tell me

"The first prize winners are—I can only climb the team, the name is to get a little longer to make you breathless team, and the team of everyone but me! Let us congratulate them with the warmest applause!"

Quarrel.

"Next, we invite our guest, Academician Sun, Director of T Big Data Research Center, to present awards to our winners!"

very noisy.

"Please let us congratulate them again with a round of applause!"

Noisy.

Noisy.

Noisy.

Really noisy!

Why can't the world be fucking quiet for a while? !

"Fuck, Lu Yinke, let me tell you what's the matter with you? You were lost in your defense today, and you were stunned for such a simple question for a long time? Otherwise, this first place will definitely be ours!" Wan Peng raised his arm. Elbowed him, "Well, to be honest, we don't have to take the first place, but it's very annoying when the cooked duck flies away, you know. Besides, your state is very worrying, after all What's the matter? You're like a useless person these days."

Lu Yinke clapped weakly in the soft seat, although his eyes were fixed on the podium in front of him, his eyes were very dull, he didn't know where he was looking, or maybe he didn't look at anything at all.

"I'm fine." He propped his arms and changed his sitting position, paralyzed in a more lazy way, and his tone was also lifeless, "Sorry for delaying you these few days."

"Damn it! Forget it! It's because of you that I think your mother's criticism is outrageous!" Wan Peng whispered hoarsely, "Something happened to you!"

"What can I do..." Lu Yinke lowered his head and yawned, "Maybe I haven't slept recently."

"Of course you are missing! I heard Haozi said that he got up to go to the bathroom in the middle of the night last night, and glanced at your bed in a daze. Hey! Good guy! You are staring at him with fucking big eyes! He was so scared Almost peeing out!"

"It's his own cowardice..."

Lu Yinke listened to the acceptance speech on the stage with his left ear in and his right ear out, and felt that the voice became more illusory and ethereal.His always clear mind became chaotic, and he half-closed his eyes drowsily.

"Hey! Hey! Lu Yinke! Wake up! We're taking pictures in front!" Wan Peng watched him nod his head, and couldn't stop pushing his thigh.

"Don't move." Lu Yinke didn't open his eyes, but his hands moved quickly, and he clasped his wrist tightly as soon as he turned over.

But he didn't let go of it, he weighed it and rubbed it twice, and then threw it out without mercy.

"wrong."

He sighed and opened his eyes, half clear and half disappointed.

"Fuck! What are you doing bro, you really scared me! You don't know that I'm a crook! Although I don't slander your body, you can't seduce me either! You're not crooked, I There will be a sense of guilt." Wanpeng rubbed his painful wrist, rubbing it nervously, "You can't be trapped by love, can you?"

"Oh, if you don't tell me, I almost forgot that you are crooked." Lu Yinke scratched his hair anxiously, "I regard you as a brother who works out together, but who knows that you are a coward."

"It's true that I'm 0, but I'm not coquettish, okay, I'm very picky, even though I did propose to work out with you because I fell in love with you at the time." He pinched Lu Yinke unwillingly, "But who knows You have an Alpha scumbag face but it’s not as good as a piece of wood, and you’re still impotent.”

"I'm really not impotent..." Lu Yinke didn't even bother to refute, "Oh forget it, as long as you are happy."

"I'm not happy!" Wan Peng whispered, "This is too abnormal, you've never been like this before! But it's really not in your style to be trapped by love. Could it be that something happened at home?"

"This competition has come to a successful conclusion here, thank you for attending..."

The host on the stage had already begun to speak the epilogue, and the deadly silent auditorium finally gradually became restless.

"No, don't guess." Lu Yinke frowned and leaned forward half of his body. He put his right arm on the back of the chair of the person in front of him, and suddenly propped his head up and looked at Wan Peng, who was still in a daze, with a seven-pointed expression. Sudden whims and three-point insouciance.

"Oh, by the way, let me ask you a question." He turned his head and coughed lightly, "Where is there a bar in N City?"

"I mean, gay."

# # #

"Ahhh! Although I know you are not a good person! But! I! Still! Yes! Sour!!"

Wan Peng yelled at him all the way on the plane, with doubts and guesses, regrets and annoyances, and also showed a enthusiasm for leading the chickens for the first time, but Lu Yinke sternly rejected them all. up.

"A friend of mine asked me to ask, he wanted to take a look." Lu Yinke casually gave a reason.

"It's a guilty conscience to make friends out of nothing." Wan Peng returned his eight-character motto, "But why did you suddenly bend? Or did you suddenly become bent recently? Which kid is so powerful? I really don't know whether I should envy him or You should sympathize with him."

"It would be nice if it was bent."

Lu Yinkeyun smiled lightly, without showing much emotion, but the side face turned to the window was somewhat melancholy, and the warm light coated him with a layer of gold.

It doesn't matter whether he bends or not, the important thing is that the person he cares about is not.

That person not only didn't bend, but also sternly refused when he didn't say anything.

Decided to let him know what to do.

It would be great if he just simply bent.

