Eat Honey[Transmigration Book]

Aunt Wang felt very sorry.

Because she felt that after Xiao Yao jumped into the river, the Zhou family's attitude towards Xiao Yao changed.Zhou Hairong, in particular, was obviously shocked. He changed a lot. He went out late and returned early every day, and he no longer slept out.Although Xiao Yao is not intimate with him, he has no complaints.

On the contrary, Zhou Tong's changes to Xiao Yao are relatively negative.She said to Zhou Haiquan in private: "Is such a person really suitable for marriage if he commits suicide just because of this matter?"

Zhou Haiquan didn't speak.

Zhou Tong glanced at him, then stretched out his hand to poke him: "What's the matter with you recently, why are you so distracted? Don't you have mental problems because you jumped into the river?"

Zhou Haiquan smoked a cigarette and said, "Don't you think Xiao Yao is really a different person now?"

Xiao Yao has really changed, very different from before.The temperament is not so soft. Although people have lost a lot of weight, their spirits have come out. People who have attempted suicide are generally shrouded in the shadow of death, like a flower that has failed to bloom, but Xiao Yao seems to have grown from dry branches and leaves sprouting in the heart, braving the joy of new life.

After hearing what he said, Zhou Tong stood on the top floor and looked down, and saw Xiao Yao was carrying a backpack and was about to go out.

Zhou Hairong chased him out, and shouted from behind: "You are not in good health yet, why are you going out again?"

Xiao Yao looked back at him and said, "I want to go out for a walk alone."

Zhou Hairong pursed his lips, and saw Xiao Yao waved his hand and said loudly, "Let's go."

The strides are big, and the whole person is much clearer, no longer the calm and beautiful when we first met.It's a little different.Zhou Tong thought while watching.

Xiao Yao has gone through several stages of pretending to have amnesia. After all, he has no experience and is just trying to figure out everything.For example, he went too far at the beginning, saying that he was not Xiao Yao, but Chen Yu. Even the doctor felt that he had a mental problem. Does anyone still believe that he has traveled through time? !

On the contrary, everyone was puzzled. Aunt Wang was timid and a little scared, and said: "You are acting like a ghost, it's quite scary, can you stop talking about it in the future."

Xiao Yao thinks so too, he still hasn't grasped the speed well.

Fortunately, he is a chaotic person now, and his chaotic behavior is more in line with his abnormal performance of mental stimulation.

After trying repeatedly like this for a few days, he finally settled down: he is Xiao Yao, but he doesn't remember who Zhou Hairong is and what it has to do with him!

The doctor also thought this was more reasonable, and said to Zhou Hairong: "That's right, this kind of suicide for love, those who have been strongly stimulated, will have selective amnesia, and will forget everything related to a certain person, or for a certain period of time. It's not uncommon for anything, and he's drowned."

Zhou Hairong asked a little irritably, "Can it be recovered?"

"Hard to say."

When it comes to mental problems, even the country's leading doctor with a gold medal can't guarantee that such invisible and intangible mental problems are hard to say.

In addition to Xiao Yao's repeated groping and finally making some adjustments and changes in the matter of pretending to have amnesia, he also gradually realized that he didn't need to find a way to hide his name at all.

I can blatantly find a house and move out.

He didn't even remember Zhou Hairong, why did he still live with him, why did he still live in secret?

He could walk out of Zhou's house swaggeringly!

So he has been going out every day recently, looking for a job.

He had to find a job first, see where the job was located, and then decide whether to move back to his original home or rent an apartment.

After he was born again, looking at Nancheng again gave him a different feeling. The whole person felt much more relaxed. He was carrying a backpack, wearing jeans, a pure white T, and Vans sneakers, just like him in the past.

When he was Xiao Yao in the past, he seldom dressed so casually when he went out. Although the clothes in Xiao Yao’s closet were fresh and elegant, most of them were elegant, with more shirts and T-shirts. Elegant style, the face is also carefully tidied up, and a bunch of skin care products are used.

And now, he is just a guy with a plain face.

He was walking on the red sandalwood road with headphones on and listening to music. After the spring flowers faded, the summer flowers bloomed again. Although not as many as in spring, they were still beautiful. He also saw several pots of eustoma on the stone wall of a house.

His family has also grown eustoma, but the variety is a little different from this one. His family grows light blue eustoma, but this family's eustoma is pink, very delicate.The earphones were listening to light music. When he was about to walk out of Zitan Road, the song in the earphones automatically played the next song. First, the tempo was slightly rushed, accompanied by fresh piano music. As soon as he heard the prelude, he liked it very much, so he picked up the phone After looking at it, the moment he saw it, the music suddenly flourished, and he saw the name "starsky" in the heavy beat and music.

