Free Ren Yigu

119.

My grandfather is still so cold, even colder than my brother.

After a few polite greetings, he went straight to the point and told me that he would take my brother and sister away.

To be honest, if the two of them are willing to leave, I will definitely agree!Now they disagree, forcing me to figure out what's the use of it!Why don't you kidnap me and threaten them both? !

I didn't dare to say it, I was afraid that it would inspire him to do so.

Maybe he will develop further and directly tear up the ticket.

120.

My grandfather said, buy me a suite in exchange for my brother and sister.

Ugh.

A good thing is done like human trafficking, I can't help but imagine that there is a conspiracy behind it, does he really want to sell my brother and sister?

121.

No, I can't guess that way.

I let him ask my brother and sister by himself.

122.

I don't know what they talked about, but grandpa agreed to pay them tuition and living expenses.

It's something to be happy about, but I can't be happy about it.

I don't know why I can't be happy, but I'm very scared, especially afraid that I will sleepwalk at night.

I can't do it anymore, I want to go back and find Xue Yaozu.

123.

I can't find Xue Yaozu.

I have to get through it myself.

If he keeps watching me lose his nerve, he will soon lose his patience.

124.

I have to trust Xue Yaozu.

125.

Why should I trust Xue Yaozu?I don't know him well.

126.

Why should I doubt everyone who treats me well?

127.

Because I'm crazy.

128.

After dinner, I excused myself to have something to deal with, locked myself in the room, lay on the bed and looked at the ceiling.

I don't dare to touch my phone, what if I just send out messages indiscriminately?

But I was also disturbed just looking at the ceiling like this, I always felt like I was talking.There are many things in my mind, many secrets, secrets that cannot be shared with others, if they are found out, it will be a handle, what if I tell it and the bug in the room overhears it?

I know there are no bugs in the room, and I know I didn't speak, but what if?

Just in case, I cover my mouth so I can feel it if I speak.

129.

Why do I want to do this?

I am not a bad person.

130.

I desperately fed myself chicken soup.

It's okay, no matter what, it's good for people to live, and everything else is outside the body.So I don’t have to be afraid, I don’t have to be afraid of anything, as long as I live healthy and healthy, the things I’m afraid of basically won’t happen, and I can’t scare myself.Taking a step back, even if it happened, so what?It's a big deal to start all over again.

My mood has stabilized a little.

I think I can save myself.

I can't depend on others, I have to get well on my own.

This is just a small test, I can pass it.

Because I want to be a hero, I must be stronger, braver, stronger, and more willpower than others. I have experienced strange things since I was a child, so I must be the protagonist. It is easy to be the protagonist. Those who have the aura of the protagonist, now It's all plot foreshadowing.

131.

I can definitely get better.

It feels like it's going to get better in a second.

132.

I washed my face, drank a cup of tea, and watched a video.

133.

No one can't live, as long as I want to live, I can live.

No one is embarrassing me, as long as I don't embarrass myself.

It's the same even without Xue Yaozu, I can go to the doctor by myself, and if I'm diagnosed with a disease, I'll just keep taking the medicine, and I'm sure I'll be fine.

There is no worse ending than death, and as long as I don't give up myself, I will live.I can still live for decades, who knows, maybe one day the three flowers gather together and soar up in place.

134.

After eating and drinking with grandpa for a few days, he went elsewhere. My brother and sister were sent back to school for classes, and my brother also returned to the company.

Xue Yaozu reminded me that I should go to the hospital, and he came to pick me up at noon.

Then I told him I canceled the reservation.

He looked at me and asked, "Why, what?"

I said, "I think I can cure myself, and I don't want to take medicine. It's all about thinking problems. How can taking medicine be useful? Medicine can't affect my thinking. I might as well rely on psychological counseling."

Xue Yaozu said: "Psychology, counseling, is assistance, get it, take medicine."

Big idiot, I have said that mental problems and taking medicine, isn't that the way to solve the chemistry class experiment with the physics class?

He said patiently: "Are you afraid of side effects?"

I said no, I just felt that I was getting better, and I had successfully persuaded myself that it was okay without taking medicine.

He said, "No, you, you must, go, see a doctor."

I blurted out: "Then you kill me."

After I finished speaking, I regretted it, and I didn't even know why I said this sentence.

I was about to say sorry, but before I could say it, I burst into tears for no reason.

It's really inexplicable, it's just a fucking apology, what's there to cry about? !Xue Yaozu won't hit me again!

He hugged me into his arms and said: "We, again, register. No, definitely, yes, prescribe medicine, first, listen, doctor, say. Maybe it's just menopause."

I almost choked to death on my saliva, God damn menopause, I can't cry anymore.

He just laughed and said, "Don't cry. When you smile, you look the most beautiful. When you smile, I see happiness. Life is special and beautiful."

Have you read poetry yet?

I asked, "What if it's not good after reading it?"

He said: "Then, the hospital, just, does not set up, this, department. It will definitely, can, be cured."

