tell me

——I recently had a crush. I used to think that he also liked me. He would occasionally look in my direction during class or something. I was very conceited and thought it was a two-way crush.It wasn't until he made an official announcement in Moments a few days ago that I realized it was just my wishful thinking.The most important thing is that I didn't even dare to add him on WeChat. This news was told to me by my friend, so it's ironic.

——First of all, I hope you will not be too sad. If it is already an established fact, then bless him.Secondly, I hope you can cherish this sour memory, because your emotions will gradually fade in the future life.So whether it is a momentary throbbing or a real sinking, it is worth remembering.In the end, don't be discouraged, he is not the person you are looking for.Just be patient, one day the person you love and who loves you will come running to you.

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In the cool room, Huang Haixin lay on the bed with one arm outstretched, dangling from side to side boredly.

"I said Du Yu, you really don't want to have a drink with us? It's hard to get past the end of the term! To save face, we invite you!"

Du Yu was stuffing the folded clothes into an old suitcase with frayed edges, "No, you guys go. Du You will be in her third year of high school soon, and I promise to go back to spend more time with her."

"Just one night! You can leave tomorrow, look at how strong the sun is outside now." Huang Haixin muttered, "Besides, you have to go to teach in a few days, how can you spend so much time with her?"

"It's precisely because I don't have time that I have to squeeze time. One more day is a day." Du Yu still shook his head, as stubborn as a bull.

"Okay, okay, I know you don't love anyone except your sister." Huang Haixin turned over with a sleepy expression, and hummed to the wall thoughtfully.

"The person I love already has a lover. From their eyes, it shows that I can't..."

"It's ugly." Du Yu closed the suitcase heavily and automatically blocked the annoying sound of scolding.

He opened the door and walked to the balcony.

The mottled glass can no longer resist the cicadas singing in July. Familiar but unfamiliar bells can be faintly heard from the teaching building in the distance. In midsummer, the condensed water of the air conditioner falls on the grass below, tick-tock-tick-tick-like rain .

The sunlight casts a blurred silhouette through the screen window, and the tiny dust in the air wanders aimlessly in this bright light beam, which is mysterious and willful.

He retreated to the dormitory, and the hot air that had climbed up his body was dispelled by the bursts of cool air.

Even though he knew that he couldn't be greedy for this comfort, he still stood in the air for a long time.

In order to make it easier for Du You to go to school, Du Yu rented a room of about ten square meters in the urban area. It was on the first floor of a three-story villa. For the head of the household, it was only a basement if rounded up.

The head of the household of the villa was born in the countryside, and made a name for himself by relying on his own business.

Du Yu went to his shop when he lost his parents, and when he found him, he immediately asked if he accepted child labor.Although he resolutely rejected the boy who was only in his early ten years old at that time, he couldn't help asking why because of the boy's bright and stubborn eyes.

After learning about what happened to them, he immediately decided to rent the vacant room to them. Not only did he only charge a nominal rent of [-] per month, but he often called the siblings to eat with them.

The head of the household has a son named Cui Nanzhe, who is two years older than Du You. Because he usually goes to school in other places and cannot go home often, the two empty-nest middle-aged people treat Du You as their own daughter more and more, and take her with them every now and then. go out and play.

Although Du Yu had taught her many times not to accept the benefactor's kindness casually, Du You would still collect things indiscriminately occasionally.But Du Yu knew that his sister was really likable, and the head of the household and his wife looked at Du You with kindness.In addition, Du You would buy some supplements and send them back to other people's homes every once in a while, so there was nothing wrong with it on the whole.

And to be honest, Du Yu was also reluctant to let his sister live in a closed and loveless environment.Thinking of the little Du You always holding his hand and obediently following behind him, Du Yu's heart felt like an inflamed wound, sore and painful.

He dragged the box to turn on the light, stepped over the mattress and opened the window.

It was already evening when I came out of school, and it took about two and a half hours to drive back here.Du Yu poked his head out of the window to look at the sky, and reckoned that it was time to pick up Du You for his study next night.

She should be very surprised to see herself, thinking of this, he couldn't help humming a few words softly, but the clear singing stopped abruptly after going out.

Stepping into the street, the evening wind blew his clothes, his soft and fine hair stood up and fell down in the wind, and stood up again when lying down.

The street lamps on the side of the street were not very bright, but they still attracted many flying insects that rushed to the fire. They hit the round hollow lampshade, making a small and dull sound.The advertising lights of the shops on both sides were flashing with various lights. A shop called "Chicken King and Phoenix Claws" only had "a few claws of bird soil" left, which seemed to have no appetite.

A group of students wearing the school uniform of N Middle School rode their bicycles talking and laughing loudly, chasing each other and speeding past Du Yu, creating a cloud of dust.

School is over already?Then he might not be able to wait for her.

Du Yu stood hesitantly on the side of the road for a while, and finally decided to walk to the school from the opposite street first. If he was lucky, he might meet him halfway.