Very exciting music, accompanied by a high-pitched and ethereal female voice, he shook his head to the rhythm, the joy of rebirth was finally detonated, and he ran amidst the overwhelming music.

He was walking on the street with a bag on his back, and when he passed a flat ground, a group of white pigeons flew away. He smiled and looked up, and the wings of the white pigeons spread out in the morning light.He ran out of the rich area and ran directly towards the stray animal shelter. He ran until the door of the shelter, and then he stopped panting.

He came to see Chen Haha.

To his surprise, Chen Haha actually recognized him, and when he saw him, he rushed towards him barking.Xiao Yao squatted down with a smile, and the people in the shelter smiled and said, "Little handsome guy, you are here."

"I'll take a look at Chen Haha." Xiao Yao took out some food from his bag, and Chen Haha circled his feet a few times, then rolled over and lay on the ground with four legs supported.

"It doesn't seem to have grown much." He remembered that earth dogs usually grow very fast.

"It seems to be a cross between a clay dog ​​and a Teddy." The staff said, "but it should be longer. Genetically speaking, it still seems to have more genes of a clay dog."

"Ah?" Xiao Yao looked at Chen Haha in amazement, and looked carefully. Chen Haha's hair was indeed a little curly, about one-fifth of it looked like a Teddy, and four-fifths of it looked like a Chinese Garden Dog!I don’t know if it’s Teddy’s day, the pastoral dog or the pastoral dog’s day, Teddy, but no matter which one, the picture is very sour!

"Mixed dogs are generally smarter," the staff asked with a smile, "Are you going to pick him up?"

"Not yet, I will pick it up in a few days." Xiao Yao squatted on the ground, raised his head with a smile: "It will take a while for you to work hard."

The staff member was just a girl in her early twenties, and her heart beat faster every time she saw Xiao Yao.Although Xiao Yao has lost a lot of weight now, a skinny camel is bigger than a horse. Even if a handsome guy loses his appearance, he is still a handsome guy.Seeing Xiao Yao smiling at her, she really wanted to ask him for his contact information.

"I want to take it out for a day today, okay?"

"Of course, you can register with me."

Xiao Yao followed through and registered, and came out of the shelter with Chen Haha in his arms.

The shelter took good care of Chen Haha. He is a little fatter than before, but he looks cuter, and the dog's hair is well groomed.But Chen Haha kept twisting, so he put the dog leash given to him by the staff on Chen Haha, and then led it.

"Follow me closely, don't run around." He said to Chen Haha.

Chen Haha actually jumped and barked twice.

Xiao Yao laughed loudly, feeling better, and took Chen Haha to find a job together.Don't look at Chen Haha as a little dog, he is very delicate, after walking for an hour, he was too lazy to leave, so he just lay on the ground with his limbs in the sky, sticking out his tongue and acting like a spoiled child.There was no other way, so Xiao Yao had no choice but to hold it and continue walking.

He doesn't have a diploma, and he really couldn't find any good jobs. After one day of searching, his feet were almost worn out, and he couldn't find a suitable one. The small restaurant was looking for waiters, so they went with Chen Haha in their arms.

The restaurant is located at the corner of the community. It is a barbecue restaurant. Probably because it is summer, the outside is full of people before it is dark. The owner is busy setting tables under the acacia tree, and you can smell the smoke and beer from afar. smell.The proprietress said: "Three thousand a month, start work at [-]:[-] pm, leave work at [-]:[-] am, include a dinner and a supper, if you think it is suitable, come to work tomorrow."

Xiao Yao’s mother opened a small restaurant at the entrance of the community. The store is small, but the business is very good. The store hired an aunt to help. Occasionally, there was not enough staff, so he would go to help, so it was not good for the restaurant waiter. Unfamiliar, but Zheng Yan rarely asks him to do these things: "Your hands are used to play the piano, and your brain is used to study, so you don't need to worry about it here."

Three thousand is considered a low salary in Nancheng, but supporting oneself is not a problem.Xiao Yao intends to try it first, and he can't be idle, because it's a small restaurant, and it's not that formal, so he doesn't need to go through any formalities. The proprietress asked him to come here on time at four o'clock tomorrow.

Xiao Yao went to look at the bus stop next to him, and found that the No. 28 bus happened to pass outside the neighborhood where he used to live, and it was about ten stops to this barbecue restaurant.

Basically met his needs.

Xiao Yao went out and didn't come back all day, Zhou Hairong was very anxious.

"He didn't run away without a sound?"

Aunt Wang said with a smile: "He hardly brought anything when he went out. Where can he go?"

"He has been saying recently that he wants to divorce me," Zhou Hairong said, "and now that he is away from home, what else do he need to bring with him? As long as he has his ID card, a mobile phone, and money, he doesn't need to bring anything else."

He called Xiao Yao, but no one answered.

