tell me

When the two went out, the sky had already darkened.

Evening, when the sun is gone, is very cold.

At any rate, there are still a few veiled orange-yellow streaks left in the west, but there is only a blue, white and cloudless half of the sky in the east, like the blank space in an ancient scroll.

Du Yu silently let out a mouthful of hot air into his palm, rubbed it slowly, and glanced erratically at the mottled signboard of the nursing home.

The protruding golden writing on the signboard has long been covered with fine dust from the scouring of the years, the corners are covered with dirt and spider threads, and even the stone slab behind is mixed with scratches from dripping mud and water.

He suddenly felt that this place gave people the same feeling as this house number.

Dilapidated, cold and gloomy, like a black hole full of negative energy.

It has clearly listened to the most sincere and humble prayers of human beings, but it only regards those vague expectations as nutrients, and wears down their limited will little by little, in exchange for infinite fatigue and despair.

To be or not to be?

For some, that's not even good enough to be called a problem.

Du Yu's thoughts were chaotic, and Qi Hongxia's calmness and madness bounced back and forth in his mind, like a TV with only two frames.

Between advance and retreat, it is completely opposite.

But is it really the opposite?Du Yu didn't know.

It's just that when he looked at Lu Yinke's lonely and boring side face with cold lines, a greater sadness, even pity, couldn't help but filled his heart.

He felt powerless just watching from the sidelines, let alone being in the middle of the game?

He sighed and put his hand into the other's pocket, in exchange for a silent but warm return grip.

"Are you still in a bad mood? You haven't talked much since you came back from the nursing home."

After clearing away the dishes, Lu Yinke lay flat on the shiny black leather sofa.He covered his eyes with his arms, only showing his tall nose bridge, and the warm wind gently blew his messy hair.

"Tired? Do you want to go to sleep?" Du Yu sat beside him, "Or I'll drink some wine with you, and just celebrate the new year?"

Lu Yinke moved his arms, opened his lips and teeth slightly, and slowly squinted at him: "Are you celebrating the New Year with me?"

"Who are you accompanying? Accompany me? Is this me?" He chuckled softly, "Du Yu, to be honest, aren't you afraid of me? After seeing what happened today, aren't you afraid of me?"

Du Yu lowered his eyes and stared at him for a few seconds, then stood up without saying a word, found two bottles of beer that were still intact from yesterday's messy pile of wine, pulled them away, and threw the remote control on him.

"I want to watch the Spring Festival Gala," he hummed a few syllables vaguely, "I can't turn on your TV."

Lu Yinke glanced at him with a complicated expression, but still turned on the projector above his head in silence, and a colorful field of light suddenly appeared on the gray wall in front of him.

"This year is still the format of the main and sub-venues, and many recently well-known actors have attended."

"Do you like Deyun Society? This cross talk is much more interesting than last year."

"Ah, I like this actress. I didn't listen carefully yesterday. I didn't expect her to sing so well."

"Hey, this, this, please take a good look. This sketch is the funniest one in my opinion. You can see how flexible her eyebrows are."

The programs passed one by one, Du Yu said a lot, but Lu Yinke didn't respond to a word.

Du Yu's forced smile became a little sour, he pursed his lips, pretended to calmly take the can from Lu Yinke's hand and shook it.

"You've finished drinking, so I'll get you another can?"

"Forget it, Du Yu, don't be too busy." Lu Yinke finally said listlessly, "I've worked hard for you today, but you should go home early."

"What, you want to drive me away again? I really want to spend the New Year with you." Du Yu dropped the jar and simply started to tease him, "Then I am so miserable, I am definitely the worst guest ever. Not being allowed to drive away, but also to work as a babysitter part-time, the journey is all at your own expense, and the spirit has been severely injured, it really hurts people."

The corners of Lu Yinke's lips curled up in satisfaction: "Then you are quite miserable."

"That's why I was wondering, what made you dislike me so much." Du Yu squeezed him into the sofa, and forced him to lie down too, "But I promise you, I'll leave if the reasons are reasonable enough."

