I have lived for 26 years, and the most outrageous thing I have done is skipping classes in college.I don't have too restless factors, and I don't think about making any shocking moves in full view.

But I didn't expect that there would be such a day when I would kiss the woman I love in such a noisy and crazy environment.

The smell of tobacco and alcohol in the bar had already unified everyone's sense of smell, but the moment the director kissed me, I still felt her scent.The taste mixed in the wine made me lost in the enthusiasm she gave.

The lips were rubbed together violently, the strength was so great that the lips were a little numb.I hugged the director's neck tightly, and when everyone was still cheering, the two opened their lips slightly at the same time.

The fiery breath fluttered, the chest was violently heaving, the tongues of the two were intertwined in the mouth, you came and went, and kissed passionately.

I think, even if the director liked to play before, she has never tried kissing in such an environment, right?

It wasn't until the two of us were accidentally bumped into by others that we stopped the kiss, hugged and breathed heavily.The director's lips were already extremely red, and those eyes were blurred as if they were seductive.She held my face, calmed her breathing, and called my name.

"One thought... one thought..."

"I'm here, Yier." I covered her hand touching my face, a little shy, but reluctant to blink.I just looked at her like this, and said slowly: "As long as you need me, I will be there."

The director slowly showed a bright smile. She kissed my lips again, but she didn't lose control like before. She rubbed my hair affectionately and said, "This is the craziest thing I've ever done."

"This is also the craziest thing I've ever done." I pursed my lips, suddenly feeling a little scared again.I couldn't help but glared at her, "I think you're drunk!"

The director couldn't help laughing, but nodded again, "Yes, I'm drunk. So, dance with me."

As the director said, he took my hand and made me twist.After the kiss just now, I suddenly felt that it’s okay not to drink and dance, so I just let myself go.

We danced our bodies like this, drowning in the crowd.It wasn't until I was tired from dancing and having fun that the director walked out of the crowd with his arms around me.

Brother Li Peng spread out on the sofa in the booth, motionless, and seemed to have turned off the fire.The remaining three should still be on the dance floor and haven't come out yet.The director staggered a little, and I helped her to sit on the sofa worriedly.

"How are you?" I touched the director's face worriedly, "Do you want to throw up?"

"It's okay, I'm just a little dizzy." The director lay on the sofa and didn't want to move.

"Then the break." I let her lie down on the sofa, turned around and saw Sister Lan and Sister Hua Nan supporting each other and staggering out of the dance floor.It looked like they were about to fall, so I quickly stepped forward to support them both, "Are you all right?"

Sister Lan put her arms around my neck with a smile, "Who is this? Oh, one thought, one thought, come on, dance with my sister."

I couldn't laugh or cry, and I couldn't help the two of them. Seeing that Sister Lan was exaggeratedly drunk, I had to help her back to the booth first, "Jump, but take a break first, and dance later."

As soon as Sister Lan sat on the sofa, she tilted her head and collided with the director's head.The two of them groaned, but they didn't even touch their heads.I couldn't help laughing at it, it's fun for them to drink too much.

Looking back, sister Hua Nan couldn't even walk steadily. After taking two steps, she suddenly covered her mouth and squatted on the ground.I hurried over to support her, "Dizzy? Are you okay?"

Sister Hua Nan rested for a while, let go of her hand, gave me a drunken look, and said, "I...I want to vomit."

"Go to the bathroom." I helped Sister Hua Nan up, and the two walked carefully towards the bathroom.

Sister Hua Nan really drank too much. She covered her mouth tightly all the time. When she saw the bathroom, she pushed me away, rushed in staggeringly, and vomited into the washbasin. stand up.

I was startled, and quickly went in and patted her on the back, and took out a tissue and handed it to her.

Sister Hua Nan vomited for a while, and didn't stop until there was nothing left.I boiled water to wash away what she spit out, she took my paper towel, wiped it carelessly, and threw it into the trash can beside her, but missed it.