When Zhou Haiquan came back, he saw Zhou Hairong walking around like ants on a hot pot.He untied his collar and looked at Aunt Wang, who smiled and said, "He can't get in touch with Xiao Yao, he's in a hurry."

"Did you call?"

"I called, but no one answered. Brother, do you think something will happen to him? Could it be that his condition suddenly deteriorated and he doesn't remember anything?" Thinking of this, Zhou Hairong was a little worried. Xiao Yaochang is so good-looking, What if someone bullies you with ill intentions.

Zhou Haiquan said, "Is it turned off, or is there no answer?"

"No one answered." Each time the "beep beep" rang for a long time, and finally informed him that "the call you dialed is currently unanswered".

"He may just not want to answer your call." Zhou Haiquan said.

Zhou Hairong: "..."

As hard as it is to believe it, it's still possible!He looked at Aunt Wang: "Aunt Wang, give him a try."

Aunt Wang said: "Then wait a minute, I will finish this fish."

Zhou Haiquan took out his mobile phone and made a call.Before Zhou Hairong was surprised that his elder brother had Xiao Yao's call, he heard his elder brother say, "It's me, where are you now?"

It got through!

Xiao Yao had just delivered Chen Haha, and was on the way back, exhausted from climbing uphill, when he saw a call from an unfamiliar number, he really didn't know who it was for a while.

So he leaned against the guardrail, panted and asked, "Excuse me, are you..."

"Zhou Haiquan."

As soon as he heard Zhou Haiquan's name, he immediately stood up straight, it was a reflex of inertia!

Over there, Zhou Hairong listened with his ears open, but the sound of the phone was low, and he couldn't hear what Xiao Yao said on the other end of the phone. After a while, Zhou Haiquan hung up the phone, and he hurriedly asked, "What did he say, where is he? When are you coming back?"

"We're almost home." Zhou Haiquan put the phone in his pocket and went upstairs.

Zhou Hairong said to Aunt Wang: "Xiao Yao didn't answer my phone on purpose!"

Aunt Wang pursed her lips and smiled: "Aren't you the best at coaxing people, let's see if you can coax them back this time."

Zhou Hairong said very discouraged: "Maybe I won't be able to coax him back this time. Xiao Yao has changed, and his heart is harder than before."

Aunt Wang thought to herself, it's not because of you.

But she still said softly: "Sincere sincerity is as good as gold and stone. People's hearts are made of flesh. If you treat him well, he will definitely feel it."

Zhou Hairong regained his fighting spirit: "Then I'll go out and pick him up!"

As he said that, he ran upstairs, changed his clothes, and went out in a handsome and unrestrained way.It was very hot outside, and there was a heat wave when I went out. It was almost dark, but the street lights were not on yet.He walked down Zitan Road, and within 10 minutes of walking, he saw Xiao Yao walking up.

"Xiao Yao!" he shouted, and ran over quickly.

Xiao Yao was sweating profusely. It was easy to go downhill and difficult to go uphill. This section of Red Sandalwood Road is really torture in summer.

"Hello, Mr. Zhou."

Zhou Hairong was already used to this address, and smiled, looking very attentive.Probably men are more or less cheap, instinctively despise what they are chasing, and the other party rejects people thousands of miles away, but they feel itchy in their hearts.He reached out and took the backpack on Xiao Yao's body, and said, "Look, your back is soaked."

"It's too hot." Xiao Yao said.

"Next time you go out, ask the driver to pick you up." Zhou Hairong said.

"No need, I take this as exercise." He said and glanced at Zhou Hairong. Zhou Hairong was very handsome, with fair complexion, beautiful features, and tall. Now he was looking at Zhou Hairong with his most charming expression. he.

"I found a job today," Xiao Yao said to Zhou Hairong, "I will start work tomorrow, and the place where I go to work is too far away, so I plan to move back to my house."

Zhou Hairong froze for a moment, then exploded: "I don't agree!"

"You don't need to agree," Xiao Yao said, "I'm just telling you, but I still want to thank you for taking care of me these days."

Zhou Hairong was a little angry, and threw his bag over his shoulder: "Even if you want to leave, you have to wait until your body recovers before leaving. You are so weak, and you still have to go to work? What kind of work do you do, what kind of job do you look for?"

"Restaurant waiter."

"How can you do this?!"

"Why can't I do this."

"My Zhou Hairong's lover, go out and serve someone else's plate?"

"Don't you like it?" Xiao Yao said, "But I used to be the one who served the dishes. The two of us are not in the same way, so I don't believe you when you say how I was with you before."

"No matter how much you don't believe it, it's true. Can the marriage certificate be faked? Can our family unite to lie to you?" Zhou Hairong was a little excited.

"I also really want to know what we were like in the past," Xiao Yao said, "but now, I really don't remember at all."

He said and pulled Zhou Hairong back: "Look at me."