The school was getting closer, but Du Yu didn't even see the girl.Just when he was wondering how the little girl could run so fast, he vaguely heard Du You's shout.

"Brother!" the voice shouted, "Du Yu!"

Du Yu walked a few steps forward, just in time to see Du You calling him in a dark corner with no lights.

"Why did you come here? It's dark here and there's no light at all." Du Yu walked over to hold her hand.

Du You quickly put her hands behind her back: "No, I was harassed and dragged here by hooligans just now." She saw her brother withdraw his hands listlessly, "It was this brother who helped me drive those people away."

Du You is actually a black belt in Taekwondo. When he was a child, Du Yu was afraid that she would be bullied, so he specially saved money to enroll her in classes, so he was not often worried.

but……

Only then did Du Yu notice that there was someone behind her.The guy still clasped Du You's shoulder with one hand, and propped the other hand against the wall, with his head hanging low.

"I said, thank you for helping my sister just now, but can you please put your hand away?" Du Yu's voice was muffled, and he couldn't tell which was more anger or jealousy.

"Ah?" The man raised his head as if he had just woken up, his eyes were still swollen and squinted because of fear of light, "I don't know what you're talking about... is it this golden hand or this silver hand? "

Du Yu looked at the familiar scar, clenched and loosened the hand hanging by his side, let go and held it, and finally couldn't bear it anymore, stepped forward and patted the cheap paw on Du You's shoulder away.

As soon as he slapped that person away, he fell forward. Du You hurriedly supported half of his body.

"Brother, what are you doing! This person has helped me!"

"How can a drunkard help you? Do you play drunken punches?" Du Yu patted Du You to signal her to go away, "I'll do it."

He put the drunkard's arm on his shoulder with one hand, and the other hand wrapped around his waist from behind, through the loose short sleeves, lean and warm.

"Can you go?"

The drunk man slumped on him, "I have... legs and can walk."

"What a fart," Du Yu staggered and said a foul word, "Lu Yinke, you're just fucking pretending."

The drunkard shook his index finger.

"No, no, no," he burped, "I really drank too much."

Du Yu smelled the intoxicating smell of alcohol and wanted to throw Lu Yinke to the ground directly. It would be even better if he could rot him into a puddle of mud.

"Where is your home? I'll take you back."

Lu Yinke remained silent for a long time, until Du Yu kicked his calf before he uttered two words: "Forgot."

Every time he meets him, there must be nothing good, Du Yu is so angry that his teeth itch.

"You go back first, I'll take him home." Du Yu turned his head and raised his chin to Du You.

"It's done, I'm not a child anymore," Du You tilted his head, "Do you know each other?"

"It's not acquaintance, nodding..."

Before Du Yu finished speaking, he felt a few strong pats on the shoulder, and he almost fell down again.

"Family! I'm familiar with your brother! I've always liked your brother!" The drunkard couldn't control his volume, causing Du Yu's ears to buzz, "I didn't expect you... to be his sister, what a coincidence. Sure enough. You still have to do good deeds in life...hehe."

Du You raised her eyebrows and looked at her brother with a delicate expression.

"Brother, is there anyone else who can like you besides me?" She pretended to be deep and stepped forward to pat her brother's untouched shoulder, "It's not easy, just do it and cherish it, don't let him down."

"I wish you happiness."

The drunkard raised his head and smiled cheerfully at her: "Thank you."

"I'll take you to... the amusement park in two days, okay? I'll send a message to... your brother." He waved to her, and shouted as if he suddenly thought of a good idea, licking his tongue Not straight.

Hearing Du You's cheers, Du Yu took a deep breath and said two words: "Go home."

The moment Du You disappeared around the corner, Du Yu threw Lu Yinke to the ground ruthlessly.

"Stop pretending, get up."

Lu Yinke didn't mind either, lazily turned over, looked up at the dark blue curtain lacking stars and muttered to himself.

"In the past...my dad often said this too." He slowly raised his arm, looking for the rare light through the gaps between his five fingers, "Then I couldn't speak anymore, he just held me...forcibly It's just a small thing to drag me up again... dislocation."

Du Yu couldn't hear him talking to himself clearly, he could only see him lowering his arm again.

"Hey, are you really drunk?" He knelt down.

"Well, I can't drink enough... one of the shortcomings." Lu Yinke closed his eyes, "I don't want to drink, but they insist on feeding me... and they have to save face. They are brothers, and we will get along with each other in the future..."

"Actually, I really envy you...you look like you can do whatever you want." He chuckled softly.

Du Yu frowned, is it easy for people to become talkative when they drink too much?

"Where is your home? Get up, and I'll pull you." He stood up and looked down at the people on the ground, "It's easy to catch a cold."

Lu Yinke lazily raised one arm to support half of his body, the light shone into his eyes, showing a bit of frivolity and cynicalism.

"Chairman Du is too gentle, right? You always give me... so many surprises."

"No," Du Yu turned his head away, his voice was as hard as a rock, "It's just a simple thank you."