tell me

Soft light came in from outside the curtains, sprinkled bits and pieces of debris, Du Yu quietly opened his eyes in a haze, and blinked awkwardly.

He wanted to move, but he felt a pressure on his arm. It turned out that his hands and feet were restricted by an arm stretched outside the quilt.

The arm was bending and covering him lightly, with graceful and smooth muscle lines, unabashedly showing the strength and beauty of youth, and strongly declaring ownership.

Its owner was still sleeping, with half of his face buried in the soft pillow, breathing evenly and calmly.

Du Yu didn't make a sound, but just looked at his pen, carefully tracing his handsome and upright facial features, feeling the breath of the other party surrounding him.

From time to time, there are birds passing by outside the window, bringing one or two sounds of fluttering wings.He was immersed in this peaceful atmosphere for a long time, and finally raised a shallow smile and closed his eyes in satisfaction.

This time he closed it, he wanted to take a comfortable squint for a while, but as his center of gravity sank, he gradually noticed discomfort in various parts of his body.

My waist is sore, my legs are very soft, and the back of my buttocks feels like it's been blown by the wind, it's almost chilling my stomach.

He suddenly turned over unnaturally, and the scenes of last night resurfaced in his mind instantly.

They did it more than once last night, Lu Yinke was like an insatiable hungry wolf, crazily and tirelessly asking for it.Until now, the bedroom is still vaguely filled with that familiar smell.

He still remembers kneeling and trembling under him, hugging him and scratching several white marks on his back, his legs were tightly entangled, feet hooked together, kissing countless times wet.

They kissed, kissed and kissed, before and after.

He hugged Lu Yinke's neck, pulled down his slightly bent upper body, pressed the back of his sweaty head, raised his head to kiss him with wet eyes...

This is entirely his initiative!

Du Yu buried his head in the quilt wanting to cry without tears, and bit his tongue hard twice, unable to figure out how he became such a virtuous person, he was so ashamed.

"Um……"

The person behind him suddenly snorted in a daze, with a nasal sound that was two degrees lower than usual.

His bare arm moved uneasily, and he groped around with his big palm, finally found a comfortable position, got under Du Yu's body, pulled him back and tightened his circle again.

The fiery chest was pressed against Du Yu's back, and the warm breath fell on the sensitive neck. The other party rubbed his legs on him very comfortably, and Du Yu turned pale with fright on the spot.

What is that hard touch?

Can you spare him!

After thinking about it, he still hesitated and turned around and tapped Lu Yinke's chest.

"Don't move," the other party muttered, pressing down on his wrist in dissatisfaction, and the rubbing on his legs became more intense, "Sleep a little longer..."

"It's getting late, it's past nine o'clock..." Du Yu's persuasion was powerless, it was more like self-dispelling than asking, the tip of the ear was blurred in the morning light, and there was no hope that the voice could be transmitted into the world. In the ear of the other party.

"We did it so late last night, so how many hours is enough? Let's lie down a little longer." Lu Yinke's eyes were still closed, but his voice was much clearer than before.He gently held the wrist that was suppressed by him, raised it to his lips and kissed gently.

"Besides, it's snowing outside, and the road is difficult. Stay with me for a while, and I'll take you back later."

Du Yuxu clenched his fist, and lightly turned his wrist out of his hand.

"Are you awake? Then take care of the pipe below first, and don't get into heat every now and then."

"How can it be? This is a normal physiological phenomenon, and it has nothing to do with whether you have evil thoughts or not. Please bear with me." He finally opened his eyes with a smirk, reached into the bed and pressed Du Yu's waist and crotch. Does it hurt?"

Du Yu swept him away with a blushing face, "It doesn't hurt, it's just sore."

"Oh, where does it hurt? Is it here?" He moved back, and his fingertips slid all the way down the tailbone, "It's definitely not suitable for the first time, but I gave you medicine last night, it should be soon will recover.”

Du Yu gritted his teeth, "Can't you stop mentioning it?"

"Tell me, why don't you mention it?" Lu Yinke stroked his smooth back, "I really didn't expect my baby to be so enthusiastic on the bed, you are simply a little obscene demon, just swaying your waist can make me feel so warm." I want to die. It seems that I still have to exercise hard, otherwise I will not be able to satisfy you someday, which is absolutely impossible. "

"I'm passionate about your mother's size." Du Yu opened his eyes wide and hid under the quilt in embarrassment, "Can you shut your mouth?!"

"Why? I won't." He fished Du Yu out again with a smile, "It's okay to talk like a dog, but you can't shut it up. You are a treasure bestowed on me by the heavens. I will take this matter with you." Show off to the whole world."

"Show off, don't be ashamed... But speaking of this, have you really told your friend about us?" Du Yu suddenly looked at him, and his expression became serious.

"I said it a few times, what's the matter?" Lu Yinke paused, "Aren't you... not very happy?"

"That's not true," Du Yu shook his head, "In your eyes, I am so cowardly and fearful of light?"

