tell me

——I have serious procrastination, very, very serious, reflected in all aspects.Because of procrastination, I can't seem to do anything well, and my family relationship is becoming more and more discordant.I know it's bad, but I can't seem to change it anyway, what should I do?

——Five words, do it now.When you worry about something and become extremely anxious, the most effective way is to do it now.Even if it's slow, you'll find that things get done little by little and far more efficiently than if you were rushing.

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I don't know why, but it was silent all the way from the Ferris wheel to the car.Needless to say, Du Yu, as long as others don't tease him, even if Du You is standing beside him, he won't take the initiative to provoke the topic; Du You may be tired, showing a little tired posture, and muttered a few words "I'm so sleepy!" "He hugged the little dinosaur sullenly and followed behind the group of people as if he lost his soul; Lu Yinke was more peculiar, he obviously didn't do anything but suddenly seemed to be a different person, walking in front of the whole road with his head bowed , the sword eyebrows were lowered, and the expressionless look was even a bit fierce.

Du Yu glanced at it occasionally, the habit of part-time work made him involuntarily analyze the emotional state of others, but he couldn't tell, he didn't know whether Lu Yinke was thinking or worrying.

For a moment, he actually felt that this was the real Lu Yinke, as if he should show such a quiet, focused but a little impatient expression, just like the only meeting in the library.

Perhaps the usual hippie smile is just his mask, but it has been baked into the flesh for too long.

As for why, if you insist on finding out, it's just a blind intuition.

But he quickly withdrew his thoughts. After all, Lu Yinke was not his client, and he didn't want to think about these unnecessary guesses in his daily life.Besides, Lu Yinke has nothing to do with him, from his point of view he is not even considered a friend.

But then again, does he have friends?

Lu Yinke's hand holding the steering wheel was very steady, and he looked careless and leisurely. He tapped the edge of the leather case with his index finger, and his nails were unexpectedly rounded.

Du You hugged the little dinosaur and fell asleep on his side, breathing lightly, and the hair on his shoulders swayed accordingly.

Du Yu propped his head up and looked out the window, all the scenery seemed to be pulled back desperately by a big hand, and the street lights at intervals shook into a false line.

On the street are women shouting and cursing, buskers playing the erhu, young men waving wine bottles and singing wantonly, and the red and blue lights of police cars are flickering.And he is like a passerby, silently passing through the ups and downs of many people.

The car finally parked slowly on the side of the road, Lu Yinke turned his head to look at Du Yu while leaning on the backrest.

"It's here, why don't you invite me in for a seat?"

"Next time." After Du Yu said this word, he couldn't help being stunned for a moment, "Du You fell asleep, let's forget about today."

"Ok."

He didn't force or help, he just watched Du Yu come down from the side and went around to push Du You to wake him up.

"Huh? We're here?" Du You rubbed his sleepy eyes, pushed away Du Yu's extended hand, got out of the car and walked straight into the community in a daze.

"I'm sorry to bother you today. Go back and tell me the price, and I'll transfer the money to you." Du Yu closed the car door and said to Lu Yinke who put down the window.

"No hurry," Lu Yinke turned around and took out the bulging bag from the gift shop today from the passenger seat, "I'll tell you something, don't be angry. Actually, I don't have a cousin, I bought this for you, I hope You can like it."

Du Yu stood in the evening wind, Xia Feng flicked his cool bangs to the side, and the hair brushed against his forehead, itching.

He stared at Lu Yinke for a while, then said quietly: "Why?"

The man showed his first malicious smile after the fireworks show, and he looked like a child who had successfully tricked him.

"Do you need a reason for buying a gift? I bought it because I wanted to."

"I mean, why do you have an excuse to send your cousin away."

"Do you even need to ask? If I told you to send it to you, you must have stopped me at that time." He urged, "Hurry up, hold it, I'm tired of lifting, and my hand is about to break. If you don't take it, I will have to throw it away." , After all, in my opinion, no one can wear this dress except you."

Du Yu frowned hesitantly, and shook his free left hand almost invisibly twice.He also saw that Lu Yinke's wrist had really burst out with veins, so he finally took it.

"We're not friends, are we?" Du Yu asked softly, with a hint of expectation in his words that he dared not admit and explore.

"Yes, we are not friends." Lu Yinke replied mercilessly, annihilating the cluster of small flames.

"But what I mean is, I treat you as a friend, but you don't treat me as a friend, can this idiot see it?" He straightened his expression, with a solemnity that he didn't even notice, "Du Yu , you answer me, can I be your friend?"

Du Yu looked as usual, but his slender fingers firmly grasped the rope of the paper bag.

"You don't get any good from being my friend."

When Lu Yinke heard this, his expression froze for a moment, and then he sneered disdainfully: "Benefits? Do you think that everyone only judges others by their interests like you? We are friends with you just because I think, I think you are worth it. That's all."