They were so close that they could hear each other's breathing.Uncharacteristically, Lu Yinke didn't embrace him, but crossed his hands and rubbed his nails restlessly.

"I'm afraid," he said quietly after a long time, "Why aren't you afraid?"

"Who are you afraid of? Are you afraid of you? Just because you got angry with your mother today?" Du Yu was thoughtful, "You have been asking me since the beginning if I am afraid. I don't quite understand. What exactly are you trying to express?"

"Don't you understand? I think you understand, and I always feel that you understand everything." He rubbed his nails faster and faster, obviously struggling with something.

"You already guessed it, right? I chatted with you on that app called 'Talk to Me', and you should know who I am."

"Tell me?" Du Yu dazed for a moment, "Yes, if you are 'I'm so handsome', then I really thought about it... But how do you know that the person you're chatting with is me?" He thought Thinking, "Because of the screen name?"

"This is indeed the beginning, but the main reason is that this software was developed by our team." Lu Yinke's tone was light, as if what he said was a matter of course, "So I knew it was you from the very beginning."

Now Du Yu was really surprised.

He thought that as long as he didn't expose it, this secret could be sealed forever, but he never thought that the other party would know his identity long ago, and all the things that happened in the past became a little confusing.

"Then you... did you match me by chance or by necessity?"

"This, it's really a coincidence. I searched the database purely because I thought your username was familiar. It's fate." Lu Yinke argued, "You see, it's my birthday that day. I tried it, but I didn’t expect it to be…”

He couldn't go on.

"So what?" Du Yu asked.

"So I'm scared." He circled back suddenly, "and you know what I'm scared of."

The ceiling was white, as white as snow.

Du Yu stared at it silently for a long time, and finally closed his eyes lightly.

"I know."

He didn't expect that Lu Yinke would take off his carefully painted skin in front of him, and show him the most vicious and ugly patched side with his own hands.

No wonder he asked him if he was afraid.

"You know, you know..." He smiled melancholy again, contradicting himself and denying the answer he said just now, "No, you don't know. It's the side you don't know that scares me .”

Du Yu turned his head puzzled.

"You asked me before, how did I get the scar on my eyebrows, I didn't dare to tell you then, and I don't dare to tell you now."

"Because I smashed it out with a wine bottle and caused it myself."

"...What?" Du Yu was stunned.

"Look, you've already been scared by me now, so how dare I continue to talk about it." He sighed as expected, "I'll continue talking about the morning part."

"My personality was the exact opposite of yours when I was young. I was not lively at all, and I was even a little introverted."

"My father is busy with work and doesn't care about me at all. My mother also ignores me and only gives me to the nanny to take care of me. So I was brought up by the nanny until I went to kindergarten."

"I can't remember many things when I was a child. The only thing I remember is that my dad would occasionally beat my mom in the dark night, and my mom would order me and torture me in different ways to vent Some anger she dared not speak of."

"It was only occasionally, and the days were peaceful, but everything changed when I was about to enter junior high school."

"My dad's company was engaged in import and export trade with Russia. At that time, it was doing smoothly, and it was only one step away from the public offering plan. He was very busy at that time, and often lived directly in the office for several days Here, our family has lived a peaceful life because of this.”

"But one day, he came back suddenly. He smelled of alcohol, and as soon as he entered the door, he dragged my mother into a corner and started beating and kicking her."

"That was the beginning of the nightmare."

"This kind of life lasted for a long time, so long that he became alcohol dependent and alcoholic."

"Every time he finishes drinking, he will start domestic violence, just like a cult ritual. And it's strange, he doesn't beat me, only my mother, and he only beats her."

"It was only later that I found out that his mutation was all due to the decline of his career."

"At the critical moment when they started raising funds, an internal senior executive published all their financial fraud data on the Internet, and dragged down the audit firm. And that senior executive happened to be my mother's high school classmate. "

"It was an era when the Internet was only developed, and news spread quickly. All investment companies withdrew their funds the moment they heard the news, and going public was even more nonsense."

"The negative impact of this incident has lasted for a long time. The company has been losing money year after year, and the company that was about to go public was on the verge of bankruptcy."