"No, it's just that I really can't figure you out." Lu Yinke suddenly said to himself, "You are too complicated, you are too shy in both liking and disliking, you are too polite to others, and you are too harsh on yourself , making me always feel that I am just a passer-by in your life, seemingly insignificant to you, which often makes me feel anxious."

"Occasionally, I feel that I am not very important in your heart. You seem to be able to argue with me easily for the benefit of others. But whenever I am really afraid, you are always very firm. There seems to be no bottom line for my tolerance Same, it confuses me."

"I even had an idea last night. I don't think you sacrificed yourself to me just to appease me, did you?" He smiled and gently pinned Du Yu's broken hair behind his ears, "After all You never seem to care about yourself."

"But I'm just thinking about it randomly. After all, it's my greatest happiness that you can stay." He looked away, "It's not that I don't believe you, nor do I want to believe you, I just can't help questioning myself."

"Probably because I have never experienced love, I don't know how to tolerate, I only know what desire is. I like to dig into the horns of everything, and I am suspicious and can't let go of my heart. I am used to self-righteousness and wishful thinking..."

"No, I am willing." Du Yu was silent for two seconds, and suddenly turned Lu Yinke's face to force him to look at himself, "I have received your wishes, you have never been wishful thinking with me, don't do this again idea."

"It's true that I sympathize with you, and I really don't care much about myself, but if that's the reason why I give myself to you, it's too cheap."

"You are really self-righteous, you underestimated my liking for you without authorization, and you took it for granted, but it's not like that."

"You said that I care about others more than you, but no matter how much I answer questions and help, it is just to give some warmth to those who are in despair, and maybe I can give them a hand."

"But what are they to me? They are nothing. Only you, the one I not only want to pull up, but also firmly hold in the palm of my hand."

"You are my accident, and you are unique to me." At the end of Du Yu's speech, his face turned red again, and he sighed resignedly, "You should realize this as soon as possible."

He was not good at expressing his emotions, he could only do everything in his heart, he couldn't open his mouth and couldn't swallow it, and he felt uncomfortable when he said it.

However, Lu Yin Kefei forced him to squeeze out little by little like toothpaste, but if he couldn't do it, he had to worry about whether he would believe it or not.

It was because of Lu Yinke's suspicious appearance that he was so angry that he went out yesterday to play tricks on him.But when he saw him, he was really panicked, but he didn't feel very happy in his heart.

Why is it so tiring for him to trust someone?How fragile is the trust between people to him?

It was really hard for him.

Du Yu was depressed for a long time, and finally scratched his back and squeezed out a sentence.

"Listen to me, don't make any more mistakes." His voice dropped again, "I like you, not sympathy, not pity, but liking, pure care, uncontrollable care, want to own, want to hold tight , I want to touch you, do you hear me? Be nice to yourself in the future, and don't worry about gains and losses anymore."

Lu Yinke was stunned for a moment, but his eyes were rippling. It seemed that he really got great satisfaction for a moment, filling his always blank defect.

"I didn't hear clearly, say it again?" His voice was full of smiles, he clearly heard it clearly, but he still teased.

"Don't say it, I only said it once, and I can't hear it." Du Yu turned his face away in embarrassment, "If I didn't like it, who would tell you such a lot of nonsense, eat carrots and don't worry about it. Insight It’s just that the odds are incomparable, and the worst thing is that you don’t appreciate it, you know to look for safety by the literal meaning, and you can’t understand other people’s feelings at all.”

"I'm really hard to chase, and it's not like you don't know." He seemed to have finally opened up, breaking his usual reserved and proud side, and mumbled in an unusually leisurely manner, "A girl confessed to me in the third grade of elementary school. , I ignored her, I threw the note away after eating the chocolate, and I didn’t even remember her name.”

"There are also middle and high schools, and there are many universities. If you really compare, you may not be able to compare with me." He kicked his legs proudly, "But I refused to be polite, and I am not like you." Delay other girls and ruin other people's feelings."

"Yes yes yes, I'm a scumbag who spoils the feelings of other little girls every day. It's my luck to catch up with you in eight lifetimes." Lu Yinke echoed.

"So you have to cherish it, don't think about it, I'm really popular! There is a man named Han Hehai in the university, who seems to be a boy, and he added me to QQ to ask if I can date him."

"Why are you like this? It's so cold on the surface, but you remember it secretly?" Lu Yinke laughed, and suddenly sensed something was wrong, and rolled him down, "What's the name of the person you just mentioned?" ? Is it called Han Hanhai?"

Du Yu paused, "Looks like? It's called that? But how do you even know this?"

"Fuck, that's my brother's boyfriend, Wan Peng." He grinned angrily, "Why do you think the world is so small?"

"By the way, you asked me before if I told my friends why?"

"Why...?" The topic changed too quickly, Du Yu stayed for two seconds before recovering, "Didn't I think you knew all of my family members, but I didn't know any of your friends? It doesn't seem right. Great, I just want to find an opportunity to get to know you, I feel like I don’t know much about your situation.”

"That's it, then I believe you like me," Lu Yinke narrowed his eyes and smiled, "And it seems that you really have to get to know me, lest they come up with crooked ideas in the future."