The director is too flirtatious

Sister She's incident was unexpected to me.At first I just felt that things in her house were a mess, but I didn't expect it to be caused by this aspect.

This is really surprising, but also feels heavy and unusual.

After separating from Sister She, I drove the director back to the garage of the community.After reversing the car, I didn't unfasten my seat belt, and just sat with my hands on the steering wheel.

"What's the matter?" The supervisor unbuckled his seat belt and asked me suspiciously when he saw that I hadn't moved.

"I'm a little sad." I said bluntly.

"Because of Lao She?"

"Hmm." I nodded, "Too many homosexuals get married because they can't bear the pressure, conceal that they are gay, and then enter the palace of marriage like heterosexuals, but in fact, this is a fraudulent marriage." .”

The director was silent and listened to me silently.

I hesitated for a while, and looked at the director with a wry smile, "I can't blame them for this, because I know how difficult it is to resist the pressure. If you keep hiding it for the rest of your life, it's actually not much different from an ordinary marriage. After all, not everyone can marry love."

"Sister She's biggest mistake was that after getting married, she couldn't resist stepping into the circle again and having feelings. This is much more serious than concealing it. This is cheating. In this regard, I don't sympathize with Sister She. , that was a mistake."

"However, I can more or less understand her choice at the beginning." I was silent for a moment, and said what I wanted to say, "I can't bear the pressure and choose to get married, I can understand. I met someone I like , do something wrong, and I can understand it. But morally, the former can be said to be barely justified, but the latter should not be at all."

"The reason why Lao She made mistakes is actually related to her marrying someone she doesn't like. She may feel lonely or confused. These will lead to what happened later. After all, she still likes women in her bones." The director said.

"Yes, I know, but before she got married, she already knew her future situation, didn't she?" I pursed my lips, with a serious and sad expression, "What I like in my heart is the same sex. Isn't that the case? But she chose such a path, so she should bear the consequences, shouldn't she?"

"Hmm." The director responded softly, "And then?"

"But, this in itself is very sad, isn't it?" My eyes were red, and the emotion of wanting to cry was suppressed by me, and I forced a smile, "Knowing that after marrying a straight person, life will be very painful, knowing that person If I don’t like it, I won’t like it in the future, but I still want to marry.”

"The reason why I said that I can understand her doing wrong things is because of the pain and loneliness. It is really difficult. But what can I do with understanding? After all, this matter should not be done. Sister She herself should come out at the beginning When the time comes, firmly suppress it."

"I can understand, but this thing can't be done." I stroked my hair and continued with red eyes: "Sister She did it, and then suffered such a result, this is no longer Sister She alone. This is a family matter. She has a husband and children, and they are all affected. Sister She's family is actually an extreme example, but this example still makes people feel chills."

"If I were Sister She, I might not be better than Sister She. Maybe I would control myself not to cheat, but if I met someone I like like Sister She, I would also suffer Struggling, loving but not being able to get it, it's cruel." The tears I had been holding back finally fell down.

The case of Sister She is actually a microcosm of a phenomenon. I have seen people who couldn’t help but go to dating apps to find a girlfriend after marriage, and I have also seen people who rely on their children as their spiritual sustenance after marriage.These are cruel situations, and when I think about them, I can't help myself.

The director was a little surprised that I reacted so badly. Seeing my tears falling, she quickly took out a tissue and wiped my face.Her face was full of distress, but she was a little puzzled. She wanted to say something, but finally said softly while wiping her tears: "Don't cry."

I took the tissue in the director's hand, squeezed it in my hand, and said softly: "If it weren't for you, I would probably be like Sister She, find a man who is not annoying, and then get married."

The director's body seemed to stiffen for a moment, she hesitated, but she still asked, "Then... now?"

Since our relationship, we have never talked about the future, and I will avoid it, and I will subconsciously not mention it.The idea of ​​coming out flashed, but when I thought of my parents, I was too scared to bring it up again.

But I actually, really thought about it, thought about it very seriously.

I am no longer the stunned young man who was with Wu Wen back then, these things would flash in my mind the moment I agreed to be with the director.Only last time, when I took the director home for her birthday, did I really feel that I didn't want her to be wronged.

How can I be willing to let her be wronged for such a beautiful person as the director?

"I dare not say when I will come out, but I will definitely come out." When I calmly said this, in addition to the heavy feelings of facing my parents when I came out, I was surprised by A little motivation.

The director was stunned for a moment, she stretched out her hand to hold my face, leaned over to touch the tip of her nose, and asked in a low voice, "For me?"

"Well, for you."

I was calm, but my palms were still sweating.This is my commitment, and it was a difficult start.

"Actually... I don't mind if you come out of the closet or not, as long as you stay with me." How could the director not see my embarrassment?She stroked my face lightly and said softly, "Coming out is hard, isn't it?"

"Yes, it is very difficult." I was silent for a moment, then said slowly: "But it is necessary."

If I hadn't met the director, if I hadn't been with the director, then I wouldn't have come out, anyway, since I don't have anyone in my heart, it doesn't matter who I marry.But today, I have to make a choice.

I'm scared, but I still have to go.

"Well, no matter what, I'm here." The director kissed my lips, "I'm very happy to hear you say such a thing, you know, it's really hard to hear a promise from you. "

The director's words seemed to be a little teasing, I suppressed those disturbed emotions, smiled and gave her a blank look, "How can promises be nonsense?"