"But what really gave my dad a fatal blow was that the company he founded could only survive by merging in the end, and it was merged by his rival company when he was in full swing. What's more ironic is that it was not a holding merger. It was a merger by absorption. His company immediately ceased to have legal person status, and became its largest subsidiary with the bronze medal of the rival company. My dad was transferred to the headquarters, and changed from Mr. Lu to Manager Lu. .”

"Do you know what this is equivalent to a person who regards his career as his life? It is equivalent to raising a child with all your heart and soul, and watching him grow from a baby to a promising young man. It's time, but suddenly he was plotted against by his deadly enemy, and he also legally transferred the child to his own name through legal means, and finally raised his old man, and the child can only be called your godfather."

"But in my opinion, he deserves what he deserves. Which company doesn't make fraudulent accounts? How come it's him? Qi Hongxia is such a stupid woman. I think this matter has wronged her."

Lu Yinke sneered.

"That's it, so far, the company's life is easy, but our life is beginning to be sad. After all, a man has lost his life, so what else should we worry about?"

"My scar is from the first day of junior high school."

"When I went home that day, I saw Qi Hongxia silently rubbing iodine on herself. I wanted to ignore the past, but I still couldn't help being mean."

"I stood at the door of the room and asked her again why she didn't divorce that man until now."

"She said that the man has not cut off her source of income, as long as she can bear it, she can live on, and if she really leaves, where can she go?"

"This is the answer I expected. It is no longer disappointing, but just sad."

"But just as I was about to leave, she sighed vaguely and said softly that she didn't want to live like this anymore."

"That night, my dad was drinking again. The sound of the bottle breaking, the sound of the tables and chairs colliding, the sound of the belt breaking the wind and her crying, resounded in every corner of the house together, ringing, vibrating, fragmented .”

"Maybe the math problem was too difficult that day, or it might be that I had an unpleasant encounter with someone at school. In short, I was upset, and suddenly felt that this kind of life was really meaningless, so I opened the door and went out."

"I saw her curled up in the corner, with streaks of blood spattered around her mouth, and my dad was about to knock on it with a wine bottle."

"I didn't know what was wrong with me at the time. I couldn't control my hands and feet. I was probably stunned. I was controlled by someone, and I rushed up without thinking."

"I frantically pulled the bottle out of his hand and slammed it into myself."

"The wine bottle was broken, and I smashed the rest on the ground. The scarlet blood dripped drop by drop, and flowed through my eyes, but I didn't cry."

"It's very inexplicable. I looked at my mother's frightened and panicked eyes, and saw my father's moment of clarity after the shock, and suddenly felt a little relieved."

"The room finally quieted down. I was very happy, and my heart was very peaceful. I smiled at them, and suddenly thought of the solution to the problem, and I was going to go back to my room to finish the rest of my homework."

"But when I woke up again, I found myself lying on a hospital bed with my mother next to me."

"But do you know? When she saw me wake up, the first words she said were not concerned about me, not thanking me, but accusing me."

"She blamed me for not meddling in my own business, which made my dad think she said something to me, which made me want to commit suicide and beat her even harder."

"I was amused by her, and suddenly felt a little lucky. Fortunately, I didn't really die in such an unknown way. Otherwise, there would be no one who could sincerely mourn me. Wouldn't it be a big loss."

As he talked, he laughed again, as if it was a funny thing that would always make him laugh.

Du Yu sat up following his narration, and he looked at the white mark between the brows of the other party, feeling extremely painful in his heart.

He wanted to reach out to caress, but someone grabbed his wrist halfway and pushed him back mercilessly.

"Don't be sympathetic, my story is not over yet." He shook his head.

"Do you know why Qi Hongxia keeps telling me I'm sorry and wants my forgiveness?"

"Because she felt that she treated you badly before?"

"Wow, then you really overestimated her." There was still a decadent smile on the corner of Lu Yinke's mouth, "Because she stabbed me."

"But do you know why I don't care about it?"

His smile gradually became absent-minded.

"Because I stabbed her too."

"It's just that she forgot."

