The director is too flirtatious

When I first chose to be with Yi Nian, I actually didn't think about what would happen to us in the future.At that time, Yi Nian still had some fear and uneasiness, so I focused more on reassuring her.

But later, Yi Nian completely let go of her heart to me, and unexpectedly found that she and I were really compatible.The conflicts that were always easy to arise from the boyfriends I dated with almost no longer exist between me and her.

She doesn't have any bad habits. When I was her age, I would go to the bar to play, but she didn't have any. She is very well-behaved, cheerful and smart.Although I knew from the beginning that she was sunny and cheerful, after being with her, I found that what I had seen before was just the tip of the iceberg.

The more we get along, the more we like it.

She is very responsible and never shirks responsibility, whether it is work or life.Sometimes we had a little argument, and she was obviously angry, but then she ran to me and told me that it was her fault for making me angry, so don't be angry.

She was obviously the one who was angry, but she turned around and came to coax me again.I feel distressed and amusing at the same time. When I hug her, she will show a little grievance.She is really cute and understanding.

She always has the ability to make me forget my troubles, and every day with her is so happy that I never thought that we might break up.

So when that day came, I found myself a little bit at a loss.

Although I was the one who brought up the breakup, it was also what I insisted on.But this sad feeling is like countless ants are biting my heart.The first night we broke up, I couldn't sleep.The second night after the breakup, I still had insomnia.In addition to insomnia, there is almost uncontrollable torment of looking for her.

I dare not, I dare not contact her, because I am afraid, I am afraid that I will be reluctant to part with her, and then fall into such a dead end again.

On the third night of the breakup, I still had insomnia.Every night after that, I couldn't sleep well, and I finally experienced the pain of one thought, the pain of sleepless nights.

It's hard to imagine how she, who has always had such a deep relationship with her family, survived.

I was so distressed that when I was in the office, I would suddenly go into a trance and then cry.These days are the most uncomfortable days I have ever experienced in my life, but there is no way to solve this kind of sadness. I just bear it like this and try my best to concentrate on my work.

Yi Nian called me in the middle of the night, she was drunk.She said why I'm not here, she won't sleep when I'm not here, why is she so cute?

I held the phone and shed tears silently, I really wanted to tell her that I am here, I am here.But I can only tell her that without me, we have broken up.

I know this is the best way, there must always be a choice.I shouldn't and I can't force Yi Nian to choose me, but I also don't want her to be caught in it.So I made a choice for her, a painful choice.

But all this will pass, and the pain will always end.But how long will this end, and why is it taking so long?

When I saw Yi Nian in the company, seeing how poor her spirit was and how dazed she looked, I suddenly regretted it.I really regret it, why did we break up, why did we end our relationship?

I obviously love her so much and want to be with her so much, why can't I?

Looking at her, I didn't dare to look up at me the whole time, I was always looking at her.Seeing her, she suddenly left the meeting to go to the bathroom. I saw her red eyes and her flustered steps. I suddenly wanted to cry too, and I hid and cried like her.

But I can't do this, I can only finish the meeting as if nothing happened, and then leave the company while I'm not thinking about it.Because I'm afraid that once I meet her, I'm afraid I can't help but want to hug her and keep her.

I hurried out of the garage and sat in my car for a long time, not knowing what to do.I'm supposed to drive back, take a shower, get some sleep, and head back to the branch side the next day.But my heart was empty, and I looked out of the car blankly.

I don't know how long I sat in the car, and when I slowly wanted to look for my phone, I found that the phone was left in the company.I had to go to the company again and go to the meeting room to get my phone.

When she came out, she ran into Yi Nian unexpectedly, her expression was so panicked, her face was full of panic and tears.When I saw her like this, my heart skipped a beat.

How did she become like this?How could such a cheerful and sunny person like her become like this?It's all my fault, isn't it?If it wasn't for me to break up, or if I hadn't approached her and made her fall in love with me, all of this would never have happened, would it?

But what else can I do now?I really feel like my heart is about to break, this uncomfortable feeling is something I have never experienced in my life.I had no choice but to hug her, comfort her, and finally wept uncontrollably and kissed her.

I really miss her so much that I want to lose all my sanity.I just want to be with her, no matter what the future holds, even if I can only take one step at a time, I am willing.

When she asked if it was okay not to break up, I really wanted to respond, and I said yes, but at that moment, many thoughts suddenly flashed in my mind.If we just got back together like this, under Yi Nian's restless situation, would she really have the courage to take on these things?

I suddenly discovered that I actually made a bet.Moreover, I am far from being as great as I imagined. I am actually very selfish. I have been persecuting this idea, forcing her to choose between me and her mother.

I know, I know that Yi Nian really likes me, I know, I know that she is not willing to break up, and it is because I know this that I made the choice to break up.

