The director is too flirtatious

"Dancing?" I was a little surprised.

"Well, ballroom dance?" The director had already stood up.

"I learned it before, but I have almost forgotten it."

"It's okay, I'll teach you." The director held out his hand to me.

I looked at her palm. The director's hand is not big, but the fingers are very slender. I think it is suitable for playing the piano at first glance, or maybe the director really knows how to play.

I looked up at the director, who smiled and nodded towards me, with some encouragement.

Maybe the light at this time was too dim, or maybe the music was too soft, so I put my hand on it by accident.

The director took my hand, I said the living room is very big, so the director took my hand to the space between the living room and the dining room, and then she put her arms around my waist.

I subconsciously looked at the place where she was hugging me. At this time, we were very close, and I could smell the faint scent of perfume on her body, which was intoxicating.

The director held my hand and interlocked his fingers. My heart skipped a beat at this moment, and then I heard the director say: "Don't be nervous, relax."

But I can't help being nervous.

I had no choice but to smile, and the director continued: "Actually, I want to dance the waltz, but it's a bit crowded here."

To relieve tension, I asked, "Is there anything else you don't know?"

The director is like everything, this feeling is terrible, how can there be such a perfect person in the world?

The director raised the corners of his lips and smiled, "I don't know much about it. For example, I am extremely bad at table tennis, and I don't know how to make people I like happy."

I almost caught this information with some sensitivity, and asked with some surprise: "Who do you like?"

"Follow me to dance, if I retreat you follow in, if I enter you retreat;" the director led me to jump up, while answering my question, "I also had a few boyfriends, and they all ended up with nothing in the end. They all said that I was too sensible, so I was more like a partner than a couple."

The director smiled lightly, and didn't show any distress, "I'm not afraid of your jokes. I really liked him for the last term, but he said that I put too much pressure on him when I was with him. What I said He can't feel it at all."

It's unbelievable. Although I always say that the director is scary, in fact the director is very gentle and considerate.

"Probably because I'm not suitable for dating." The director smiled indifferently.

"Maybe it's not your problem." I followed the director's footsteps carefully, and then said: "But this is not suitable for dating, and it doesn't look like your style."

The director seemed a little curious, "Then what do you think of my style?"

"Didn't you find out? You never say maybe, probably such words without confidence." I looked up at the director, and said very seriously: "I can feel that you seem to be not very confident about feelings. .”

Maybe it was because my expression was too serious, or it was because of other reasons. In short, the director stopped suddenly, but we still hugged each other.

The director just looked at me like this, very calm, but his tone was still gentle, even a little ethereal, "It's hard for me to have self-confidence."

I was taken aback and asked, "Why?"

"Why?" The director asked back, then smiled, did not continue the topic, and asked me, "What about you? Are you very confident in your relationship?"

I couldn't help laughing, "Confidence? This seems like a joke."

If you don't even dare to be together, how can you be confident?When I broke up with my ex back then, it wasn't because I didn't want to love anymore, but because I knew there would be no result, and no one dared to contradict the world. In this case, it would be the most straightforward to break up early.

Or there is nothing wrong with our approach, but we dare not even take a single step, which is nothing but the behavior of cowards.

"You seem to be mocking your feelings?" The director seemed a little surprised.

"No, I'm mocking myself, it's not that simple, nothing is that simple." I don't want to bring up the past, not because I haven't gotten out of the last relationship, but because I dated a woman You can't say things like friends, "Don't talk about this, it's over anyway."

The director didn't force me, she moved again, "Let's dance."

So we stopped talking and danced quietly. From the beginning, we felt unfamiliar, but we gradually caught up with the pace. The director saw that I had adapted, so he said, "Don't bow your head, raise your head."

So I raised my head, my eyes met the director's, and then I suddenly realized how close I am to her.

The hands with interlocking fingers, the waist around the waist, and the smell of perfume filled the breath.

I suddenly panicked, my steps became chaotic, and then I accidentally stepped on the director's foot. Since we were barefoot, I could feel the delicate skin on the back of her instep.

"I'm sorry." I was completely flustered, and I retracted my foot like an electric shock, and stopped there.

We all stopped, and the director's voice seemed to have other emotions in his cold voice, "It's okay."

The director's hand around my waist suddenly tightened, and then our distance became closer, and the hand that was originally clasped and raised was also released, but it still did not let go.

I looked up at the director in astonishment.

My heart suddenly beat so fast that it hurt my chest.

