Daily life of the male god of Korean entertainment

The version on Weibo is a short version, which is the first half, but the full version of what Park Haiyin and Huang Shanya talked about actually has a long section, and it is said to be more exciting.

"It's a completely different life in South Korea. I'm actually okay. I learned Korean because I was interested in it when I was young. There is no big obstacle in communication. As for life, I am not used to eating instant noodles, so I often eat bread. To feed my hunger, sometimes I secretly cook some porridge or hot pot in the dormitory using the rice cooker. Others are just fine. Besides, there are quite a few Chinese trainees in Seoul, and everyone is very united. There is a feeling of being dependent on each other. Eat, sleep, go to class and practice, basically they all get together, it can be said that they are inseparable.

When many trainees in Korea heard that I was Chinese, they would ask me if I knew Han Geng and the others. Of course I knew them, but unfortunately they didn’t know me. Practice debut, never be an unknown person, I really never thought about getting to know these seniors, but just by chance, I met the seniors that my friends wanted to get acquainted with.Senior Han Geng is warm and generous. He helped me a lot when we met for the first time. After a few more contacts, he immediately treated me as a younger sister. He is really a good brother. He took off the flesh that I lost for half a year in less than a month. The supplies are back, but he is getting more and more busy with work, and he doesn't have time to take care of himself, let alone take care of others.It was through him that I got to know the other seniors of sj, but TVXQ didn't introduce us to each other through sj, or anyone in the company.

How should I put it, some people on the Internet said that I am the fairy queen, but they are not wrong. I really like them. When SM recruited trainees, when I signed up, their faces flashed in my mind—it sounds like Some brain damage?But at that time, the hearts of girls were overflowing, and I couldn't help it.But that is also the same love for idols. It is a great honor to be in the same company. I have never thought about getting closer. There are actually a lot of people who think like me in the company, and everyone has a tacit understanding. , carefully guarding the idol in my heart, and at the same time fighting for my ideal, I feel that life is very fulfilling.

When I joined the company, it happened to be the busiest time for them to work. I heard that they were running around the world, but I couldn’t see them, so I couldn’t sleep that night. I sneaked back to the company on a whim, and I was practicing in the piano room. When I suddenly found that there was an unexpected person behind me, it was a bit unreal. It is no exaggeration to say that the feeling was unreal. I woke up from my lethargy, and when I opened my eyes, I saw someone who looked almost like me. The sense of absurdity when the same little boy lay on top of me was comparable. I still felt like I was sleepwalking, or I didn't wake up at all.I still remember the first sentence he said to me, it was not romantic at all, even a little inexplicable, 'There is another way to play this piece, do you know' - if it wasn't for the sake of him being my male god , I really want to tell him that this way of striking up a conversation is rotten in novels, and there is no creativity at all!But because he is a male god, it doesn't matter how he strikes up a conversation. The important thing is that he took the initiative to speak and we hooked up...ah, no, it was a very pleasant communication. We are not proactive people, but we hit it off right away. That day In the evening, we chatted happily.

I really never thought that one day I could be so close to him. Even when I joined SM, I just thought that I could get closer to him from now on. It sounds a bit romantic, like an idol drama?But in fact, it is true. You can't even imagine that a man who looks gentle and mature on the outside is actually blank in terms of emotions. Sometimes you think that everyone should understand things, but when it comes to him, he doesn't know anything. For example Valentine's Day should send chocolate roses, it's not that I reminded him that he was almost unprepared!He said that he only had music in the first 20 years of his life, until he met me.Of course, I am not much better than him. I have read a few novels and youth romance dramas, but I have no theoretical knowledge. I hide the phrase "I like you" in my heart and dare not say it. It is not because I am afraid of being rejected, but because I am afraid He is in trouble.Two emotional idiots, in a childish game of guessing and guessing, have been ambiguous for nearly two years. They thought we were together a long time ago, but we were not.

