Free Ren Yigu

224.

I asked a friend to borrow some money, made a plan, bought a bus ticket, and prepared to live in other provinces for a period of time.

In order to prevent my enemies from invading the ticket website to find out my whereabouts, I bought a train ticket to City A and planned to transfer to a long-distance bus there.

Of course it doesn't mean to leave immediately, I have to wait two days to see the doctor.

My friend was surprised to know that I still decided to go to the doctor and take medicine, and still disagreed.He insisted on his point of view, that I was just too stressed and needed to relax and rest.

I tried really hard to tell him that I knew I needed to relax, but the problem was that I couldn't relax on my own.

He also said that the side effects of taking medicine are serious.

I was quite afraid that he would continue, because I was afraid that I would be shaken again.

I took the medicine, and the side effects also happened to me, so I must be more afraid than him.

But I want to give it a try since there is no other way.

And I want to go back to normal life.

My previous life was not particularly carefree, and there were many problems, but at least I had the courage to face it.Whether things can pass because of facing it is another matter, at least I have to face it.

225.

Two days passed quickly.

I went to see a doctor, the doctor saw me, prescribed medicine, that's it, very simple process.

Of course, in order to prevent the doctor from harming me, I concealed some information and dared not tell the truth.The doctor is probably used to it and is quite patient.

When I was about to leave, I asked the doctor to tell me the truth, whether I would be fine.

The doctor said that the medicine cannot be stopped.

I asked whether to take medicine for a lifetime?

The doctor said that was not the case, but you must never stop the medicine if you feel better, and you have to listen to the doctor.

I was thinking in my heart, what if you don't let me stop taking the medicine just to sell the medicine?

Of course, I dare not say it, but dare to BB in my heart.

226.

When I left the hospital with a bag of medicine, I saw Xue Yaozu.

So embarrassing.

My friend betrayed me.

Xue Yaozu came over and showed me a kind smile.

I think he's going black.

He asked, "Doctor, what do you say?"

I said, "It's okay, just remember to take the medicine."

He asked again: "You, in the future, what, plan?"

I said, "You should know all about it."

He gave a puzzled look.

I said, "Gu Li should have told you all about it, right? You didn't ask him how he came here?"

Xue Yaozu said: "I, remember, you, today, are coming."

I was dumbfounded all of a sudden, and it took me a long time to say: "I'm sorry."

He shook his head, and quickly said: "Zongyu, over there, it's settled."

I asked how to solve it, but he refused to say, so he asked a friend for help, and Zongyu was packed up by his family and thrown abroad.

Well, it has nothing to do with me either.

In fact, their affairs have nothing to do with me.

I am a no more and no less person.

It's just that I insist on living in this world myself, and I'm so shameless.

This may be my only advantage, if it can be counted as an advantage.

After all, I am a person who has a mental illness and can ask for help on my own. After reading posts on the Internet, many patients want to die, but I am afraid that I will die if I get this disease.

I don't want to die, I don't want to die at any time, there are so many bad people in this world, if I die, there will be one less good person.

So no matter how uncomfortable it is, I have to live on.

Seeing that I didn't speak, Xue Yaozu held back for a long time and said, "So, can you, continue, be with me? I, like you, take a look."

I looked at him for a while and asked, "What do you like about me?"

He said, "All."

I smiled.

I also like Vivien Leigh, because I like her face, so even her character, background and experience are viewed with artistic aesthetics.But so what?

I don't know why two people like each other.

I always feel that love is something artificially made up to fool fools.In fact, everyone is just for profit, either for money and power, or to be able to have children legally, or at worst, just to satisfy physiological needs legally and free of charge.Otherwise, why do you say it?In order not to be lonely?Then when I was with my friend, both of them were fine, and I had a fart love with him.

Xue Yaozu was silent for a long time, and said: "I want to protect you."

I said: "Don't be silly, you claim to have a crush on me before, right? Did you protect a ghost at that time?"

Xue Yaozu said: "I just, at that time, wanted to protect you. I was, for, wanted to, protect you, so I became, today, like this."

I don't feel like I need to be protected by anyone.When I was in middle school, I would catch someone and hate someone every day. If you pulled a team of social gold chain brothers in front of me, I would scold me as soon as I wanted to.

Xue Yaozu held back for a long time, and asked: "Are you, are you still there, sage, time?"

I:"……"

He said: "No, as for, even, love, itself, are all, right?"

My pleasure!

He smiled and wanted to pull me, but I avoided it and said, "I'm not joking with you, please let me calm down."

"How long?" he asked.

I said, "I don't know."

I think I'm scum, maybe it's genetic.

Xue Yaozu couldn't stop laughing, he was a little scared, but also very serious, and said: "I, like you."

To be honest, I'm a little soft-hearted.

If he was shorter and not as cool looking, like with those big, watery eyes in the manga, I might be more lenient.

I said, "Oh, that's your business."

I'm just whirlwind invincible super scum.

227.

I lost Xue Yaozu.

And I left my hometown and flew away.

I don't know about others, but for me, the side effects of taking medicine are not too great, except for a little fat, and occasionally a little unresponsive.But it's not so worrying all the time, which is good.

Of course, I don't fucking know if it's because I left my hometown or because I took the medicine.

My brother sent me a message, saying that my younger brother and my younger sister left with my grandpa, and they didn’t cry or make a fuss, so I asked my brother to tell me that when they grow up, they will come to me again and let me pay attention Safety.

My friend kept in touch with me often, he said he saw Xue Yaozu when he went to help me pack my things.Xue Yaozu told him to put the things there, I will go back sooner or later.

I said I would not go back.