I hesitated for a moment, picked up the tissue and threw it into the trash can. I turned around and saw Miss Hua Nan looking straight at me.After drinking wine, her peach blossom eyes became even more watery, beautiful and blurred, as if looking at a lover, full of complicated meanings.

My heart sank slightly, and I didn't want to look into her eyes.I lowered my head slightly and asked, "Are you okay? Still want to throw up? Do you want me to buy a bottle of yogurt?"

"It's okay now." Sister Hua Nan spoke, her voice was a little deep, but she didn't appear to be exhausted.It's just that when she stood up straight, her legs became weak, so I quickly supported her.

"Walk with me." Sister Hua Nan said.

I nodded silently, helped sister Hua Nan out of the bathroom, and walked towards the yard outside the bar.

As soon as he walked out of the glass door, the deafening sound in the bar was immediately isolated.Although it was noisy outside, it was still far from the madness inside.

Sister Hua Nan leaned half against me, and the two of them walked silently towards the path on the side of the yard.I don't know where this road leads, but it is just in front of the bar, so it is decorated.

As she walked, Hua Nan probably felt uncomfortable again, she covered her mouth and squatted on the ground.I quickly squatted down and patted her on the back. "Is it okay? I really don't need me to buy some yogurt for you to drink?"

Sister Hua Nan's face turned red, she covered her mouth and shook her head.We are on the path next to the yard, leaning against a wall.Sister Hua Nan simply leaned back and leaned against the fence.

She raised her head slightly, her bright red lips suddenly curled up in a small arc, looking extremely charming.She patted the seat next to her casually, "Sit down and chat with me."

What is there to talk about with sister Hua Nan?Isn't the biggest relationship between me and her the director?My complexion was a bit complicated. Looking at this beautiful woman, I suddenly felt that it was not a good thing for me to be so keenly aware of her emotions.

Sister Hua Nan suddenly looked at me, and their eyes met.She laughed, and her peach eyes became even more beautiful, "Sure enough, women are sensitive to rivals in love."

My heart sank slightly, I didn't expect Hua Nan to say such words suddenly.Is she frankly admitting that she likes the director?This made me a little uncomfortable. According to their feelings, I was the latecomer.

After thinking about it, I just sat down next to sister Hua Nan, leaning against the wall with my arms folded, and my exhaled breath turned into a cloud of white mist.I flinched involuntarily, and then I heard sister Hua Nan ask, "When did you and Yi Er get together?"

Chatting with my rival in such a calm and peaceful manner, my rival even asked me about the director, my mood was a little delicate.A little uneasy, but a little hesitant, I thought about it and agreed to her, "Around mid-September."

"It's been more than three months." Sister Hua Nan exhaled, "She has kept all of us a secret, like a child who wants to see our surprised side."

The courtyard behind the fence was very noisy, the colored lights were flickering, and the shouts continued.But those bustles didn't seem to have anything to do with this place. After Hua Nan's words, everything was cut off.

"When did she ever take things so seriously?" Sister Hua Nan chuckled, "I introduced you to everyone so carefully, and didn't let everyone make fun of you, and even played a small game at the dinner table. In the past, she How could you take the initiative to bring up the dinner table game?"

I pursed my lips, not knowing what else to say.

"When we were drinking and chatting with me, the three words I never leave you are full of pride." Sister Hua Nan's smile became brighter and brighter, but it became more and more bitter, "I just can't figure it out, are you really so good, okay?" To make her see you all?"

I didn't expect the director to behave like this in front of others. Although she didn't hide her feelings in front of me, she didn't praise her too much.This makes me a little unbelievable, but I also know that there is no need for Sister Hua Nan to lie.

"Yuan Yier...Yuan Yier..." Sister Hua Nan's voice was ethereal, with undisguised and extremely sad feelings, "Isn't she straight? When she was in college, she was the first to tell Isn't it me?"

"Hasn't she talked about several boyfriends? Isn't she still planning to get married? I hugged her and even asked for a kiss. She never thought much about it, never thought that I might like her. You see, so straight How can a person like him just bend when he bends?"

