleeding first."
Shen Ling hurriedly dealt with his patient, lowered his head and did not speak, the convoy started again, but the speed was extremely unsteady, and occasionally ran over something, and it was bumpy. Shen Ling didn't want to think about whether the convoy had run over on the main road Why is it so bumpy, and it took several hours before the speed stabilized. Shen Ling heard people from outside come in and talk, saying that they were going to the suburbs soon, and there would be no more large-scale zombie attacks.
After traveling for another half a day, the convoy did not reach its destination until late at night. Shen Ling helped put the patients on the vehicles that came to pick them up, and then ran towards the back of the convoy. He remembered that the convoy from his community was there.
I don't know if the wave of zombies just now affected the convoy behind, Shen Ling searched around, but he didn't see his mother, not even the residents of the community, "Comrade, I can't find my previous The convoy is gone, but my family is still on it." Shen Ling stopped a soldier and asked.
"What is the number?"
"30562."
The other party's face was a little unpredictable for a while, and his tone softened a lot, "Over there, you go ask that person." The soldier pointed to an officer who was surrounded by people asking questions, and then left quickly.
Shen Ling had already passed by that person several times, but he vaguely heard the officer comforting those who had lost their families, so he subconsciously repelled him from asking him. Shen Ling's heart sank, and he walked towards that person slowly, not Consciously began to listen to that person's voice.
"Everyone, please calm down. We have tried our best, but for the safety of most people, we must do so. This is not only your family and friends, but also our soldiers. We cannot guarantee that everyone is safe and sound. Including ourselves! In order to rescue the vehicles that fell behind, we also sent soldiers, but none of them came back..."
Shen Ling swayed, almost unable to stand still.
"Come here quickly! I'll register you! Do you want to enlist in the army? The treatment of the medical staff is not bad." A girl who was in the same compartment just now found her and pulled Shen Ling away.
"My mother is in the car left behind..."
"What?" The girl stopped in her tracks and turned her head in surprise.
"My mother is in the car behind! They abandoned the convoy!" Shen Ling roared. "I want to go back and save her!"
The soldiers skillfully came over to control Shen Ling. They had seen such scenes a lot, and they already knew how to deal with them. An officer with a friendly face came over and said softly, "I understand your feelings, but you can't. We must try our best to ensure our survival." The safety of the victims, moreover, there are our soldiers in the car, our brothers, our feelings are the same..."
Shen Ling was locked in a small cell, and when he figured it out, it was difficult for people in grief to stay rational, and the army didn't have that many people responsible for comforting the survivors' emotions, so they could only focus on ensuring safety and not causing trouble.
Shen Ling felt that he had already lost enough, and there was nothing more to lose, but the world had become so cruel that he couldn't imagine it. He thought he had nothing to lose, but gradually lost more, found The classmates and friends he knew seem to leave his side in the next moment. Everyone is just passing by, and even himself has become strange to him.
It has been several years since the virus broke out, and it seems that this disaster will not pass, and it will take root in this land forever. Shen Ling stood in front of the fire with a gun in his hand and kept vigilant about his surroundings. Even if only the water ability was turned on, Still a doctor, but also forced to become a combatant in this world, this is survival.
"Brother Ling?" A young man in his early twenties who just joined the team came over. He was only in his teens at the beginning of the end of the world, but now he is considered an adult.
Shen Ling glanced back, didn't speak, and continued to be vigilant around her surroundings. The other party didn't mind Shen Ling's attitude, which was considered a good attitude these days.
"Brother Ling." The boy called again, "Do you like men?"
Shen Ling looked back at the boy. The boy's face seemed a little red under the firelight. He walked up to Shen Ling and sat down, "Brother Ling, I like you."
"Last time you also said you liked your brother Chen." Shen Ling sneered.
The boy didn't speak for a long time. He didn't know that Shen Ling knew about it. Probably Brother Chen told Shen Ling!But Brother Chen is dead, and the boy raised his head and said, "Brother Ling, it's too extravagant to talk about these things these days, enjoy yourself in time! Whoever you like, must be responsible? Who can afford the responsibility? Can't you just like it?"
Shen Ling nodded, "Yes."
"Brother Ling, I like you."
"I'm different from you." Shen Ling said, "I don't like carpe diem."
"Why? Everyone is already so tired, why don't you be happier?"
Of course not!Shen Ling didn't answer, because he didn't want to become completely different from himself!What was Shen Ling before the end of the world? He was born in a conservative family, received an excellent education, and had a gentle temperament. What he longed for was to gain the understanding of his parents, and then find a gentle and down-to-earth partner, just like ordinary men and women, to live in peace and stability After a lifetime, he has become enough, so much that he is dazed and afraid, and feels that he is no longer Shen Ling, only the last bit of stubbornness remains, can't he stick to it?It was as if the last thing left to him by his parents was related to the existence of Shen Ling's essence, which made him feel that Shen Ling was still Shen Ling.
The author has something to say: It's over! !
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