My friend said: "You don't want to go back, you can tell him yourself, I dare not."

It's just a stutter, why don't you dare!

My friend sneered, "Oh."

I don't know what he means.

He said: "You dare to go."

I dare, of course I dare, I dare to scum Xue Yaozu, how can I go back?But I won't go.

My friend said, "Seriously, you're not honest about this."

I said, "Stop talking, I have to get out of the car."

My friend asked, "Where have you been?"

I said I was going to climb the mountain. I got off the car today and went to the hotel to rest. I went to climb the mountain tomorrow morning. I heard that there is a chain bridge and glass plank road that is known as the number one in the country.

I used to like this kind of thing quite a lot. In fact, I’m really timid, but I really like this kind of activity that looks like an adventure but is actually very safe.I really don't know what everyone is afraid of. The chain bridge will definitely not break, and the glass plank road is basically not likely to crack, not to mention that there are usually lifesaving nets below.

But some people like to play pranks, deliberately shake the chain bridge, and deliberately want to see the people on it screaming in fright, not knowing where the fun lies.

228.

The next day I put my large luggage in the hotel and went to climb the mountain.

The scenery in the mountains is very good, and the air is very fresh. It takes a long time to meet a few tourists, and it is very clean.

Gradually, I passed halfway up the mountain, and I finally arrived in front of the chain bridge.There will be more tourists here, such as the group of social brothers who are screaming and shaking the iron chain.

There was a tall man standing on the bridge with his back facing him, holding the iron chain and not daring to move.

When I got on the suspension bridge, I took a look at those social brothers, they ignored me and continued to shake.

When I came up, I didn't write down the phone number of the management office, otherwise I would call to report that someone damaged the scenic spot facilities.

I walked halfway, and I happened to be next to the tall man who was holding the iron chain and dared not move, and said, "Let's go, I won't fall."

He still held the iron chain, not daring to move.

I don't know why such a big person is still afraid of this.

I grabbed his arm and said, "I'll take you there."

He still didn't move.

I tugged again: "It's okay."

He turned to look at me.

It's Xue Yaozu.

I didn't react for a while, and looked back at the group of social brothers I didn't know. Everyone turned around and retreated when they saw this.

I lost my temper, let go and crossed the bridge by myself.

Damn, are you kidding me? !

Xue Yaozu hurriedly hugged me from behind, and said: "You don't know, I, why, like you. I, just, so, like, you."

I was taken aback, looked at him, and was not in a hurry to leave.

He said: "One time, on a spring outing, I didn't like to talk. Someone took the lead and shook the iron chain while I was crossing the bridge. You pulled me and walked over. You said, it's nothing, I'm so scared, yes, the more I'm afraid, they're getting more aggressive. I'm not afraid, I won't be bullied."

To be honest, what he said seemed to have such a thing, but I didn't know the student, and I just pulled it out because he was wearing a school uniform and couldn't see it.

Xue Yaozu went on to say: "One time, grades, activities, drumming, passing flowers, asked me to sing. I dare not sing, they don't let me go down. You, help me, sing, let me, help you press, piano."

I did this kind of thing a lot. At that time, I was more romantic and suave, and I was blindly confident in my voice. Every time I saw my classmates being sung to sing and didn’t want to, I would help them out and steal the limelight.

Xue Yaozu talked for a long time, and asked: "Now, I am qualified and like it, do you?"

I'm helping you the fuck, why the fuck did you think of protecting me? !

I have reservations, and I even reasonably suspect that Xue Yaozu is delusional. Did he put the good things I did to other students on himself?

He said: "When I was a pair, I went to your house and lived there for two days. I saw you, parents, arguing."

I remembered this happened.At that time, Xiaosi appeared.In the middle of the night, my mother took my father home and quarreled in the living room. My father scolded my mother when he was in a hurry, saying that she knew something in her own mind, and she had no right to scold Xiaosi.

When my brother heard the sound, he went out and looked at the living room downstairs, and found that it was not a thief, so he went back to the room with a cold face and continued to sleep.

I stood behind the railing on the second floor and watched them arguing, my heart was not fluctuating, and I even wanted to laugh.

Then I squatted on the ground covering my mouth and laughed for a long time.

But I remember that when I went back to the room later, my paired classmate was sleeping soundly.

Xue Yaozu said: "I am, pretending to be asleep."

Oh.

He said: "Later, you, fell asleep, still, crying, and still, often, shaking."

Normal people would think it was epilepsy madness...

Xue Yaozu said: "I, hug you, you, just, much better."

You can't fucking wake me up? !Your brain circuit is really weird!To be honest, are you really flattered because you have the opportunity to secretly hug the male god? !

Xue Yaozu said: "Wake up, from now on, you will be the same as normal again."

He said: "Suddenly, I fell in love with you."

229.

To be honest, Xue Yaozu is really inexplicable.

230.

But I promised him, try again.

Mainly, he threatened to die, saying that I would continue to dump him and he jumped off the suspension bridge.

You are jumping!

Of course I dare not say that.

I just say you are a fucking hooligan!After a long time of being affectionate and affectionate, in the end he cried, made trouble and hanged himself when he saw something bad? !

Xue Yaozu was not ashamed, and said: "The method is not important, it is important without you."

Get out of your way!

231.

Then try it.

232.

I have to make an agreement in advance, what to do if it doesn't work after trying it, and I can't continue to cheat with the same trick.

Xue Yaozu said seriously: "I won't, again, jump off the bridge."

Well, then give it a try.

233.

Three months later, Xue Yaozu said he was going to jump off the building.

Knock in! ! !

Stinking rogue! ! !