tell me

A corner of Simmons collapsed softly, and someone lightly touched the bed.

Is it Lu Yinke?

But isn't he drunk?

Or maybe you can only do it when you're drunk.

But is he drunk?

The pillow didn't sag much, and the man just lay on his side not far away, seeming to be well-behaved.

Although the rules are in place, Du Yu knows that this does not conflict with him being watched all the time.

It is the gaze that can be felt even without opening the eyes.

Not naked but probing, the kind of gaze carved in the mind should be transcribed with eyebrows, eyes, nose and lips.

Although he couldn't see it, but through the man's steady and even breathing, he vaguely felt that he was calm.

He may not be drunk.

Du Yu tried his best to pretend that he was fast asleep, even his eyes started to imitate the movement of falling asleep.

Tired, both muscular and mental.

He seemed to feel that he was afraid.

But why should he be afraid?

The other party is obviously just a college student of the same age as him. Although he occasionally says some strange things and sometimes makes a move, he is also his friend.

So why should he be afraid?

"Hey, stop pretending, I know you're not asleep." The voice sounded quietly in the quiet night, the exhaled breath was soft and coaxing, with the magic power of bewitching, "Du Yu, open your eyes and look at me. "

Du Yu pretended not to hear, and continued to immerse himself in sweet dreams.

"Look at me," he continued, "pretend I'm going to kiss you."

The man's deep voice was actually quite hypnotic, but it was a pity that Du Yu was already awake.The more he wakes up, the more flustered he becomes, and the more flustered he becomes, the more sober he becomes.Not to mention sleeping, he could even rush out the door if conditions permit.

But no matter how much he pretends on the surface, there will always be some physiological reactions that cannot be contained.

Like a heartbeat like a drum.

He pretended to turn over naturally so that his heart could be further away from the bed.In order to distract Lu Yinke's attention, he even dropped his face and smacked his lips pretending to be content.

"Really asleep?"

Fortunately, the man not only had no doubts, but also laughed.Laughter was suppressed in the nasal cavity, but flooded in the night, "Still smacking your lips?"

Okay, Lu Yinke is pretending.

Hard hammered.

In fact, he should have seen it earlier, after all, he hadn't stuttered when he vomited last time.

But today I stuttered but didn't vomit.

The acting is quite similar, not being an actor is really a loss for the showbiz.

Fuck it.

What does he want to do?

After confirming that Du Yu was really asleep, Lu Yinke no longer restrained himself as before.The pillow finally fell, and the hot breath hit the cheeks of both sides.

The soft touch on the waist was replaced by firm and strong arms, perhaps because he was afraid of waking up the sleeping person, he deliberately lightened his strength, bringing a part or two of indistinguishable tenderness.

"You still dare to come to my house." As if he was certain that Du Yu would never wake up, he began to mutter, "You all know that I have something wrong with you."

Sorry, there will never be a next time.

"Damn it, I hate you so much," he blamed, "you won't contact me for a month."

You didn't contact me either.

"Because of the words you said to me in the bathroom, I was depressed for a whole month. I didn't think about eating and drinking, and I even performed supernormally in the game. Unfortunately, I lost."

Don't blame others for your poor skills.

"Ah, I really hate you to death! I hate you, I hate you, I hate you."

Then don't put me on speed dial.

"Are you saying you have to compensate me?"

I also compensate you, based on your performance tonight, it would be good if you don't knock your head off.

When he said something, Du Yu would slander him.

Du Yu felt that he might still be drunk, but it wasn't too serious, just reached the point of excitement.

Except for putting his arm on his body at first, he didn't do anything out of the ordinary, just kept nagging his mother-in-law on the sidelines.

The nagging is all about trivial and trivial things, mostly complaints, and secondly, occasionally talking about what he saw and heard on the way to the game, presenting it as if it were an interesting story.The extremely fine ones are like sand when held in the hand, they keep shaking and falling down with the change of breath, and they are scattered on the ground lightly.

The temperature of the skin seems to be transmitted to the body through the fabric.Instead of the expected disgust, Du Yu found that he felt a kind of long-term peace of mind under the vague pressure.

How long has it been since the last time someone hugged her so gently?ten years?Maybe not only.