He opened his clothes, and there was a dark brown scar nearly five centimeters long on the side of the waist that Qi Hongxia desperately grabbed in the afternoon.Its incision was smooth, but the edge was dented inward by the stitches, and it was impossible to know how deep the tendon was severed.

Du Yu never dared to look at his body carefully, and he avoided it every time. In addition, the place was remote, so he never paid attention to it.

He drooped his eyelashes uncomfortably.

"Look, don't you also show this expression?" Lu Yinke raised his hand to wipe his cheek, "Some fears can't be stopped."

"What the hell is...?" Du Yu asked in a low voice.

"What else can happen?" Lu Yinke patted him flirtatiously, "She's sick."

"But I did it on purpose." He said viciously.

"How should I put it? In fact, when I was in high school, she began to show signs of schizophrenia. She just talked to herself in the early stage. I'm used to it, so I don't bother to care about her."

"But one day when I got home, I suddenly found that the house was turned into a mess. The coffee table was overturned, the glass was broken all over the floor, and even the landscape paintings on my dad's wall were torn apart, and they fell all over the ground."

"I thought it was a thief in the house, so I took the broom by the door and checked carefully."

"But I hadn't walked halfway, when I heard rustling noises behind me. When I turned around, I saw my mother was shivering in the corner of the two sofas with a sheet on, and she was still chanting , I don’t know what to mutter about.”

"I didn't think too much about it, so I just walked over."

"I don't know if she saw me or knew who I was, but she must have seen the broom stick in my hand and knew it hurt to hit someone."

"So she pounced on me, and that's when I saw a knife shining in her hand."

"She may have called 'I'll kill you', or it may have been 'Go to hell', I can't remember exactly what it was, I just knew that I was actually stabbed, and something was following her drawing the knife The process came out together."

"So I resisted."

"She screamed, but I pinched her arms and pressed her to the ground, and her legs kept kicking. But she was too thin to make any waves. I cut her wrist with a knife, and she was scared immediately. Gotta pass out."

"I called 120 and was sent to the emergency room with her. I calmly told the doctor that she was mentally ill. This was her self-harm. The best evidence was the knife wound on my body."

"Later she was brought back to life, but never got better again. My dad felt ashamed to have a crazy wife, so he finally divorced her."

"She was very resistant when signing the agreement, but what's the use? My dad wanted to leave, so he tempted her with some property, so she obediently signed it. Little did she know that the money was not even enough for her medical treatment."

"Of course I followed my dad."

"Although there is no good thing on both sides, why am I not?"

"Now every time I recall it, I feel that I might have really wanted to kill her."

"Just a little bit, I'm just a little bit closer to a murder case, and it's still a serious crime of killing my mother."

"In fact, if you think about it carefully, they are not easy, and they are quite pitiful. In the end, they just want to get better in the quagmire of life. Why did they end up like this in the end? I think I probably It will be so."

"After that, I didn't want to study anymore, because I didn't know the meaning of such days."

"I am the son of a psychopath, the son of a money worshiper, the son of an alcoholic, the son of a domestic abuser, and the villain who stabbed his own mother."

"I skipped school for a year and wandered around the streets and alleys all day. I hit people and I was beaten. I retaliated and I was retaliated."

"I thought over and over again, whether I had already unconsciously and subtly approached them."

"But is this what I want? Who am I living for?"

"I really do not know."

"Du Yu, actually..." He turned his head away, "I chased you, but I never expected to fall in love with you. My upbringing tells me that I have long since lost this ability."

"I confess to you, it's true. But I don't know, I'm scared, I'm afraid I'm just greedy for your temporary warmth."

"There is no doubt that my character is lacking. I don't know what love is, and I probably don't know how to love. But I still have selfishness, and I don't want you to think that love is nothing more than that."

"And do you know..."

He stopped suddenly, and it seemed that after a long time of psychological construction, he regained the courage to speak.

"Schizophrenia is hereditary." He closed his eyes and took a deep breath, "This is something I only remembered today in the nursing home."

"At that moment, I suddenly seemed to have fallen into an ice cave. I saw Qi Hongxia's crazy expression, and for the first time, I trembled with fear."

