Eat Honey[Transmigration Book]

Although Jiangcheng is a small city, because it is the peak tourist season, it is also very lively at night, especially the night scene is very well created, with landscape lights everywhere.Su Kuo leaned against the car window, looking at the night scene outside, feeling drowsy all the way, when he arrived at the hotel, after getting off the car, Shen Xingzhi hurried over to help him, saying, "You really drank too much today."

Happy to be happy, it's not a private gathering of friends and relatives, so many people, and drinking so much, it's a little shameful.

Su Kuo smiled, staggered a little, and asked, "Master, do you think my self-control is too weak today?"

Shen Xingzhi said: "Actually, the master understands some of your thoughts. You are too careful. I am naturally happy that your junior brother can become famous. I have always wanted to cultivate a student who is better than me, and I have never had these thoughts. To hide this from you, your junior brother is lucky and has good aptitude. I favor him a bit, but I won’t forget you. You are also my apprentice, so why doesn’t the master ignore you?”

As he spoke, he patted Su Kuo on the arm and helped him into the lobby of the hotel. Because there were people in the lobby, his voice became softer, and he said, "I can only praise you so much. In your position, when the time comes, you will be evenly matched, and whoever can go up will depend on your own abilities."

Su Kuo pursed his lips, and stopped at the elevator entrance. A waiter had already pressed the elevator for them. Shen Xingzhi helped him in. When the elevator door closed, Su Kuo turned to look at his master, and said, "That's for sure. It's the younger brother who goes up, I can't compare with him."

Shen Xingzhi also turned to look at him when he heard the words, and said, "Is it that lack of ambition?"

"It used to be there," Su Kuo lowered his head slightly, the corners of his mouth opened a little, then tightened again, and said, "Later, he was scolded by the master all the time, so it disappeared."

Shen Xingzhi froze for a moment, Su Kuo had been with him for so many years, he always listened to what he said, was sensible and docile, and rarely said such things.He smiled a little awkwardly and said, "Is it because I am too strict with you?"

"No," Su Kuo said, "I just envy you for being so kind to my younger brother."

"Maybe I'm really old," Shen Xingzhi said. "When I took you before, I had a stronger heart, and I was more resistant to pressure when I saw you, so I was stricter with you. Your junior brother made his debut halfway, I think he has a heart for singing. Maybe, I am old and my heart is soft, so I dare not be too strict with him."

The master and apprentice were silent for a while, Shen Xingzhi seemed to have suddenly realized something, and then turned his head to look at Su Kuo, and saw Su Kuo leaning on the elevator with drooping eyes and a very sad expression.

Su Kuo and the others lived on a lower floor, and Shen Xingzhi lived upstairs, but he and Su Kuo came out together and said, "Come into your room and sit down."

Su Kuo opened the door with the key card, and Shen Xingzhi went in to look around. Seeing that Su Kuo was going to fetch water, he said, "No need, you can't even walk safely by yourself."

He said that he went to get a bottle of water. Shen Xingzhi usually drank Evian. Su Kuo learned this habit from him. There were a lot of Evian mineral water in the room, so he took one bottle and the other. I gave it to Su Kuo, who picked it up, but didn't drink it, and just sat on the bed.

Shen Xingzhi unscrewed it, took two sips, pulled a chair and sat down, and said, "Su Kuo, do you have any complaints against me?"

"No."

Shen Xingzhi just laughed, and said: "In my life, I have only accepted two apprentices. Now I take more care of Xiao Yao, just thinking that my health is getting worse and worse, and I am going to retreat soon. I want to take advantage of my still some When he is influential, quickly push him up. He is lucky this time, and he has reached the sky in one step. In the future, he will be promising, and you two brothers need to help each other. You are a senior brother, and you have to come up with a Set an example."

"Well," Su Kuo nodded and said, "I've tried my best to set an example."

"You've done a good job," Shen Xingzhi said, "it's me, the master, who didn't do a good job, and I didn't think about it for you. But no matter what, you've been with me for so many years, and it goes without saying that our master-student relationship Yes, I have no children and no daughters all my life, and I regard you as half my son, which is strange to say, maybe because of Xiao Yao's young age, I love him so much, but when facing you, I always don't know what to do Be kind..." He smiled as he spoke, "I'm used to being strict with you, and I can't treat you like I did to Xiao Yao. But Su Kuo, you must know in your heart that Master values ​​you and can teach you. I have taught you everything, and I didn’t hide anything. Master also hopes that you will be better, even if we are both masters and apprentices for many years, you should tell me what is on your mind, don’t hold it yourself, you, you have a temper Even if you hide everything and don't say anything, and endure your own discomfort, others will not be able to see through you."

Su Kuo held the mineral water in his hand, and said in a drunken tone, "Master blamed me again."

Shen Xingzhi was stunned for a moment, then smiled and said, "I'm not blaming you, but I hope you can tell Master whatever you have on your mind."

"Then what can Master say to me?"