"When she talked about you in front of me, why didn't she think that I would be in pain?" Sister Hua Nan said as the water in her eyes became more and more turbulent, as if she was blurred or crying.

"How many years have passed since I realized that I like her? All my thoughts are on her. But she is too straight, I dare not tell her, and I carefully maintain the relationship of a good girlfriend. When I was in college She fell in love, and I couldn't stand it, I couldn't stand this hopeless secret love, so I went abroad."

"Except for Adan, they all thought I was doing it for better development. Only Adan knew that I just escaped in embarrassment."

"I don't want this kind of emotion. I stayed away, but it's useless. I still like her. Even if I sleep with someone else, I still think of her. Why do I like her so much? Is it obsession or love? Deep? I don't know, but I don't want to."

At this point, sister Hua Nan's tears finally flowed down.She turned her head and looked at me, her eyes were full of distressing tears, "But the one I like has been single for almost three years, I think I have hope, I think I miss her abroad, why not go back to China to see her .She has been single for so long, do I mean there is hope? This girlfriend relationship has lasted for more than ten years, can I fight it?"

I felt a bit stuck in my throat and couldn't say a word.Seeing her crying, my heart was suddenly full of distress.Her long secret love and friendship of more than ten years were all taken away by me.

But it's not my fault, it's not anyone's fault, is it?

"Why should I go back to China? It would be great if I didn't come back." Sister Hua Nan said with a sigh.

I watched her cry all the time, guilt and sadness suddenly surged in my heart, after being silent for so long, I finally said, "I'm sorry."

I don't know what else to say, so I can only say sorry.

"You didn't feel sorry for me. I was too worried that we wouldn't be able to be friends with her, so I kept it a secret for so many years. Even today, she still doesn't know that I like her." Sister Hua Nan shook her head lightly. Blame me for not being brave, otherwise it might not have ended like this."

I was silent, Hua Nan sister said alone, "You don't have to blame yourself, I'm not that great, if you say give up, just give up." Hua Nan wiped away her tears, and smiled, "I have thought about it Get her back on your date."

"I knew that Yi Er would definitely come to me, so I waited for her at home. I wanted to get her drunk, and then confess my love while drunk." Sister Hua Nan's body leaning against the wall suddenly tilted, her head It hung on my shoulders.

I subconsciously straightened my waist, but I didn't know whether I should push her away.

I can still smell the smell of alcohol on Hua Nan's body, mixed with a little aroma.This fragrance is very strange, completely different from the director's smell.

"I really wanted to get her drunk and have sex with her forcibly, but when things came to an end, I found that I couldn't do it. She likes you so much, what should I use to grab you? Her personality is like this I understand, if she doesn't like me, how can she accept me the next day? I'm afraid not only won't be friends, but will really break up."

"I have no choice but to give up. I'm not willing, but I have to." Sister Hua Nan's voice became lower and lower, and she almost couldn't hear it amidst the noisy voices behind her.

"I just saw you and her kissing on the dance floor, look, how crazy, like back to the age of 18, you let me know a different her, even though it is so cruel." Sister Hua Nan burst into tears again up.

Although she leaned on my shoulder and looked like a good friend, the words between us were so sad.

"I'm tired, Xu Yinian, I'm tired." Sister Hua Nan closed her eyes, as if she wouldn't cry this way.

"Then... just rest for a while, lean against me and rest for a while." I said this hoarsely, and then found that my eyes were also filled with tears.

"Shh - we don't tell her about this, it's a secret between me and you."

"Well, my secret with you."

The author has something to say: It is impossible for Hua Nan to accept all this calmly from the beginning. She has liked a woman for more than ten years, and finally made a girlfriend.Thinking about it in another way, I would also collapse, so there must be a transitional process, a process in which she recognized despair.

And the choice she would make to hide was very simple, but it was also cruel.That is, even if the director likes a woman, he won't like her.So she couldn't accept all this calmly.

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