"If one day I become like this... If I also point a knife at you, if I hurt you, then what right do I have to live? I can't even think about it."

"I'm not afraid of your jokes. In fact, I didn't care about these before. I think it's good to let nature take its course. As long as I'm not tired of living, I can do anything."

"But now, I'm afraid."

"I'm afraid I'm too selfish, I'm afraid I'm too impulsive, I'm afraid I'm a lunatic."

"This is the first time I hate myself so much."

"You follow me out of affection and trust, but what should I do if I fail you one day? What should you do? What should I do if it is irreparable?"

"I'm someone who dares to do anything to my biological mother..."

"I'm really scared..."

His breath trembled.

"But I'm not as noble as you, sacrificing myself for others... I really can't do it. This is also what scares me because I can't do anything at all."

"Especially to you."

"You are like my drug. I originally had an attitude towards you that I just tasted, and firmly believed that I could withdraw at any time. But when I tried, I found that it was completely whimsical, and I couldn't quit at all. I can't quit you even if I quit."

"And the longer I'm with you, the more I can't leave you, and the more I worry about addiction."

"I've never felt that way before."

"I obviously want to cherish you, protect you, make you happy, and do my best to treat you well. But I'm afraid that I can't even give you the sense of security that a normal person should have. Afraid."

"My mind is in a mess, two opposing views are constantly colliding, and I can't even figure out a solution."

"So I thought about it for a long time, and decided to try to alienate you first."

"But you came, but you came, so I said that you really shouldn't come."

"Because as soon as you came, I found that my self-control was so vulnerable that it was useless. No matter how much rationality was holding it, it could collapse in an instant."

"I can't fucking alienate you. As long as I see you, I can't resist the urge to have you."

"Yes, I admit, I'm just a worthless piece of shit, the scum of society. But to alienate you? I really can't fucking do it!"

The fist slammed against the table, making a huge and heavy muffled sound.His chest rose and fell rapidly, and it took a long time to calm down.

"Let's do it, let's do it." The ferocious beast retracted its fangs and tried its best to sound kind and friendly, "Now that we've finished talking, let's try again at the end. After all, you didn't know and you didn't have the right to choose." , I can't blame you."

"But now, run away while I'm still rational, and I will never chase you."

He stiffly pulled a messy blanket over the sofa, struggling to bundle himself in.

"Otherwise, I'm afraid, you won't have another chance in the future."

The light cast a shadow on his body lying on his side, and he breathed quietly, waiting for the judgment to come.

Du Yu sat beside him, seemingly thinking.

But the longer he thinks about it, the more he suffers, the more and more that desire that should not be extravagant is expanded, and it becomes more and more difficult to compress it back.

After 1 minute, the sofa shook, and the feeling of being stared at disappeared.

Du Yu left.

He closed the door and left.

The sound of the door lock snapping was so loud, it seemed like Lu Yinke's shrunken heart was crushed.

He couldn't accept it, and waited for a few seconds without moving, only to find that the other party had really left, and only the noise of the Spring Festival Gala remained in the empty house.

He quickly sat up from the sofa, and frantically touched the residual warmth next to him.He squeezed the depression, resisting to prevent him from transforming back, as if this would leave a proof of Du Yu's presence.

Can't chase, can't chase, can't chase, can't chase.

It's for his own good.

It's for his own good...

He took a deep breath and forced himself to stare at the Spring Festival Gala projected out.

Why are they smiling so happily?

Are you laughing at him?

Are they even going to laugh at him?

How could Du Yu leave so easily?

So it turns out that he only likes him to this extent? !

Is he afraid?

Why should he be afraid of him?

How could he be really afraid of him? !

It doesn't matter what others think of him in this world, only Du Yu can't!

Damn it, why on earth is he swearing, saying so much about what he has? !

Wouldn't it be nice to lie a little longer?

Is it not good?

Is it not good?

Is it not good?

He gnawed on his nails.

Should have been downstairs, right?Should have been out of the district, right?You should have gotten in the car and left, right?