Du Yu was silent for a while after hearing that, "Don't act as if you know me very well."

"Thank you for these things, but I will send you the money."

He still repeated it stubbornly, as if this was the only link between them, as if if he could just cut this chain, he could live a precisely known but boring life again.

Lu Yinke rested his elbows on the window frame and watched Du Yu's receding figure. The cold light stretched his shadow very long, and his paper bag seemed to be leaning on him.

The man looked so alone, he thought, as himself.

Back home, Du Yu opened the half-closed door and woke up Du You who was sleeping on the bed: "Go take a bath."

Du You groaned: "I don't want to go, I'm afraid I'll see Cui Nanzhe as soon as I open the door, he's so annoying."

"No, you're covered in sweat today. Nan Zhe is half your elder brother. You can recognize Lu Yinke as an elder brother. Why can't you treat him better?"

"That's different! Brother Lu took me to play, and he only knows how to complain about me!" She opened her eyes angrily, "It's obvious that he lies on the bed every day as soon as he comes home, like an ancestor! It's embarrassing to be scolded by uncles and aunts." Blame me!"

Du You woke up and was pissed off.She touched her back, it was really sticky, so she got up reluctantly and took out her clothes.

"He is really annoying. A few days ago, he showed me that he had a girlfriend in school and showed me the photos. I took a look and you are much prettier than her."

Du Yu couldn't help laughing: "Drink too much? I'm not a girl, how can you compare me to her?"

"I don't care, you are good-looking anyway, and she is ugly, ugly to death." Du You opened the door and poked her head out to look around, "Then I'll go, I hope I don't run into that unlucky guy, or I'll let you go." Pour him down and let him look for his mother while crying."

"I didn't ask you to learn taekwondo to do this..."

Before the words finished, Du You tiptoed out of the door, and he could only sigh while hanging on to a half sentence.

just now……

He turned his head to look at the shopping bag on the table that seemed to be clamoring "Open me, open me", and finally stretched out his hand slowly and tore off the seal.

"Sure enough..." He knew what Lu Yinke bought when he saw a smear of green inside, "I'm not a little girl, why give this away..."

He grabbed the dinosaur's head and roughly pulled it out. He dropped the dinosaur's head flat on the mattress, looking pitiful.

Then he took out the folded clothes, which were covered with a thin, transparent plastic bag, and he took out the shirt from inside and shook it.

Although his own taste is always ridiculed by his sister, he really likes this dress, and his eyes light up when he sees it.He only has two shirts, both of which are unremarkable white, worn only on formal occasions.

Du Yu looked back at himself reflected in the window, the one who was holding the shirt tightly had a dim expression, and couldn't tell what he was thinking.

Maybe even he himself doesn't know.

Sitting on the bed with the mobile phone, he glanced at the object at the end of the bed, and finally picked it up quietly and put it in his arms.

The dinosaur is very soft and warm against the clothes.While pinching the fat and tender cheek of the dinosaur, Du Yu opened WeChat with one hand.

He found Lu Yinke, that guy still had the childish name of Corgi with long legs and Corgi's butt with short legs as his profile picture.After clicking on the interface, he paused for a very short moment in the remarks column, and then slowly typed the three words "Lu Yinke".

He played very slowly, even thinking about whether to delete or not when dragging the entry column.But he didn't make any changes in the end, he just went back to the profile page and re-examined it after completing the input.

With sharp eyes, he noticed that there seemed to be something very familiar in the picture column of Lu Yinke's circle of friends, so he clicked on it.

The time shows that it was five hours ago, and Lu Yinke only posted a picture. In the center of the picture is his grinning grinning face wearing sunglasses. The large frame behind him can vaguely see the side of the haunted house. Behind him is a person standing against the wall. Silk hangs down obediently, looking down at the phone.The caption of the picture is: The haunted house has failed to clear the level, and we will fight again in another day!

Maybe it's because we don't have any mutual friends, but the only comment below is Han Wentao's "Fuck you! Senior, when did you have such a good relationship with Chairman Du? This is the first time I saw a photo of our chairman in Moments. Tears [moved] [moved]”

Lu Yinke also replied to him, "No. 1 in creating the world, benefiting all mankind [Baoquan]"

Du Yu clicked on the chat interface, and before he had typed a few words, Lu Yinke's name on the other side changed to "The other party is typing...", so he deleted what he just typed and waited for the other person to speak.

Lu Yinke "Hey! You finally found me"

Lu Yinke "Do you still like little dinosaurs?"

Lu Yinke: "Where is the person?"

Lu Yinke "Didn't you just type? Why didn't you talk?"

Jingzhao Dushi: "You also posted Moments, thank you so much."

Lu Yinke "You are very polite, the praise is rave"

Lu Yinke [picture]