"I have always said anything to you," Shen Xingzhi said; "today, both of us, master and apprentice, opened up and said, what you want to ask in your heart, you can ask today. This is only one chance, you can do it Be cherished."

He laughed as he spoke. Su Kuo was silent for a while, then raised his head and said, "When you were sick last year, my junior and I both went to see you. The red carnations he gave you were placed in the bedroom, and I sent them to you." The tuberose, which I personally raised, was given away by you within a few days, why?"

Among the grievances he has suffered, this is actually only a small matter, but he has always kept it in his heart. Now that he is given the opportunity to ask everything, what he wants to ask most first is such an insignificant matter.

Shen Xingzhi was stunned for a moment. If it wasn't for Su Kuoti, he probably wouldn't have noticed such a trivial matter, so he smiled and said, "That's because a friend of mine came to see me. When I saw that pot of tuberose, I was very happy." I like it. He knew that I didn’t like it very much, so he was leaving. I thought he was someone who liked tuberose, and he would take care of it better than me, so I gave it to him... You, you are all on the show. It's not as good as your junior brother will come, I don't like flowers with strong fragrance, you have been with me all these years, and you don't know."

Su Kuo was also taken aback for a moment: "...then you didn't tell me either."

"It's hard for me to say that I don't like it. It's a trivial matter after all. I don't want to embarrass you."

Speaking of it, Su Kuo was careful, and even noticed that he gave it away.

Su Kuo's face turned red, and she looked a little embarrassed because of the drunkenness: "I... I'm just stupid. I've tried my best to read my words, but I just can't do it well."

He has really worked hard. When eating, he will also focus on the needs of the elders and leaders like Xiao Yao. When the tea is cold, he knows how to take the initiative to refill the water. On Master's birthday, he never forgets to send blessings on holidays. He always works hard to learn the ways of the world and to be caring, but he can't be as natural and meticulous as Xiao Yao.

It's like his talent in singing, no matter how hard he works the day after tomorrow, he will never catch up with Xiao Yao's natural advantages.

"So I have no demands on you," Shen Xingzhi said, "I know you have worked very hard."

Hearing this, Su Kuo's nose suddenly became sour, and his eyes turned red: "I...Master, I always feel tired. I feel that no matter what I do, I work very hard, but I just can't keep up with others. Similarly, I have worked so hard, but I still can't catch up with my junior brother's achievements in less than a year. I will definitely not be able to compare with him in the future. When I think of this, I feel very tired. I feel so unfair, why am I so stupid?"

He raised his head as he spoke, tears streaming down his face.

Shen Xingzhi was silent for a while, and said: "You know, when I was young, I was very angry. I thought that if I didn't do it, I wouldn't do it. If I do it, I have to be the best. I'm better than my father and me. Grandpa is good, but later he became more and more unable to do what he wanted, and finally realized one day that even if I work hard in my life, I probably won't be able to reach my grandfather's level. The role that can be called the name is at the top. At that time, I was very discouraged, like you, unwilling, and hated myself for being incompetent, but later, I slowly figured it out..."

He pulled the chair, moved towards the bed, took Su Kuo's hand, and said, "It may be cruel to say these words to you today, but one day you will understand that everyone has their own. Just like this society, if someone is a leader, someone will be a worker, someone will be high above, someone will be mediocre, everyone will climb to the top of the pyramid, then the bottom will be empty? Although it is cruel to say so, But if you recognize yourself and let yourself go, life will not be so tiring."

When Su Kuo heard this, tears flowed even more fiercely: "But Master, I don't want to be the bottom person, I want to go to the top of the pyramid."

"Then try to climb up, but also be kind to yourself. It's best to be able to climb up. If you can't climb up, try your best and be able to accept it. You feel tired not because you have been working hard to climb up, but because you are tired." It is because you have not climbed to the height you want, and you are not reconciled, and you will be tired. What you should focus on is not the best position, but the best you, and become the best you can be Su Kuo, Master assures you that one day in the future, you will be satisfied with yourself like this."

Su Kuo dropped his head to his knees and began to cry.

Probably still not reconciled, young people, you can't easily accept that you will never be your ideal self.This is an inevitable process of growth, and only time can soothe it.Shen Xingzhi felt that Su Kuo was too tense, and it was good to cry, to vent, and one day he would let go of his obsession.

He stayed in Su Kuo's room for a long time, and did not come out until Su Kuo had cried enough.Su Kuo, who had cried enough, suddenly became a little embarrassed. He said to Su Kuo at the door, "There is one more thing I've always wanted to tell you." Shen Xingzhi smiled and said, "Let's have a relationship, I see. You have been alone all these years, at the best age, besides singing, you should also have a relationship, this is what I want to tell you the most as someone who has been there."

In Su Kuo's life, only singing is the only way he can't stand any setbacks. He needs a little love to share his over-focus on his career.

Su Kuo nodded, probably still embarrassed, and didn't say anything.

In fact, seeing Xiao Yao and Zhou Haiquan, he was not unenvious.Maybe he should really relax and have a good relationship.