No one would believe our initial way of getting along, because it started with music, so for a long time, our topic was only music, and he didn’t even know my name, but this may be fate , Countless late at night I sneaked back to the company, playing the piano alone, I always met him by chance, and then became two people to compete.That small music room has become our tacit secret. Every time we hear the students discuss Senior xx in adoring tone, he is there, and there will always be a secret excitement in our hearts.He is a very good mentor and friend. Over the whole winter, our tacit understanding of four-hand playing has risen to the point where we can understand each other's next move with just one look. We often discuss each other's favorite works, and then practice together, and even adapt them. I The song we sang outside before was adapted by us together, and it is precisely because this song has a special meaning to us, so during the time when I lost my memory, I still firmly remember this song after it was adapted. melody.By the way, I seem to have forgotten to mention the drum kit. In the last clip of "Baby, Weird", there is a picture of me playing with Brother Zai and the others. Some people say that our rehearsal traces are too heavy-well, we have practiced Once, when I went to SM company for the first time after waking up, I went to the practice room because I was bored, and with their cooperation, I performed an impromptu performance. After that, Brother Zhong was curious about my drumming posture, which was very familiar, of course. , because it was his friend who taught me. I really didn’t have any foundation or interest in drums before he taught me, so I said he is a good teacher and friend. In addition to drums, he taught me more. It's dancing.Don’t be too surprised, of course I can dance. In fact, I can dance well. The teacher was desperate for me from the beginning, and then he was excited and wanted to pull me to be a closed disciple. In fact, he was wrong. A secret weapon that no one knows about.Teaching me to dance is not an easy task. I like music, and I stubbornly just want to sing. However, South Korea trains trainees to build them in the direction of omnipotence. They can sing and dance, and it is best to be able to host and perform. I can tolerate other courses. But dancing is really too difficult for me, a natural scumbag, even I want to give up. He is so busy with work and teaches me for more than an hour every night. He is extremely patient. fake.

Do you feel that way?That is, you obviously like a person very much, but you dare not get close to him, dare not possess him, even if he is in charge of everything, you dare not expect more, and even if you can wait far away, you feel it is a kind of happiness?I have.I think he likes me, but I never thought that we would be together. It is a surprise that I can have memories of the past with him. I even feel that it doesn’t matter if I don’t debut in this life. I can meet him. This is already the biggest achievement I have gained from joining SM.Well, it’s not that I don’t want to be involved in his future, but I don’t even want to change his life—yes, I was so ridiculous at that time, and I was still entangled. It’s really difficult for him to be patient and play ambiguous games with me for so long up.

Forget when it started, the worship of idols began to turn into liking and admiration for men, maybe every time he talked about his beloved work, he would often talk to me about his teammates who fought side by side, There are both troubles and rewards at work. The trouble is that he is too busy and too tired. When he has activities, he sleeps less than five hours a day on average. The harvest is that more and more people like them and their music. Fortunately, he is not Fighting alone, although there are occasional conflicts among teammates, it brings him more emotion, so as the captain, he is also duty-bound to be responsible for everyone.I used to think that this kind of person who regards others as his own responsibility would be a bit stupid, but of course I wouldn’t think him stupid, but I would feel distressed. It’s a bit ridiculous to say that a man who seems to be invincible is many times stronger than me. I would feel sorry for him.But that feeling is real, because he shoulders too many things, his teammates have captains, and they think of him habitually, but what about him?

Speaking of teammates, I was not very familiar with Brother Zhong before. At the beginning, it was because I was still in an ambiguous period with him, and I was a low-key person, so I didn’t have much contact with him. I only had dinner twice in my impression. Well, one time was with a few of them, and the other time was a gathering of many people.We got together later, but we didn’t dare to let the company know about it. In order not to be suspected, we couldn’t contact each other. Later, when I got pregnant, the company had no choice but to agree to our marriage, but forced them to keep it secret because they were at the peak of their careers at that time. And in order to prepare for the members to enlist in the army one after another, the loyalty of fans is especially important. At that time, the public marriage, especially the marriage of the captain, may have unimaginable consequences.When we accept the company's request, we must be more careful. Each of them is so dazzling, and a large number of fans and reporters stare at them. If they contact me alone, they may be suspected, let alone together, so in order to avoid suspicion, we have been I haven’t gotten along well, but they are both very fun people, and they both value each other very much. I think I can understand why he is willing to take on everyone’s dreams. People’s hearts are mutual, what you give, they As long as there is nothing in return, sincere dedication will not be wasted. "

"Then what?" Huang Shanya was fascinated, holding a tissue in her hand that had been ravaged by her, and stared at Park Haeum with red eyes full of expectation.

Park Haeum is relatively calm, especially compared with Huang Shanya's reaction, as if she is telling someone else's story, it doesn't hurt or itch.Park Haein didn't have the manager's urgency, looked down at the time, and slowly reminded: "It's getting late, why don't you go to dinner?"

"What are you going to eat at the critical moment? I'm about to reach the climax, so you just keep going!" Huang Shanya really had the urge to slap the guy in front of her to death. She hated people who told half of the story the most in her life.

"Do you still need to continue?" Pu Haiyin raised her eyebrows, "I was pregnant, then gave birth to Yuan Xia, turned into a vegetable, and then woke up with amnesia. Don't you know all of this?"

"All I know is the simplified version. I want to listen to the process. Do you know the process?" Huang Shanya, who has obsessive-compulsive disorder, didn't hear the full ending. Only then did I realize, "Wait, I didn't realize that you didn't mention amnesia... have you recovered your memory?"