I don't know if it's because of the alcohol, but I just feel my cheeks are hot and my head is a little dizzy.

The director's hand was strong again, and then there was zero distance between me and her. My waist was in close contact with her waist. Although the clothes were separated, I still felt the terrible temperature, which burned my skin.

I looked into the director's eyes, the director didn't smile like usual, but the tenderness between his brows was obvious, and then the director slowly closed his eyes.

From the moment her hand tightened, I had already held my breath, and seeing her close her eyes at this moment, my heart suddenly ached terribly, the pain in the beating was like eating poppies.

I really want to push her away, but my hands and feet are weak, barely standing is already my best effort, at this moment, even my eyelids are so tired that they are drooping.

I trembled and closed my eyes slightly.

Who am I, where am I, what am I doing?

Until the warm and unfamiliar touch came with the erosion of fragrance, until I couldn't breathe until I was about to suffocate, until my heart seemed to explode suddenly.

I widened my eyes in astonishment at this moment, and suddenly burst out with all my strength, pushing away the person who was hugging me in front of me.

What am I doing? !

I reached out and touched my lips in disbelief, and looked at the director in astonishment. Just now, the director kissed me just now? !

The director seemed a little startled, and almost fell to the ground after being pushed by me.

The warm and soft touch seemed to be still there, I foolishly touched my lips, my eyes turned red unknowingly, the panic in my heart seemed to fill a bucket, and it overflowed directly.

Feeling a little overwhelmed, I reached out and stroked the loose hair to the back of my head. The development of the matter had completely exceeded my expectations, and I didn't dare to stay any longer, "I'm sorry, I'll go back first."

After that, I hurriedly put my phone into my bag and fled.

Today is a sunny day, and the sky outside is rarely full of stars, as if entering midsummer ahead of schedule, I looked up at this rare scene at a loss, my heart was in a state of confusion.

Just now, what happened?And why, would it become like this?

I feel a little wronged and a little sad.

I stood at the intersection for a long time before I knew the direction to go home, and I didn't know how I got back. It wasn't until I soaked in the hot water that I felt that my head was finally working.

The director did kiss me just now.

She is a straight girl who kissed someone in a closet.

Director, what is the meaning of her actions?I can't deny that the atmosphere at the time was too romantic, just like all love stories, which are heart-stirring.

The momentary confusion and fascination seemed to be able to explain the reason why she made this move.

But I'm afraid, I'm afraid I'll fall in love with her.

I don't want to be a moth, and I don't want to rush towards that little light, so I have been restraining myself, those devils who are about to move like devils, dragging me down to hell.

The director's sudden intervention was so forceful, I was like a snake pinched to its deathbed, pinched seven inches away, how else could I struggle?

I just sometimes think that what she did to me is more common between two girls, so I always use this reason to warn myself not to think too much.

She was either just trying to make a friend, or maybe she just got interested suddenly and that's why she approached me.

But I thought I could treat it rationally, but the reality slapped me hard.I simply can't do it.

The director is always able to easily drive all my emotions, tumbling, restless, nervous, flustered and vaguely expecting.

Sometimes I feel that no matter what she does, it is so natural that I can't judge what she means at all.They made these moves towards me, whether they were provocative or unconscious, I just endured them like this, sometimes flustered and sometimes uncontrollably throbbing.

And these loss of control often represent heartbeat.I'm terrified, all this has exceeded my expectations.

A leaf fell into a turbulent river, what else could it do except be swallowed by the river?

Really can't go on like this.

I was like a demon, muttering to myself, until my skin wrinkled, until the water had turned cold, I realized that I was still in the bathtub.

One thought, you can do it, come on.

I cheered myself up, determined to forget about these things, and kept a distance from the director.She and I are clearly just subordinates, so why are so many things involved?

No matter what the reason for the director's actions towards me, it doesn't matter anymore.

I stood up imposingly like a strong man preparing to go to the battlefield.Just laying down on the bed, those bulging momentum disappeared, and my heart was still flustered.

At the beginning, the girlfriends group was still asking me to bring the director out, but they changed the topic later, and I realized that it was getting closer now.

I flicked through Moments in a daze, but I couldn't read a single message after swiping around.

Then I saw the message from the director.

【sorry. 】

Just three words, but the moment I saw it, I suddenly felt my heart explode.

Tears flowed down suddenly.

The author has something to say: Yi Nian said: "It's all caused by ballroom dancing."

The ballroom dancer said: "I don't take this responsibility."