He should have been unable to catch up, right?

He definitely can't catch up.

He finally tore off the blanket in a hurry, staggered, and quickly chased out without hesitation.

If you can't catch it, it's fine, if you can catch it...

If you can catch up...

Just watched him leave.

He forcefully opened the anti-theft door and was about to rush to the stairs. He had already stepped out with his front foot, but he bumped into a vague figure in the darkness standing with his pockets in his head.

He was so familiar with the outline of that person, that even if he died, he would engrave it in his mind and bring it to the grave.

"It's so cold, why did it take so long to open the door?" The man gasped, the tip of his nose was covered with powder, "I went out and called Du You, you are in a hurry."

Lu Yinke stared at him blankly, just like the scene in the morning.

But not the same.

Because without permission, Du Yu arrogantly pushed him away and walked into the room. He was familiarly wrapped in a blanket and rolled into the sofa, yawning quietly.

"Come and sit, what are you doing there?"

Lu Yinke finally came back to his senses, but he was not too excited, but seriously frowned.

"Du Yu, do you know the seriousness of the problem?" He closed the door, "There is no way out for you to make such a choice, and I may really hurt you in the future, so don't be willful."

"Then why are you closing the door? Is it me or you who will be wayward?" Du Yu looked at him lazily, "What am I? Is it a pet that you call and go? It's gone, the unhappy one is You; if you don't leave, you are the one who is unhappy. Is there nothing you can do to make you happier? Why are you so difficult to serve?"

Lu Yinke stood leaning against the door without saying a word, his expression unclear.

Is your choice really right?

Du Yu actually didn't know.

But is there really so much right and wrong in this world?If you don't try, what is right or wrong?If there is no result, how to distinguish?

No one knows what the future holds.

He sighed.

"Lu Yinke," he finally opened his mouth, and stopped him with a soft voice like a kitten, scratching the blanket and shivering weakly, "I'm cold."

"Come here and hug me, okay? I'm really cold."

Lu Yinke moved, but hesitated and did not come.

"It was my fault. I stopped arguing with you. I shouldn't have teased you." He rubbed the sofa uncomfortably, "Then why don't you kiss me?"

Lu Yinke closed his eyes fiercely, "Du Yu, it's really unnecessary...do you know what you're talking about?"

Du Yu's expression changed a few times, but he finally calmed down, and he sat up calmly.

"Enough, I'm bored, I know what I'm talking about, but are you coming or not?" He raised his chin and smiled arrogantly, "It's the master's negligence if he can't lead his own dog. , but I will hold you because you are my puppy."

Lu Yinke's eyes suddenly lifted up, and the beast's minions had grabbed the prey's throat at some point.

Du Yu's heart suddenly skipped a beat, and the forceful words instantly turned into a coy murmur, "Also, don't you...don't you always want...to hug me? If this can give you a sense of security, then...I agree gone."

At this moment, Lu Yinke no longer had any reason to tie him down, his rope was untied, only because of that person's unconditional trust in him.

He walked with chaotic steps, and his fiery emotions rushed to his limbs like a flood that broke a bank.

"Yes, I am yours, I am, and I will always be yours."

He knelt down, took Du Yu's finger, put it on his lips carefully and carefully, and kissed his wrist tremblingly.

"But is it really possible?" His voice was dry, "At least in this matter, I don't want to force you..."

Du Yu shook his head, and pulled him to sit on the sofa.

He gently supported Lu Yinke's chin, and pressed a light kiss on his lips.

"Hold me, hug me." He rubbed his thumb against the red eye corners of the other party, "My puppy."

It was like an order with an aphrodisiac effect, Lu Yinke pressed his palm down on the sofa in the next moment, bit his lips fiercely, sucked from the lower lip to the upper lip, mixing the scorching air into each other In the breathing, blending, entanglement.

Du Yu opened his mouth, responded clumsily, touched his lips lightly, played with the soft and flexible tip of his tongue, and panted quickly.

Lu Yinke couldn't wait to take off his clothes, his palms were so dry and empty that it was unbearable to scratch his heart, so he simply reached into his shirt and put his hands on it, the contact between the palm and the skin made him feel so comfortable that his heart trembled.