The gay bar Wanpeng recommended to him was in a very inconspicuous corner, shabby, messy, and damp.

But as soon as he walked down the stairs, colorful neon lights danced dazzlingly into his eyes, and heavy metal music also drummed his eardrums, beating Lu Yin Kebao's fragile nerves suffering from insomnia and anxiety.

He should come back in a few days, he thought.

But he couldn't wait.

The restless flames in his abdomen have been roasting him all the time, and being at a loss is tantamount to slow suicide in his eyes.

He is like a child with ADHD but his hands and feet are bound by malice. He cannot bear the violence and desire flowing in his blood, and he needs to act.

Whether it's worthwhile pursuits or meaningless mediocrity, he can't stop.

What a cowardly piece of shit.

He just went down the stairs and before he entered the door, the wanton eyes around him came over.

At the door, a young man with a bare chest and a breast ring on his left chest was standing on stilettos and leaning against the wall, smoking a cigarette. The gray smoke sprayed Lu Yinke's face.

"Little handsome guy, do you want to have sex? I'm tight, and I promise to serve you well." He slowly stroked his left chest with his fingertips in an extremely erotic way, and after a few circles, gently Hooked Xiaohuan and pulled it forward, and the protruding nipples pulled up an arc with his strength, and he let out a satisfied and fine sigh, "Of course, it would be better if you have sadistic tendencies .”

Lu Yinke passed him expressionlessly, and only cast a disdainful sideways glance when he came to his side. With a contemptuous and low humming in his throat, he stretched out his hand and pushed the door open without hesitation.However, when the back of his hand burst out when he pushed the door, the mania and desire for destruction in his heart were clearly revealed.

"Fuck... this fucking..." The man with the nipple ring was stunned, but he couldn't restrain his trembling.He felt that just that disdainful sweep made his penis swell and hurt unbearably, and the hole at the back also contracted.

Grinding the cigarette butt to the ground, he turned and walked into the dark.With both hands, he took out a dildo from the bag and put it in his mouth hastily.He licked from head to tail, leaning against the wall to support his already unsteady body, and kept making deep throat swallows.The saliva secreted one after another slid down the corner of his mouth, dripping stickily to the ground.

Impatiently, he rubbed his ass back and forth against the wall as he pulled the cock out of his mouth.The red tongue sticks out far away, and a transparent colloidal line is drawn between the glans.He didn't care about it, he pulled the penis roughly and stuffed it into the butthole, and began to mutter fiercely, as if he was hovering on the edge of orgasm and desire dissatisfaction, with resentment that he couldn't get what he wanted:

"Fuck. Fuck. Fuck! Fucking... ah!"

Lu Yinke didn't know what was happening outside, but the dazzling lights in the hall, naked dances, entangled men... The strong smell of alcohol rushed into his head, and even his breath was on fire.

There were people watching him, many of them, with eyes so naked that they wanted to eat him alive.

Those eyes were both pure and passionate, pure desire, passionate desire.

lust.

No feelings.

He suddenly regretted that he shouldn't have come.

He should have known that he was not gay at all, he just didn't want to admit that he was helpless in the face of Du Yu's rejection.

"Hey, I've noticed you since you walked in the door, have a drink?"

Different from the restlessness here, it was a pleasant voice. Lu Yinke turned his head impatiently and glanced at it.

The person in front of him looks pretty decent, with orange-toned maple-leaf-red hair, a golden ring in the earrings, fair skin, gaudy but refreshing.

Seeing Lu Yinke's non-stop scrutinizing eyes, he didn't panic, knocked on the table and shouted: "Two glasses of whiskey." After shouting, he turned back and smiled at him, "Can you drink it?"

Lu Yinke shrugged. It was not uncommon for him to be approached in bars, but it was indeed rare for him to be approached by men.

Just the appearance...

Hmm, not quite like Du Yu.

But for the time being, I can still watch it.

Give it a try.

He reluctantly sat on the high stool.

"Are you a college student?" the man asked, shaking the glass with his good-looking fingers, and the ice cubes jingled when they hit the surface of the glass. "You look very young."

"Correct."

Lu Yinke took a sip, the wine was good, but he didn't know if he could return his piece of bi to Zhao after drinking it.

"Which university can I ask?"

"N is big."

"Wow, I'm still a top student, so I've found a treasure this time?"

"What about you?"

"I, I'm a third-rate dancer, rounding it up is a show." He swung his wine glass, "It's not easy to be a people's artist these days..."

"By the way, judging by your temperament, you shouldn't be 0, right?" the man asked suddenly.

"Ah?" Perhaps the alcohol had paralyzed his nerves, Lu Yinke was stunned for two seconds, "I...not."

"It's fine, it's not a big problem, I can do 0, but I've been on the top before, so I'll make a special case for you." He talked with a smile, as if he didn't take it seriously at all, "Be grateful."

Facing the rapid progress, Lu Yinke didn't know what to reply for a while, could he tell the other party that he didn't want to have sex?

He will definitely be beaten.