"Yes, so I'm very happy that you made a promise." The supervisor responded with a smile. She unbuckled my seat belt and said softly, "No matter what happens in the future, the present is the most important thing. Lao She's matter can be regarded as vigilance, but it's also Don't take it too seriously. Let's go, let's go home."

"I hope Sister She can handle it well." I sighed quietly and got out of the car, "However, I don't want to have too much contact with her anymore, I'm afraid I will hear news that makes me sad."

The director came over and she reached out to take my hand.Her hands were very warm, passing through my fingers one by one, interlocking them. "Well, then don't be close friends, after all, we are just golf friends with her."

"It's just that this golf friend is a bit special." I joked, holding her hand tightly, then hugged her arm with the other hand, leaned my head on her shoulder, and walked in this posture, "Hey, Why did I hardly meet anyone in the circle in the past 26 years, and I met you after only a few months with you?"

"Maybe this is the Himeba reaction you mentioned?" The director chuckled.

I was immediately amused, "I hate it. But I guessed it right. At that time, I guessed that Sister She was a member of the circle, and it was right. But, she might as well not be."

"The matter of Lao She really has a great influence on you. You have to bring her with you in every sentence, and I am almost jealous." The director joked.

I couldn't laugh or cry, let go of my hand and glared at her, "I want to eat this kind of dry vinegar, are you stupid?"

"I also think I'm a bit stupid, so it would be better to change it?" The director asked jokingly.

"This..." I held my chin and pretended to be thinking carefully, but my eyes fell on the mirror in the elevator.In the mirror, I can see that the two of them are standing very close. As long as I tilt my head, I can touch the director's body.The director looked at me dotingly, with a gentle smile.

Whenever I see this scene, I will always be filled with this kind of warmth in my chest.The sadness just now disappeared, and I felt weak, and said: "You should continue to be stupid."

If the two are not related, but just friends or subordinates, then how could the director show this side?So, the director is still stupid, this proves that she is mine.

"Is that so?" the director asked with a smile.

I giggled, looked at us in the mirror, and suddenly had a thought, and took out my phone.

"What are you doing?" The director's voice was full of smiles.

I looked at the elevator floor, and quickly turned on the camera, "Come on, let's take a picture, I'm going to torture the dog."

"Abusing a dog?" the supervisor asked while adjusting her posture. She put her arms around my waist and looked down at my profile, "Who do you want to abuse?"

"Ma Yuelin, who made her the only single dog in the group of girlfriends?" I said as a matter of course.

I pressed the camera button, and then opened the album to look at this picture.In the photo, the director hugged my waist affectionately, with a warm and beautiful smile.She looked down at me slightly, her eyes were full of intoxicating doting.

When I saw this picture with my mobile phone in my arms, I was filled with sweetness.At this moment, I can't wait to announce to the world, look, this is my object.I can't wait to hide the director, so as not to let others have the opportunity to covet her.

The elevator door opened, and the supervisor saw that I hadn't responded yet, so he gently hooked my waist, "We're home, let's go."

I stepped out of the elevator happily, and said as I walked: "Yi Yier, I want to take many, many photos with you, and then develop them and hang them on the photo wall. I want to make a photo wall with pictures of me and you on it. .”

"Huh?" The director smiled with his red lips curled up, "Aren't we going to become selfie freaks?"

"Hmph, what's the matter with the selfie maniac? Besides, I don't want to take pictures every day. We really don't have much interest in taking pictures. What about anniversaries? Take a picture when it's meaningful. Turn around When we get old, we can read them one by one.”

"Then we'll probably forget all about it. The day and what happened should be clearly written on the back of the photo." The director opened the door while talking. When she opened the door, she turned to me and said with a smile, "For example, this one, It has to be written on the back, the first dog abuse, November 11."

I couldn't help laughing, and I still nodded, "This is good, this is good. But we have been dating for more than three months, and it's a pity that we only thought of dog abuse at this time."

"Aren't you serious? Are you afraid that Yuelin will kill you the next time we meet?" the director jokingly asked me.

I thought about it seriously, "Don't be afraid, with you here, it's up to you to shock her with your aura." I pursed my lips and clenched my fists, "Come on, director, your little cutie's life is in your hands up."

The director was completely defeated by me, and the smile on his face couldn't be hidden, "Yes, yes, who made you my little cutie?"

I was also defeated by my thick skin, and I was a little shy, so I didn't dare to continue talking about this topic.But I still sent this photo to my girlfriends group, and happily clicked on the photo to look at it.

My actions seemed to trigger a chain reaction. After I posted the group photo, Wang Xiaoya also silently posted a photo of her and Liu Qingmei not long after.I couldn't help laughing, and then I saw Xu Tiantian also posted a photo of her and her boyfriend.

Finally... Finally, Ma Yuelin came late.

Ma Yuelin: [... Goodbye, Lahei. 】

I laughed so hard when I saw it, I ran to the director with my phone in my hands, "Director, look, Ma Yuelin is probably mad at us, why are we so in harmony all of a sudden?"

The director took my phone and saw the three group photos on it, and Ma Yuelin's last words, she couldn't help laughing, "That's great."

Yes, that's great.

Filled with unspeakable touch and satisfaction in my heart, I opened Weibo with a smirk, clicked the + sign in the middle, and then posted this group photo with the text: The first time a dog was abused.