It's not convincing at all, cancer can't be cured, and everyone is still deluding themselves and caring about treating it.

Xue Yaozu said: "That, also, than you, nothing, try, just give up, okay. You, don't buy, lottery tickets, how, won, lottery tickets?"

Good metaphor!Did you score zero in the Chinese test when you were studying?

135.

Xue Yaozu looked at me and re-booked the number, and it will take another half a month.

He said: "No, again, cancel."

I said no no no.

He threatened me meaningfully: "If you lie, you will wet the bed."

I was so angry that it took me a long time to swear a little bastard.

136.

Then my brother asked coldly: "What are you two doing?"

Kiss, otherwise what else can you do standing at the gate?

I looked at my brother dumbfounded.

In the bewilderment, there was a little hope again.

I can earn 30.I hope that Xue Yaozu will be smarter, start the price on the ground, and make a deal at least 50.

137.

No, the point is, did my brother see Xue Yaozu?

138.

My brother threw Xue Yaozu in the living room, carried me into the study room, and asked furiously: "Ren Gu, are you feeling young and stupid? You want to stammer too! Are you so short of men?! Are you a pervert?!"

139.

I'm used to it, it's not the first time my brother said I was crazy, he said that when I kissed him last time.

It was indeed my fault that time, he was almost scared to death by me.

140.

In fact, my brother is really good to me. Although he didn't talk to me very much since he was a child, it's completely normal. If it were me, I wouldn't talk to someone who pissed off my mother.

What's even more rare is that my brother can repay evil with kindness.

Although my brother kicked out my dad's new wife, Xiao Si, and me after my dad died, that's what he should have done.And when I was kidnapped by Xiaosi, it was my brother who rescued me, and after I was rescued, I was kind for a long time. (Don't ask me why Xiao Si kidnapped me, who knows, maybe I look the best, or maybe she is crazy.)

That was the first time I heard my brother and Yan Yuese talk to me in so many years. Although I didn't say much, I was really moved.

I'm a person, my brain is a bit wrong, and I feel out of touch when I'm moved.

I was also known by my brother.

He was so frightened that he pointed at me and scolded me for an hour, then he snatched the door and became a monk without daring to return.

This is not the solution, it is me who should move out.

I just moved out.

In fact, it’s nothing so far. I thought about it after being independent for a while. It’s really a joke. I guess it was the driver Uncle Wang who rescued me at that time.

Then I handed over my ex-boyfriend, that scumbag whose life is worth 30 yuan.

My brother completely disgusted me.

Maybe he could still think of me as a foolish brain for a while, but it turns out that I have always been a foolish brain, and there is no way to save it.And no matter how I explain it, I was purely short-circuited in the brain before, and he also believed that I had been plotting against him for a long time, and it was even more disgusting to me.

Comparing my heart to my heart, from my brother's standpoint, my mother kindly took my mother in back then, but my mother was mad at me in the end.Now that he's kind enough to save my life, I fucking want to fuck him.

So he didn't want to listen to my explanation at all.

141.

People really make one wrong step, one step at a time.

142.

I said: "Stuttering is already fine. Except for talking, everything else is fine. He hasn't disliked me for being sick."

"You have a fart disease!"

My brother was so angry that he said dirty words.

"The Ren family is worthy of you, and I am also worthy of you. Back then, the Ren family relied on my mother to start their business. I just took back what should belong to me."

I didn't speak.He was right, so I never thought about fighting for it. I really can’t afford to support my sister and brother. I can ask him for help, but I can’t ask him for money as a matter of course.

He continued: "You have no right to retaliate against me."

I said, "I never thought about it that way."

He does not believe.

143.

My brother locked me in the study, which means he doesn't intend to let me out.

He felt that I was deliberately trying to make a fool of myself, to make others laugh at him.

I am not, I am also afraid of making a fool of myself, and I am also afraid of others laughing at me.

144.

I heard the sound of fighting outside.

145.

You may not believe it, the two of them were fighting, and I suddenly wanted to sleep, and suddenly I was very sleepy.

This is so inappropriate.

But I really want to sleep.

146.

I literally fell asleep.

Haven't slept well for days.

It would be great if I disappeared when I fell asleep, erasing all traces of my existence in this world, as if I never had this person.

I suddenly discovered that I was not afraid of death itself, but only afraid of leaving my mark on the world.

If no one would miss me, then my disappearance would be painless.

If there is one person who will miss me, I can't bear to disappear.

So many, many people will miss me, my siblings will cry, my friends will be sad.I don't want them to be sad.

147.

So I better not sleep.

148.

When I woke up, Xue Yaozu was driving.

I asked my brother?

Xue Yaozu said: "He, too, misses you, but he used a different method."

I said: "So how did you talk to him? My brother is very stubborn, and you can persuade him?"

Xue Yaozu said: "No, talk about it. If he fights, if he doesn't win, I will."

I:"……"

So here comes the question, how good is Xue Yaozu in fighting?My brother is the one who snatched the white blade with his bare hands.