The man's well-shaped lips were sparkling, and he was born with a three-point smile, and the small pear dimples on the corners of his lips were so sweet.Even Lu Yinke had to admit that this person could do harm to one party with his mouth alone.

But there always seems to be something wrong.

Where is it?

Is it radians?Is it thickness?is it color?is the shape?

In terms of curvature, Du Yu is not as gentle as him.

In terms of thickness, Du Yu is not as plump as him.

When it comes to color, Du Yu is not as enthusiastic as him.

In terms of shape, Du Yu is not as stretchable as him.

But it's not right, it's not right anywhere.

But what is wrong?

Breaking music, intoxicating alcohol, wildly dancing men... His nerves throbbed faintly amidst all the stimuli.

He stared blankly at the man's lips, in a daze, as if he suddenly realized that the problem was not here.

This is not a question of good and bad, but a gap of heart.

What he longed for was the sarcasm that Du Yu spit out when he was angry, the ambiguity that he spit out when he was awkward, the pretended calmness that Du Yu spit out when he was afraid, and the smile that pursed his lips when he was happy... He even refused My own words are cute, even though they are not pleasant.

want to kiss him.

Want to kiss him when he is angry, want to kiss him when he is awkward, want to kiss him when he is scared, want to kiss him when he is happy.

Especially, wanting to kiss him when he refuses.

Want to keep kissing him.

After kissing his sharp and mean mouth, he could no longer utter annoying words, but could only utter soft moans and choked sobs.

It would be even better if you could say "Like".

He has always been a hardliner, but when did he become a timid coward?

He suddenly realized that he was worrying too much, and he put a shackle on himself before the official start.

Is this the first time he thinks differently?

No, he is still for himself, he is afraid that he will leave him.

But now he doesn't think so.

They are either intertwined like roses, or simply smashed to pieces like jade.

Other than that, no other possibilities are needed.

friend?

fart.

Tepid friendship is not salvation for him, strong love is, and so is bitter hatred.

But the object can only be him.

Thinking of this, he finally came back to his senses, but before he could apologize, he saw the man's face leaning forward.

"You've been staring at my mouth just now, right?" The man got closer and closer, and breath passed through Lu Yinke's slightly parted lips and teeth into the lung cavity, "Don't you want to kiss me? Give me a kiss? Try a kiss? "

No, he doesn't want to, he just wants to escape.

Willingly flee to Du Yu's side like a coward.

"You Jingchen! Dare to kiss you and try?"

The hasty and stern words tore through the thick air, shooting straight like a sharp arrow.

Lu Yinke's body that was about to retreat stopped halfway, because the person in front of him suddenly released the air.

"I fucked your mother! You are a ghost and you won't let me go! I'm here to work! Blind?"

The little red hair who bought him a drink - probably the man named You Jingchen, changed his gentle attitude towards Lu Yinke at this moment, turned his head and started yelling at the tall man who was gradually approaching him.

"Do you still have the face to appear in front of Lao Tzu? You're so hot, what are you talking about? Hurry up and go back and forth, and thank God if you can return to your mother's womb! You don't have half a dime of Lao Tzu's private life! Don't think about it before, now Don't think about it, don't think about it in the future!"

"Don't come any closer! If you get any closer, I'll scream rape!"

The man paused but did not stop, but changed his direction and walked straight towards Lu Yinke.

"I'm sorry, Jing Chen has always been so irritable, did he cause you trouble just now? I think you seemed to be quite resistant just now."

Resisting is the best, if you really kiss me tonight, your number will be gone.

"No, no, he was very gentle to me. I was surprised when he suddenly called out to you just now. I didn't expect someone to make him so angry."

If you have problems with yourself, you go to other people to act wildly, they don't want to see you at all, don't you have eyes?

"Yes, there was a little conflict. I'm really sorry. I'll take that person away first, so as not to trouble you."

"No trouble no trouble, just in time."

Sincerely.

"Ah, rape! Murder! The well-known artist Cang Yuqing committed the crime in public!!" Xiao Hongmao shouted with a tragic face.

"Cang Yuqing? Is that the guest of the popular "Solo Dancer" recently?"

"It seems to be, I didn't see it clearly just now, hurry up and take a picture!"

"Hey? That little red hair looks familiar... Is that called You or something? The hip-hop dancer? He's pretty handsome! Fuck! They're gay!"

"I rely on..."

"Are you satisfied? Do you want to make a big fuss? If you don't think about the company, I want more." The tall man grabbed the red hair off the chair and hugged it into his arms. And it all hung on his face, "Chenchen, don't be angry with me."

"Chen, your mother, Chen, call me senior." Angrily shouted.

After digging out his ears, Lu Yinke finally breathed a sigh of relief.

Who they were, what they were talking about, and how they were related was none of his business.

He doesn't care, doesn't have to care, and doesn't want to care at all.

Passers-by are not important to him, and catching the talent in front of him is a real big deal.

After drinking the last sip of whiskey, he slowly took out his mobile phone from his pocket.

After clicking on the familiar phone number, he finally quietly left this place where wine pools and meat forests were still busy all night.