He had long forgotten what kind of warmth it was, a kind of warmth that he never dared to reach again no matter what.

The heartbeat eased, and a heart beat steadily and fieryly in the chest cavity.

Sleepiness surrounded him with the thick night, and someone whispered outside the airtight fence.

Just sleep like this, and sleep well.

Lu Yinke's account will be settled with him tomorrow.

He was so tired.

too tired.

"Actually, I didn't have dinner with my friends today. The person who called you was caught by me on the road." The voice that had been silent for a long time finally continued, but it was too far away to reach Du Yu's ears, "I Went to the bar."

"It's gay."

"But I'm not gay, because I didn't feel anything but disgusting in that scene."

"But when I look at them, all I think about is you."

"I haven't experienced this feeling before, and I don't know how to describe it. But I just feel empty in my heart, as if something is missing, and I feel out of my mind every day."

"Actually, I didn't feel that I was thinking about you at all, and I also felt that it was impossible for me to miss you, but I just often felt dazed for no reason."

"during break."

"When busy."

"Even when playing."

"When you are in a daze, there should be nothing. It's just a spiritual self-escape. But when they come back after traveling around, they are all full of thoughts about you."

"From then on, I didn't dare to be in a daze anymore, and I just forced myself to be busy, busy, and busy."

"But they are like coughs. No matter how carefully I control them, they are in vain until they become sick."

Perhaps it was because of his lack of sense of reality, but he finally increased the strength in his hand, and it felt good to circle the real thing.

"Maybe thinking about you has become a habit, so much so that I can't even notice it, leaving only more empty depression."

"Actually, I hate this feeling, because I can't grasp anything. It seems that I have no other way to see you except thinking of you." His voice gradually deepened, "No matter where you are, you are a cruel person, You won't even enter my dreams."

"...but is it you who don't let me dream, or is it that I can't dream of you?"

"Hey, Du Yu. Is this feeling called liking?"

"If that's the case, then I...maybe I like you."

"But I can't be sure, after all, it came too unsubstantiated and without speculation."

"I can't even hope it exists."

"It's just that if one day, you are with someone else, I will definitely not be able to pretend to keep smiling."

"...But you seem to attach great importance to the relationship of friends, I don't understand."

"In the final analysis, friends don't just get together when they are happy, make noise when they get together, and leave when there is noise. Once there is a conflict of interest, they only think about themselves."

"I don't want to be nice to them. I don't have value for what I give and I rarely get anything in return."

"But I want to be nice to you."

"I just want to be nice to you."

"But maybe I'm too greedy, and I just want you to treat me well."

"Is this a kind of liking?"

"Or do you just want to have it?"

"Ha, but even if I tell you, you will definitely refuse."

"I really don't know what to do."

"Du Yu, don't sleep, tell me what I should do."

"Can you not refuse me?"

"Ah, so annoying."

"I'm so restless."

"Even when that woman was in the hospital, I never felt so anxious."

"It seems that the lack of emotion is also very good."

"Damn it, then keep missing it for me, why are you tempted?"

"Which thing I did not do well enough to get your approval?"

"Or am I just a failure and don't deserve happiness at all?"

Du Yu's long breath hit the corner of Lu Yinke's lips, so close yet far away.

"Hey, how can you sleep so carefree? Don't you think about me at all?"

"It's really selfish, Du Yu."

The weight around his waist suddenly disappeared, and his hand touched Du Yu's cheek.The thumb scraped lightly but didn't dare to use force, just like brushing the dust off the precious white porcelain.

"But I have decided not to be confused anymore, and I will declare war on you."

"Notify me in advance, I will not admit defeat easily."

"Whether it's this shitty life, this disgusting family, or you."

"Kill me."

"Then save me."

Someone's tongue wetly licked the shimmering lips under the moonlight, and the lower lip was lightly bitten, leaving traces of nostalgia.

"It's not the time yet."

"But I'll wait for you."

The warm and soft touch came from the lips, then the tip of the nose and forehead.

A few superficial kisses, but cautious like a pilgrimage.

"Good night, baby."

"I like you."

"Maybe."

It is so quiet outside the window, there are no cicadas tonight.