Zhou Hairong turned to look at him with a slightly gloomy face, Xiao Yao looked straight into his eyes, and looked at him for a while, with a faint smile on his face.

Zhou Hairong hated his smile, because it was so polite and alienated, as if the two of them were really just strangers.

"Even if I am the real Xiao Yao," he said, "I like the life I have now, and I hope that I will never remember the things I don't remember. Mr. Zhou, I am living a happy life now, you Do you want me to be that Xiao Yao who is about to jump into the river again? You said what was I thinking when I was standing on the side of the boat?"

Zhou Hairong was dumbfounded, turned his head away.

He also sprayed some perfume when he came out, and now his body is hot, the fragrance spread out, a warm fragrance, immersed in the summer evening wind and twilight, and then lingered in Xiao Yao's breath.

It's a faint earthy, woody scent, which Xiao Yao doesn't really like.

"You should know, it's not that I don't love you..." Zhou Hairong said.

Maybe it’s not deep love, but it’s not that I don’t love, it’s probably between the two, so it swings from side to side, sometimes I love more, sometimes I love less.

"You should also know," Xiao Yao was also a little sad, but his tone was serious: "The moment I jumped off the yacht, no matter who loved you or the Xiao Yao you loved, they were all dead."

Zhou Hairong didn't speak any more.

Xiao Yao said at the dining table that he was going to move out. When he said this, everyone went to see Zhou Hairong. Zhou Hairong said with a smile: "He works far away from our house, so he will move back to his own house for the time being." .”

Zhou Tong didn't speak, Aunt Wang stood beside him quietly, Zhou Haiquan wiped his mouth with a napkin, said without looking at Xiao Yao, "That's fine."

Xiao Yao shouldn't be living here anymore. After he climbed out of the Nanjiang River, he sat on the lifeboat, feeling something in his heart. Arrived.

On the last night at Zhou's house, Xiao Yao felt a lot of emotion in his heart. He first went to Aunt Wang's room to chat with her for a while, and then went out to find Zhou Haiquan.

But Zhou Haiquan was not in the room. He knocked on the door for a long time, but no one answered.

He went up to the top floor, and sure enough, he saw Zhou Haiquan blowing the wind on the top floor, a tall and straight figure standing by the railing, looking at the water of the Nanjiang River in the distance.

"So you are here." Xiao Yao said.

Zhou Haiquan looked back at him, the cigarette in his mouth was flickering, he took the last puff, then pinched it out, and then turned around to face him.

"Looking for me?" Zhou Haiquan asked.

Actually, Xiao Yao didn't know what to ask Zhou Haiquan to say, but Zhou Haiquan was not the ruthless and old-fashioned feudal patriarch as he thought before.At any rate, he also called him his elder brother for several months. They lived in the same house and had dinner together many times. It seemed humane that he had to say goodbye when he was leaving.And he vaguely remembered that the person swimming towards him in the river seemed to be Zhou Haiquan.

If it was him, it would be a life-saving grace.

There is nothing in the world more precious than life, so there is no greater kindness than life-saving grace.But he couldn't repay this kindness, and he couldn't even express his gratitude, because the current him should not remember all of it.

Xiao Yao walked up to him, held the railing with his hands and said, "I came up to thank your family for taking care of me. Although I don't remember anything about the past, but..."

"Do you really not remember?" Zhou Haiquan asked.

Xiao Yao glanced at Zhou Haiquan, and seeing Zhou Haiquan staring at him, he felt a little guilty: "Maybe I will remember it later." He said.

"It's okay to forget about it," Zhou Haiquan said, "some things my younger brother did wrong. It was because I, the eldest brother, didn't teach him well. My parents passed away when he was a teenager, and I was busy with work. He basically He grew up by himself, but although he has some flaws in his temperament, he is not a bad person, so don't hold grudges against him."

Xiao Yao shook his head: "I don't even remember."

Zhou Haiquan just laughed silently. Xiao Yao actually had something else in his heart that he wanted to say to Zhou Haiquan, but he felt that it was a bit hypocritical and inappropriate, so he didn't make a sound.Turning his head to look at Zhou Haiquan, he saw his chiseled profile.

He wanted to say to Zhou Haiquan: "You should smile more, you look good when you smile."

Xiao Yao brought a bag and a suitcase when he came, and he also had a bag and a suitcase when he left.Zhou Hairong personally drove to see him off, while Aunt Wang and the others drove him outside the gate.Sitting in the car, Xiao Yao waved to them through the open window.

In fact, I still have some feelings, Xiao Yao thought, and I don't know if I will see these people in the future, and how many times I will see them.The car gradually drove away from Zhou's mansion, the raised windows gradually covered his profile, Zhou Tong let out a breath, Aunt Wang's eyes were red, and Zhou Haiquan