His hands were not cold, but they were still slightly colder than his body wrapped in layers of clothing.The moment the skin was attached, Du Yu shivered from the cold, and his lower abdomen concaved into a shallow arc as he inhaled.

"Hiss - I haven't taken a shower yet!" He pressed the opponent's hand in a panic, and a layer of mist filled his eyes.

Lu Yinke tilted his head to look at him, with stubborn black eyes: "Are you going to run away?"

"I didn't," he said, his heart beating fast, "but..."

"Okay, then take a bath. I'll listen to you. I'll drain the water." Lu Yinke stretched out his tongue and licked the corner of his lips eagerly, "You can't escape anyway."

Lu Yinke held Du Yu in his arms, and kissed down his graceful neck.

Du Yu, who was soaked in water, was really pretty, his peach blossom eyes were soggy, and his black eyelashes were steamed by the steam, turning into a small fan with water droplets on his face.The water droplets are small, hanging on the eyelashes with crystals, jumping up and down with the flutter of the small fan, but they just can't fall.

Almost all of his joints were stained a faint crimson by the slightly scalding warm water, ankles, knees, shoulders, elbows... Every part was so delicate that one couldn't restrain the desire to play with it.

He leaned on Lu Yinke's broad chest and listened to his restless heartbeat, behind his buttocks was the penis that was a little swollen.Lu Yinke didn't seem to be planning to do it in the bathtub, but he still seemed to rub the spine that raised his tail with that part, causing a numb shudder.

It was the first time for him to expose himself so nakedly under Lu Yinke's eyes, even though he had already tightened his knees, he was still uneasy, like a clam that refused to open its shell.

Lu Yinke's eyes were full of emotions that couldn't be resolved, as if he just opened them up a little bit, that person would be able to tear him apart completely along the seam at the cost of cutting his fingers. , Eat it up and wipe it clean until no corner will belong to you again.

Du Yu's chin was raised by Lu Yinke, and he turned half of his face to kiss him.His other hand was groping upwards slowly along the line of Du Yu's waist and abdomen, rubbing his palm vigorously, exploring, and finally stopped on his chest.

Lu Yinke's palm had calluses, but it was no longer so rough because it was wet with water.When he pinched Du Yu's tender nipples with two fingers, Du Yu trembled in a daze.

"Don't pinch!" He exclaimed in a low nasal voice.

"Do you feel it?" Lu Yinke stretched out his tongue to wrap his earlobe into his mouth, gently held it with his teeth, and licked it carefully.

"I... I am a man..."

Du Yu's cheeks were burning hot, his ears were burning red, Lu Yinke's lips and teeth moved, and every time the root of his tongue rubbed against the wall of his mouth, he could make a sticky and lewd lip smacking sound, feeling intoxicated like tasting a delicacy.

"Who said men can't do it?"

With a movement of his wrist, Du Yu had no choice but to face him.

He suppressed his pulse and the desire that was already on the rise, took a deep look at Du Yu, spread his five fingers against his back, lowered his head and sucked his nipples.

Du Yu couldn't help humming softly as the tip of his warm and slippery tongue brushed against his soft front end. He pushed his shoulder up with his hands in refusal, but was led to another place.

Lu Yinke's penis was already half-hard, but the moment he felt Du Yu's fingertips, it suddenly stood up, obediently tilting his head up and waiting for his touch.

"Do you remember how much it likes you?" Du Yu's nipples had already been hardened by Lu Yinke's mouth, and Lu Yinke pressed them in circles like small bumps, "But I like you more than it does."

Du Yu's right hand had unconsciously hooked Lu Yinke's neck, rubbing his shoulder and back moistly and confusedly.

"Are you stupid or not, this is better than..." He whimpered, "Stop licking..."

"But I hope you can like it as much as you like me, but it doesn't matter if you like it more, I'll be jealous." Lu Yinke finally let go of Du Yu's bloodshot little tip, and rubbed his nose against his cheek in satisfaction , "Honey... let's go to bed, I really