Because I'm betting, I'm betting on whether I can really let me go, or whether I can muster up the courage to solve and face the matter of coming out.

So does Yi Nian really know what she wants now?Can she really accept being indifferent or even breaking with her mother?I don't want to think about the pain of coming out again in the future, and I don't want to face the possibility of breaking up again in the future.

So I turned her down, I had to say no to her, I had to ask her to come back and tell me when she was clear and calm, did she really want to be with me.

If she is really willing to leave all this behind and be with me, then I will definitely agree to her, and then I will face her family with her from now on. No matter how difficult her family is, I will never let go.

So I turned her down.

After I refused, I was actually feeling anxious and regretful.I really wanted to promise her, and I really didn't understand why I had such a thought.Obviously it's already that painful, isn't it?How can I be so cruel?

If after thinking about it, I really don't want to look for me anymore, that's what I asked for.

But I didn't expect that she would still come.I never thought I would see her like this again, fresh and clean, with a warm and sunny smile.

I don't know if anyone has told her that her smile is really beautiful, and the stars in her eyes seem to jump out and twinkle.I watched her walk in front of me with a smile on her face, with a relaxed tone and a calm demeanor. I wanted to cry and laugh very much.

Well, she still chose me.I won the bet, but why do I want to cry so much?

Is it happy or guilty?Is it happiness or bitterness?At this moment, in fact, my heart was full of mixed feelings, so complicated that my mouth was full of bitterness, but I couldn't help showing a smile on my face.

She said I love you and would like to be with you if possible.

How could this fool ask such a thing?This fool, why didn't he just come over and hug me?How could this fool think that I would reject him?

I am willing, of course I am willing, I have been waiting.

So we are back together.

I'm happy, really happy.After going around for three months, the painful three months finally passed, she came to me, and she became different.I can clearly feel that she has become bolder.This kind of boldness does not mean that she is not afraid of death, but that she has become less concerned about the feelings of the people around her.

What has she experienced in these three months?I don't know, but I also know that this period of time must be uncomfortable.Sometimes I also feel distressed, but seeing her face that has become more mature after experiencing these things, I occasionally feel that this is not bad.

After all, I didn't ask her what she went through. If she was willing to talk, she would naturally tell me. If she didn't want to talk, then she probably had her own thoughts.It's like I didn't tell her how I got here in the past three months.She and I actually knew in our hearts that our lives were not going well, but this was a tacit understanding between us, and it was also an unspoken secret.

What a wonderful day we are together again.I suddenly felt that what I was worried and afraid of seeing my parents in the future was nothing more than that.As long as I can see her smile like this, as long as she is by my side.Whether I can really get the blessing of my parents, in fact, I don't care as much as I imagined.

However, when we lived like this, we didn't expect her parents to accept me suddenly, and I slowly integrated into her family like this.

In fact, I never dared to think about this matter in my dreams, because the time when I came out of the closet a year was really impressive to me.That period of terrible days was like a nightmare.But suddenly, the nightmare was over and everything changed.

Her parents really accepted me, and they were willing to let Yi Nian take me home, and asked me questions like an ordinary family inspecting a son-in-law.Then they asked me to call them Mom and Dad, which is the same as calling them Mom and Dad.Said to the outside world that I am their daughter, and I am their eldest daughter.

Well, externally she is the eldest daughter, internally she is the son-in-law.

I... I think I must have done a lot of good deeds in my previous life to meet Yi Nian and a family that accepted us in this life.

Then we'll have wedding photos, we'll have kids later, or we can have a wedding if we want, and we're no different than normal straight, except that we're both gay.

This is the day I dreamed of, and it's all here.

But I didn't expect that my little Yi Nian would actually propose to me at the wedding photo shoot.

Her secret work is really good, I was completely unaware that she did so many things behind my back.

The happiness of being cared for made me want to cry.

My first thought, why are you so cute?My thought, why are you so romantic?One thought of mine, why are you so...so let me never forget it?

You asked me if I would marry you, fool, how could I not?

Of course I would.

I watched her gently kiss the back of my hand, watched her solemnly pick up the ring, and watched her put the ring on her ring finger.

I couldn't help but kiss her, the only way to express my inner unease.

In fact, I still wanted to talk to her at that time, but I was afraid that if I opened my mouth, I would cry.But it doesn't matter, I know she understands me, I know she must understand what I want to express.

Look, my beloved, how beautiful, how bright, and how charming his smile is.My heart was so soft that people were trapped in it, and I didn't even have the thought of struggling.

Hey, my thought, I have something to tell you.

For the rest of my life, the wind and snow will be you, the plainness will be you, the poverty will be you, the glory will be you, the tenderness in my heart will be you, and wherever your eyes look, it will be you too.

The author has something to say: there is one more chapter, not waiting for tomorrow, but tonight, but the time is not yet known.